Chapter 14
When Thor and Kelda heard Loki crying they all with the others began running towards his and Kelda's room. Thor reached the room first and he ran in. He finds his baby brother on the floor holding the lifeless form of their mother. Then Kat along with Kelda who his holding her son close entered the room. When She saw her Loki and her older brother on the floor and she also saw that Thor was holding an upset and crying Loki in his arms then she sees that her Loki his also holding the bloody lifeless body of the only mother she has ever known in his arms. Kelda hands Haiden Loki to Kat and she walks over to Loki and Thor she knelt down next to them and Kelda wrapped her arms around Loki and she made him look at her. "Loki, my love, what happened? Are you alright?" Kelda asked full of concern. But he only shook his head not wanting to talk about it. "Please talk to me?" She begged, but he just shook his head. "Loki, please don't shut me out. Let me and Thor help you." She begged. Thor knew Loki wanted to talk to Kelda, so he tried to take their mother from him, but this causes Loki to push Thor away, "No, you are not going to take my mother away from me." He said. "Loki, it is alright my son. Let your wife comfort you for she to needs your comfort and don't forget I am not just your mother, but Thor's and Kelda's mother as well." Said the spirit of Frigga. Loki looked to his right side and he saw the spirit of his mother standing next to him. "Mother, I am so very sorry that I couldn't save you. It should have been me who he killed not you." Loki said sadly.
Frigga shook her head and knelt. She tucked her fingers under his chin, "My son. My time had come I was pushing the years it would be only a matter of time. You have a young son to care for, a wife and many more years left. I saw my life fulfilled. See your through. I don't regret saving your life any mother would do that for her child. "But-but I'm not. Not really." Loki said sadly. "Not what my son?" Frigga asked confused. "I'm not your son. Not really? I am a monster." Loki said as he began crying. "My son. I love you deeply… like as if I had borne you myself. Who was the one who held you at night when you had a nightmare? Taught you magic? Kissed your wounds?" Frigga asked. "You-you did." Loki said. Frigga nodded. My son. I loved every bit of you. Not just this skin, but the one you truly wear." She said lovely. "But-but I." Loki stammered. "Loki. Frigga chided, "Listen to me young man. There is no way that you were not made that way for a reason. We were meant to find you and raise you. Yes, were not the best, but I did the what I could to make you happy and feel loved." She said.
"M-mother, you were the best mother anyone could ever hope to have. I am so sorry for being so difficult." Loki said the last part a little crestfallen. "I love you my son. I just want you to see what you wish to block from your life." Frigga said. "Yes, I want to block it. Because I am a monster." Loki said. Frigga took his face in her hands, Loki Odinson. Never say that again. You are no such thing. Your son is like you, your wife is like you. Would you call them monsters?" She asked. "I am not Loki Odinson. And no, Kelda is only half, but I cursed my son. My sweet little boy." He said sadly. "Move on from that. Despite what you might think Odin did love you. But my husband made a better king then a father." She looked over to Thor, "He understood Thor. You he could not so he took an unfortunate step back. I do not love him any less. Your son is perfect, Kelda is half yes, but would curse that half? You we suspect are half. Because of your size and magical abilities."
"Really Mother?" Loki asked. Frigga sighed, "Why do you not believe me my son?" Frigga asked. "I'm sorry mother. It is just too good to be true." Loki said. "Son. It has been this way all your life you choose to see the worst in life over the ray of sun." Frigga said. "But mother, I have Kelda and my son." Loki said. "You have a brother who wishes the best for you." She said. "I know. I am so sorry mother." Loki said his eyes welling up with tears. "Then live life big my son. Do not waste the chance to love." She said. "But mother? I don't understand?" Loki asked confused. "What do you not understand my dear?" Frigga asked. "The don't waste the chance to love." Loki said. "You have hated and loathed all your life. Resentment clouded your view. Now…love with no regrets." Frigga said. "Yes mother." Loki said. "It is time my Queen." Said a voice from behind them. They both turned around to see Freyja the leader of Valkyries. Frigga nodded and she turned to her son, she kisses his cheek. "Loki, I love you my son. Tell your brother and sister that I love them too." Frigga said then she stood and she disappeared with Freyja.
