Jungkook POV:
The night when on and I wasn't feeling the party AT ALL.
I kept thinking about the crying boy and I had no fucking idea why.
I guess it's because he looked so vulnerable and I had never seen a guy like that before.
"Pussy.." I mumbled as I drank another shot.
"Hey you shouldn't say things like that out loud!" I heard a fucking annoying voice say.
"FUCK…" i said as i tried to make my escape to the upstairs floor.
Before I could leave I felt a big ass hand clamp down on my shoulder.
"Kooookie!" yelled Jin.
I could tell he was already fucking drunk since he was holding a guy's hand which he would never do if he was sober.
"Fuck. Shut up Jin" I snapped.
"Why are you so cold to me Kookie? I'm always so nice to you. I even cook for you and you treat me like shiiiiiit.." he slurred.
"That's why. You always try to act like my mom. I don't need you to do all those things for me. Honestly it's annoying."
But Jin wasn't fucking listening because he was making out with the guy whose hand he was holding.
"Fuck JIn. Do that somewhere else. You don't just come up to someone start talking to them and then when they're trying to answer you you start making out with your one night stand!"
Jin abruptly stopped making out with the guy and said "HE IS NOT A ONE NIGHT STAND KOOKIE!"
I just mumbled "Whatever" and looked away.
I could still hear them sucking each others faces off and it was making me uncomfortable so i stood up to look for Yoongi.
"Hey have you seen Min Yoongi?" I asked a guy who I've seen hanging out with Yoongi before.
The guy was a great dancer but he was a little weird and fucking loud when it came to personality, but he was nice enough for me to talk to anyways.
"Yeah he already left Kookie" he said.
"It's Jungkook and are you sure?"
Fuck Yoongi how the fuck the he just leave me here?
Yeah he left with a really pretty girl and told me to tell you that he had already left if you were sober enough to ask." he said with sadness laced in his voice.
Is there a chance that this dude likes Yoongi?
What the fuck is up these days with these gay dudes.
"Okay… Thanks." I whispered.
Right there is where I saw the girl I was taking home with me tonight.
She was pretty hot and had a nice enough ass.
It was time to catch my prey.
I put my game face on and walked towards her.
"Hey.." I whispered sexily in her ear.
"Hey" she replied with a wink.
Oh fuck yes. This isn't going to be hard.
"Can I take you home tonight?"
And just as she was about to respond I hear Taehyung say "FUCK! Are you serious? Yes I saw him today. He left my place a mess...No i don't know where the fuck he is. Goodbye!"
I stopped paying attention to the girl with her hands in my pants and started thinking whether Taehyung was talking about the boy that ran into me. What the fuck was their problem?
"Hey Taehyung!" I yelled after him. "Hey what about me?" the girl I had flirted with said.
"Sorry i just remembered i'm gay." I replied.
She scoffed and walked away. I didn't really give a shit. I just wanted to find out why that one guy was crying. I mean I wasn't really the type to care about other people's crap but this had spiked my interest even more now that I know that Taehyung was involved.
I also didn't have anything interesting to do so why the fuck not? The getting laid part can wait.
"What?" Tae said clearly annoyed.
"Shit sorry dude.." I started saying as I turned away.
"Nah, wait Kookie I'm sorry. It's just that a stupid little fuck just ruined my day."
Was he talking about that the same boy that ran into me earlier or someone else? And what the fuck is up with everyone calling me Kookie? Only my brother calls me that. That bastard..
"Oh... want to talk about it?" I asked.
Fuck I sound like those annoying ass girls who always bother me with the excuse of getting to "know me better".
I should've left with the girl instead of asking this stupid crap.
"I need a drink first.." Tae mumbled.
I guess it bothered him that much?
Well at least he was going to tell me who the boy is so I can get on with my life.
He poured himself a drink and gestured for me to follow him upstairs.
When we got to his bedroom he told me to come in and to sit my ass on the bed. His bed was huge. This bitch..
"That guy that ran into you is a guy I was having a fling with." Tae suddenly said after drinking his whole drink.
"What? For real?" I said.
Dang so Tae really is bisexual huh?
Maybe he should fuck me.. Just kidding back to the story.
"Yeah. I wasn't going to tell anyone but you seem so interested.." he said with a smirk.
I kid you not I blushed, FUCKING blushed.
What's wrong with me?
Before he could tell me more about the boy there was a knock on the door asking for Taehyung.
"WHAT the fuck do you want Namjoon?" yelled Taehyung.
Clearly he wasn't in a good mood.
"Jin is vomiting in one of your expensive vases man" the guy said.
Must be the guy that was making out with Jin.
"Fuck. My mom is going to be pisseed.." Tae angrily said.
He then rushed out of the bedroom and yelled "Sorry I got to go!"
Wooooow. Okay. Knowing how difficult Jin is I knew Taehyung wasn't coming back any time soon.
Well then I'm going home..
As I was driving home I started thinking why this boy mattered so much to me that I kept asking about him.
I was passing the empty parking lot I was stuck at earlier when I saw someone oddly familiar.
I stepped on the break and reversed into the lot.
I recognized the guy as the fucking guy I had been worrying about all fucking day.
"What the fuck" I whispered to myself.
By now it had started raining (fucking ironically weird I know) and this guy was sitting on one of those cement blocks at the front of parking spaces. He was soaked.
I got out of my car and started walking towards him.
"HEY!" I yelled.
He seemed to not hear me or he was being a little shit and ignoring me.
"HEY!" I yelled again.
He didn't look up so i started walking towards him.
I was kinda pissed since i was trying to be nice but he wouldn't respond.
"HEY!" I said once I was standing directly in front of him.
He looked up clearly startled. "Oh my fuck!" he exclaimed.
I've never heard that before.
"Hey are you okay?" I asked him.
Then all of a sudden he got up, looked at me and pulled me down trying to kiss me.
I pushed him away "WHAT THE FUCK?" I yelled.
He's fucking lucky I didn't fucking punch him.
"I knew I recognized you.." he whispered.
"What the fuck was that?" I asked.
This boy really just tried to kiss me and that's all he's going to say?
"I thought you'd punch me or something if I kissed you.." he mumbled.
"You want to get beaten up?" I asked bewildered.
"Anything to stop feeling what I'm feeling right now." he responded.
Well as I said before it was still raining and I wasn't about to have a conversation with this guy in the fucking rain.
This isn't a K Drama.
"Hey I know we don't really know each other like at all but I really don't want to be out in the fucking rain so could you do me a favor and get in my car?" I said.
"What for…?" he whispered.
It looked like he didn't feel like talking with anyone.
He was the opposite of Taehyung's mood though. Sure Tae was upset but more on the angry side. This dude seemed he would jump of a bridge right now if I left him alone.
"Okay listen I'll tell you if you get in my car. Please get in. My fucking socks are wet. I hate the feeling of wet socks." I said.
I then made my way to my car and looked behind me to see if he was following but i didn't see him.
"Where the fuc-"
"Im right here." he whispered. He was on the other side of me.
This boy almost gave me a heart attack.
"Oh shit!" I laughed. "You scared me."
He almost smiled. Something inside me stirred.
Jimin POV:
Since my friend Baekhyun had given me a ride to Tae's and I hadn't expected this to happen I had to walk home. Baek was with his boyfriend right now. They were on a date and I didn't want to interrupt so walking was the only option.
I WAS going to spend the night with Tae but he fucking ruined it.
"It's okay. I'll walk as long as I can get far away from here" I told myself.
I was halfway to my house when I started thinking about all the happy moments I've had with Tae.
When I met him he was shy and didn't really talk to anyone. He didn't have his playboy reputation yet..
He was just like me but better. That's why I had instantly decided to be his friend.
After about four months of being friends we shared our first kiss.
"Well at least I got that first from him.." I muttered to myself once again remembering what he just did to me. "The only first I'm going to get…"
I felt tears starting to prick my eyes and I wiped at them furiously. I'm not about to cry again.
But my heart had other plans for me since a whimper escaped my lips involuntarily and the tears started to flow freely now.
I could barely see where I was walking and I heard a car honk at me so I decided to stop at an empty parking lot to gather my bearings and stop crying like a little bitch.
"God why? Why must this happen to me?" I cried to the sky.
I've never been a bad person to receive this kind of punishment.
I sat down on a parking lot header block and cried, really cried.
I can't really explain how it feels to be heartbroken apart from saying that a piece of you is missing and you can never get it again which makes things that much sadder.
I cried for what seemed like hours and afterwards I felt so stupid crying over Taehyung since based on what he said he didn't care.
Ahhhh what should I do now? Should I go back home?
Oh wait, I don't have a home anymore since I ran away with Taehyung leaving everything behind.
I was living with Baekhyun but I usually wasn't at his place since Tae always wanted me over at his house and I would sleepover afterwards.
Maybe I can call Minseok to give me a ride.
"I forgot my phone in the restroom…" I sighed.
Could things get any worse?
Yes of course. Lighting could strike me and a bird could shit on me.
"HEY"
I jumped startled since I hadn't heard anyone coming towards me.
"Oh my fuck!" I said.
I usually don't cuss (out loud) but this person scared me.
I looked up to see someone who looked oddly familiar but I couldn't remember.
I think I recognize his voice.. Is it the boy I ran into earlier?
The 'WHAT THE FUCK' boy?
Well only one way to find out.
While he was mumbling something I pulled him down trying to kiss him.
"WHAT THE FUCK!" I hear him yell as he abruptly pushes me away. Yup it's him. I almost wanted to laugh but I just don't think I have any happiness left in me to do so.
"I thought that you'd punch me or something if I kissed you.." I lied. Well not really since I wouldn't have minded if he punched me but the main purpose of my actions was to see if it was the same boy from before.
"You want to get beaten up?" he asked looking shocked.
He probably thinks i'm on drugs or something.
I could feel the sadness I was feeling a while ago start to creep into my mind again. "Anything to stop feeling what I'm feeling right now." I said.
The boy seemed to think for a little bit and I noticed he was soaked? Oh it's raining? I hadn't even realized..
Ahhhh I just want to go back to sulking..
Then the boy said something about getting in his car.
What the hell?
"What for..?" I mumbled. I wasn't in the mood for this crap.
Then he said something about his socks being wet and how he hates how they feel.
Normally I would agree but right now I didn't care.
He started walking towards his car. I guess I have no choice so I started walking on the other side of him.
"Where the fuc-" i hear him say.
Does he not see me? "I'm right here" i say.
"Oh shit! You scared me!" he says laughing. His laugh was cute. I almost smiled.
He then opened the door for me and I got in.
Don't ask me why I'm doing this because I don't even know myself.
Once he got inside he started fumbling with the heater as I just looked out the window. I was trying not to think, about anything, at all.
"Hey" the boy says nudging my arm. "Oh, uhh yes?" I stammer.
I didn't want to talk to him but judging by his attitude earlier he probably wanted to know why I was in the rain looking like a crackhead.
"I know it's not my place to ask you what's wrong and I won't, but I just know that you are going through some shit right now and since I have clearly nothing better to do in my shitty life I wanted to ask you if you wanted to hang out with me tonight?" the boy said looking rather shy.
I thought it was kind of cute but he barely knows me so why in the world does he want to hang out with me? Is he some kind of pervert perhaps? A sex trafficker?
He probably noticed the grimace starting to form on my face and said, "Shit look dude. I know it's fucking weird for me to be asking you, someone I don't even know, to hang out with me but it's just I've never seen anybody so fucked up.. And I want to help you… I know Tae and I know what he did to you, well a rough idea of what he did to you, and I just want to not be an asshole and help you.."
Damn.
He knows about me and Tae.
I guess he's a friend of his. Oh, maybe he's the guy Tae told me about, ummm Jungkook was it?
"This is really weird and a little awkward since we don't know each other like at all but I don't have anywhere to stay tonight so I will accept your offer to "Hang out" if I can stay the night as well" I said hoping that maybe his sincerity would let him say yes to my offer.
I just hoped he wasn't a bad person to put it simply. I trusted Tae knew how to pick his friends. Which I shouldn't even fucking do since the fucker just cheated on me.
Again don't ask me why I'm doing this because I don't know either. Maybe this is God sending me an angel or something. A quite good looking angel I might add.. Aghhhh this is all Tae's fault. He just couldn't keep his dick in his pants.
