In our relationship, we always make it to a point that we don't really watch each other's match. I don't know, I just feel shy every time Jon watches my matches. He's a great guy and also a great performer.

"Babe, I want to watch your dvd." Jon told me as we were sitting in the couch in the green room

(Place backstage where some wrestlers hang out before the show starts)

"No babe." I told him strongly

"I want to see it too Tri. I want to see who I will be facing soon enough" Nikki and Brie said together

"Please? Its been my 6 time watching it but it still I feel shivers down my spine"

"Okay fine" I gave up.


(The Documentary)

The Legend of Vendetta

TNA 2012

"They told me I was crazy, They told me Im psychotic, They told me I was a killer. But whom I really? The world cheered for me as Vendetta. But who was the one who is really behind all these layer of make up?"

A couple of clips from different promotions played.

"I wasn't born into wrestling like the other wrestlers. I was the first one in our family to enter the crazy world they called wrestling. It was a man's world. My parents were really against me wrestling so I ran away from home. Up until now, I haven't really seen them nor talk to them. They didn't contact me or whatsoever. I started wrestling at the age of 13, Professionally I started around 9 years ago. I was about 15 that time. Everything that has happened in my career was insane. Im just 25 this year, I got married and here I am holding my 8th Knockout title, 5th tagteam knockout champion and has been 2 time television Champion.. Things are still looking up for me. Honestly, I don't know what to do anymore."

"People ask me, what can't I do? Ive been wrestling all my life now, Accomplished everything that I wanted. What's next? Im wrestling in a smaller promotion. TNA Impact has been my home for almost 10 years now. DVD Opportunity doesn't come very often and also Im too young to be given this chance to show myself to you guys. 10 years feels like eternity already. I've made a lot of friends here. Friends who were not with me for the sake of getting to the top. They were my real friends who were actually the ones who helped me. Some of those was Brooke Williams and her twin sister Chloe Williams. Unlike me, those two was born in the business. Being the daughter of Steve Austin and such. They have no cockiness in their bodies and we just clicked instantly. Chloe and I never teamed up because Chloe was injured very early and she wasn't able to continue wrestling. Ive held the title with Brooke in 3 different occasion. It was her last championship in TNA before jumpshipping to the big leagues (WWE). The other 2 reigns was with another good friend, Denise Reso or Amethyst Cage and the last was with Tara or Lisa Varon."

"Ive wrestled in matches that people considered as legendary. I have faced a lot of knockouts and superstars in my stay here. I won some matches, I lose some matches. When it comes to the higher ups (Dixie and the other higher officials of TNA) I cant say we really have a good relationship with each other. Don't get me wrong. Me and Dixie gets along fine but when it comes to the others, I cant say the same. They really love messing with me so I do my best and pissed them off too."

"Aside from wrestling, Im a nobody. I grew up in the very beautiful St. Louis, Missouri. Went to grade school and middle school. I was literally invisible. No one cares about my existence. At the age of 13 I started to wrestle in my school and at the age of 15, I went to TNA and wrestled there at 17 I worked for Ring of Honor. While I was in CZW, I was already being trained to become a knock out. I was fortunate to become one of the first and the youngest knock out of all time. I was one of the pioneer Knockouts in TNA. I cant say I have been loyal since I also work for different indy promotions while I was in TNA."

"Wrestling has been my way of releasing all the frustrations that I have in my body. When I was growing up, I was bullied. I cant say I have a really good childhood since my mom will always beat me up everytime my dad was away. Ive never really experience being loved by my parents or those people around me but what the heck that's the past.I guess this was the reason Vendetta was born. Vendetta means revenge. I wanted to make people regret ridiculing me or even doubting me. I want to make them pay. I spent many years trying to prove myself to people. In those years I gained respect of my fellow wrestlers and also gained some haters from people who were insecure in the things that I had accomplished."

"When I was going through a rough time in my life it was my husband who came to my rescue. Jon was my rock. He was the one who kept me sane. We didn't start dating until it was 2010. He hates my guts and I can say that the feeling is quite mutual. My first romantic angle involved him and I. We were the crazy duo in CZW. Heck were even dubbed as Harley and Joker of wrestling because back then I was a good girl who fell in love with a villain. We didn't meet in CZW though. We met back June 2004, when I was in town to watch some competition in Heartland Wrestling Association. I hate him so much. I despise him as much as I despise my mother. We were both bickering constantly. He never failed to show me how much he hates me. One night in a bar changed everything. I was drugged by one of the bartenders. Although I remember what happened, I cant really do anything since Im getting weaker as the second past and also I was really becoming horny. They were about to take advantage of me in one of the deserted halls of the bar when Jon came and saved me. My clothes were torn, I was naked in front of him but he didn't care. I was horny as f*ck but he never took advantage of me. That day changed what I thought about him. I found out that Jon Good was really a sweet guy. He was really different from the Jon Moxley people knew. I started to really like him as a person. We became really goodfriends, tagteam partners and most importantly we became a couple years later. Without him, I don't think I will be this sane in handling my problems. Im happy to have him in my life. Being married to him was the best thing that ever happened to me. I love him so much and I can't live without him. I love him more than I love myself. I really can go on and on how much I love him. Okay, Ill just stop here. *laughs* I don't want this to last for more than 48 hours. I can give up everything for him even if it means leaving the thing that I love the most and that's wrestling. No Championship can match up to him. Ill end up saying this, People love me as Vendetta but for him, he don't care about Vendetta. He loves me as Aria Trinity Garcia, he loves me for me."

They showed pictures of me and Jon together, our wedding, pictures with our friends and some were photos of us in the indies.

"I love Vendetta don't get me wrong. Vendetta was a huge part of my life but laying in my bed at night, I kinda miss being Aria. I miss living a simple life. I miss being home with my boyfriend who is now my husband. I miss it so much. Success is really taking a toll of me. Just like what spidey says, With great power comes great responsibility it means that As I achieve more, my job is getting wider. My obligation is really being heavy. "

"They told me I was crazy, They told me Im psychotic, They told me I was a killer. But whom I really? The world cheered for me as Vendetta. But who was the one who is really behind all these layer of make up? I can say that I am just an ordinary girl who once dreamt to be a wrestler. A girl who hides behind Vendetta. People know me by many names but at the end of the day, I always come back being…

Aria Trinity Garcia"

The documentary continued showing the best matches of my career. It showed all of the things that I have accomplished in the past 12 years in my career.


While the part where I talk about Jon is playing, all of them looked at us. Jon was smiling at me and he held my hand tighter at the same time making me lean against him even more.

"I love you too baby. Youre also the only one keeping me sane" He whispered to me

As it continued playing, Jon was watching intently.

When the documentary ended, The girls looked at me and hugged me. Nikki shed few tears.

"I really loved the part where you talked about Jon"

"It was really sweet. Ive never knew you went through that" Brie added

"Ive never noticed it before, but Seth and Daniel was there in your wedding" Aj commented

"Like I said girl, Jon, Me, Seth and Daniel really go way back. We've been together since indies. I know their dirt better than anyone because I was their roommate before they got called up in the big leagues." I replied

"Jon was really nervous during his wedding. It was really hilarious. I wish you could have seen it" Daniel told them

"Should I be jealous about anything?" Brie asked

"Nope. Me and Daniel are just goodfriends" I explained.

"Dont worry about the wedding, we planned on getting married again after we both held major championships in the wwe. and you guys are invited" Jon told them

The girls (Bella Twins, Cameron, Naomi & Aj) were rejoicing

"Wedding talks aside, That match you had with Kia (Awesome Kong/Kharma) was epic. Seriously 2 tables with Kia in the middle, putting it into fire then jumping off a 50 foot ladder, that was sick girl. WWE wont let you pull that stuff off" Nikki commented

"I agree! That's why some of them told me that, they're sorry I cant really show who Vendetta is in front of these people. Vendetta was a crazy girl who is not afraid to get hurt and hurt others and also put her body on the line. Here, I have to tone down. I was worse than Victoria's crazy gimmick, worse than Randy's IED worse than every crazy people in the wwe" I explained to them

After watching and hanging out with some of the superstars or divas, they left already because they have to get ready.

I was left alone with Jon.

"Baby, you were my rock too."

I looked at him confused then I remembered line in the documentary.

"When I was going through a rough time in my life it was my wife who came to my rescue. Aria was my rock. She was the one who kept me sane. She thinks I hate her guts but she was wrong. The reason I was like that towards her was because I have a rough life growing up. I don't know how to treat her and how to show that I like her. We were both bickering constantly. She never failed to show me how much she hates me. One night in a bar changed everything. I saw her being dragged in a hall. I didn't mind at first because I thought she was there on her own will. When iw as about to leave, I heard her scream. I didn't hesitate to come to her rescue. She was naked and she is helpless. It took a lot of self control for me to stop myself from making love to her. That day changed our relationship. We became good friends and in the end we became a couple and now were married. Without her, I don't think I will be this sane in handling my problems. Im happy to have her in my life. Being married to her was the best thing that ever happened to me. I love her so much and I can't live without her. I love her more than I love myself. I really can go on and on how much I love her. I can give up everything for her even if it means leaving the thing that I love the most and that's wrestling. No Championship can match up to her. People loves me for being Dean Ambrose or Jon Moxley but for her, she loves me as Jonathan Good, A screw up, a bastard, an arrogant jerk, And Im thankful for that" He told me while looking at me with love in his eyes.

I figured that he changed all the him to her, the she and he in my speech in the documentary.

"I love you baby. I love you so much" I hugged him tighter while my tears are now covering his shirt.

"I love you too Aria. I meant everything that I said. I love you Aria. I love you so much" He said affectionately.

This were the times that I wish people would see.

This was the really sweet and loving Jon that I love.

He uses Aria when he wants to talk to me seriously or if he was really being sweet and romantic.

These were the small moments that I will not trade for anything else in the world.