Clarke hadn't fell good for days. Her stomach was upset. She had thrown up almost everyday for the last few days. Almost all smells of food made her sick. She knew the symptoms but this couldn't be right. The only people she had slept with recent enough were both women. Nothing on the ark said anything about that. And unfortunately Lexa was the only one close enough to be causing these symptoms. She was so confused but it's not like she could talk to anyone. She had been ignoring the commander as soon as it started. The only thing she did was meet Lexa's eyes and look down. What she saw for the brief moment was just worry. It was killing her. Not talking to her holding her kissing her. The worst part was not creeping to her room at night to make love.

She loved Lexa and somehow was able to move past the betrayal. It took a bit to trust her but the sex was great and Clarke was finally able to make Lexa say how she felt. This however was a whole to battle. If she was right. Which seemed utterly impossible but what else could it be.

Clarke was so wrapped up in her thoughts she didn't seem to notice that she was walking straight to the library. It was the only place she got quiet and could draw. When she looked up she realized where she was and entered. She could escape there thoughts for a moment. She took a seat with her sketch book. No one was in the room, so she thought. She started to draw escaping all her problems.

She barley felt the hands lightly grip her shoulders. And the kisses trailed on her neck. She jumped startled only relaxing when she realized who it was.

"You've been avoiding me skiaprisa" she said once again kissing the girls neck. "I was begging to think you had forgotten me." Clarke moaned slightly as she pushed herself closer to the strong arms around her. She turned and pulled Lexa to her lips. "I could never forget these lips." She breathed barely breaking the contact between there lips.

Lexa loved what was happening but she didn't understand. One minute the blonde was ignoring her and just giving her very short glances and the next she was all over her. Lexa was a bit worried. She knew women but she didn't understand this one bit. She was about to let the kiss continue when curiosity got the best of her. She broke the kiss.

"Klark," she spoke her tone very softly, "I would love to continue this conversation in the privacy of my bedroom. Then you can tell why you have been avoiding me." She rubbed Clarke's arms up and down leaving trails of goose bumps as she went.

Clarke lost it. She was strong she hadn't shown any weakness for months. Only for this girl and tears fell only once. The tears started to pour of of her blue eyes. Lexa noticed they were dark with sadness.

Once again. Lexa couldn't understand what was going on. She pulled Clarke into her arms and held her tightly. She started to whisper things into her ear. And Clarke finally looked up blue eyes meeting green full of worry.

"Lexa," Clarke said eyes still full of tears. "I don't know what's happening to me."

Lexa was beyond confused now. She knew girls could get like this right around their time of the month but what was going on? She had never seen Clarke act like this.

"Shhhh, Clarke it's okay. Explain it to me please." She pleaded. Worry still clear in her eyes

Clarke straighten up a little bit "it doesn't make sense. Everything I know... This shouldn't be right... I've only been with you recent enough and I can't understand this... I..." She couldn't really breath. She took a steadying breath and said. "I think I'm pregnant."

Lexa was quiet. She hadn't been able to think. This kind of thing had happened to past female Commanders and there lovers but really. Had the spirits really believed she was meant for this. To have a child she didn't understand how they could think this. Let alone with the sky girl standing before her. Her mind was a mile a minute. She realized the panic look on Clarke's face and the emotionless commander mask once again fell into place.

"Klark," she said in her Heda voice. "I need you to assure me that you have been with no one else. I believed you haven't but I need to be sure. Her voice was a little shaky as she waited for the response. She knew Clarke was only with her but it still made her stomach turn at the thought of anyone else taking what was hers.

"No Leksa. I have not been with anyone else just you. Please tell me what is going on." Her face mirrored Lexa's at this moment.

"This has happened many times before. The spirits bless a couple they believe has great power and wisdom with a child or more. So they too may become like there mothers. I have only seen this once but it has happened many times in our history. If you are willing I would like a healer to find out for sure."

Clarke was speechless. Lexa knew this could happen. And how could she be so cold to this fact. Like if Clarke was really pregnant how could she just stand there with her smug commander face and not notice Clarke was scared freaking out a bit and now pissed.

"Whatever Lexa." She spat. This transformed Lexa from the commander back to the girl. "I'm sorry Klark, I shouldn't have turned into Heda before you. I should be Leksa" She cupped Clarke's face. "I am Leksa right now." She leaned in and kissed Clarke. "Whatever happens its me and you. Your needs are mine. I love you Klark kom Skiakru." It was the first time the words were spoken aloud. Clarke was crying again. She pulled Lexa in for another kiss. "Ai hod yu in" she spoke softly in Lexa's own language. It made the green eyed girl weak in the knees.

"Now can we please see a healer. I would like to know for sure." Lexa's eyes we full of wonder and excitement.

They made there way to Nyko's healer station. No affection was shown by either. That's how it had to be in front of their people. They entered his hut and when Nyko noticed them he bowed his head in respect.

"Heda," He said, "Wanheda," he smiled at the blonde. He liked Clarke and also enjoyed the knowledge the shared with each other. But when he met the blondes eyes he saw panic in them. He kept calm and looked at his Heda. "Is there something wrong. Something I can maybe help with." He said.

"Nyko, we must speak privately away from any ears. This is an urgent matter that none may speak of." Lexa said in her very stern voice.

To be honest Lexa was terrified. If this was true then she would not only have to protect her people, but she would have to protect the child and Clarke. This with the war that was brewing between the azgeda was sure to be the death of the Commander. Nia would use this against her. Both of them. If there was a both. She prayed to the spirits for this not to be true not now. Not yet.

"Sha, Heda. What is it. I will do what I can." He replied while Lexa sized him up. Clarke trusted him so she though she could too. Plus he had always been faithful to the Commander.

"Clarke believes she is pregnant." She almost whispered. Still afraid someone might hear. "If she is the only person she has been involved with is me." Lexa stated this and stood a little straighter to show her power.

Nyko's eyes widened, "Heda this hasn't happened in many years. If this is true this may be very dangerous for Clarke and the child." He spoke the fear clear in his tone.

"This is why we need you to check. We need to know for sure. There can be no doubt." Lexa's face showed no emotion and Clarke hated this part of her. Clarke was clearly terrified.

Nyko rushed around his hut until he came across a mall brief case. He set it on the table and opened it. There were many small devices and trinkets. But the one both girls noticed was the long syringe laying across the box. "We must first know if she is with child then we can find out if the child is yours Heda." He motioned to a table and Clarke climbed on to it. Nyko reached down to Clarke's shirt and pulled it up slightly. Lexa reached for her sword but didn't draw it. She didn't like anyone else's hands on Clarke. He took his ands and lightly pushed into her stomach. The. He pulled out a little pin a took her hand. He poked one finger and dropped a few drops on too a fresh looking white strip. Then he placed the strip In a very hi-tech looking device. He sat for a moment and then he read from the screen. "Wanheda, you are indeed with child. Looks to be about 7 weeks along. Are you sure that the child can only be Heda's? This next part gets tricky." He spoke only as a healer now. Not as a clan member.

Clarke answered looking into Lexa's eyes, "yes it can only be your Heda's baby" Clarke tried to manage a smile looking at the syringe guessing was was next.

The healer nodded and went back to the box. He pulled a small bowl out and said "Heda I will need a few drops of your blood." Lexa reached for her dagger and took it to her palm slicing and dripping her blood over the bowl. Clarke winced as she saw this. Then Nyko reached for the syringe and Clarke grabbed Lexa's hand without knowing it. When Lexa looked down she saw how scared the younger girl was she gave her s small smile and squeezed her hand. "This will sting a bit Clarke. You need to relax though if you become stressed or anything it may hurt the baby." He felt around her stomach again feeling for the right spot beneath the waist band of her pants.

"Here we go," he said as he slowly pushed the syringe in and Clarke became still. Lexa rubbing the hair out of her face. Once it was in Nyko pulled up on the plunger as red blood filled the syringe. He didn't take much but enough for Lexa to get stiff. Again slowly he pulled the syringe out and placed a small cloth where he had just removed the needle. Clarke put her hand on it and Nyko moved to the bowl he the pushed the blood from the syringe into the bowl. "If the blood mixes it is one and if it splits they are separate." There was no sound no breath nothing he pour in a little powder there was a little pop and they all waited. The blood began to mix and Lexa's head dropped it was only Clarke who saw this. Nyko lit up a bit "this has not happened in many years. The spirits must be smiling upon us to be giving us such a blessed child."

"Thank you Nyko," Clarke said.

"Speak of this to no one." Lexa said. Her face once again emotionless.

"She's, Heda." He said head bowed. Lexa helped Clarke off the table and they walked back to Lexa's room. Neither spoke a word. Both consumed in there own thoughts.

A/N: this is where I'm going with this story. Like I said things are just going in my head and I'm having fun so deal with it. If you like it let me know if you don't let me know too. It's fiction so I can do whatever I want right? Enjoy.