It's been two days since I've been here. Since they recorded that video. Since they touched me. I just want to go home. I'm in a cold room, there are an uncomfortable bed and a small lamp. The rooms creep me out, probably because so many people were in here. I can smell faint pregnant omegas everywhere in this room. Omegas and pregnant omegas have different scents, which is how Victor found out. He said I smelled sweet and then I told him, I would do anything to go back in time and see that face. It's the happiest I've ever seen him. It was cold the day I told Victor that we were expecting. It wasn't ice cold, but enough for you to wear a coat. Just a bit chilly. I was sitting nervous as ever, but I knew that Victor wanted to have the baby. We both did, that's why we tried for so long.
I lay on my bed, ever minute I'm rubbing my stomach. This is actually happening! Victor and I are having a baby. What if something goes wrong? Now a feeling of anxiety washes over me when I realize so many things can go wrong. The baby could die, the baby could die right after birth, the baby could be born with a defect, I could have a miscarriage. I think I'm gonna puke. I get up and (carefully) run to the bathroom, emptying my stomach. I hear the door open then I smell the scent of Victor. Shit.
He's home.
I hear his rushing footsteps coming towards my direction, then I feel a warm hand on my back. I reach up to flush the toilet, closing the lid and sitting on it. I look into Victor's blue eyes, full of concern. I can't help but smile, our baby could have his eyes.
"Yuuri, love, are you alright?" He starts.
"Uh, yeah." I'm great and you'll be happy too. Just you wait. "I have something to tell you."
Victor smiles a small smile, "you can tell me anything."
I bite my lip, "you might want to sit down." I mumble. Now Victor looks nervous and his body is visibly tensed. I stand up and grab his hand leading him to our bedroom. Our socked feet hitting the ground makes me think of our little one. Victor chasing after them, happily of course. I sit down first sitting crossed legged on the bed, and tap the spot next to me. He hesitantly sits next to me, and he smiles pressing a kiss to my neck before burying his face in my neck. I can't help but chuckle.
"I'm sorry, Yuuri. You just smell so good like warm milk. Did you use something?" Victor asked, backing away from my neck. I forget! The nurse told me that pregnant omegas tend to have a sweeter smell than others.
"No, but I have great news."
Victor smiles. "So do I my katsudon, should I go first?"
"Sure," I reply. He can wait for a second.
"Yakov, Yurio, and Otabek are coming to Japan!" They're coming, I've never felt happier.
"No way, really?" Victor nods and starts rambling about how hard it was.
"Victor, I think I can top that." I challenge.
He chuckles. "I accept your challenge, Yuuri. Nothing can ever beat my wonderful news."
"I went to the clinic today and the nurse gave me wonderful news. She told me that I'm pregnant. We're expecting!" I study Victor's face for any signs of unhappiness. His eyes become glassy and tears run down his face, did I do something wrong? I let out a yelp when I feel warm arms wrapped around me instantly. I feel his tears on my neck and his lips spreading into a smile.
"I'm so happy, Yuuri. We're having a baby, they are gonna be beautiful like you. Thank you so much, Yuuri. I love you so much."
"I love you too, Victor." He pulls away from our embrace, he looks me in the eyes before placing his hands on my stomach.
I smile and grab his hands, he leans up and presses a sweet kiss on my lips. He pulls away with a big grin on his face, that instantly goes to his signature heart smile.
"I have to tell everyone, we'll have a party! Yakov, Otabek, and Yurio should be landing soon. I have to tell everyone on Twitter, Facebook, and Instagram. Hey, let's take a selfie." I can't say no to Victor, he grabs his phone and puts it on camera.
He smiles and I smile too, "perfect. I'll tag you." He says. I smile and nod, this day went absolutely perfect. He leaves the bedroom and I hear him talking in faint Russian. He must be calling Yakov, a few minutes later a notification pops up on my phone. @YuriNikiforov and I are expecting a new bundle of joy. I've never been happier. I go on the photo and like it, leaving a few comments talking with fans. Life couldn't be better.
I wish life was the way it was. No worries and just happiness and Victor. He never smiled more, is what he told me. Now I can't picture the frown on his face, after finding out that his husband and unborn children were taken away. I feel a sullen and angered feeling run through me, he must've found out. Thank goodness for our mating bonds, or else I would never know how he's feeling. I just want him to be okay if he does anything and gets himself killed by these alphas. I don't think I would be able to go on, that would be it for me. I can't imagine Victor losing me, he would be broken. His glass heart would shatter and he wouldn't try to pick it up. Just leave it shattered and abandoned all over the floor. A horrifying realization hits me, that's mean he would lose me and our children. I can't imagine how much he'll blame himself for not being able to protect us, but it's not his fault. None of this.
All of a sudden the door opens.
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