At that moment, Ciel was being honest to himself now. He might like this guy more than he thinks. Maybe he's on his indenial stage but whatever, he knows he likes this guy. This guy staring at him, looking at him below. He doesn't have to require his height to kiss those lips above him. He's admitting right now- the very moment that he's gay. Well, that hurts. He knew that he's straight like a vertical line on some construction drawing, drawn by an expert engineer. Yet, he was wrong, it's very skeptical like a child drew a zigzag line instead a strong fine line on his paper.
And then, Ciel was driving alone on his thoughts but something snapped to him when he heard Sebastian chuckled.
" You don't have to challenge my gender, Ciel. Im straight. "
" Well, are you against gays? "
" No. I dont have the right to. And even though I had a right, I think I wont hate them. "
Ciel stares at Sebastian and he turned his heel to move on the side of the table. Sebastian rested his hand on the table and looks at Ciel.
Ciel then knew Sebastian had an expert engineer living inside of him to make him straight. He needs to put a child to ruin the engineer's stupid work but nevertheless, how?
" You got me. " Ciel laughs, pretended that he was joking 5 minutes ago. He tries to hide his embarrassment by turning back on Sebastian and grabbed few of the polyester on the floor.
Sebastian raised an eyebrow and turns his back on Ciel to grab more cloths under the desk. There are 6 cloths he can carry in each of his strength. He knows he keeps his build for perfection and to stay healthy. He placed the cloths on the other desk and examined if there are any wrong stitches on them. He unfolded the rolls and examined them properly. He likes this red rolls, they fine to touch and very cool to look at. He'll recommend this to Ciel.
He then remembers to check what Ciel was doing. He looked up and saw that Ciel was back on his table. Holding his mechanical pencil and a few peak of his tongue was on his mouth. Sebastian was apparently laughing on his thoughts. He looks like a child.
He then returned to look at cloth and grabbed a pair of scissors and cut small piece of it. He threw the roll on the side where he put some of of his stocks. He then got back to his work. Pulling another roll under the pack, he then examined the cloth. This turns out to be silk and lime green with light golden prints on the silky cloth. He then remembers where he put the laces when he and her lover stayed here. He then initially stops. He was light touching the handle on the drawer.
Why does it pains him when he remembers her? He mentally closed his eyes, shut them tightly and opened them slowly. His heart aches pretty badly. He needs air.
Air.
He swift his body and bumped his thighs on the table, causing the rolls to stumble and scatter on the floor. Ciel, obviously heard the clattering and stood up.
" Sebastian! " He runs toward the guy. He then looks at Sebastian and pats his back. " Are you alright? " He keeps patting Sebastian as he looks at him worriedly.
" I... Just need some fresh air. " He said as he gently massaged his head.
" Then let me take you outside. " Ciel answered automatically. He helped Sebastian lead the way outside. He opened the door and the fresh breeze came on hugging their bodies. The ocean makes the relaxing sound at the bay and it calms Sebastian immediately. He then opens his eyes and looks at Ciel.
" Thanks. "
" No worries. Ill just call you when I'm done doing the designs and show them to you afterwards. Just rest and I'll be back. " He let Sebastian took a seat on the swing and patted him a few throw pillows on his side. " Rest well. "
" ...Ciel. "
Ciel stops his tracks and looks at his back, seeing Sebastian looking down. " Thank you for helping me. I've been harsh on you on this past days. I scolded you because you're doing half-assed jobs when you're clearly doing your best. I wanna say I'm sorry yet I wanna say thank you for helping me. I promise, You'll get something in return. " He now looks at Ciel with his most sincere face.
Ciel simply laughed thru his nose and nodded. He then returns to his workplace. Sebastian looks at the ocean when he heard the door clicked as being closed. He then looks at the throwpillow on his lap and put it on his side. He patted his pocket and felt his Iphone vibrating. He unlocked the phone to answer the call.
" Yea? What's wrong? " Sebastian demanded as he received a call from his private assistant.
" Nothing's wrong, sir. I'd only like to notify you... We just made a move, Sir. Any minute now, Mr. Faustus will be on his way on the parking , earlier, He had lunch with M. President. " The speaker said as he answered Sebastian question.
" Don't let grandfather know. And keep it cool. I dont want any of you get hung to this. "
" Yes, Sir. "
" Good. Call me when you have any progress. " With that, Sebastian ended the call. He tugged his phone back on his pockets and grabbed the throw pillow and put it back on his lap. He sighed as he closed his eyes.
It was a pity it was his step brother all along.
When he last visited the grave of his lover, he was surprised he got a clarification that it was them all along. He pretended that he never knew nothing. And now he wanted to spill the beans out of them.
He wont show mercy.
He wont.
Never.
He breathed heavily on his nose and tried to indian sit on the swing which caused the swing to unbalance and he nearly fell.
Well, that's pretty unmanly... He thought himself.
" Be careful, you might break your neck. " A giggle came inside the cabin and revealed it was Ciel. Ciel came out of the door and was holding a tray. " You might want to drink something. I even called a delivery since I want something from fast food. " Ciel as he propped on the floor as he handed Sebastian the tray. It consist with two chocolate mugs that was used the last time they drank.
Sebastian smiled and took a sip. Ciel saw the smile, and oh god help him, he's gay. He blinked thrice and grabbed his own and sipped but was burned with hot chocolate.
" Careful. "
Then he heard the concerned voice. " Uhh- yeah, I'll be, ahaha... " Ciel said, stuttering obviously as he wipes his lips. He then looked up and saw Sebastian looking at the horizon. He followed suit. " You know, I'm done with the designs. All was left is to find the right cloths and sew them and were all done. "
" I'd like to see later... but let's enjoy this calming sight seeing first. "
" Haha, " Ciel found himself lost at the moment. Maybe he's turning gay just because of Sebastian. Just because of this handsome, rich, tall and faithful man. Faithful? He wonders to himself. Sebastian must have loved that woman. He looks at his steaming chocolate and saw a tiny reflection of him, and wonders if he was lucky that he looks like her. He felt annoyed and blew the hot chocolate. " I think I should bring my supplies inside my bag. The delivery will be here in a minute. "
"...Hmm, okay. " Ciel then stood up and grabbed his cup and kept blowing until he got inside.
He then stared at the fireplace near the door. It looks very unused. He then looked outside to see Sebastian blowing his cup.
I want to be the next one that you'll love... But how?
And left him there standing while looking at Sebastian.
It was a busy day on the Funtom's company as Claude massaged his aching head from this thick paperworks on his desk, waiting for approval for the debuts for the put his hands on the table and drums them. He's rather pissed since Sebastian took a dayoff for the upcoming event and he is now, working a lot of unnecessary events that particularly not his job.
He grabbed his attache-case and opens them. Putting important files ( few of them ) inside to bring them when he gets home. Closing the drawers, he stood up and was greeted by a knock on the door.
" Sir, your car's ready. "
No need to reply, all he ever did was grab his case and opens the door. " I'd like you to clean this place up. I have to get home before dinner, so you dont need to drive for me. "
With a simple nod from his assistant he gave the key to Claude. He rushed off to the elevator and press the B for basement. He looks at his watch and saw it's already passed 8. He tapped his shoes according to the elevator music that was accompanying him. Later, the elevator ding and the doors got open automatically. He rushed towards his Black Mazda and opens the front seat.
He kneed the front seat and puts his attache-case when he saw something. A brown envelope. He dropped the case on the side of the envelope and grabs it without hesitation. He never left any documents left on his car. This is new.
He opens the envelope and found few documents in them. He pulled them out and examined them but all he could read was a bunch of scrambled sentences. You can see each words scrambled everywhere yet has numbers beside them and what caught him was the word " Murderer " on the right side at the end of the paper. His eyes went wide and nearly threw the papers on the windshield. He grabbed the papers like it'll flew away, he tighten his grip and turns both sideways to see if someone was looking at him.
He panicked and looks at the other pages or papers with somewhat he thinks a threat letter. But all of them were blank pages. He stare at horror on this piece of paper that was resting on his black pants. It's disturbing him. He's not afraid that he killed her but he's afraid that he might get caught.
He wanted to threw the paper or burn them but he's afraid to do it. It's capturing him and telling him to solve it.
Without any hesitation, he tugged the paper on his suit and started his engine.
He's not getting any sleeps tonight.
Just about time to sleep. Ciel put his sketches on his drawer and walked straight to the washer. He cleaned his hands pristine and dries them of on the hanging towel. It was already 9 and he needs to relax his body. He stretched his aching body and remembers where was Sebastian now. He stood up and massaged his eyes to make him a bit awake and saw thru the window that Sebastian was sleeping soundly. He opens the door and walks toward him.
" Sebastian..., " He shook the body gently and was received a low groan. " You'll get a cold when you stayed there in a minute now. I'll help you get up so please help me for a little. " Ciel brought Sebastian arms on his shoulder. " Look, I cant really carry you, you know. "
Bit by bit, Sebastian then slowly opened his eyes.
" There you go... Now help me- "
" I miss you... " Ciel then shut his mouth afterwards. Sebastian was staring at him intimately. It's making his heart beat. Crazily fast. Sebastian then moves his arms to grab Ciel's waist. " P-Please don't go away... "
And was later on, their lips touched like the cold wind that touches their hot cheeks.
Now! That was a blast! Im so happy I updated this again~ Hope to see your reviews! :)
Will update this on February~ College is hell. LOL
