So this chapter will be based around Connie's rape in prison and her talking to Jacob about it so skip this chapter if you need. The next chapter will be a very heavy sex chapter so again skip that one if you need to.
"I'm sorry" Connie breathed, pulling away from Jacob and moving his hand from snaking up her top "I can't"
Jacob gulped "I'm sorry I shouldn't have…I'll go"
"No…don't go" she said quietly "don't"
Jacob stroked her cheek gently.
She looked at him "its not you…it really not you…you have no idea how much I want to…I just…I'm scared"
Jacob looked at her "I would never hurt you Connie…you mean the world to me…what are you scared of?"
She looked at her lap "it doesn't matter…you wouldn't want to know"
He gently tilted her head up "I do…I want to help you through whatever it is that is bothering you"
She bit her lip and looked at him "before we met…I was wrongly accused of helping a friend of mine die…and I was put in prison…it wasn't for long…but it was long enough…I guess one of the guards took a liking to me…he erm…" she hadn't noticed but tears had started to stream own her cheeks "he took advantage of me"
Jacob held her close and closed his eyes as he kissed the top of her head "I'm so sorry baby…"
She sobbed into him. He was the first and only person she had told.
Jacob cuddled her close, letting her get it all out.
Connie clung to him "I want nothing more than to…you know…I want you to take it all away…to make me feel like it will all be okay…"
Jacob held her close "when you're ready I will…"
She sniffled and nodded "Can we go and have a cuddle in bed?"
He nodded and smiled wiping her tears away "if that is what you want"
She nodded gently "im sorry…I know this isn't how you expected tonight to go"
He shook his head and kissed her softly "I don't mind how tonight goes as long as I'm with you and you are happy"
She smiled softly "you make me happy…you really do"
He stood up and gently held his hand out "lead the way"
She wiped her eyes and led him upstairs and into her perfectly tidy room.
The room was painted black and fluffy white carpet and furniture. Along one wall were floor to ceiling mirrored sliding door wardrobes containing all of Connie's designer clothes. There was a door that Jacob presumed led to a en suite bathroom and he smiled as he realised the room smelt of her perfume.
"This is nice" he smiled looking around "the whole house is nice"
She smiled gently "thanks" she said laying on the bed
He smiled and laid next to her pulling her close. She cuddled in and gripped his shirt, feeling safe in his arms.
