A/N: In this chap - there's this part where Syd & Vaughn keep going back and forth (heh) and I tried to separate which of the words they were saying by indenting Syd's lines - so I hope it makes more sense that way - cause ya know...they say those for a reason... Ok - so indents didn't work - so now "-" those are Syd...
Chapter 129: Once More, With Feeling (totally ripped off of Buffy)
"Solitude scares me. It makes me think about love, death, and war. I need distraction from anxious, black thoughts." – Brigitte Bardot
"Fear makes the wolf bigger than he is." – German Proverb
"Fear grows in darkness; if you think there's a bogeyman around, turn on the light." – Dorothy Thompson
Sydney stroked her hand up and down Vaughn's chest languidly, pressing her mouth to his temple every few moments.
The smile that had been plastered to his face since he had made her come had not faltered or faded in the least.
"Are we gonna wash again?" he asked quietly as he snuggled into her.
She smiled, "After we're done…"
He turned his head to look at her.
She smiled naughtily at him, "We are FAR from done Mr. Vaughn…"
The smile that was permanently a fixture on his face turned to shock for a split second, "What…I mean…"
"I haven't had MY way with YOU yet…" she smiled and moved him forward, slipping out from behind him and moving to sit in front of him.
He smiled widely when he thought she was going to sit in his lap, but she planted herself on the bottom of the tub, and inched closer to him, pulling him more towards the middle of the tub as she placed her legs on either side of his hips, over his thighs.
He gave her a look of confusion, not fully understanding what she had in mind, but he was willing to give it a try.
She smiled at his apparent perplexity, and winked at him, "Just trust me."
"Always Sydney," he said honestly.
She smiled lovingly, reaching out to trace his cheek and leaned over to give him a soft kiss.
While he was distracted by her kiss, she reached down into the warm water and started to stroke his semi-hard cock to full erectness.
"Mmm…" he hummed as Sydney's mouth covered his.
She kept her attention divided between his mouth and his cock, which she was stroking slowly under the water. She ran her thumb over the head, feeling the moisture as it leaked out of his cock into the water.
She inched closer to him, pulling herself closer, closing the space between them. She positioned him at her entrance and grabbed around him, pulling herself towards him.
"Oh God Vaughn…" Sydney gasped as the tip of his cock penetrated her opening.
She threw her head back as she leaned into him more, making his cock slide in further.
They stopped moving, just holding that position for a few minutes, while their hands explored other areas and their tongues dueled.
Sydney had one hand threaded around Vaughn's neck, and the other on his back while Vaughn had his hand tangled in Sydney's locks as well.
Vaughn was in heaven, the water made his penetration feel that much hotter; the temperature of her walls fiery on his sensitive skin.
"You feel so hot…" Sydney murmured against his neck.
"Mmm…so do you," he agreed, "silky and hot…"
She smiled and then gasped, using her feet to pull him in her, the added wetness of the water allowing him to slide in deeper. She laid her head on his shoulder for a moment, feeling the steady throb of his cock. The angle didn't offer a lot of movement options, but it created an enormous amount of friction. Sydney started to rock against him, making him slide against her clit on every stroke.
The water sluiced around them as their rocking became more regulated. It churned gently in time with their movements, their thrusts becoming slightly easier with the weightlessness the water provided.
Sydney groaned, her walls stretched, his presence hard and insistent, pushing up into her like velvet steel, begging for entrance into her womb. She felt so incredibly full, full of him, full of water, all pushing deeply in and against her. Her muscles ached deliciously as she attempted to accommodate all the fullness.
"Mmm…so big…God…so full…" she breathed out.
He echoed her groan, feeling water alongside and around him, putting pressure on his cock, the pressure on the head exquisite when coupled with her muscles clamping. The water pushed in and out in time with him, Sydney squeezed him in and out and he thrust in and out gently as well; it was enough to drive a man slowly crazy; sensory overload.
"So tight Syd…unn…this feels…so wonderful," he accentuated with a deeper thrust.
She took all of him that he was offering, clasping her hand behind his head and kissing him roughly for several minutes.
"God Sydney…" he breathed as he looked at her in awe. He smiled, trying to form regular thought patterns, "You have THE greatest ideas…"
She smiled proudly, emphasizing with a sharp squeeze of her muscles, making his eyes clench tightly shut for a moment as flaming warmth engulfed him further. "Thank you…" she said finally.
Her hands trailed wet paths across his chest and back, her mouth attached to every pressure point on the top half of him she could reach. He was dying slowly of pleasure, their moans a joint chorus choir to the heavens. He responded to her in kind, flicking his fingers across her nipples, twisting and pulling them before dipping his mouth down to suck them and then nipping gently. He pulled her closer to him, instinctively trying to get inside her further, to penetrate deeper, deposit his seed as deeply as possible.
He smiled when he realized what he was doing, but he also noticed that the deeper he pushed, the more Sydney clamped down on him, gripping him tightly, and it made it all the more intense knowing that perhaps she felt the same way.
The sensations were building to an impossible crescendo, Vaughn started to pick up the tempo, but Sydney reached out and touched his cheek. He looked into her eyes and she smiled, "Not yet, ok?"
He smiled and straggled out, "Ok," and then slowed his thrusts down.
"I just…want to feel you more…" she said smiling.
He smiled back, "No complaints from me…"
They moved in synchronicity for several more minutes, slowly thrusting and gently caressing.
Sydney looked at him and touched his cheek gently again, "Come with me…" she said quietly.
He smiled and quickened the pace with her, bringing them to the brink of climax again. This time however, Sydney did not ask him to stop, but encouraged him to keep going.
Vaughn came crashing into climax, his semen gushing into her, mixing subtly with the water that engulfed him inside her. He was swallowed in an incinerator, her walls like a furnace churning heat inside it; the pressure from the water like a dam breaking, snapping his hold on sanity as he plunged headfirst into the oblivion of his orgasm.
Sydney's muscles rippled around Vaughn, his cock like a piston creating its own combustion as her climax shattered around him. She held onto him, clinging as they both gyrated gently in the water, the temperature inside her fluttering walls nearing an incandescent point as white light flashed behind her eyes. His climax hit her like a huge firework, bursting forth and spreading with the water churning with him inside her. She had never felt so full in her whole life, completely consumed by this man, the uncanny fullness creating a low ache in her stomach.
She hung onto him as they both tried to calm their extremely sated bodies. Their breath gently quivering and trembling on each other's necks Sydney moved her hand up to cup the back of his head and ran her fingers through the sweaty, short strands at his hairline.
He nested his head into her neck farther, pushing himself deeper inside her as well.
"You ok?" she asked quietly.
He nodded from his position but Sydney wasn't sure he was telling her the truth.
"Vaughn…" she said again, trying to get him to look at her, but he only burrowed further.
She held onto him, gently rocking him in the water. His breath on her neck slowed, his chest rising and falling at a slower tempo as well.
She gently forced him back to look at her finally, "What's wrong?" she asked when she could see the moisture in his eyes.
He shook his head, "I don't wanna leave this tub Sydney…"
She tilted her head compassionately, bringing him back to her and hugging him fiercely, "Aw...baby..." she said while she resumed her rocking. "I know…I know…"
She moved him back again when she couldn't make out what he was mumbling, "What honey?"
"I don't want you to leave…"
"Honey, it's only an hour…I'll only be gone for an hour…why don't we not think about it…ok? That's what I've been trying to do here…"
"I know," he said, offering her a small smile, "and you do a great job, but it's always there Sydney…"
"K – let's do this…" she pulled back from him, easing him out of her.
He let out a small groan of protest, but she quickly remedied the situation. She let the water out of the tub yet again, and started to fill it again, and then sat behind him, in a position that they were both getting very comfortable with.
"K, we're just gonna relax now, no thinking, we're gonna finish washing…then get out, get dressed and have a nice leisurely lunch…ok?"
He nodded, but she knew it wasn't really going to work. He was quiet for a long time, letting her run the soapy washcloth over him again. Then he said in a voice full of awe, "That was amazing Sydney…"
She smiled and pressed her lips to his neck, "I know…"
"Safe…"
That one simple word did so much for both of them. It was Vaughn's lifeline, and Sydney was happy to provide it. She was proud that he felt safe with her, truly the only time he felt completely so.
"What else did you feel?" she asked quietly.
"You're a safe haven Sydney…my safe haven…"
She ran her hand through his hair and placed several butterfly kisses on his head and neck.
"Thank you…with you Vaughn…God, it's always…heaven…paradise…"
He smiled, "Bliss…"
She took her turn, "Grace…"
"Redemption…"
- "Glorious…"
"Salvation…"
- "Desire…"
"Hunger…"
- "Overwhelming…"
"Possessive…"
- "Primal…"
"Consuming…"
- "Content…"
"Spiritual…"
- "Yearning…"
"Devotion…"
- "Tenderness…"
"Captivating…"
- "Beautiful…"
"Seductive…"
- "Completion…"
"Satiated…"
- "Fulfilled…"
"Circular…"
- "Destined…"
"Soul mates…"
- "Lovers…"
"Enamored…"
- "Intimate…"
"Reciprocity…"
- "Selflessness…"
"Perfection…"
- "Guardian…"
"Erotic…"
- "Elation…"
"Illumination…"
- "Miraculous…"
"Healing…"
- "Profound…"
"Encompassing…"
- "Undeniable…"
"Sacred…"
- "Tantalizing…"
"Rebirth…"
- "Bewitching…"
"Human…"
- "Passionate…"
"Sensitive…"
- "Surrounding…"
"Rapturous…"
- "Delectable…"
"Silky…"
- "Searing…"
"Lingering…"
- "Languorous…"
"Magical…"
- "Sublime…"
"Instinctive…"
- "Psychic…"
"Feverish…"
- "Blessed…"
"Real…"
- "Everything…"
"Love…"
