Full on sex chapter so skip of you would like J
After a while of silence Connie moved out of his arms and looked at him "I'm ready…I want you to take him away…please" she said showing her vulnerability
Jacob looked at her and stroked her cheek "are you sure?"
She nodded "I don't want any of the before stuff though…not yet anyway…just do it…" She said lying down
He nodded and kissed her gently climbing on top of her "I'll be careful…and if you want me to stop just say okay baby" he smiled softly
She nodded and wiggled her trousers and panties off "I'm sorry this is not very romantic…I just need this…not exactly how the first time sex is supposed to go is it"
He nodded and smiled softly, not needing any help to get himself aroused. "Do you have any condoms?"
She shook her head "I have the implant…there's no need"
He nodded and got between her legs, pulling his trousers and boxers off "are you sure you don't want anything before hand?"
She shook her head and pulled her top off, leaving her just in her bra.
He nodded and pulled his shirt off gently kissing her as he positioned himself and gently pushed himself into her.
Connie clung to him tightly and winced "Jesus you're huge" she breathed adjusting to him
He smiled softly "I'm sorry if I'm hurting you…"
She breathed heavily as flashbacks started to creep into her head and closed her eyes "don't worry about that…"
He held her close and started to move softly, withholding his groans as he watched her, ensuring she was okay.
She clung to him tighter and shook her head vigorously. "No No stop get off me" she whimpered starting to panic
Jacob looked at her "shush its okay" he said starting to pull out "you're okay" he soothed
She breathed heavily and looked at him "I'm sorry" she whimpered tears filling her eyes
"Hey…no don't apologise" he smiled
"Do it again" she breathed "please"
He stroked her cheek and held her close as he pushed back into her slowly and gently started to move.
Her breathing hitched and she started to clench her body up as it started re entering her head.
Jacob gulped and noticed, gently starting to kiss her neck to try to take her mind off it.
He could not believe what was happening. He was in bed with his perfect woman, the woman he had fallen in love with. And they were having sex. Maybe not in the way he first expected…but they were.
Connie relaxed slightly and loosened her grip on him as the flashbacks started to go and she finally started to feel some pleasure. Her breathing changed as she let out a small moan and looked up at him "Thank You" she breathed
Jacob stroked her cheek and moved slightly faster, still keeping an eye and smiling as her body started to react and she started letting out louder moans.
Connie let her eyes close, pure pleasure etched on her face as she let out moans "go harder" she breathed
Jacob smiled and kissed her gently as he sped up and started to go harder, letting out a small groan himself "God Connie" he moaned gently
She moaned and whimpered clinging to him, starting to roll her hips on him "I'm sorry I'm not going to last much longer"
He groaned "me neither its fine" he smirked running his hands down her body
She whimpered as her breathing grew more erratic and she started to clench around him and finally began to release "Oh yes" she moaned panting heavily
Jacob groaned as he felt her and sped up, groaning as he finally started to release inside her "Connie" he panted
She panted heavily and kissed him deeply, truly meaning it.
He kissed her back as he gently pulled out of her and pulled her in close "what you said before about this not being how first time sex was supposed to go or it not being romantic…"
She looked up at him "mm"
He smiled "it was perfect…you've made me a very happy man Connie…"
She cuddled into his chest "you have no idea what you have just done for me" she said still breathing heavily.
Jacob kissed her forehead and held her close "sleep Mrs. B"
She smiled softly and cuddled in, for the fist time in a long time falling into a deep sleep, feeling protected in his arms.
He grinned holding her close. He was happy, not because of what they had just done, but because she had put enough trust in him to be able to do it.
He grinned until he fell asleep himself, a small smiled still on his face as he slept.
