"I'm sorry, Lord." Blue cried. Jesus stood before her in the dream she was having. She never expected to have a dream like this, where she could confess everything and talk to Him face to face. Now, standing before Him, she was bawling with her anguish and regret. She felt like she was the dirtiest person on the face of the earth, like a piece of trash; unwanted and undeserving. She couldn't even look her Lord in the eyes, she felt so guilty. She didn't dare to move either. She imagined His gaze was full of anger and fury. She felt like a child awaiting her father's rebuke. In a way, it was so. She continued, "I'm a sinner, please have mercy on me. I'm a horrible person who's done horrible things. I don't deserve You, but I want You and need You. I don't know how You can even look at me with all my sin and filth. I deserve Your rebuke, but I desire Your mercy and forgiveness. Please forgive me, Lord. I've worshipped another." Blue prayed and fell to her knees. Tears fell like rivers from her cheeks. She felt so small and undeserving as she confessed to the Lord. Jesus didn't say anything, but remained silent as Blue finished her confession. They stayed in the still silence for what Blue thought was an eternity. The silence was far scarier than she imagined. Finally, the Lord bent down and embraced her. Shock gripped her heart as God hugged her. She didn't know what to say, so remained silent, yet the tears still fell. "My child," the Lord spoke, His voice thunderous and commanding. "I forgive you and I love you." Blue's tears multiplied as the Lord showed mercy on her. He forgave her despite all she'd done. He forgave her and He loved her.

Moral: Jesus loves you no matter what you do. He will always forgive you. I know there were many times in my walk if I questioned if He still loved me, or if He would ever forgive me, but the truth is and always will be that He forgives and loves you, no matter what.