Kara slowly walked around the Kitchen preparing some coffee and Breakfast. Last night had been rough, she didn't really sleep at all. Her sister woke up every couple of hours screaming and trashing in her bed, her sleep haunted by Nightmares. It had taken Kara long to calm her down, let alone get her back to sleep, each time. She had held her, rocked her and even sang for her, only for the older woman to wake up screaming her Name again an hour or so later. She had screamed for Kara, begged for help and pleaded with them to stop. Yeah, last Night was had called Mrs. Grant earlier, letting her know what was going on and that she wouldn't come in today. Even if 'The Queen of all Media' rearly showed it, she had a big heart. Her voice was thick with sympathy and understanding as she gave her Assistant the next week of.

The Hero went back to the Bedroom and found her sister still sleeping, it didn't look like a very peaceful sleep but at least she wasn't screaming or crying. She tried to tiptoe over to the bed, not to wake her sister, but of course failed when she pumped into the dresser. Kara cursed at herself as she saw Alex immediatly jumped up in bed. She had messed up. Again. Her sister needed all the sleep she could get, Kara knew that.

Alex looked around worried, taking her surrounding in and making sure everything was how it should be. The panic seemed to never leave her eyes.

The younger girl mover over to assure her everything was alright and helped her out of Bed.

"What do you say about some Breakfast and TV?"

She didn't even wait for a reply anymore just took Alex over to the living Room. She knew there would be no words coming out of her sisters mouth anyways.

After Alex was seated and comfortable she went back to the Kitchen, gathering everything she had prepared.

"I made you Coffee. Just the way you like it. I watched you do it thousands of times so I should know right?"

She talked as she walked around the kitchen, already being used to having these one sided conversations with her sister.

This time she set fresh cut fruits and chicken soup on the Coffe table instead of greasy Take out. She had learned from her mistakes. Alex wasn't looking at anything her sister was doing, she just stared out the window.

"You can eat some fruits and wait for the soup to cool off." Kara said as she plopped down next to her sister.

"Of course I didn't cut Apples. I know you hate them and they shouldn't be allowed to be fruit." She chuckled slightly and had hoped her sister would do the same.

"Or you can have some coffee. It's up to you."

Kara looked over to her sister, who was looking out the window into the different direction. She breathed heavily.

"Alex. Look. I don't want to make you sick again. If I don't know if you are full or if it hurts your stomach I just..."

The hero bit her lips and pushed the coffee table away slightly so she had enough space to kneel down in front of her sister.

The Blond was sitting there, steadying her hands on her sisters legs, looking up at her.

"Alex. I know it hurts. I know it is hard, but you have to talk to me. Please. I. I can't. I don't know what to do. I wish I did, but I don't. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I am falling you so terribly, but I can't."

She was trying to find the right words, trying to get her sister to come back to her, because the woman in front of her. No, she refused to believe that that was her sister now.

"Alex! Just at least look at me. Please. I am begging you. You have to pull through. I know it's easier to just stay on the ground when you hit Rock Bottom, but thats not who you are. No, you fight and you claw and if you have to you crawl, then you crawl. But you have to get up."

The Tears were close to spilling over her was pouring her Heart out in front of her sister, but there was no response. No movement, nothing indicating that Alex had even heard her.

"Alex." Kara half begged half called for her sister. She didn't know where to go from here. It was frustrating and terrifying at once.

The Agent was never one to be cuddled, never one that needed assuring words like the younger Danvers always had. She needed the simple Truth. Just that, no sugar coating. Kara knew what she was about to do next, what she didn't know though if it was the right thing, or if she would completely push her sister over the edge.

She stood up abruptly and stomped her feet on the ground, not to hard of course.

"Alexandra Danvers! That's enough! You will snap out of it and you will do so right now!" She breathed heavily, still unsure but she continued.

"When I came to live with you at first, I had lost everything. All I wanted to do was crawl under my blankets and stay there forever. But you... Oh you wouldn't let me! You pushed me to make it though. You saved me. And I will promise you that I will stop at nothing to do the same for you. You understand me? I won't let you throw yourself away!"

Kara bend down again so she was in her previous position, looking up at her sister, her hands on her time her voice was a little softer when she spoke.

"I know I'm supposed to be the strong one right now. I know I don't have the right to break down like this, I know I am failing, but I were gone so long and I missed you so much. I was so scared. I couldn't do it on my own. But I will be strong for you, I promise I will be your shoulder to cry on, you just have to let me in. You have to come back from this. Alex. I need you. I NEED my sister!

You are the strongest person I know... Supergirl has nothing on you."

She waited and thought she saw her sister move her Head slightly, but still she didn't turn towards her.

"Damn it Alex! At least look at me!", she almost screamed as she shook her sisters legs, just trying to get any kind of reaction.

Tears were now violently streaming down the blonds face. She let out one last sob and buried her hands in her Face. What else could she try?

Alex heard everything her sister said and she wanted to break out of her state, but she just couldn't. The thing was that if she let Kara in, she would also let the world and. And with that came reality with all the pain and memories that she was trying so hard to push away. If she'd open up to the world, she would be vulnerable. It was so much easier to just not think about anything and let life pass her by. But her sister was right, she wasn't that kind of person.

The hands that were suddenly on her head were so soft, that Kara almost didn't feel them at first. She looked up and saw her sister looking back at her. Another sob escaped her lips and Alex slowly reaches out to wipe the Tears from the girls Face.

"It's too much.", her voice was hoarse and emotionless.

"I know... I know it is, but I'm here.", the Alien said as she got up and sat next to her sister, still holing both her hands in her own.

They were facing each other and Kara gave her time to speak. After a little while her words came out. The Agents walls finally broke around her and the words came flooding out.

"Oh God. Oh my God Kara it was terrible. What they did. They. To people like you. To us. There was no way. And my Dad. Oh god my Dad! The screams. I just want it to stop... I want everything to stop and to be quiet. I need peace. I want it all to be over!"

She was talking fast, eyes wide, getting more and more frantic with every word.

"They did things...terrible things. I can't."

She got off the sofa and started to pace, nervously looking around.

"I can't get out. I need air. I have to get out. I can't breathe. It's too much. Everything. It hurts. I can't", her breathing was uneven and came out with hiccups.

Kara was hurt by what she saw in front of her but she knew that Alex needed this, she needed to break down so she could build herself up again, with her help of course. She was so thankful that she had broken through to her and got up and hugged her sister from behind, resting her chin on the older girls shoulder

"It's Ok. We'll get through this. Just Breathe. Just Breathe with me."

Alex calmed down and turned around, her sisters arms still around her waist.

"They're Dead." Tears immediatly filled her eyes and her hands flew to her mouth, as if she was shocked by her own statement.

"Who is?", Karas reply came in the blink of an eye. They stared at each other for a couple of long seconds.

"Alex. Who is Dead?", she pressed as she let her arms fall to the side.

Alex eyes widened and the full realisation finally hit her.

Her reply was muffled by the hands that were still in front her mouth, but Kara could make out what she said.

"Everyone."

So hers is Chapter 3. Hope you liked it, let me know what you guys think. And thanks to everyone that takes the Time to review. You're awesome!

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