If you're ever feeling lonely,

If you're ever feeling down.

You should know you're not the only one,

'Cause I feel it with you now.

When the world is on your shoulders,

and you're falling to your knees.

You know love will set you free.

-Kodaline- Love will set you free.

A/N- Just a brief apology for the delay. Have had a bit of writers block lately and the show hasn't really been all that inspirational when it comes to Darvey. Also, wasn't sure whether to post this because a part in it matches a scene almost perfectly from last week's episode when Mike had the dream but I had honestly written this before. Crazy! Anyway, mid-season finale soon and it's all starting to heat up so I wanted to get this out before tonight's episode. Let me know what you think!

Harvey barely managed to get the key in the lock he was so exhausted. Donna helped him push the door to his penthouse open and he dragged himself over to the black leather couch before collapsing. Donna fixed them both a drink and came and sat next to him. It was around 3am and they should probably both get to bed but despite the time, Donna honestly didn't believe she could sleep. It had been an insane day.

Harvey turned to her and swallowed. He took a few mouthfuls of drink and thanked her.

"You can take the bedroom if you like. I'm sure I'll sleep as well here as in there. I'll just go grab some blankets and get you something to sleep in." He gave her a watery smile and made to stand up but Donna grabbed his hand halting him.

"Can you-"

She took a deep breath. She wanted to ask this but was worried it would be awkward. How had they come to this? At one point they were best friends and they still were. But there was some degree of tension between them. Everytime they touched, Donna's mind drifted to the other time. The burning on her skin lingered long after he let go.

"Can you sleep with me tonight?" Her exhausted mind hadn't really thought that through and Harvey looked at her with a smirk. They both ended up laughing.

"I didn't mean it like that, I just meant, can we sleep in the same bed but on opposite sides and-" Donna was getting a bit tongue twisted and Harvey got up, put his finger to his lips and pulled his 'friend' into a hug. He remembered how torn up she had been earlier, knowing about Mike and then finding out about Rachel. She had looked completely devastated. Harvey had known her and Rachel were close and he imagined how he would feel had he heard the news about Mike.

"Okay." He replied sincerely.

Truthfully there was nothing he wanted more than to be in the same bed as Donna, to have her warmth and presence calm him. He had felt ever so cold since dropping Mike at that devastating place and that had only healed whilst he had been with her. He started to blush and feel uncomfortable thinking about their encounter earlier this evening. Whatever happened they always seemed to be drawn to each other. Harvey would have to control himself tonight. He was annoyed that he had broken her rule. But it wasn't just a fling. He felt something with Donna and he wanted them to try. He was just afraid. Afraid of so many things. She had been right to call him a coward earlier.

Harvey gave Donna a large soccer shirt that his brother had given him once and left her to get changed in the bathroom. In the meantime, he crawled into one side of the bed himself and made an effort to turn and face the other way and peer out towards the window, losing himself in thought once again. But as soon as that door clicked, he turned towards her. It was almost instinct.

The Chelsea shirt was a royal blue and hugged the curves of her breasts beautifully whilst highlighting her eyes and freckles. it just came over her bum but left her legs bare. Her auburn curls were pulled up into a bun, but were still long enough to drape over her shoulder. She looked simple but still beautiful and Harvey had to turn away and breath heavily. Maybe this wasn't such a good idea.

As she climbed into the other side of the bed, she observed him cautiously and asked if he was okay.

"Yeah, I'm good." Harvey breathed. "Was just doing some exercise before bed that's all."

Donna saw through his lie but didn't question it. Once she had climbed in bed and the covers were over them both, Harvey finally turned to look at her. There was dim light in the condo, only that which was floating through the windows but his eyes were still blazing. With Anger? Hurt? Desire? It was the only way she had ever been able to read his poker face but tonight, he was such a mixture of emotions.

They both tried to sleep but ended up making small talk for comfort. They avoided the subject of Mike and Rachel and tried to talk about plans for the firm. It worked for a while. But then Donna accidentally bought up a memory of them both and she saw Harvey's face drop as he turned away from her. He was still really struggling with this. She instinctively reached for him and touched his cheek trying to comfort him but he pulled away. She smiled at him instead and disguised her move by readjusting the cushions. They both knew what was happening, but were too exhausted to discuss it.

Harvey sighed heavily and turned over. "Maybe we should just get some sleep." He mumbled and Donna replied with an agreement. She rolled over and was awake for a while contemplating what this meant. She put it down to a response to the situation and calmed herself enough to fall into a deep sleep.

-SUITS-

Mike awoke in a hot sweat. He reached for Rachel but his hand instead made contact with a cold hard wall. He was confused for a second but it only took a moment for him to recognise his surroundings and the dread fell over him, instantly. He began breathing heavily, holding back the terror from his nightmare. His cell mate was thankfully still asleep and the block was relatively quiet.

He really didn't want any of the other prisoners to see or worse hear him in this state. He only hoped that he hadn't called out in his restless sleep that had turned into a horrifying dream. Mike took deep calming breaths, trying to relax himself and relinquish the terror inside him. His dream had seemed so real.

In his dream, he had gone to the visitors room and found Harvey waiting for him, and could see on his expression that something was wrong. Dream Harvey had told him that Rachel had passed away in the night, killed instantly in an accident with the driver fleeing. Mike's mind had then turned the scene in the dream to his memories. To that morning that he had woken up wanting to apologise to his parents to only find his Grandma in the house, and she had given him the unthinkable news that he was an orphan at just 11 years old.

The dream then switched scenes again. It was New York, late at night. He saw Rachel sat on the bench outside their apartment. It was lightly raining, but she didn't seem to care. Her eyes were red and puffy and although she wasn't crying now, he knew she had been. She was talking to him, rambling about how she missed him and wanted him back. Then she stood and he followed her slowly. He tried speaking back, tried to tell her that he was here, but she didn't seem to hear him. And then suddenly she stepped out in the road, almost absently from her body. Mike saw the truck coming, knew he had time to stop but could tell that he wasn't going to. At the last second, Mike ran out into the road, screaming at Rachel. He dived across towards her but was too late. The last scene he saw was the love of his life sprawled out on the ground, unmoving.

Mike had managed to calm himself on the outside. He thought he was acting normally now. But on the inside, he was still petrified. First his thoughts from the night before, then that dream, he just knew deep down that something was wrong. He could feel his heart being ripped slowly from his chest, almost a sense that Rachel wasn't ok. Mike realised that he was probably being overly dramatic. He contemplated that it was probably a response to the situation he had found himself in. He tried to push it to the back of his mind as he followed his cell mate to breakfast but the dread wasn't going away.

-SUITS-

Harvey awoke groggily to the sounds of his alarm, at least he thought it was his alarm. He groaned loudly and swiped at his phone to turn it off without opening his eyes. Harvey rolled over and put his arm over his eyes, trying to block the light from the window. His head was pounding and there was nothing he wanted more than to roll over and go back to sleep.

"Morning sunshine." Harvey jumped out of his skin when he opened his eyes to see Donna leaning over him, reaching out with a cup of coffee. He was used to waking alone and his sleep deprived self had forgotten the events of last night for just a moment.

She was still dressed in just his shirt and a pair of pants and there was nothing he wanted more than to pull her back in the bed and to remove what little clothing they both had on. But the memories of yesterday had returned and he knew that today was going to be another long day, that for a few months, he was going to be overwhelmed by long and hard days.

"Donna, what time is it?" he said, his morning voice deep and husky. It felt like he had only been asleep for about an hour.

Donna collapsed back down on top of the covers next to him and groaned herself.

"7:45. Jessica rung and woke me up. I told her about Rachel and said we had been up there late. She told us to come in when we were ready. Her, Louis and Gretchen are handling everything this morning."

Harvey sighed in response and they looked at each other. They looked at each other for a long time unsure of what to say. The two were only inches apart and Harvey's gaze sunk to her lips. And then Donna broke away.

"I'm going to get ready and go check on Rachel." She explained.

"Take Ray, I'm going to see Mike." He said a determined look on his face. But Donna cut him off quickly.

"Harvey! You can't tell Mike, you promised Rachel." She basically screamed at him.

"I'm not gonna tell Mike! I just need to see him, to make sure he's ok." Harvey gave her an exasperated look. The tension was rising in the room quickly.

"Harvey. Trust me. He will sense something is up immediately." Donna pointed out.

Harvey groaned and struggled to keep his voice down. Why couldn't she just let him do this. "Something is up! My best friend is in prison and the firm is being destroyed. That's what I'll tell him."

"Harvey, if you say that to him, it will just make him feel guilty. He's locked up in there unable to do anything to help the situation he caused." Harvey's face fell, he knew she was right.

"He can't find out about Rachel. It will bore a hole in his head to know she's hurt and he can't be with her." Donna said sternly. "And he'll do something stupid," she added

Harvey looked away. "I know," he sighed deeply. "I just need to see him. I feel so awful about the whole thing Donna. That's what's killing me."

Donna couldn't think of anything to say, so she released his hand that she didn't realise she was holding and instead reached towards his face to stroke his cheek. She couldn't help it. She just couldn't bare to see his normal achingly perfect face look so upset. It broke her heart. She was so lost in this that she almost didn't realise him leaning towards her.

He suddenly pulled forward, kissing her ever so lightly on the corner of her mouth, brushing her lower lip. She could feel him, his breath tickling her neck, his heat radiating into her. Donna could smell the sweet scent of his coffee alongside his natural masculine musky smell. She was too shocked to react, her thumb still brushing his cheek. That was when he lowered his lips to her jaw and started kissing her softly, gently as if he was afraid to hurt her or go too far.

She felt his arms sliding under the covers, reaching for her waist and pulling her closer and it had crossed her mind how close they were, in his bed. His breathing increased as he made a noise in his throat and trailed his lips down her neck. His hand clenched and unclenched against her skin and he stopped kissing her throat, pulling back and resting their foreheads against one another. Donna noticed his breathing was shallow, his face looked torn; this was clearly breaking her rule again.

"Donna..?" He was struggling to regain control whilst asking her for her permission to move forward. The look on his face and the lingering feeling of his lips on her skin left Donna frozen. He was giving her a chance, but all she could do was stare into his eyes quickly filling with passion and desire, his lips moving closer every moment. His gazed flicked between her eyes and lips and back again. He looked so torn and she was mesmerised by it.

Her hand was still on his cheek so she moved it over to his lips, which were now partially open, awaiting contact. They were so soft. He made a slight noise and closed his eyes, his breath quickening every second. He pressed their lips together, Donna's finger still there, like they were kissing but not actually kissing, but still going way beyond an innocent friendship. Her breath sped up in response to his and there was no way she was turning back now. He moved closer still and she could feel every part of him now and how hard he was for her.

She removed her fingers and pushed her mouth closer to his, exploring every part of it with her tongue, as he did the same to hers. Her hands found his luscious hair and she run her fingers through every strand. His hands were making their way innocently down her body. "I want to feel you," he managed to reveal as his hands entered her pants, that she knew were wet with desire.

It was at that exact moment that they both jumped and scooted as far away from each other as possible in the bed, the sound of Harvey's phone ringing waking them both up. Harvey struggled to catch his breath, looking away from Donna and reaching for his phone on the bedside table. He brought it to his ear and tried not to sound angry as he answered with his name.

"Harvey Specter," he almost growled into the phone.

"Yes, Mr Specter, it's Nurse Jodie. You met me at the hospital last night? Sorry, am I interrupting?" A sweet and innocent voice replied to him.

Harvey felt his insides start to seize up. Rachel was doing well last night, they wouldn't have called unless there was something wrong.

"No, I was just out running. Jodie. Is Rachel..?" He responded, unable to finish the thought.

At Rachel's name, Donna glanced at him immediately and he held his hand up to signal her to wait.

"Rachel's doing well, she's still out of it, resting. It's just we ran some tests this morning and there is something we need you to come in and discuss with us?"

"I'll be right there." Harvey responded, feeling numb. They had said Rachel was ok but there was still something happening.

"That's great news. Come up to the ward and ask for me. I'll wait for you in the office."

They both hung up without another word and Harvey relayed the conversation to Donna as they struggled to get changed quickly. They both reached for their coats at the same time and Harvey saw the blush and awkwardness spread across Donna's face but he didn't have time to comment as they rushed out of the door. They would have to discuss whatever 'this' was soon though. It was driving him mad.

-SUITS-

Harvey hadn't visited hospitals much in his lifetime and after this past week, he was glad! The familiar dread appeared as soon as he entered the doors. Him and Donna had fallen silent, quenched by how dismal it was. They went to enter an elevator together but got shoved out of the way by some Doctors who were racing a bed down to surgery. Harvey tried to put on a brave face but inside, he felt trapped.

He guided Donna into another elevator filled with other visitors, the same blank look glazed over their faces. Harvey glanced at Donna and, despite her best poker face, he could tell that she was a bit shaken up. He realised, looking at how much they had done in the past day, that there wasn't much harm in putting his arm around her shoulder. It made him feel so good when she responded by snuggling into his side. They made their way to the nurses station, an unrecognizable young Woman was sat behind the counter.

Harvey announced their arrival and that they were here to see Jodie and the nurse told them that she wasn't available and they'd have to wait. So they made their way down to Rachel's room. She had a private room with an en suite and it was much quieter down this end of the hospital.

Rachel was asleep when they entered so Harvey settled down into a surprisingly comfy armchair by the side of her bed, planning to catch a nap. Donna sat on the bed, brushing her fingers through the younger girl's hair. Harvey was just drifting off to sleep when Donna started murmuring soft talk to her, rambling about a number of things. He peaked one eye open and gazed at her. She was so magnificently beautiful in the sunlight. And he admired the way she knew what to do in any situation. He had no idea how best to care for Rachel. But Donna knew everything.

He listened to her words, allowing them to relax and soothe him as he settled in too wait. She was like a drug to him. Before she had come into his life he had been drowning in the loneliness and she was like coming up for a breath of air. Deep down he knew that all along, he had been in love with her. It wasn't a gradual progression. He had been head over heals since that first night. It wasn't like any other girl, she was different. If only she didn't have that rule. And he wasn't such a coward. He sighed inwardly, making no sound, but Donna still sensed that something was wrong and as she looked over, he looked up. It was crazy how in synch they were with one another.

Just as she opened her mouth to say something to him, the nurse walked in and quietly beckoned them over.

Harvey and Donna sat in the chairs in the small office room. Harvey tried to relax but his shoulders were tense and rigged as he awaited to hear what the Doctor was too say. It didn't help that the chairs were made of hard plastic. He peered over at Donna and she looked just as calm as ever with a hint of a smile on her face. But Harvey knew it was just a facade; he could feel the gentle tap of her heel on the floor beside him.

The nurse called Jodie entered the room and was followed by Dr Stevens, the young lady who operated on Rachel. Harvey shook both their hands and they sat back down, he was surprised at how lighthearted they were.

"Right, let's get right to the point. I don't want to take up too much of your time," Dr Stevens spoke first and Harvey admired her bluntness.

He didn't respond but waited patiently for the Doctor to continue as she searched for Rachel's file.

"Ah yes! Miss Zane. It was a very successful surgery, everything went perfectly. There was just one thing we hadn't expected."

Harvey felt himself go rigged, waiting for some life changing news that Rachel had some form of cancer or something. He looked at Donna in the second that the Doctor paused for breath and instinctively they grabbed each other's hand, entwining their fingers.

"Rachel might lose the baby" The Doctor turned to them both and Harvey took a second to register it. And then confusion swept through my body.

"What?" They both said at the same time.

"It was a rough surgery that put a lot of stress on the womb, we're going to monitor the situation for a few days and give you more information later on, but currently we're uncertain the baby will make it the full stretch."

Harvey was sat in the chair, his jaw dropped. What were they talking about? He turned to Donna and was surprised to see her looking speechless as well. A few seconds past before Jodie caught on to what was happening.

"Wait, you don't know?"

"Rachel's pregnant?" Donna squeaked and Harvey didn't mistake the hurt in her voice.

"Yes, she's about 3 weeks by the looks of things. We assumed you knew. We're so sorry. We wanted someone close to her to tell her and we obviously don't know who the Dad is." Harvey wasn't sure if he imagined her gaze drifting to him at that point but he still hadn't responded at all and Donna had also fallen quiet. Both of them contemplated what this meant. Harvey's first thoughts were of Mike, that's if the baby was his of course. But he knew Rachel would never cheat on him now. His associate was going to be a Dad. But then he realised what this conversation was about. The baby might not make it. Mike would be devastated.

"Ok, I hadn't realised this would cause so much thought. I'll leave you two to discuss it. Rachel will be awake soon and somebody needs to talk to her about this. If you need one of us to do it, then just let Jodie here know." And with that they both left the room, scurrying out of sight.

A moment past when Harvey and Donna were deadly silent, unsure of how best to respond. They flickered eyes with one another, waiting for the other to speak.

"You didn't know?" Harvey said quietly. He realised Donna had been hurt by this.

"No. Harvey, if you hadn't realised, a lot has been happening these past few weeks. It wouldn't surprise me if Rachel didn't know." Harvey could feel the questioning in her tone. They had to tell Rachel this. Find out the truth.

"Well, one thing is for sure. I am not keeping this from Mike anymore." Harvey wasn't going to be backed down on this one. He had already kept enough from Mike. It wasn't fair.

He prepared for Donna to lash back at him. He had said that rather boldly and hadn't realised how stern his voice had been. But just as she was about to bite his head off, his phone rang again. Knowing it was most likely Jessica, Harvey silenced it as he pulled it out of his pocket. But he just managed to glance at the screen and caught the caller ID.

Danbury Federal Prison..