Next injection is to the neck close the spinal cord as close to the brain as possible."
"I felt fire in my head but I still saw the world in shadow and… I have no idea what happened. I do not know how they took me to the hospital. My memories are very chaotic… sounds, smells, light and dark and pain. Stella told me that I probably felt pain of necrotic skin. This is dead skin I had more than 25 % of all skin. It is worse than burn. Necrotic skin is very painfully. But worse is you do not know what will happen next and even worse is when the doctors see the hope what you cannot see and they started with surgeries but without any anesthesia because you are lying and you are officially dead. You are just lying and it hurt. I felt the knife and fresh cuts…and it hurts. When you are lying on the table and somebody cutting you chest and arms it is very scared. I did my best to think about it. But I had no idea where I am or who I am, but sometimes it was better. When the virus dying your brain started working and you started to thinking. I remember how I thought about my situation. How big is the chance that I am in the hospital and the word which I heard was the doctor, what is the chance that somebody took me out of the woods? If I am in the woods and someone cutting my chest ... It is not a doctor. They are wild animals ... or worse they're not beasts, but walkers. I remembered the bite and what I considered to be death what if it was just a dream and I am still alive. What if I am alive and walkers eat me alive? I wanted to cry but I could not and pain is intensifies more and more. But after a while I welcomed the pain, because when I felt it, it was clearer. I perceive myself more and more, and although I had no idea how long was the surgeries but it was a long time and walkers could not eat me so long. Then I have big mix of darkness and voices, sounds, consciousness and unconsciousness ... it took 10 days. 10 days my brain struggled with infected amygdala and I remember the electric shock that passed across my head. I saw the flash before my eyes ... it is turn off. Electric shock turn off sick amygdala. 10 days, but today they are doing it immediately. But I was first one who tried this procedure and survived. It was Stella s idea. She is great best doctor ever. She found the medicine and save my life. She was the first one who I saw. After the big shock I started to think. Amygdala is the oldest part of the brain. It controls the primitive systems. Memories, thoughts and reasoning is off but senses a little work. But neocortex is … offline," she smiled little bit. "But it is like awaking suddenly you are back. In a moments the dark is gone like somebody turn on the light and your brain is free. Amygdala and virus are gone. It's like a flash, and after a while I know what I am. I am human and those sounds which I have just sounded like a call for dinner suddenly felt differently. I know they were the voices, they were people and I did not want to eat. I knew my name and I knew that hurts the whole body is in pain. Suddenly I felt my body. But it hurts more and more, but I was happy because I knew that I was alive. However, the pain intensifies and after a while I wanted to die. Virus and amygdala helped me overcome the pain of surgery without anesthesia when doctors tried to remove dead tissue sections. In my case it was part of liver, and skin and ovaries. Kidneys they were rescued. First body probably discarding these parts of bodies what does not necessarily need to live. But the pain is terrible and I wanted to die. Death is better than this pain. Sorry I need one," she took one cigarette. "Where we stooped?"
"You wanted to die," said cameraman.
"Thank you…So you're lying in bed and the pain intensifies increasingly, and I did not believe it can hurt more, but still is new level of pain. The doctors did not gave me Morphine because they thought I was still walker. But I knew that I opened my eyes. I saw the bright light I was lying in the bed. I saw two men. They were talking about the blood tests. I wanted to move with my hands, but I could not. Later Stella told me that I was tied. I wanted to talk, but I had a piece of gum in my mouth and could not speak or breathe. It was just small piece of gum it is not very scary, but when you have no idea where you are and you cannot move or scream and you feel pain everywhere where is it possible plus something extra ... that's pretty bad day, but it was worse. I turned head and next to me on another bed was walker. He tried to bite the man and he said. Without any change there is nothing what we can do and just... stabbed his head with an iron spike. Then they looked at me and said…" she took second cigarettes. "What about this one. They came to me with iron spike in hand. It was little bit funny because one of the jobs what has healthy amygdala is handle things with fear and fight for life. But human brain is good. Because also without amyghdala another part of my brain consider the facts and made decision. That is really a good time to panic. I started to panic and I wanted to scream and run. But I was tied up and I had gag mouth. One said. Abnormal aggression, amygdala is probably still active. Such a pity this is bad day. Then he put the spike to my forehead. I gave it up and stopped fight I closed my eyes and I felt the tears on my cheek I cried and that surprised them and cried ... Dr. Harding ."
Someone stroke my hair and I open my eyes I see the woman's face. Stella she looked at me and one man started to talk about aggression but Stella just looked at me and told… No, she does not want to kill you, that is not hungry it a fear… and she selected the gum thing from my mouth. I started coughing. I coughed up blood and she passed her hand over my face and she asked me. .. If I knew what happened. If I knew what is my name and she also told me… It is OK. I was in hospital and everything will be OK. She's a doctor and she will help me. But I have to say my name so I grunted Eny Black and started caught again. Suddenly the men started to talk to me. The one with the spike asked me if I want anything. I wanted just anything against the pain but I wanted nothing from him. I wanted that the spike disappeared and Stella asked me if I have pain. I nodded she gave me morphine. It helped but not enough. Pain took another three months. The worst was necrotic lesions on the skin Stella had to cut them, no depth but it hurt so terribly, the skin underneath was alive. The death and lack of oxygen ... killed a lot of cells. Not just skin cells, but also liver and…I have no idea what else but 15 % of my body organ has dead necrotic parts. This injures are terrible and almost everyone died. Just 8 people survived this. Just 8 people know how the walkers see the world. But it is possible. Walker breathing a little bit and also the heard is working. Walker has a very weak pulse. But just the first day of the transformation but amyghdala is still lives so the brain is still active But after the last heartbeat after one day and one night nothing can help. So… that is all, my great story. And now we are here. We are alive and this is Pheonix and I am the medical miracle, Stella said this. So I came to help you, but I am hairstyle but I did my best. I am working like army nurse. I am sorry if it still bleeding I will give you one free haircut. Sorry. Now I need to tell you something about the drugs that the soldiers want to give you. This is a drug can destroys A and B when they are inactive. So the walkers have not beaten you. So, we' ll give you a few injections and after the death you will be just dead and you will eat no one. But if walkers bite you... it's different. But it is gone be OK too. Just you will need much more injections. 3 injection per one weak for 2 years. But you will be healthy. And if you are walkers or your friend has this problem… the fun begins. Believe me I know what is it. Not good… I'm done, "she unhooked the microphone. Along the way, she went to the camera. "I hope Stella is right and it is over and welcome in the new United States BTW. My name is Eny Black walkers, soldier, army nurse and medical miracle and hairstyle. I'm the only survivor who survived more the 10 hours of transformation. Well ... They wrote me 23 hours, then my group heard a shot, but it was less. So Good luck and ... I know it sounds too well to be true. We have a medicine and it's over. And do not be scared if you have fresh wounds from walkers, it is not a problem, if there was no transformation active virus will be destroyed after treatment injections and if you turn into them ... I'll tell you later. I'll probably only one who will talk with you without fear. Because no one has ever seen to walker eat a friend. Walker will never bite me again. But that is small consolation. So good luck and see you. "
Video ended. Eny just closed the notebook.
"So, do you believe me? They did not go after me. I killed all the walkers alone! It is over! This nightmare is over! Negan just let me give them injections. No more walkers."
"Walker has bitten you?" Asked Dwight. "Show it"
"Shit, I have done this so many times that I feel already as a stripper," she took off her jacket and threw back her neck.
"Jesus," Dwight stepped back. Scar! Scar from teeth.
"It looks like real" whispered Negan. "Really Great story, I have to admit it."
So what do you think?
