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Still Dan's POV:
I picked up my box again and walked with Lucy and Chris while Phil and PJ walked behind us, we kept going back and forth until all the boxes were with the stage people.
"Ok Lucy anything else you need me to do?" I asked as I set the last box on the stage and turned to Lucy.
"Hmmm you and Chris could help me over here setting up the tables." Lucy said, smiling up at me.
"Ok come on Dan let's go." Chris said and began walking to the tables Lucy pointed at.
I followed Chris to the tables and helped him start setting up, I glanced behind me to see if Lucy was behind us. I saw her talking to Phil while PJ was hanging up streamer, I shrugged it off and continued to help Chris.
Switch to Phil's POV using my black magic powers:
"Ok what the hell was that all about? Weren't you looking where you were going?" Lucy exclaimed angrily.
"I-I-I'm v-v-very s-s-sorry L-Lucy." I stuttered quietly.
"Ugh you should be! Ok just stay away from Dan he doesn't care about you he just pities you and hangs out with you because he feels bad and he's a good person! Ok? Don't even think about telling him about this or I'll give you hell for it! Just ok please just don't be getting all flirty with him he is mine!" Lucy said, slightly softening her tone towards the end of her rant.
I felt my heart drop and I swore I could hear it shatter I felt a lump form in my throat but I decided to just let Lucy and Dan be together, if that's what they want.
"O-o-okay L-Lucy..." I said softly, looking up from my feet to meet her gaze.
She looked up at me and when she met my eyes she softened her face. "Look Phil that came out really rude but I'm serious ok? I mean almost everyone you went to school with before this knows that you are gay and who wouldn't want Dan especially in your situation. I get it Phil but he is mine and I am a short tempered and possessive person. Dan he doesn't like you like that and I don't think he ever will just you need to get over it. Because face it, nobody will like you like that I'm sorry but it's true now I have to go but if you feel like making a move or something on Dan reconsider and think about what I have told you." Lucy rambled, her words driving into me like a sword pushing deeper and deeper into my heart and yet I still understood and thought about what she said.
I nodded sort of fearfully "Ok I-I-I u-u-u-understand." I mumbled.
"Good." Lucy nodded and sighed lightly "Okay I know I sound very mean but I just got Dan after years of crushing on him so please just don't hit on him ever or else you might lose him as a friend your only friend. Bye." She said and turned around to help Chris and Dan.
I turned behind me to see PJ standing there. His mouth open slightly and eyes wide. I assumed he heard the whole thing.
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"Phil I-I'm should I tell Dan?" PJ asked softly.
I shook my head "N-n-no you h-heard w-w-what s-she said." I mumbled.
"You sure? If she threatens you then I'll tell Dan." He said, setting a hand on my shoulder.
I nodded "I-I-I'm s-s-sure t-t-thank y-y-y-you." I smiled weakly.
PJ nodded as well and looked into my eyes "She's lying, you know, Dan doesn't hang out with because he feels bad for you, he really does want to be your friend, trust me. Don't listen to her ok?" I nodded again, I hope he was right.
After we finished setting up the gym and Dan went to Lucy then Chris and PJ went back to their room leaving me to just hang out in my dorm.
I sat on my bed and laid on my back, throwing my head onto my pillow and staining it with little tears as they fell from my eyes. I sobbed silently and waited for these emotions to pass.
I drifted off after an hour or so as I was worn out from sobbing and pushing my emotions and thoughts to the back of my mind.
Dan's POV:
I opened the door to my dorm and called out for Phil "Phil? Are you in here?" I called out softly, I heard nothing and walked in.
The first thing I saw was Phil's sheets were wrinkled and bunched around his sleeping form. He was laying on his side with one of his hands gripping his sheet and the other laid in front if his face. His legs were pulled up, not touching, but near his chest and his breathing was shaky.
His eyes were red and slightly puffy and there were tear stains on his pillows, face, and clothes. He whimpered sadly and my face fell into a frown. I hoped he was okay.
I quietly walked to his bed and pulled the blanket to cover his body, he curled up a bit more and whimpered again more tears trailed down his face.
'Oh Phil, I thought what happened? You poor thing you don't deserve this, who did this?'
I sat down on my bed across the room from Phil and glanced at him, he turned and cried in his sleep, I must talk to him when he wakes up, I'm not going to brush it off like the other day at lunch.
I watched him toss and turn again, he seemed exhausted and sad, something had happened, something I didn't notice or was stupid enough to ignore it.
I laid on my stomach at the end of my bed and messed around on my phone, glancing up at Phil every once in a while.
For what seemed like an eternity of seeing Phil whimper and toss in his sleep he jolted awake and sat up.
"D-D-Dan?" He whimpered softly, fresh tears still trailing down his pale face.
"Yeah Phil, what's wrong? Was it a nightmare?" I asked worriedly, walking over to his bed and sitting down with him.
He curled up to his comforter a bit more "Y-y-yeah." He nodded.
"Oh Phil, do you want to talk about it?" I set a hand on his shoulder and looked into those big blue eyes.
"T-t-this w-w-was t-t-the s-s-second t-t-time I h-had t-this n-n-nightmare." Phil whimpered sadly his eyes brimming with more tears.
"What happened?" I asked, Phil looked up nervously, he looked unsure "Please Phil talk to me." I assured him.
Phil began to explain his nightmare with tears running down his face, hiccuping a few times.
I felt terrible that he was scared that this would actually happen, he had these thoughts weighing on him and I couldn't help him. Why couldn't I see how upset he was?
Phil finished explaining his awful nightmare, still crying, and looked up at me with a sad puppy dog eyed glance.
I wrapped my arms around his little waist and pulled him in for a tight hug. "Oh Phil why didn't tell me sooner? You know you can trust me right?" I said sadly.
Phil sniffled "I-I-I-I'm s-s-sorry i-it's j-j-just I m-mean I w-w-was s-s-scared i-it s-scared m-m-me." Phil murmured sadly into my shoulder.
I sighed softly "Phil, please never be scared to tell me anything especially if it has you in tears. I promise you can always trust me." I assured him.
Phil nodded and snuggled into my shoulder, I wrapped my arms even tighter around his frail little waist. I pulled away to look at him.
I looked into his blue eyes which were filled with self doubt which I wish I could take away in a second. More tears fell down his cheeks and I lifted my hands from his waist to cup his face and wipe away his tears.
"No, no more tears it's okay." I said softly as Phil leaned into my touch causing me to smile. "It's okay." I repeated.
"T-thank y-y-you." Phil said in a gentle and soft voice as he buried his head in my chest. I smiled and pulled him closer.
I sat crossed-legged and pulled Phil into my lap. He curled up in my lap and snuggled up to me. "Cute," I thought Just like a little kitten." I smiled and ran my fingers through his soft black hair.
Phil snuggled a little closer to me as I continued to play with his hair. I wish we could just stay like this forever.
The soft patter of rain begins, making the situation even more relaxed and peaceful. I could see Phil smile as I ruffled his hair and as the rain fell onto the window. (Note: Time is Running Out by Muse is currently playing it's one of my favorite songs)
"Hey Phil?" I asked, as I ran my fingers through Phil's hair and tousled it a bit. Phil hummed a bit, telling me to continue. "Why were you scared to tell me about your nightmare?"
Phil shifted a bit and rolled over so he was curled in my lap, looking up at me with those beautiful blue eyes. "W-w-well I n-n-never had m-m-many f-f-friends or p-people I c-c-could trust s-so I-I get a-anxious and t-that n-n-nightmare s-scared me I k-k-kinda thought i-it m-m-might h-happen." Phil said in a soft, delicate voice.
"Phil don't worry that won't happen, you can always trust me. Ok?" I replied and smiled down at him.
Phil smiled and nodded. "Good." I smiled as well and went back to playing with Phil's hair after he snuggles back up to me and buried his face in my chest again.
"I'm sorry I wasn't there when you first had the nightmare I should've noticed." I grumbled a bit, angry Phil had to go through this by himself.
Phil looked up at me, those dang eyes will be the death of me. "N-n-no Dan y-you s-s-shouldn't sorry it's n-n-not y-your fault b-besides y-y-you are h-here n-now thank y-you f-f-for t-that." Phil said in a cute little voice, I didn't even know voices could be cute.
I smiled and just pulled Phil closer to me. I could get used to this.
About an hour later Phil and I, he was still curled in my lap happily, were sitting quietly. I had grabbed a book and Phil was sitting there listening to music. He had headphones in and was humming along to the song playing, he softly sang a bit of the chorus, dang he was good.
"Phil what are you singing?" I smiled down at his pure cuteness. Phil looked up and blushed when he realized I heard him. He lifted his phone to show he was listening to You Found Me by The Fray. (Note: I am currently listening to it.) I nodded "Good song." I grinned, Phil smiled and nodded. Yeah I could definitely get used to this.
~Le Magical Time Skip To The Next Day~
Phil's POV:
Yesterday was fun, I wish I could relive it over again, just me and Dan sitting peacefully. I wish I met him sooner.
I had a run-in with Dylan and his buddies, they beat me up, not too bad since a teacher was near, but bad enough to where I have a few bruises on my sides. It could be worse I guess.
Benny had helped me move a keyboard into my dorm, which I folded and put under my bed before heading off to my last class.
After my last class, math, I quickly went back to my dorm before Dylan had a chance to grab me. I walked into my dorm and pulled out my keyboard then set it up.
I pulled out a set of music sheets and got ready to play.
I began to play a (piano) cover of New Perspective by Panic! at The Disco. (Note: I am currently listening to it, it's a great song btw)
I played the notes before beginning to sing the lyrics my mind only focused on the notes of the song.
"Can we fast forward to go down on me?"
"Stop there and let me correct it I wanna live a life from a new perspective!"
"You come along because I love your face and I'll admire your expensive taste!"
"And who cares divine intervention. I wanna be praised from a new perspective!"
"But leaving now would be a good idea."
"So catch me up on getting out of here."
"Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time."
"We move along with some new passion knowing everything is fine."
"And I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate lines."
"But I regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside."
I hit every note, sang every word completely unaware of anything else in that moment.
After I hit the last note and sang the last word of the song I turned around to see Dan, Chris, and PJ all standing in the doorway, clapping with huge grins and surprised looks on their faces.
I blushed an extremely dark shade of red, completely mortified they heard me.
"Phil! That was-I have no words other than incredible!" PJ exclaimed.
I blushed even deeper and fiddled nervously with the sheets of music in my hands.
"Oh my God Phil! That was awesome I never knew you could play!" Chris praised happily.
I looked up, surprised they liked it. "Y-y-you r-r-really t-t-think s-so?" I asked.
"Of course! That was freaking amazing!" Dan grinned. I blushed a deeper shade of red, if even possible.
"T-t-thank y-y-you." I smiled.
"Can you play any other songs?" Chris asked.
I nodded "Y-y-yeah I k-k-know t-tons." I smiled shyly.
Dan walked over to my bed and picked up some sheets of music. "Hmmm why don't you play some for us?" Dan grinned.
"S-s-sure y-y-you g-g-guys p-pick." I smiled again.
I played a lot of songs for them, Dan had picked Just One Yesterday by Fall Out Boy.
Chris picked Death of a Bachelor and I Write Sins Not Tragedies by Panic! at The Disco.
PJ chose Nine in The Afternoon along with That Green Gentlemen by P!ATD. (Note: Just going off my playlists)
They continued flipping through my songs and Dan picked Jet Pack Blues and Alone Together by FOB.
I played and sang every song they asked including a few random ones I picked like some MCR ones (Note: My favorite band)
After I finished Alone Together they all stood up and applauded happily and cheered.
"Phil you have to play for us again you're amazing at this!" PJ praised, I blushed in response.
Dan nodded and grinned "Do you take music lessons?" he asked.
I nodded "I-I-I t-t-take p-p-private m-music l-l-lessons h-here." I said softly Dan smiled again.
"Man you're awesome at this, kitten!" Chris laughed and I blushed at his nickname, Dan laughed as well along with PJ.
Dan looked at me "You kind of are like a kitten." he smiled softly.
I tilted my head at him in question. He giggled slightly.
"Oh Phil you're so adorable, honestly." Dan giggled, his comment causing me to blush.
Ring Ring! Dan reached in his pocket to pull out his phone and answer it. "Oh it's Lucy okay I'm gonna take this real quick." Dan looked at me, I nodded and Dan went to stand in the hall, PJ followed him but Dan didn't notice.
Switch to Dan's POV using my angel grace mojo, Supernatural reference :3:
I leaned against the wall right outside the door to our dorm. I picked up my phone "Hey Lucy." I said, I heard her giggle on the other end.
"Hey Danny, so baby I just wanted to say how excited I am to go to the movie on campus with you." Lucy chirped happily, I smiled.
"Yeah so am I." I responded, running a hand through my hair.
"So what are you up to?" She chatted.
"Oh I was hanging out with Chris, PJ and Phil. Phil was playing us some songs." I grinned.
"Oh Phil?" She sounded a bit annoyed. "Is he uh any good?" She asked.
"Oh yeah! He's amazing he was playing keyboard and singing it was awesome!" I said happily.
"Nice, so uh you and Phil are friends?" Lucy asked curiously.
"Yeah of course." I smiled.
"Hmm." She hummed thoughtfully "Anyway so thanks for helping us organize the dance you're such a great help, even if the others um weren't as useful."
"What do you mean Lucy. They aren't as useful?" I asked, a little angry she would say that about my friends.
"Oh well, I didn't mean it in like a mean way." She sounded very unconvincing. "I have to go now I'll see you later tonight Danny bye!" Lucy giggled.
"Yeah okay bye Lucy." I said and turned to walk back into the room. I saw a pretty upset PJ talking to a pretty confused Phil. What did I miss?
Okay now back to Philly's POV:
PJ rushed in the dorm "Phil, I heard Dan talking with Lucy!" He whisper-yelled.
"PJ w-w-why w-were y-y-you s-s-spying o-on them?" I whispered back.
"To see if she threatened you or if she said anything bad about you and how Dan would react." He said as if it was obvious. "Anyway so she said she was happy to go to the movie with Dan blah blah and Dan was talking about how great you are with music when she asked if you and Dan were friends."
"W-w-what d-d-did Dan s-s-say?" I asked, worry laced into my voice.
"He said 'yeah of course' then she thanked him for helping out with the dance then she said 'you're such a great help, even if the others weren't as useful'." PJ said, mocking Lucy's voice in a high-pitched funny manner.
"T-t-that's c-c-completely m-my f-fault, I m-m-mean I b-bumped into h-her." I muttered guiltily, hanging my head a bit.
"Don't give me that! I saw what happened! I saw Lucy trip you and push you onto the ground don't defend her!" PJ argued angrily, luckily that anger was not directed towards me.
What he said was true I just went along with it when Lucy shoved me onto the floor. "It's okay Phil, once we get some proof we can show Dan who she really is." PJ said, his voice firm and sure of himself.
A sudden thought hit me "W-w-what if D-Dan d-d-doesn't believe u-us and g-g-gets m-mad?" I asked, anxiety seeping into my voice as I nervously looked at my fingers as if they were the most interesting thing ever.
PJ shook his head "If Dan sees who she is and finds out what she said to you he won't be mad at us." he smiled reassuringly and I smiled back.
Now to Dan's oblivious POV:
"Sorry about that Lucy called." I said as I stepped in the room, seeing PJ looking upset and frustrated and Phil looking confused and sad they both turned to me.
Phil spoke up "Oh i-i-it's a-a-alright." He smiled shyly.
I smiled back "So what's got you lot so upset?" I asked. PJ glanced at Phil.
"Well I was just talking about how messy Chris is, he leaves his snacks everywhere!" PJ exclaimed, laughing.
I laughed as well and grinned. Then looked down at my phone. "Ah damn it! I didn't realize how late it was! I'm sorry guys I gotta go I'll see you later. Great job Phil you need to play for us again. Bye." I waved and grabbed my jacket, wallet, phone, and room key then went down to meet Lucy so we could eat before the movie.
I quickly ran back into the dorm, realizing I forgot to grab the sign to ask Lucy to homecoming.
Fast Forward a bit also Phil's POV (this was based off my past week):
My headphones couldn't seem to be loud enough. I let the tears fall, I know I cry too much. I turned up my playlist and laid down.
Dan doesn't care. He cares about Lucy not about you. He left you. You're back to being alone like you always were, alone and scared and sad. You thought you would make friends? You thought this year you would be happy and have friends? Really that's pathetic! We all know you're alone and you always will be.
My thoughts ran and swirled in my head and just wouldn't stop.
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Back to Danny Boi's POV:
"OMG of course I'll go with you!" Lucy squealed happily and jumped into my arms, kissing me on the cheek.
I grinned, but I was slightly worried about what Phil was going to do at homecoming. Was he going to go? If he did go he wouldn't have a date, and he doesn't have many friends...
"So Dan, are we gonna catch the movie?" Lucy asked, crashing my train of thought.
"Yeah of course let's go." I offered my hand, which she gladly took as we walked to the campus.
The movie was alright, Lucy was snuggling up to me the whole time.
"Hey Danny?" she asked.
"Yeah Lucy?" I replied, turning to face her.
"I was wondering if you would want to hang out tomorrow?" she asked, grabbing my hand and lacing her fingers with mine.
"Uh what time?" I was hoping to hang out with Phil maybe.
"Anytime you want sweetheart." She fluttered her eyelashes at me. Her eyes weren't as pretty as Phil's...
~Whoosh whoosh time skip~
Still Dan's POV:
Lucy and I began to head back to the dorm, she giggled and took my hand as she ran down the hall.
I opened the door to my dorm and stepped in, Phil was lying in his bed asleep.
He seems to be falling asleep a lot lately but not at night, he isn't eating much either, something is wrong. I thought and glanced at him worriedly.
"Danny.." Lucy said, turning my face to hers and leaning forward, pressing a kiss to my lips. "I'll see you tomorrow babe." She said before pulling me into another kiss and skipping down the hall.
"D-D-D-Dan?" A broken, soft voice called out.
I turned to face the blue-eyed boy, his hair was slightly messy his eyes were tired and sad he seemed to have been crying.
"Phil? Are you alright?" I sat down next to him on his bed.
"I-I-I-I'm f-f-fine." He smiled, a sad and weak smile.
"No you're not, what's wrong?" I moved closer
Phil shook his head "N-n-n-nothing I-I-I'm a-a-alright, r-really I'm f-f-fine." He tried to smile again but it was unconvincing.
"Phil..I know something's wrong please tell me." I turned to face him, giving him a comforting smile.
"D-D-Dan I-I-I..." Phil trailed off, glancing around nervously.
"Phil what is it?" I tried to make eye contact only to see those beautiful eyes brimming with tears.
"D-D-Dan? D-do y-y-you o-only hang o-out w-w-with m-me because y-y-you p-pity m-m-me? D-do y-y-you e-even c-c-care a-about me?" Phil's soft voice was soaked with sadness and anxiety.
I stared at him, wide eyed and shocked. "Phil! Why on earth would you think that?!" Phil looked at me, terrified.
"Phil...did somebody tell you that?" I asked, Phil nodded.
I felt anger bubble up, uncontrollably. "Was it Dylan or one of his friends?" Phil shook his head no.
"Then what idiot- I mean who told you?" Phil shrugged, he seemed scared to tell me. "Phil..." I said sternly
"I-I-I-It w-w-was L-Lucy!" Phil blurted and stared at his hands in his lap.
At first I had a hard time believing him, but I remembered certain red flags about Lucy and Phil...
"Lucy?" I asked to confirm, Phil nodded fearfully, he didn't think I believed him.
"When did she say that?" My anger had cooled a little, I figured Lucy only said it in a jealous rage.
"A-a-after w-we d-d-decorated t-t-the g-gym." Phil mumbled nervously.
I nodded thoughtfully, I honestly didn't know what to do.
"I-i-i-is w-w-what s-s-she s-said t-t-true?" Phil murmured.
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"Phil, I'm sure Lucy didn't mean that she was just upset. Don't worry." I smiled, Phil didn't.
I placed two fingers under his chin and lifted his head to look at me.
"Don't worry Philly I do care about you, what Lucy said wasn't true. Now you should try and get some rest. Sleep well cutie-pie." I winked and cupped his face with my hands, I stroked his cheeks with my thumbs before letting go. Phil smiled, a bright and beautiful smile. I swear my heart melted.
*Woosh* Time skippy *Woosh*
(Still Danny Boi's POV)
The next day I woke up to my phone ringing.
Ring! Ring! Ring!
'Rude.' I thought grumpily.
I checked the caller ID, PJ.
I answered "Hey PJ what's happening?"
"Nothing much, uh is Phil with you? I gave him my number and tried to call but I got no answer." PJ seemed worried, which was understandable.
"PJ I get that you're worried but it's literally 4 in the morning, no wonder he didn't answer." I sighed.
"No Dan he told me I could call anytime and he would wake up and answer." His voice quivered.
I glanced across the room at Phil's bed, which was empty.
"Oh God..." My heart dropped.
"What? Dan? Is Phil okay?" PJ seemed terrified.
"He- he's not there, PJ. He's gone." My voice was shaking almost as much as my hands.
PJ gasped on the other end of the phone.
"Right, um I'll go check the music room you go check the fountain by the court yard." PJ stated.
"What-" I stared before PJ cut me off.
"Just do it, find Phil." PJ said softly before hanging up.
I sighed and threw my covers off me, I pulled on a pair of jeans and a hoodie before grabbing my room key and phone and heading out to find Phil.
Switch To Philly's POV:
I sat on the edge of the fountain, staring at the bleak night sky, littered with clouds. My fingers fiddled with the hem of my baby blue sweater, which I had thrown on before I left.
I let PJ know where I would be if he needed me, he was still awake working on some film project called Oscar's Hotel. I managed to slip out the dorm without waking Dan, I was surprised. I'm not sure if he would care if I left or not.
I ran my hand in the biting cold water of the campus fountain, the cold jolt shaking me out of my thoughts. I glanced around, I could see in the distance some kids taking a walk across a path, we didn't really have a 'light's out' time at our school, it was more of 'stay on campus' kind of thing. I looked at the large brick building towering over me. I noted the security camera on the wall, searching, turning left and right.
I stared at the moon, a shining crescent in the dull, yet beautiful, sky above me. I let a small sky escape my lips, which let out a little cloud before it was blown away by a chill of wind.
I glanced down at the water in the stoic fountain blow me, my reflection was barely visible in the dim light and was rippled as the water moved with the wind.
"Ugh." I sighed, to nobody in particular. I was just so done I have no idea why, this was one of the only times I've had friends and I managed to develop a major crush on one of them.
My beautiful brown-eyed roommate was completely oblivious to my feelings, I don't even think he knows I'm gay. I'm like really gay.
I laughed at that fact. I've had a crush on Dan since last year at this school. He didn't know me (duh) but I still knew him, sort of. Oh jeez I'm so screwed.
And Now to Dan's POV:
"Phil?!" I called out worriedly as I ran across the courtyard.
Water fountain, I have to find the water fountain. I pulled my jacket tighter around myself.
That idiot Phil I thought Why would he just run off in the middle of the night?
What if something happened to him? What if he's gone? What if Dylan found him? I shook my head, continuing to run to find my shy roommate.
I turned the corner of the large brick building and managed to make out the path to the fountain.
That's when a saw him, in a large baby blue sweater and his black skinny jeans along with his black hightop Converse. The moonlight hit him perfectly as he sat, crossed legged on the edge of the fountain. The moonlight made his pale skin glow and his black hair shine, his sweater brought out his stunning blue eyes.
"Phil?" I called out gently. He jumped a bit and turned to look at me, eyes wide.
"D-Dan?" Phil called back even gentler.
I lost it, I ran up to him and wrapped my arms around his waist and lifted him off the fountain. He wound his arms gently around my neck.
"Phil.." I whispered and ran my hands through his soft hair. He snuggled into my neck as I squeezed his waist tighter.
He lifted his legs to wrap around my waist. I pulled back a little to grin at him. "Found you." I grinned. Phil giggled slightly.
"Come on, cutie let's go." I said as I shifted my arms to carry him better.
"O-o-okay." He whispered back and yawned quietly.
I began to walk back to our dorms, carrying my half asleep cute roommate.
"We have to call PJ and let him know I found you." I sighed and readjusted Phil.
Phil mumbled something incoherently into my shoulder, I pulled away slightly to look at him.
"What?" I tried to look into his gorgeous blue eyes, but he wouldn't meet my gaze.
"I-I-I-I'm s-s-sorry." He choked "I-I-I'm s-s-s-sorry I s-scared y-y-you a-and PJ." Phil's eyes were brimming with tears.
"No no no no." I whispered rocking Phil slightly, placing my hand at the back of his head.
"Shhh shh shh, don't cry don't cry. It's okay." I whispered soothingly. Phil shook slightly in my arms.
"It's okay Phil, it's okay. Shh shhh." Phil calmed down as we kept moving.
"Hey Philly?" I asked, Phil hummed slightly. "You look really cute in that outfit, pastel suits you." I grinned as I could make out the blush on his face as he buried his head in my neck.
We made it back to our dorm room, quietly despite other students still awake and walking the halls.
I opened the door, having yet to set Phil down who was rather comfy snuggled into my shoulder. I walked into the room and set Phil down on his bed.
"Alright I'm going to call PJ, let him know you're okay." I said, Phil nodded. I picked up my phone and called PJ.
Ring!
Ring!
"Dan hello? Is Phil okay? Did you find him? Is he with you?" PJ was frantic.
"Dude calm down I found Phil he's fine." I said and glanced over at Phil, who adjusted his glasses and was snuggling his pillow.
"I'm coming over." PJ stated before hanging up, I sighed.
Not even two minutes later PJ was knocking on the door. I swung open the door and PJ moved past me.
"Come on in." I mumbled sarcastically. PJ sighed.
"P-P-PJ?" Phil whispered. I turned back, PJ was panting slightly.
"Phil are you-you okay?" PJ asked, breathing heavily.
Phil nodded and PJ wrapped his arms around him, Phil smiled.
"I was so worried why would you sneak out like that?" PJ asked frantically.
Phil shrunk back into himself in guilt "I-I d-d-didn't t-think you g-guys w-would c-c-care." Phil flinched slightly.
I gasped slightly as did PJ. Have I been that bad to Phil that he thinks I don't care about him? I asked myself.
(Note: Hey so long story short I was dumped by somebody I love and my best friend said they have 'lost interest' in me so I'm not in a good place right now but I will still be updating. Thank you!)
"Phil! Why on earth would you think that?" PJ huffed. Phil glanced down at his shoes once again before shrugging his shoulders.
I sighed "Phil we care about you, so please don't go running off again like that." I said gently.
"O-o-okay I'm s-s-sorry." Phil whispered.
PJ smiled softly and wrapped his arms around Phil's waist. Phil wound his arms around PJ's neck.
PJ ran his hand through Phil's hair and grinned. "It's okay Phil." He whispered. They pulled apart, I looked at Phil, smiling when the blush spread across his pale face.
"Alright well I believe it is time to sleep, weekend or not I need rest." PJ said, we all nodded in agreement.
"Stay safe kitten, good night guys." PJ made his way to the door. He turned back to us "Cute sweater Phil." He smiled before walking out.
I turned back to Phil, who was rubbing his eyes in a cute child-like manner.
"Hey baby, you tired?" the pet name slipped but I didn't care. Phil blushed and nodded, his ocean eyes sleepy.
I smiled, "Alright come here, baby we gotta get you ready for bed. Come on." Phil obeyed and walked towards me I lifted him up and set him down on my bed.
I turned and grabbed a very oversized t-shirt of mine, it would practically be a dress on Phil. I turned back and set it down for Phil.
"There that should work, I'll get your glasses get dressed." I grinned, Phil smiled and stood up.
I walked into our bathroom, where Phil had set his glasses. I grabbed them and waited for a few moments as Phil got changed.
I walked out of the bathroom, Phil was dressed in my light grey Muse shirt which fit him well, it hung off his slim body and reached almost to his knees.
I honestly don't think I've seen anything cuter.
Oh crap, no gay thoughts not now. Ok this is platonic, just platonic. I reminded myself.
"Um, uh here's your glasses." I mumbled and handed them to Phil.
"T-t-thank you Dan." Phil smiled as he slipped on the glasses.
"You ready for bed?" I grinned. Phil smiled shyly and nodded.
"A-a-are y-you?" Phil motioned to my jeans and hoodie.
"One sec." I said as I turned and grabbed the pajamas I was wearing earlier. I went to the bathroom and quickly slipped into them.
"Now I am." I grinned Phil blush once again.
"O-o-okey d-dokey t-time for b-bed." Phil smiled.
"You're so damn cute aren't you?" I laughed and ran my hand through Phil's hair. Phil giggled and blushed deeply. "So goddamn cute." He truly was.
Damn it, platonic Dan, platonic. I'm with Lucy. I think.
I shook myself out of my gay-ass thoughts of the blue-eyed boy before me and crawled into my bed.
I patted the spot next to me "Come on." I grinned as Phil crawled into bed next to me.
"D-D-Dan?" Phil whispered carefully.
"Yes?" I replied, adjusting the pillows behind me.
"A-a-are y-you d-dating Lucy?" Phil's voice quivered a little.
I was speechless, countless thoughts running through my mind.
"I,uh,I honestly don't know." I gulped.
"D-d-do y-y-you w-want t-t-to?" Phil's voice was nervous, as if he feared my answer.
"Lucy likes me, I know that but I'm not quite sure what I feel towards her." My mind was blank, I never stopped to think about this.
Phil hummed a bit and nodded thoughtfully.
"Any special girls on your mind, Phil?" I grinned, unaware of his feelings or thoughts on other students.
Phil's eyes widened and his breath quickened and he blushed deeper than PJ's red converse.
"I-I-I-I uhh, iactuallydontlikegirls." Phil mumbled incoherently.
I tilted my head at him, he shrunk down and buried his face in his hands.
"What?" I tried to smile to comfort him.
Phil's looked as if he was going to burst into tears at any second.
"I-I-I d-don't l-l-like g-g-girls. I'm g-g-gay." Phil whispered, a tear managed to slip it's way down his cheek.
I grinned "Phil? Why are you crying?" I wiped away the tear.
Our school was very accepting and LGBTQ+ friendly, we had pride posters and support clubs. We had gay and trans teachers.
There was two gay teachers last year, they got married over the summer. Castiel and Dean Winchester, Castiel was a librarian and Dean was the football coach.
They began dating after much encouragement from students who shipped them like it was nobody's business. They moved after getting married, they were awesome teachers.
There was just one group of people whom were against it, just some douchebags who everyone hated. Dylan's group of friends.
Phil's teary eyes widened as he gazed up at me. "Y-Y-You're n-n-not m-m-mad?" He whispered.
"Of course not, why would I care if you like dick?" Phil giggled at my comment, he wiped his eyes.
"D-d-does t-that m-mean I c-c-can h-h-hang u-up m-my pride f-f-flag?" Phil smiled, his beautiful sunshine smile.
"Of course cutie, I'll help you." I laughed and wiped a stray tear from his cheek.
Phil smiled and hopped out of bed with a giggle. I followed him, Phil skipped over to his dresser and opened the bottom drawer.
He pulled out a large rainbow flag and some thumb tacks. He handed me the flag and hopped to his bed.
"Where do you want to hang it?" I couldn't stop smiling, he was just so cute.
"R-r-right h-here." Phil whispered as he motioned to the wall above his bed. I nodded and helped Phil hang up his flag.
We stood back to admire our work. I was making sure it was straight (or gay lol) before a felt something warm press into my chest.
I look down to see a messy head of black hair. Phil's arms were wrapped around me.
"Phil?" I asked. Phil looked up at me, I'm surprised I didn't fall over with how weak my knees went.
His blue eyes sparkled as he gazed at me. "T-thank y-y-you Dan." He whispered gently.
I wrapped my arms around his waist and lifted him up to carry him back to my bed.
I set him down and had Phil curl up on my chest as we both drifted off to sleep.
Note: Hiya! Thank you for reading! I'm gonna start on the next chapter! I'm sorry that I'm lacking on updates and I'm sorry this chapter was kinda wonky. I was just dumped and my best friend hates me so I wasn't in a good place to do anything. I'm so sorry, I promise I'll start updating more often. Thank you I love you guys!
