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He always wonders why him? Why is it always him who lives in a hell like life? Why did he not know who was his fatherand mother? Why did he onl graduated until high school? Why did he become friend with Alois? Why was he here? What was Sebastian doing here?

The very questions run through his mind when he saw Sebastian's face. He saw remorse and loneliness. Hurt and pain, disgraced and solitary expressions.

He knew why Sebastian was here. He knew what he was after. He knew what he just wanted. Its not because of him. Its because of his skills and that alone.

He did not bother to look again and started cleaning his station, although he knew he cant keep it silent. His jittering body that clenches to look at Sebastian again.

He heard slight rapid movements, the sole of his shoes hitting the pavement. He is getting nervous whenever he felt the heat of Sebastian. He cant deny it. It makes his heart and body churn.

"Ciel." With that tone, his sincere and heartfelt voice rings Ciel to look at him. "I want to talk to you..." He looks around and saw a blond man looking straight at him - astonished by the way he looks. "...But not here." He added nervously.

Sebastian felt uncomfortable. His head twitches in every single people putting their cups on the ceramic table. He feel nervous and sweaty. He looks at Ciel again, "Please. I really need to talk to you." Then, he hold Ciel's sleeves and tucks it a few times.

"What do you wanna talk about?" Ciel's words sounds flat and refined. Sebastian saw Ciel's calmness as he looks at him without any movements.

"We should take this conversation outside this premises. Its really impo-" he was cut off by Ciel's hand that was raised infront of him. Ciel then walks out the counter and lead Sebastian in the locker's room.

"Continue." Ciel said as he removes his apron from his neck and unties the knot at the back of his uniform.

Sebastian seem to lose his cool. Ciel can pretty see his lost of composure, his lack of being a refined man. Its not like him at all.

"Why?" He said as he collects his self-composedness ; failed to do so. "Why did you even think leaving the company?" He looks around and walks unrecollected. "Did my conditions bother you? D-did I do something unpleasing and made you do that?" He said as he looks annoyed for not knowing anything. He is quite rebarbative because he looks like an idiot.

"Its really nothing, Sebastian. Im just getting tired of it. I'm just getting sick of it. Its just plain bore to me and nothing else." He said as he stood silently on his place. The light is pretty dim and only sees a few festures on Ciels part. "I gave you my original samples, Sebastian. Without getting any talent fees from you, I gave you my work. Thats the only thing I can help you. So please, go. Were done."

Ciel moves aside and was ready to put his apron back since he thought the conversation was over ; he was wrong.

Sebastian now lost his composure and held Ciel on his wrist : not letting it go. "How dare you!" He yelled and he knew his voice rung inside the room and vibrated out the room. He is pissed and very angry. He had enough of Ciel's arrogant expression. He had enough of this joke. Sebastian is getting insanely mad. He cant stay focused anymore. "I had enough of this petty joke, Ciel! You signed a contract to me! You dare to null this agreement! You, and only YOU made me this way!" He is shouting and shouting. He saw Ciel's horrified eyes as he tries to remove Sebastian's tight grip on his wrist.

Sebastian heard Ciel's scared murmurs of 'let go.' But he is reluctant to do so. He is very dignified to know the answer. It

Itches his whole being.

Ciel kept twisting his arms off of Sebastian's hold, he knows his strength is powerless but it never crossed his mind and kept tugging his arm just to get out of his tight firm grip. He felt pain on his wrist, he predicted itll have a bruise when this situation is over.

"Answer me, damn it!" Sebastian yelled once again and Ciel is getting full of emotions. Sebastian's yells did shook him, scared him, frighten him down to his feet. He wont say it. He would never say it.

Sebastian cant longer make this situation any longer. He doesnt want this conversation leading to. He wanted to talk Ciel calmly because he knows he can talk this in a good way. But whenever Ciel murmurs to let go, he felt ranged and kept his grip onto Ciels thin wrist.

Ciel cant handle the pain anymore and used his other hand to punch Sebastian's chest. He puched and punched him at the same spot and he wanted to cry in pain. He hits Sebastian repeatedly. He began to hate him because hes hurting him emotionally and physically. He doesnt want this anymore. He doesnt want to feel this agonizing pain in his chest. He had enough already.

Then, Sebastian cant stand Ciels punches on his chest and held the other free hand on his grip. He pushed Ciel onto the locker and held the his hands up onto Ciels head. Sebastian knows Ciel cant move. Ciels head is looking down, and Sebastian heard Ciels little cries. This made Sebastian come to his senses and released a few grip on both Ciels wrist.

Ciel was crying. Hes hurt. Sebastian felt how tight was his grip and loosened a bit more and more, and more. His hands left Ciels wrist and Ciel then realized hia wrists were free. He clutched to his bruised wrists and massaged them that, thinking the pain will go away, which it lead him stinging in pain.

Sebastians worried. He doesnt want what happened. He blames himself. "Ciel... I-I didnt mean to hurt you. I wasnt thinking strai-" Sebastian felt a strong push on his chest that made him stepped a few back. He was startled at Ciels face. Its full of hatred. His tears were flowing down to his face and his eyes were telling him to back off. Sebastian felt his mouth shut.

"You fucking wanna know why, you cold hearted bastard! Because I liked you, You insolent fool!" He is screaming and yelling, between his words were cries and his whimpers. "I thought you will like me for who I am. But you only thought of me as an object that you can use! Youre a son of a bitch who thinks I can be manipulated with your money! An asshole! You just used me..." he huffed a catches his breath. he clung his hands on his chest because he cant breathe. "...I hate you." He said silently. Ciel then leaves his position and leaves the room.

He is crying really hard. He never wanted to look weak. He walks passed Alois and rush towards the entrance. Alois was dumbfounded. He looks at the locker room and found the guy looking flushed and stunned.

He was about to ask the man but was stopped when the man walks passed him and exits the store. Alois is very confused about what happened.

"What do you think happened?" This sentence cut Alois looking at the man who entered the car. It was Marco who asked him.

"I dont know..." Alois said as he returns his eyes outside the transparent glass. The car starts and drove off, leaving Marco and Alois with questions.

Claude calls Hannah after his meeting. His grandfather choosed to move the charity's date since he was rescheduled by his doctor to his next appointment. He wanted to see what Sebastians suprises to him. He had to admit, he got jealous while his grandfather was boasting about his grandson.

The phone reached Hannah and was answered.

"Hannah, got a neutral news. The charity was moved 3 weeks from now. Grandfather was scheduled to have his exams this coming week." Claude explained as he looks for his car.

"Oh, really..." Hannah sounds bored as ever as she sighs on Claudes speaker. "Anymore news... About the damn threat?" She asked.

"Not really but Im getting on with it. Dont worry." Claude assured Hannah as he enters his car.

"Youre a slow ass, really." Hannah said "Well, since youre a dilly-dallying moron I decided to make a few steams on our plan." She added. "Ill tell you when you get here. Hurry, retard." She added and put the phone down.

Claude is never happy in their relationship. He just happened the need to get married soon as the president needed his sons to be married before he dies. Turns out, when he was dating Hannah. Sebastian was now engaged to his fiance. Now, he cant breakfree from this relationship because Hannah knows all his secrets. But its not that bad since Hannah has the same motive as him. He decided to become honest towards his girlfriend.

He drove off and head towards the meeting place.

Where am I? Why did I come here? Did I talk to much? Did I spill to much?

Ciel said as his eyes were shut closed as he feel the wind hugging his face and body. The breeze is as cold as December. The silence is calling his mood and relaxes his body.

But the questions kept haunting him. He cant relax too much.

Ciel opens his eyes and looks around. Its just him and the tree beside him. Hes in the park. The park is empty which is surprising to him. the next thing he knew, hes just sitting beside a tree. The tree looks so old that it has few leaves on top of it but has dead branches below. The tree looks old and sad. The bark is colored black and looks crispy. Ciel touches the bark and few of its skin fell down to the cement floor. They turned dust and flew away with the wind. Ciel watches it. It flew far away that he cant see it. He inclined his head and moves and circles the tree until he saw a carved mark on the tree.

'12/24/12'

He looks at it and analyzes it. The numbers were actually a date. December 24, 2012. Ciel said to his mind and looks puzzled. He shook his head and wonders off where theres peace.

Ciel arrived to his apartment where his uncle was busy doing the dresses that is due tomorrow for a school play. Mrs. Beckett orders 5 frilly long gowns and is ready to be delivered tomorrow. He opens his door and saw his uncle drinking a glass of water. The uncle saw Ciel and mentioned him to come in. Ciel locks the door and greets his uncle with a hug. He then showed his salary envelope to him.

"Salary for today, old fart. Got you your favorite - ripe bananas" Ciel said and was received with a playful punch on his cheeks.

"Keep that. And Im not an old fart." His uncle said as he moves back to his sewing machine next to his favorite place - at the window.

"Well you are. Youre old and you fart alot." Ciel said as he laughs with his last sentence. The uncle just snorted and pedals the wheel. Looks outside as he sews it with finess. "So... How many more dresses to complete?" Ciel asked and he looks at his phone. He got 2 messages from Alois and a single message from Sebastian. He read Alois' texts.

'Yo! I aint savin your ass this time. I told you its my last right?'

'Doesnt matter. Just saved your ass by Mr. O' Marco here. Never knew he can do your specialties, too. Gave your number to him. He likes you afterall. Dont thank me. Just give me my 10 dollars back. xoxo'

'What the hell?! You gave my number to a stranger!? Are you an idiot?!'

Ciel sent his text was astonished to see Alois giving his phone number to a stranger. Who does that? Really? An idiot would - like Alois.

"Got 2 more costumes to go. Help me, you little twat." Uncle orders Ciel as he kept pedalling the machine. Ciel gets out of his position and readies the other sewing machine. He opens the machine and took the nicest thread for the clothing. The silk cloth that his uncle bought is really a low quality for a costume. He didnt care nonetheless and moves on to sew the truffles at the end of the clothing.

The uncle sews the armholes perfectly and readies a sash to sew for the costume. The uncle paddled and looks at the window. " Youre pretty early today. What made you come home?" He said as he kept sewing the sash without looking at it.

"Its nothing. Dont feel like working with Alois today." Of course its an excuse. Eve though Alois is also a reason for not getting to work but its never a major thing like what happened earlier.

The uncle snorted and looks determined to his work. His uncle was never in favor about Alois. Not that he's gay, Hes just very cheerful and very annoying to him. But none other than that, he likes him a bit.

"Finished costume number 4. What to do next?" Ciel asked as he put the red gown at the side. The uncle turns around his stool and looks at Ciel. "Youre better than this. You should be doing these things instead of me."

Ciel's phone rang and forgot to see Sebastian's message. He read it before looking at Alois' text.

'Ill be waiting tonight at 9pm at the park. Please be there.'

Ciel snorted and deleted the message. He then read Alois' text.

'Stranger? Dude. Hes been asking you like there is no tomorrow. You got to try this man. I swear, you two look good together.'

Ciel then became worried a bit, not just about the number but what those two saw earlier. Alois did not mention anything from his text. Does he care and doesnt give a shit at all? Atleast, hes not prying on people's business.

'Urgh... Whatever. Cant do anything about it. Ciel sent to Alois with a shrug on his face.

Ciel then receives a message from an unknown number and read it.

'Hey! Uhm, this is Marco. I just wanna say hi. Let me know when you get this. This sounds awkward.'

Ciel, in surprise, giggles at the text and found himself silly. He replied back, as soon as he received the text.

'Got ya.'

And soon Ciel recieves a smiling face and a thumbs up. He once giggled again and returns to look at his Uncle - that is now looking out the window.

Ciel seems curious and asks why "What are you looking at?" He said as he puts his phone into his pocket.

"I never knew we have a rich neighbor here." His uncle stated as he stops doing his work.

Ciel went to his uncle and looks down to see a black long limo with a man standing there outside the car. Ciel sighs and goes out, leaving his Uncle in daze.

Sebastian sneakly tailed Ciel on his way home. He didnt mean to tail him but he just saw him walking out the convenience store buying some a few bananas.

He just got more serious about he was doing and later on he felt he tailed Ciel into his apartment.

The next thing he knew is that the gates on Ciels apartment opened. He was stunned to see Ciel walking towards him. He doesnt know what to say. He then found himself looking at Ciels wrist that were getting all brownish and blue.

"What are you doing here? Now you invaded my personal life. Can you please leave already?!" Ciel shouted. He had enough of Sebastian looking at him. He wants to forget Sebastian just like how they were strangers before.

Sebastian seemed to not form words at all. He cant think straight. He felt regrets being here. He shouldnt have tailed Ciel. Its the greatest mistake of his life. But he began to talk just before he knew he could stop. "I have alot of regrets, Ciel... Meeting you is one thing. But..." He didnt try to continue. He then looks at Ciel's bruised wrists. "And I thought, whats my right to think so?" He sighs. "Please, I need you... I really do." Its for his company he thought. And a revenge for his fiance. Its never a gain for him.

Ciel's in deep thought. "I gave you: my drawings. Wasnt that enough?" Ciel said calmly which Sebastian was relieved.

"Of course its more than enough. I would like to say thank you for that. But, this is not just what I wanted." Sebastian stated.

Ciel then realized Sebastian was looking at his wrists. He hid it under his sleeves as he tugs them down. "This is fine. Dont think about it too much." Ciel nodded to his words. "Its really nothing... Honestly."

Sebastian looks back and then taps the drivers seat's window, and the window rolls down. A chaffeur in black suit gives Sebastian a paperbag.

Sebastian then gets the bag and the window was closed again.

"This is for you. Uhm... Those are cold packets. I bought them for you...and... Im just sorry about what I did." Sebastian was sincere and was heartfelt to his apologies.

Ciel nodded. "Its nothing... But Sebastian," he said as he looks at Sebastian's eyes. They were red pupils that gazes into your soul. It manipulated him with just a look. His eyes are bizarre. He doesnt to look at him anymore. He'll feel captivated. "Im not going back. Im just not ready do it anymore. Please, lets leave it like this."

Ciel then looks at the paperbag and looks at Sebastians worried face. The wind is so cold and freezing. He wasnt even wearing anything to keep him warm. His longsleeves were getting crispy in very second. Then from that moment, he felt a warm cloth wrapped around his neck. It was Sebastian's scarf. It was colored pure blood red - just like Sebastian's eyes.

His heart felt extremely devastated. They were never in a relationship but the things that are happening right now felt so unreal. They are parting.

"I... I respect your decision, Ciel. I should have not let you get into this business. Im sorry. " Then that moment he heard a few clicks and the car drove off leaving only him at the pavement.

He feel his phone vibrated ad unlocks his phone. Marco was deciding to come meet him in this restaurant tonight. He's not in the mood for this but maybe this will make him forget what happened today.

He wiped his tears away.

He really wished its never his business anymore.