Karin X Kazune – 16 years old.
Karin wonders when she and her boyfriend Kazune are going to have their first time together, but the both of them are too shy to say anything or make a move. Then, when an accident happens, Kazune loses his shyness and shows Karin just how badly he's been wanting her.
I moaned as Kazune caressed my body and he rewarded me with another soft groan when I reached down to touch him.
"Karin.." he captured my lips in a hot, sweet, passionate kiss, our tongues battling, and we pulled away, gasping for air.
"Mmm, Kazune.." I arched my back as he cupped both of my mounds and rocked his hips against mine.
"Karin.. do you still want this?" Kazune leaned over to bite my ear.
"Yes! Oh, hurry, Kazune..." I begged.
Kazune pressed his lips to mine again.
He reached down to line himself up with my entrance and we both moaned at the contact.
"I'm going inside now, Karin.." he stared down at me lovingly and I wrapped my arms and legs around him.
Kazune held me tightly as he slowly entered me.
I sat up out of bed, blushing furiously as I remembered what that dream was about.
"I can't keep having these dreams, it's so perverted..."
But isn't it normal to have dreams about something you've been wanting for so long?
I shook the thought away and quickly got ready for school.
Once my uniform was on, I brushed my curly, shoulder length dirty blonde hair and grabbed my bag, running downstairs for breakfast.
There was a note on the table – a reminder my parents had once again went on a trip this week.
I grabbed something to eat and walked to school in a daze, recalling every dream I'd had this week.
I remembered them all , they were so passionate and exactly how I'd wanted my first time to be with my boyfriend Kazune.
My heart skipped a beat when I turned the corner and realized who was waiting for me.
Kazune had on headphones, listening to music, and was leaning against the brick wall, his eyes closed.
I beamed and was careful not to make a sound, walking over to him.
Feeling much more bolder than I usually was, I placed both hands carefully on each side of him and leaned in, standing on my tippy toes to match his tall height.
I pressed my lips to his and I felt him tense in surprise, but then relax when he realized who had kissed him.
His cheeks were flushed red before he closed his eyes, reaching up to touch my cheek.
When we pulled away,I couldn't help but notice he seemed a little pleased with my sudden attitude.
You see, the both of us are actually really shy, especially when it comes to being in a relationship with each other. We'll kiss every now and then, but we're too scared to talk about how we feel sometimes.
It's been slightly more awkward when I'm around him now because one of my friends asked if we'd "done it" yet.
When I thought about it for awhile, I'd actually wondered the same thing once or twice before, but it's definitely something I've been hiding my want for since I'm scared neither of us are actually ready for sex.
Kazune seems so innocent sometimes, he's probably not even thought about it, or touching me in that kind of way.
I'm constantly thinking about it now to where it seems totally perverted – now it's just embarrassing.
Now I really can't say anything to him about that.
"Ah, Karin, I didn't see you. Good morning."
I felt my cheeks redden a little, "Morning.. Sorry, I didn't mean to make you late..." I looked away, "I had a very.. interesting dream last night."
Not the right question! Kazune might ask-
"Oh, really? Tell me about it.."
Dammit, you're such an idiot sometimes!
After a few seconds of frantic thinking, I finally decided not to say much.
"Um, I don't really remember, so.."
"Silly. If it was interesting, you must remember. You don't want to tell me?"
I looked down at my feet as we started walking.
"Um... it was.. uh, about us..."
"Us?" he sounded a little curious.
"Um, yes... It's something.. I.. uh... do you remember your dream?!" I blurted.
To my surprise, Kazune didn't really say anything.
I looked at him when he stopped walking and noticed his entire face was red and he looked just as embarrassed as I had been.
"Kazune?"
"Uh, um, uh... n- no...!" he looked at the ground.
"Is something wrong-" I didn't get to finish my sentence before he waved his hands frantically.
"Nothing's wrong, I'm fine.. we should hurry or we'll be late!" he started running and I followed after him.
I wonder if I've said something wrong?
I glanced over at Kazune from my place in the back of the classroom.
He seemed fine..
I think I'd somehow embarrassed him this morning...
I lay my head down on my desk and before I knew it, I'd fallen asleep.
Kazune lay in a bed, completely naked except for the covers lying over his lower half.
He looked so gorgeous..
With a seductive look on his face, he reached out toward me.
"Come here, Karin..."
Without hesitation, I walked across the room and crawled on the bed until I was in between his legs.
Our lips met and we kissed each other hungrily.
I felt him entangle his fingers in my hair and I let out a shy moan when he grabbed one of my breasts.
"Take ...this off.." he said in between kisses and grasped the end of my shirt.
I obeyed and he pulled my shirt over my head and I unhooked my bra.
Kazune grabbed my hips as I wrapped my arms around his neck to support me as he pulled my jeans off of me.
"You're so beautiful, Karin." he whispered, and I blushed.
Kazune finally slid my underwear down my legs and I gasped his name.
I pull the covers off of his legs, revealing his length, standing at attention.
"I love you!" he moaned as I moved to straddle him, and settled in his lap, his erection in between my thighs.
"I love you, too..." I kissed him roughly on the lips and our tongues started battling in a passionate kiss.
I moaned into his mouth, feeling hot as he reached up to play with one of my breasts, the other on my hips as I rubbed against his length.
We both moaned together and he reached down to touch the spot in between my own legs.
"Karin, you're so wet.." he moaned and I whimpered in pleasure.
"Are you ready for me?" he whispered, positioning me above his erection and licking his fingers.
I kissed him gently again before placing my hand over the one he had on my breast.
"Yes, I'm ready..." he bit my ear.
"Make love to me, Kazune.."
We both thrust against each other at the same time, finally connected.
After my pain subsided, the next few hours were filled of passionate, yet wild lovemaking.
I opened my eyes from my wonderful dream and looked out the window.
Why can't Kazune be straight forward like he is in my dreams?
My heart ached – would we ever have our first time together?
I was more than ready for it.
Gym...
I ran over to the water fountain and wiped the sweat from my forehead, tucking loose strands of my hair behind my ear.
"Hey."
I looked to my left and saw Kazune in his gym uniform.
"Hi, how do you like the basketball game?" I beamed and asked.
"Oh, it's a pretty good game so far, my teams winning 23 to 12." Kazune ran his fingers through his pale blond hair.
Maybe I can say something now...
"Hey, um.." I blushed. "I think you look really cute when you play basket ball... You're the best player on the team.." I gushed, and I was right, he looked totally hot when he was on the court, sweat covering his body and all...
Kazune flushed with pride and looked away, "Y- you really think so?"
We both walked closer to the court, where a game was taking place before I stopped him, taking a deep breath.
"Kazune? There's something... I... want to ask you about..."
0/0
"Yes, Karin?" Kazune stopped, looking at me questioningly.
"Well, you see... Kazune... I..."
"KUJYOU, LOOK OUT!"
It all happened so suddenly, I barely had time to blink.
A basketball came flying in our direction and hit Kazune right in the head.
He fell to the ground and I sank to my knees, worried as every one crowded around us.
"Kazune! Kazune, are you alright?!" I shook him, and felt a few tears roll down my cheek.
"Kujyou-san, please wake up!"
"We should get him to the infirmary!"
"Kujyou-kun! Oh, no!"
A moment passed.
Relief finally washed over us all when Kazune sat up, holding his head.
"Kazune, are you alright?" I asked, "Does your head hurt?"
It was completely silent for a while until he spoke.
"Who threw that fucking ball?"
It took every one about 30 seconds to realize that was actually my boyfriend speaking.
"Th- that was Kujyou, right?"
"Did he really just say that?"
"What did he say? I'm not sure I heard him."
We stared at Kazune expectantly and he suddenly glared up at every one surrounding him.
"I said - ' WHO THREW THAT FUCKING BALL?!'" he yelled.
I put my hand over my mouth in shock.
What in the world had just happened to my sweet, shy, gentle boyfriend, and why was he talking like that?
Usually, if something like this happened, he just shook it off and told every one he was fine, not curse at us and glare at every one.
"Um... it was me-"
Kazune stood up and walked over to the boy who had spoken up slowly.
We all jumped in surprise when Kazune grabbed the boy's collar and lifted him up to his eye level, glaring into his eyes.
"So it was you, huh? What would you have done if that had hit my girlfriend, you asshole?!"
Wah, Kazune had never stood up for me like that before..
So... bold..
"Um, Kazune.."
"Uh, sorry, Kujyou, I didn't-"
"I swear, I'd rip you apart if you'd hit her! You better watch what you're doing next time!"
I stood up and put a hand on his shoulder.
"Wait, Kazune, he didn't mean to hurt anyone, it's alright!"
Kazune looked over at me with a wild look in his beautiful blue eyes, then let the boy go.
He wiped the tears away from my face and kissed me- in front of every one.
"I'm glad you're alright, baby." he said, smiling.
I blushed while everyone else gasped at his sudden action.
Then the bell rang, and they all disappeared.
I let out a gasp when Kazune wrapped an arm around me and cupped my cheek with the other.
"You wanted to talk to me about something, right? Let's go somewhere private."
"But, class is going to start soon, and-" I was cut off when he swung me up in his arms and took me to a place beside the school, where no one would see us.
"Go ahead." he set me down on the ground.
"Kazune... um... well... you see... I've been wondering... about when... we'll... you know... um.."
To my surprise, he knew exactly what I was thinking.
"You're wondering when our first time will be together, aren't you?" he pinned me to the wall.
My eyes widened and he brought his leg up, in between both of my legs, with his hands on either side of my head so that I was trapped.
I felt my cheeks redden and Kazune kissed the both of them.
"What is it?" he asked.
"I... didn't think you... knew..."
I heard him laugh, " So you thought I haven't been wondering about the same thing every day?"
My eyes widened and he moved to my neck, kissing it.
"Of course I'd wonder when we'd make love for the first time.."
I reached up to clutch his shirt when he moved to grab my hips tightly and move his leg so that mine was hanging over it.
I gasped at the new position and when he bit my neck.
"I've been so desperate... I couldn't tell you or make a move, of course.. I was worried you'd turn away from me because you weren't ready.."
No, that's not it at all...
"Karin, let me touch you.." he sucked and kissed and nibbled a sensitive area on my neck and I let out a quiet moan, regretting it when it escaped my throat.
"I'll take that as a yes.." he said seductively.
I flushed when his hands released their grip on my hips and moved to stroke and trace lines on my stomach.
"Kazune.." I sighed.
His hands slowly made their way up my gym shirt and I gasped when he unhooked my bra.
I stiffened a little, feeling nervous.
"I wouldn't hurt someone I love..." he whispered.
I loved how straight forward he was being..
Kazune reached up to squeeze one of my breasts and I moaned his name repeatedly when he began to rub my nipple.
"Make sure you're loud, alright?" he grinned evily.
His other hand slid down my body and slipped inside my tight gym shorts.
His fingers finally found my sweet spot and I reached up to grab his shirt.
"That's so cute..." he smiled at what I did and crushed my lips to his suddenly.
I was in ecstasy as his hand rubbed my outer petals and I moved my hips against his hips.
"K-Kazune!" he pinched my nipple and I closed my eyes.
He kissed me again, an open mouth kiss that turned into dancing tongues and I whimpered into his mouth.
"Ahhh, haaah, mmmm!" One of his fingers slipped inside of me easily since I was really wet at the time and the digit began moving in and out of me.
"Ahhhnn.." I pulled away from the kiss and covered my mouth with the back of my hand.
Kazune let go of my breast and reached up to tuck my hair out of my eyes.
I gasped when he added another finger and bit my ear.
"So tight and wet.."
I kissed him again and he rolled one of my breasts in his hand again.
"Kazune, I... mmmmm.." His fingers pushed inside of me faster and faster.
He kissed my cheek and I moved my hips again.
Then he suddenly pulled away from me completely, licking his fingers and I was panting, looking up at him questioningly before he bent down and I wondered what he was doing.
Kazune pulled my short and underwear down and I gasped and covered myself, my cheeks flushed with embarrassment.
"D-don't look!"
Kazune removed my hands and lifted me up so that his head was in between my legs and he was pinning me to the wall again, but I was pushed much higher next to the wall.
My heart pounded when I realized what he was going to do next and I bit one of my fingers, watching him.
His tongue flicked across my entrance once before I squealed and cried out his name in pleasure.
It felt wonderful, what he was doing.
"HAAAH!" I moaned and entangled my fingers in his hair.
"Karin.." his tongue finally slipped inside of me and I screamed.
Closing my eyes, I enjoyed the rest of how he was touching me, my mouth open in a silent "o."
"Come for me.." he whispered.
A moment later, I shuddered and moaned as I finally climax.
Kazune lapped at my juices and pulled away from me.
"That was sweet. And your reactions are very cute, Karin."
I flushed again, but was a little tired from my orgasm and he quickly pulled my shorts and underwear back up to cover me, then hooked my bra back over my breasts.
He smoothed my shirt down and stood up, cupping my cheeks to kiss me passionately.
"Did you... enjoy that?" he asked, peering into my eyes.
My cheeks were red as I answered, "Y.. yes."
"I'm glad..."
I would've sank to my knees if he hadn't been grabbing my hips just now.
Later...
Kazune's attitude was completely different throughout the entire day.
In class he stared outside the window and never raised his hand like usual to answer a question and barely focused on his work.
I was positive it had something to do with him getting hit in the head with that basket ball.
But I wasn't so sure I wanted him back to his shy self just yet.
Awhile later...
Kazune and I were kissing hungrily in the bathroom during one period and he grabbed my hips and lifted me on the counter, pressing him in between my legs.
I flushed a little and tried to gently push him away, but he ignored me.
"Karin, I want you now." he growled and rocked our hips together.
"W-wait, not here..."
"Why not?" he pulled away, glaring at me.
"W..well, it's not exactly where I want my first time to b-"
He cut me off with a kiss that was much more rougher than the last and actually hurt a little.
His hand squeezed my breast tightly and I whimpered in pain.
"That hurts.." I was too quiet to hear.
Kazune reached behind me and pressed me closer and I gasped when I felt something hard rub against my sex and flushed when I realized what it was and became wide eyed at the tent in his pants.
"I.. is that.."
"Quiet.." he rocked against me and I threw my head back in pleasure.
"Ahhh... that feels good..."
Kazune suddenly grabbed my hand and put it on his erection, moaning.
"Let me have you, Karin.."
I yelped when he grabbed my hips.
"Not so rough..." I gritted my teeth when he squeezed my breast again, "O-ow!"
My hand accidentally rubbed him and he gasped and bucked his hips.
I realized what I had done to him and flushed again as I began stroking him gently through the cloth of his pants.
"Ahhh, Karin.. Oh, god..." he moaned and threw his head back.
Before I knew it I had unzipped his pants and was rubbing him through the cloth of his boxers.
"Damn, that's so good... I need more.."
He bit my neck and I yelped.
He's not so gentle anymore, what's happened?
I sucked on the spot he bit me and I winced.
Well, of course he's not gentle, he's changed! But..
We kissed again and our tongues were about to dance when the bell rang for school to end.
"Ah, we need to go.."
To be honest, I was a little relieved the bell had interrupted us, I was afraid of losing my virginity in a bathroom with my now hormonal and rough boyrfriend.
But Kazune didn't stop.
I pushed him gently, but he ignored me.
"Kazune, STOP."
He looked up at me and glared.
"I was just about to take you. So stay here!"
I narrowed my eyes at him and set my jaw, "Let go of me. I'm notlosing my virginity in a high school bathroom!"
Kazune grabbed my wrist and I yelped in pain.
"Just be quiet, alright?!"
"I don't want this! This isn't like you at all!" I quickly pushed him away and hopped off the counter, turning to run.
Kazune grabbed my arm, "Where do you think you're going?"
"Away from you! I hate the way you are! And I hate you!"
I seemed to have hurt him with what I had said by the pained and shocked expression on his face.
As soon as his grip on my arm loosened, I stormed out of the bathroom.
God, he's such a jerk!
I made my way to my locker.
Maybe I was wrong? Maybe wanting him to be different was wrong of me?
At home...
I lay in bed, upset. I had already cried enough.
What if I never got my Kazune back? The shy, sweet, gentle, and kind Kazune Kujyou.
The one I fell in love with.
I was such an idiot to want him to change for my own reasons.
Now I'd hurt him with my words.
"Karin, we're going out and won't be back till tomorrow!" my parents yelled and I heard the door close.
Good. I wanted to be alone.
I stood out of my bed full of used tissues and blew my nose in a new one.
I sat in my chair and stared out of my window.
I miss you. The real you..
I watched my parents' car leave and I frowned when a new one pulled up next to the sidewalk.
Wait, that car belonged to...
"Kazune?"
Kazune got out of the car and walked to my front door.
I ran to answer it as the doorbell rang.
I opened the door and met his lust filled eyes.
"Hey." he sighed.
"Um, hi." There were butterflies flying around in my stomach and my throat felt tight.
"I want to talk to you. Can I come in?"
I slowly took a step back and opened the door wide enough for him to walk in.
Kazune took my hand in his and kissed my palm.
"I regretted what I did today, I ignored your protests." he closed his eyes.
I looked away, scowling, "Right."
"But, I just couldn't hold back.." he said in a low voice.
I looked up at him as soon as he pushed me against the wall and pinned me to it with his body.
"Kazune!" I gasped.
"I've been wanting you for so, so long..." he whispered into my ear.
"Stop it!"
He held me by my wrists and shut the door with his foot.
"Just be quiet and I won't hurt you."
Tears flowed down my cheek, "Stop it! I don't want this! I don't want you!"
I thrashed around, trying to push him away from me.
I can't believe he's turned into this kind of person!
I started sobbing and pushing him and beating my fists against his chest.
"Stop it! I don't want this! I want my Kazune back! The gentle, kind, Kazune! The one I love! I only want him!"
I finally pushed him hard enough for him to fall backwards and I gasped when his head hit the wall.
He sank to the ground and just... lied there.
I dropped to my knees and still sobbing, crawled over to him.
"I'm so sorry! Please... w-wake up! Please! Kazune, I didn't mean it! Please don't be dead!"
I pushed the hair out of his face to see that his eyes were closed as if he was sleeping.
"No... please don't leave me..! Kazune..."
I was startled when I heard a groan come from the man in front of me and I jumped back, hoping he wouldn't hit me in return from what I did.
But he rubbed his head instead and sat up.
"Karin? Why are you crying...?" he finally opened his eyes and looked around frantically.
"When.. when did we... I thought we were... why aren't we in gym?"
I stopped crying and trying to press myself against the wall and realized what he meant.
So he was basically... gone this entire time?
Kazune looked worried when he looked over at me, grabbing my hands in his in the same gentle touch he always used to have and his eyes widened when he noticed the bruises and red marks on my wrists from his deathly grip on me earlier.
"Karin! Who did this to you? Who hurt you? Please, tell me!" he wiped the tears from my eyes.
I cleared my throat a little, but I was so relieved that my boyfriend was back that I quickly leaned over and kissed him.
When I pulled away, he was blushing.
"Why did you...?"
"Um, you sort of got hit in the head earlier, and... it was like you were a totally different person..." I watched the expressions on Kazune's face, every blush, and every awkward glance as I told him about our entire day together.
When I was finished he held me tighter then he ever did before.
"I'm so, so, sorry! I would never hurt you on purpose, I swear!"
I was on my knees in between his legs and he was hugging me, his head on my chest.
I was surprised for a second, but then slipped my fingers through his hair and smiled.
"I know.."
Then he pulled away and looked up at me and I grabbed his hand and led him to the kitchen to put an ice pack on his head.
"I hope you don't have any brain damage or anything.." I smiled.
"I feel fine." he smiled back.
"Um..." after a long, awkward silence, I sat down at the table next to him, "Does your head still hurt?"
Kazune shook his head and moved to hug me again.
"That doesn't matter now... I want to know if you'll forgive me for doing such cruel things to you.."
I hugged him back, " Of course I do. I'm just happy you're back to normal. I love you.." I felt my cheeks burn.
"I love you, too... and by the way..." he pulled away to look at me, "I'm sure when... the time comes we'll be able to 'do it' naturally."
His cheeks flushed but he smiled and I grinned.
"I think you're right."
6 months later...
I'm not sure how it... exactly happened, but... it did.
My parents went on vacation for 3 days and left me at home, then I invited Kazune over so I could make dinner for him.
After dinner we watched tv on the couch in the living room and it was awkward for a moment before we kissed.
I think we both knew what that would lead to, because it did happen.
Soon, our kisses became much more passionate and we gently undressed each other.
Once we were completely naked, Kazune hovered over me, in between my legs and stared down at me for a while.
"You're very beautiful.." he was blushing.
"Um... thank you.."I moved my hands from covering myself and our fingers entangled beside my head.
I felt him at my entrance and gasped.
"Karin, do you still want this? We can stop..." he whispered as I wrapped my legs around him, pulling him closer.
"Of course I still want this.." I sighed and he pressed his lips to mine.
"I love you.."
"I love you, too."
We both gasped when he pushed inside of me all the way, and I did bleed, and there was pain, but he was gentle and only moved when I told him it was okay.
After that, it was the most wonderful, best feeling, my first time.
I was so glad it was with the man I loved.
