[:Lucas:]

I really thought she would forgive me. Oh hell, I knew she wouldn't. I hurt her. I broke her. Something happened to Riley the week before shit happened. Before I lost her. But, she doesn't remember.

Flashback

We were at a party in our first day of junior year. I was drinking a beer when I saw Riley and Maya walk into the house.

I walked over.

"Hey Babe, Pancakes." I greeted them. Maya glared daggers at me because of the old nickname.

"Hi Lucas." Riley said politely, kissing me on the lips. Maya gagged.

"Get a room you two." She snorted. We laughed. Maya walked away probably looking for a guy to flirt with.

"So, how was your first day?" I asked taking a sip of my beer. She took it out of my hands and took a sip out of it.

"It was good. How about you?" She asked me. I said the same thing. She started getting a bottle of beer. She opened it and took a drink out of it.

"Baby, why are you drinking? Is everything okay?" I asked concerned. This isn't like her. She normally doesn't drink. She would take sips of my beer but that's it. She wouldn't get her own beer unless...

"I'm fine Lucas." She breathe. I looked at her not believing her lie one second.

"Riles, what the hell is going on?" I asked determined to get it out of her. She closed her eyes, taking a chug out of her bottle.

"I've been stressed for school. My teachers are giving me tests tomorrow. And I've been dealing with my anxiety shit."She cried frustrated. I grasped her face.

"Listen to me. I don't want you stressing over tests. But please don't drink too much tonight." I whispered. She looked at me, her eyes glassy.

"I won't." She croaked. And I kissed her. But she did. She still did. She was drunk. I went to the bathroom and then I came back with no sight of her. I looked everywhere but I heard loud noises and screaming of pain. It sounded like Riley's so I ran to the bedroom to find a guy on top of Riley, raping her.

"Get the hell away from my girlfriend you ass." I screamed and punched him in the face. He tried to punch back but I blocked if. I kicked his balls and he fell to the ground groaning in pain. I ran to Riley's fragile body. She had tears mark all over and there was blood everywhere. Her clothes were torn and her underwear was in good shape. I took off my sweatshirt and put it on her. She cried in my chest.

"Lucas. Take me home." She whispered. "Of course." The next morning she doesn't remember. We thought she would remember but she didn't. We didn't want to tell her because I don't want to freak her out. The guy who raped her used a condom so that's good. Missy found out the week after.

"Wow. Your girl friend is a slut. Hope she gets pregnant and get disowned." She sneered laughing. Maya and I looked at her our anger flaring.

"Bitch, I hope you do because you-" Maya was cut off by Missy.

"Because I'm what? Oh you wouldn't want to say anything to me because if you guys don't do what I say. I'll tell the whole school that Riley had sex with a guy and cheated on Lucas." Missy explained, her voice carefree.

"What do you want?" I asked angrily.

"I want you to break off all friendships and relationship with your girl. You must tell her you only pretended to like her and that you didn't actually did. And that you cheated on her."

"What the f***? I'm not-" Maya cursed.

"Do it or bye bye Riley's reputation."

The next few days we had to avoid Riley until she approached us.

"Why have you guys been avoiding me?" She asked.

"Just stop talking to us you freak." I sneered, my heart breaking. She looked shocked.

"W-what?" She stammered, her eyes brimming with tears.

"I only pretended to like you because I felt bad for you." I said, feeling my breath being squeezed.

"I can't believe I was ever friends with a weirdo like you." Maya exclaimed.

"I cheated on you, you little bitch." I told her.

"I hated you. So I got my revenge and stole your boyfriend." Maya laughed. Riley looked at us and ran away, crying.

I looked at Maya and she looked at me.

"I'm sorry." We whispered in unison.

End of Flashback

I don't want to tell her the rape. I don't know how. She hates me. I don't know what to do. But I will get Riley to forgive me and to be mine again.

Okay so I know that's super short but I wanted to post something. Also, this chapter is flashback. Now you know what happens. Your rucas heart will be rekindled, on chapter 10 or will it? Stay tune for Chapter 6. Ik I haven't posted in so long I've been super busy.

-Jackie