Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter, or this song.

I'm back in my brain
trying to comprehend
how, for some unknown reason, our status will remain as friends
I'm destroying my mind
trying to understand how with little to no effort
you've got me eating out of the palms of your hands

"Ginny?" Harry called.

She was there immediately. "Yes, Harry?"

"I need you to do me a favor.. go to the Restricted Section tonight, and get me this book," Harry scribbled down a title. "And leave it on my bed? I won't be here tonight, and I won't have time before I leave."

"Where are you going?" Ginny asked, hoping that he would tell her this time.

"Are we going to have this bloody talk again?"

"Yes."

"Look.. One, I promised your mother that I wouldn't involve you in this-"

"But Ron and George and Fred and Bill and Charlie are in it!"

"Two, I don't want to get you hurt-"

"I'm stong like you guys! I can fight too!"

"Just leave it be. Goodbye Ginny." Harry walked away, leaving Ginny clutching the piece of paper. She stuffed it in her pocket, and ran up to her dormitory. She grabbed something off her nightstand, and threw it against the wall.

Why do I have to be so in love with him! She screamed in her head. I do anything he says. I would jump off the Astronomy Tower if he asked me to! Why am I so bloody strung along? Why can't I stop this!

By the time Ginny was done throwing things, there was broken glass all over the room.

"Reparo," Ginny sighed, and walked out of the room as everything was putting itself back together.

There was not a single spark
when my lips landed on yours in the dark,
but regardless of what happens next
you're my beloved, you just don't know it yet

The new year after the war was a extra special time for celebration. For the ones that had lived, they had mourned the loss of their friends for many months. Now that the new year was coming, they felt they had to move forward with their lives.

"Okay everyone," Molly said clapping her hands. "I'm going to turn off all the lights, and when the clock strikes twelve, kiss the person on your right! Now everyone is gona be mixed up after the lights go off! Now 1, 2, 3.."

It was pitch black, and you could hear laughing as the spell zoomed people all over the place.

"Okay, time to count down! Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, one..Happy New Year!" Arthur shouted.

Everyone puckered up, and kissed the person on the right. The lights came on, and Harry didn't know if he was warmed or shocked at kissing Ginny. She was not frowning, but she was not smiling either. Harry backed out of the room.

Tonight I made a secret oath
to keep chasing after you
and I am not going to stop
whether you like it or not

We're murdering our lives
trying to make it work,
but you and I both know that we are a lost cause
and nothing more than specks on this Earth

Ginny watched as he briskly walked out of the room. I'm not going to let him get away from me this time, she thought. He will be mine, whether he likes it or not..

She ran out of the room after him, finding him in the kitchen.

"Harry, we need to talk," she said, defiantly.

"About what?" Harry asked airily.

"About us.. What happened? You promised me after the war, we'd be together again.. like we were all those years ago."

"I'm not that person I was all those years ago.. It's different now."

"But we can make it work! We can, oh I swear we can," Ginny pleaded.

"Gin.."

"Please, I can't live without you.."

"Fine, we can try again," Harry said, sighing.

Ginny squealed, and jumped into his arms. They kissed, and walked out of the room hand in hand. When they arrived back in the den, cheers erupted from the room. Though one bushy –haired occupant did not look as happy as all the rest.

For many months, Ginny and Harry broke up and got back together repeatedly. Ginny was an insanely jealous girlfriend, something that Harry hadn't realized back in Hogwarts, as they weren't together long enough. If he so much as had lunch with a co-worker, Ginny would accuse him of cheating, and that would cause a humongous fight.

Ginny also got very jealous of Hermione. Hermione would be there to cheer Harry up after a hard day at work, give his back and feet a massage while Ginny was still at work, watch TV with him huddled against his side. Ginny had walked in on them one day, asleep in front of the TV, curled up underneath a blanket. She had woken them up with a very high-pitched, angry scream. That one night had ripped apart Hermione's and Ginny's friendship, and they couldn't be in the same room without trying to tear each other's throats out.

Harry, on the other hand, was the best boyfriend. He surprised Ginny with flowers, gave her romantic dinners, left her little gifts on her pillow to get in the morning. But that wasn't enough for Ginny. She needed to be treated like a princess.. no a queen. She wanted the best jewelery, the best clothes, and she wanted it all from Harry's money.

"GINNY, I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE!" Harry bellowed.

"What?" Ginny asked. "What can't you do?"

"This.. Us.. We've tried.. It's not going to work," He said, shaking his head.

"But, but.."

"No buts," Harry said. "It's over. I expect you out of here by," he checked the time; 6:00. "8:00 tonight."

"If you're sure Harry.. I'll do anything to make you happy."

There was not a single spark
when my lips landed on yours in the dark,
but regardless of what happens next
you're my beloved, you just don't know it yet

Tonight I made a secret oath
to keep chasing after you
and I am not going to stop
whether you like it or not

Tonight I made a secret oath
to keep chasing after you
and I am not going to stop
whether you like it or not

Yeah I know you listen to this all alone up in your room
I know you love how all this music's about you

That night, Ginny pledged to herself that she would never stop loving Harry. Even as she saw Harry floo Hermione to come over that night, even as she saw them get together later on that month, even as she saw them get married (from the windows of the church, as she wasn't invited), even as she saw their baby girl Lily Ann Potter one night while Ron and Luna were baby sitting, she knew that they would never really be over. Never. And that's exactly what her suicide note said.

Dear Family, Friends, and Harry,

I couldn't live watching my lover love that .. woman. I couldn't. It was too much for me to take. But know this Harry, I will haunt you until the day you die. I will show you how horrible that woman is. I will, I will show you that you would have been so much better off with me. Mark my words.

Love,
Ginny Weasley.

A/N: To me, the end is kind of iffy. I wasn't sure how to end it, and yeah, this is what I got. I hope you all like it! Oh, and I really want to stress this.. These are all different one shots. None of them follow each other. All of them are different story lines, different songs. I think a few people have asked that, and I thought I wrote about it in earlier A/Ns, but I guess not.