I Decided to divide my steamy scene into two chapters. This is the first part and the next will be for Chapter 8. I censored the scene. One day I will release the full version after I complete this fanfiction novel. Enjoy.
THEN:
Kuryiel leaned back in the seat enjoying the moment of sitting down. "You mentioned the situation was not a twisted version of the movie Twilight." Kuryiel chuckled. "There was an Edward like vampire in that house. The only thing you were right there is no Bella. The character Bella was in control of her emotions and hardly cried. Greg on the other hand is (what you would call emotional girly type). This whole event was about a vampire being involved with a human and I did not have to use my angel abilities figure it out." Kuryiel gleamed in triumph.
Dean looked at her from his rear view mirror. "Yeah, yeah you're right. Those guys were too sappy for me. It was making me feel queasy. Anyway, let's pop some old rock in the old girl."
Kuryiel cleared her throat. "That's my cue to zap out of here. Drive safely." She disappeared.
Dean turned his head to at Castiel and smiled. "I guess it will be us three amigos out on the road."
Castiel looked around the car as if he is somewhere he does not belong. "Not really, I agree with Kuryiel. See you at the bunker in a few hours." Cas zapped out of the car.
"Wimp!" Dean yelled. Sam looked at his brother feeling very trapped in the car thinking why could they think of zapping him out of here too. He sighed knowing this will be a long eleven hour ride back home.
NOW:
A few weeks after the vampire hunt, Castiel and Kuryiel were still trying to locate Sandalphon and followed the leads that Sam gave them. Sam and Dean sat in the library room researching about the town in Colorado Mountains. Dean typed a few things on a web browser. "Hey Sam did you locate any old photos of Native American reservations?"
"Yeah I am still looking around and I have not seen any images of Sandalphon thanks to Kuryiel's drawing. This guy knows how to stay off the grid like Metatron." Sam was moving his mouse connected to his laptop. "Maybe we are looking at the wrong angle here. We will check out those reservations but it's possible that he can be at another location. Cas did you visit all of the Native American Reservations?"
"Yes we did and so far he was not there. I am trying to figure out what is the best place where he is probably hiding without being out in the open."
"Hey, there are some monasteries in the mountains so we can also try to pin point certain area to start our search. " Sam was looking up monasteries on his laptop.
Dean smiled at beating Sam with his brief search. "Ha! There are some monasteries listed here. We have some in the direction of Buddhist and Christian ones in the area."
Castiel raised eyebrows in interest. "I did not think of those buildings. Good idea Dean." He walked over to Kuryiel. "Let's go by and check those out."
She nodded and was about to zap of the room.
Dean stood up. "Hey if you find him one of you come get us. I really want to see this Sandalphon angel. Ok?"
Kuryiel smiled at him. "Sure I will get you and Sam myself if he is one of those places. I have a feeling he will not be that easy to find. The monks will probably keep his identity a secret to protect him."
"It would not matter because eventually we will find him." Castiel brushed his right sleeve of his coat. "Let's get going." They both disappeared.
"Good luck guys." Dean sat back down. "Hey did you get ahold of Bobby about this search?"
Sam nodded his head while looking at the screen. "Yeah, he thought the same thing you did. I hope Cas find him. I am so curious to meet this angel."
"Me too, I hope he is not a jerk like some of the ones we had a hard time with in the past." Dean resumed researching on his laptop.
Three hours passed and Kuryiel appeared to Dean while they were eating dinner in the kitchen. Dean was jumped from her sudden appearance a chunk of food flew off his fork that was heading toward his mouth. "Dammit, Kuryiel please don't show up like that. I could have choked on my food." He snarled at the woman.
"Sorry I figured you were eating dinner around this time. I am hungry myself." She casually reached over and took Dean's soft bread roll off his plate.
"Hey lady! Get your own food." Dean moved his plate away so she will not reach for anything else.
Sam looked at her excitedly and asked. "Did you find him?"
She chewed her food as fast as she could. "Yes we did. That man is so slick. He is not in the same vessel from the last time I saw him so my drawing was no good. His vessel is an Asian Buddhist monk. He fit into the background very well." Kuryiel walked to the stove and fixed a small plate of food. "Why don't we finish our food real quick and go there."
Dean grabbed her roll off her plate and she opened her mouth in protest. "Yeah let's finish our dinner so we can get out of here." He took a bite of the soft bread and chewed with vigor.
Kuryiel started at him with narrow eyes. Dean raised his eyebrows. "Hey you took mine and I was returning the favor." He reached over to the counter and grabbed another roll to place it on her plate.
She ignored him and started eating her meal. After they finished, Sam put the plates in the sink. Kuryiel stood up from her chair. "Are you guys ready?"
Sam walked up to Dean and Kuryiel. "Yep I am ready." She zapped both of them out of the room.
They appeared in a large room with light brown walls and shiny wooden slat floors what seems to be a dining area. There were two long rows of tables set up for a several people to eat next to each other.
Dean looked around the room taking in the large bay windows and the friendly atmosphere. "Well I guess Buddhist guys had their dinner already."
Kuryiel walk toward the doorway. "I picked this room so they will not see us appear. The Buddhist are human and only one of them knows Sandalphon's true identity. I do not wish to bring unwanted attention to ourselves."
"That's going to be hard since we invited ourselves to this place." He followed her out into the corridor.
"It's not going to be a problem. There's a group of people here for a 10 day retreat for meditation. If one of the monks asks questions we tell them we are part of that group. Come on Dean I would not leave us exposed like that." She nudged him on the elbow with hers.
"Hey I have never been to these kinds of places. I don't know much about Buddhism and meditation is not my thing." He looked at Sam and shrugged his shoulders.
Kuryiel stopped and turned to face Dean. "I understand. Well, it's an opportunity to learn about a culture and religious practice. You may even like this place. There are no conflicts here. Everyone here want's to strive to better themselves and make a positive outcome in their lives."
Sam shrugged. "I tried meditation before but I had a hard time concentrate of keeping my mind silent."
"I can't imagine your mind being silent when you're thinking girly things planning your hair maintenance and getting your nails done." Dean jokingly said in humor.
Sam glared at him. "Very funny bro. I'll remember that when you want me to pick up some pie when I am out grocery shopping."
Dean held his hands up in mock surrender. "Ok. Ok I was just joking."
They continued to walk down the Corridor that has open doorways on both sides that leads to many different rooms. Dean glanced in couple of the rooms and noticed people either interacting with monks or in the mist of meditation. "There's a lot of interesting stuff going on. I like the monk's fancy threads."
Sam peered in to one of the open doorways and turn to grin at Dean. "If you like it so much I will buy one for you. Let me know when you want your scalp shaved and polished."
Dean gave Sam a sideways glance. "That's not going to happen but I can lounge around in those robes at our place."
Sam rolled his eyes and kept walking. Kuryiel pointed toward the last open door to the left at the end of the corridor. "Cas is in there with Sandalphon."
"How do you know?" Dean asked speeding up his pace.
"I can feel them in the room. So guys be on your best behavior. Especially you Dean since you have a tendency to have a sarcastic tone in your voice." She gave him a stern look.
"Hey I am respectful to others." Dean paused and continued. "As long as they don't irritate me or playing mental games with me we'll get along just fine."
She stood in front of the doorway. "You don't have to worry. Sandalphon is not the type to play games. You have this opportunity to meet this rare angel. Come with me." She walked the room with Dean and Sam behind her.
Castiel was sitting in a love seat next to a middle age bald Asian man in his robes. He appeared to be a very tall and stocky man since Cas looked a small next to the big man. He turned his friendly face toward the people that are walking toward him. "Hello Dean and Sam" The man stood up with his hands spread out in welcome. He towered over Dean and Sam.
Dean looked up in amazement of the man's astound height. He gave the robed man a strong handshake in greetings. Sam followed suit and both took a seat in a wooden chair near the love seat.
Sam looked at the huge man sitting stoically next to Castiel again. "We have been looking all over the place for you. You hid very well."
Sandalphon chuckled with a deep tone in his voice. "I like staying off of sight. When the angels started rebelling I figured it was time for me to get out of there. They were bickering long before you guys were born. I like my peace and tranquility and decided to reside on Earth. I roamed these lands for a while to find a place to settle. When I finally tired of moving around I ran into a Buddhist monastery in Japan. I loved the environment and wanted to stay among them. It became hard to stay in the same monastery since each vessel I obtained can last practically forever and it would attract the wrong attention with the monks." He looked down and fingering his robe recalling the past.
"Eventually, I had to track down bloodline of humans that were my true vessel. Amazingly, it was one bloodline that separated into two of race relations. The first one is Japanese and second is the British. I can locate my true vessel from either one of the connected bloodlines. This time around I decided to pick this vessel you see before you. He is a middle age man named Susumu Shuichi. A few hundreds of years ago, he was a farmer in the mountains of Japan and wanted to live a tranquil life. We worked out an agreement to have his wife and children provided for when I took over his vessel. His immediate family has prospered over the generations. I even kept track of how the generations are doing in this present time."
Sam looked fascinated at the robed angel sitting there telling his story. "You lead an interesting life changing bodies. Do you still collect prayers as described in the angelic history?"
Susumu nodded. "Of course, I find human prayers interesting and I will not stop until the end of time here." He turned his head to the other brother. "Dean I especially found a lot of your prayers very intriguing." Said the smiling man.
"What do you mean?" Dean cautionally asked.
"Well, for the past few years yours have been mostly for summoning Castiel. I find it very entertaining that you expressed colorful words by using various profanities to get him to appear in your presence. It especially got my attention when you used the term (feathered ass) in several prayers when you were very frustrated.
Dean felt slightly embarrassed this angel brought up his not so fine moments. "Most times when I called Cas I was in a middle of a case and needed him there to assist soon as possible. There was also a time he was at war when Sam was out of character and I was praying his help about why Sam was not being himself." Dean was about to get on a roll recalling situations. "Oh, the next time after that was when he got the angel tablet and disappeared he ignored every pra-"
Kuryiel cut Dean off. "Ok we got the point of why you prayed angrily at Cas. In the future you can change your style of summoning him."
Dean stopped and glared at Kuryiel for her shutting him up. He turned his head towards Sandalphon. "You actually recorded me summoning Cas as actual prayers?"
"Yes. It does not matter if you praying to God, a saint, Buddha or Lucifer, I record every prayer that is on Earth. Sam I especially enjoyed your prayers. It was never focused on yourself. You even prayed to help Castiel when he had purgatory souls in him." The Buddhist rose from his chair and walked to a small table. "Does anyone want some tea?"
Everyone said yes to be polite. Sandalphon slowly handed a cup of tea to each person. He set a tray of sugar, honey, cream and lemon slices at a small table near them. Castiel took a slow sip of the beverage and asked. "As we discussed before about Metatron's controlling Heaven, will you assist us stopping him? He is now bargaining with Crowley by borrowing some of the souls in hell to review their past life doing evil deed. His motivation from this is forf self-gratification to make human lives a dramatic story for his entertainment."
The latest report I received from a couple of demons that Metatron is actually returning some souls into their bodies so they can continue their lives as a deal to provide Metatron more live events for him to review and record. He also bargained with Crowley to follow suit on selected souls in hell. Death is very disturbed by these occurrences and discussed this with me last week. He wants to stop Metatron before life and death become severely unbalanced. "
Dean brows furrowed and glowered at Cas. "Hey why are we hearing this now. You knew this last week and did not say a word to US!" He referenced the words us reflecting him and Sam being kept in the dark.
Cas gave dean a deadpan expression. "Dean, Kuryiel and I are handling the situation. It's not relevant to you and Sam. Both of you have limited resources to do anything about it. Kuryiel and I had recruited assistance from other angels to round up these expired souls and distributed them back to their rightful places." Dean gave him skeptical stare. Castiel stared at him in the same intensity. "Yes we returned the ones that resurrected from hell. We burned their bones to make sure they will not return. I don't know if this will fix the problem permanently because there are a couple of loop holes to bring souls back to earth. Bobby is proof that it can happen."
Dean muttered a curse word and sighed deeply. "We got to stop him very soon. That feathered bastard is making this planet a chaotic circus here. I am getting tired of doing damage control on this crap." He gave Sandalphon a serious look. "Look, I am not going brownnose or flatter you into helping us. All crap formalities aside, are you going to help us or not?"
"He is pretty direct isn't he?" Sandalphon asked Castiel. The humorous tone left the tall man's voice. "Well I will commend you on your brass boldness but there's a saying in Japan. You will catch more flies with honey than with vinegar. I will boldly add that sometimes it's good to govern your attitude before you utter one word. You can be your own worst enemy disrespecting someone that is higher ranked than you by your recent conduct. So Dean, be careful of rocking your boat with your attitude. You may not have a life preserver like Castiel to save you one day."
Dean inclined his head in apology. "Got what you are saying. I meant no disrespect. This whole thing is making me tired and I want to help Kuryiel fix this mess."
Sandalphon smiled returned accepting Dean's apology. "I understand and I will help you stop my brother. As siblings he has always been the stubborn one that wanted to do things his way." The Asian man crossed his arms as his smile slowly changed to a grave expression. "I have no idea why he would take such measures to siezer heaven and banish the angels. He will have to explain himself why he has the audacity to handle these souls for his amusement. It's totally unacceptable."
Castiel grabbed the monks hand in gratitude. "Thank you for wanting to assist us. I know the last thing you want to do is stop your twin brother but I feel you can reach him. He will not listen to the rest of us."
Sandalphon rose from the love seat. The others followed suit. He beamed over Castiel and patted him on the arm of his coat sleeve looking down at smaller angel. "Please come by in a couple days so we can work out something. Either we can draw Metatron out of there so I can talk to him on Earth or I will have to follow Kuryiel into Heaven and try to talk some sense into him. I have to get back to my brother monks to do my late evening meditation." The monk had a twinkling look in his eyes. "Everyone can join me in the mediation if you like but I have a feeling Dean will turn me down."
Dean chucked from his comment. "Yeah you're right. I have too much going on in my grey matter to keep still and zone out but thanks all the same."
Sandalphon shook Dean's hand. "It was a great to meet you Dean. Try to find some peace in your life."
"Thanks I'll try if I can." Dean walked toward Kuryiel and Sam stood next to Castiel. Everyone zapped out of the room.
They appeared back at the bunker. Dean was tired and went to the couch to sit down. Sam went to the bathroom. Kuryiel and Castiel followed Dean into the living room area. "Dean, Sandalphon was very impressed with you even though you offended him earlier. Normally this angel would not have taken your direct attitude lightly. He changed over the centuries for the better."
Dean leaned back in the sofa and crossed his socked feet on the coffee table. "That's a relief. I was kind of worried that he will throttle me for acting like an ass earlier. I definitely don't want to be on his mean side. Man, I am tired. I don't know how you guys have the energy to meet these angels. It's would be too intense for me."
Kuryiel sat next to him. "You are lucky that you have your monster missions. Castiel have to visit several angels a day to recruit and stemmed off angry fallen angels that want to hurt Cas. I had to man handle one that got into Castiel's face with an angel sword and try to involve a couple of other fallen angels to kill him. I really took the two by surprise and defeated them with no problems. Castiel also beat the third one soundly. In the end, all of them surrendered because they could not out fight me. Don't mess with an ancient angel like me."
Dean looked at Castiel in sympathy. "I did not know you had to fight some of the fallen angels. I figured they will cut you some slack since you are trying to get them back to Heaven."
Castiel sat down on the straight back chair. "There are some fallen angels that are still angry with me but the ones that attack me a few days ago are the ones that don't want the mission to be accomplished. Those fallen brothers of mine wants to stay here but they still want revenge for falling to earth the way they did. They felt their dignity was lost when their wings burned off as they feel to earth. Now they are marked as lower ranked angels that have their respectability taken away from my actions. They want pay back from their humiliation. Dean I truly don't blame them for being so angry at me and I am doing all I can with Kuryiel to restore them back to full angels."
Dean looked wistfully at Castiel feeling sorry for the angel's predicament. "Listen to me. You are not truly responsible for what happen. Metatron manipulated you into trusting him and he used that trust for his own motives. You punished yourself long enough for believing in him. Get over it and work on fixing this. These angel guys will get over it and if not, they can kiss your feathery ass."
Castiel tried not to chuckle but could not help giving a small smile. He felt grateful to have friends that support him. "Thanks Dean."
"No problem. Kuryiel keep him out of trouble." He bumped his knee against hers.
"I'll try my best." She got up from the sofa and headed to the kitchen.
Cas since you guys have been recruiting angels for a while, how many have you recruited so far?
Castiel thought for thirty seconds tallying the new recruits. "We have 346 full angels joining us from all regions of the world at this time. There are more out there but it's going to take a little time to locate the rest. Some days we see a few and other days we see many. We are trying to speed up the process. The longer it takes the longer to keep doing damage control because of Metatron's meddling."
Dean clapped and rubbed his hands. "Well, keep finding all these angels and get them on the bandwagon. We are going to succeed guys."
"We are getting help from a few resources. Surprisingly, we even have a few demons that are working with us. Their motive is to get all these fallen angels away from earth so they can re-establish their territories. In a way, their goals will benefit everyone in the end." Castiel feeling hopeful.
"Hey, accept all the help we can get as long as they don't try sabotage us with our plans of getting Metatron out of there. Even though me and Sam are mud monkeys." He grinned at Castiel. "We will use all our resources to help you guys. You're family here and we take care of each other no matter what."
"Thanks Dean and I will always be there for you and Sam when you need me." The angel adjusted his coat feeling a bit modest.
"Ok I guess we ejected our last bit of estrogen feelings. Time for our testosterone to soak up the room again. Anyway, I am going to chill out here at the TV for a while and later I am going to get some good sleep. So Cas what do you want to watch? Sports, sci fi or an action movie?" Dean reached for the remote.
Later in the evening, Castiel was sitting on the sofa watching TV Alone. He was switching channels and came across erotic love movie. He sat there watching a graphic seduction scene of a couple on the screen.
Kuryiel came out of the shower room brushing her hair and saw Castiel sitting there watching TV. When she approached the sofa she gasped of what he was watching. Castiel turned his head and saw Kuryiel was standing there looking at the TV. He fumbled with the remote to change the channel. She walked to the sofa. "Do you like watching romantic movies?"
He cleared his throat and gruffly said "I was browsing the channels." He turned his face away from her clearly embarrassed.
She walked around the sofa and sat beside him. "I know you are not telling the truth so what made you want to look at it."
He took a deep breath. "I was in um...kind of seeing a woman for a while and it reminded me of the last time I was with her."
"I remember seeing you with that lady." She stated.
It surprised him and asked in a flustered tone "Did you observe everything when I was seeing her?"
Kuryiel gave him a stealth answer. "I did not witness all aspects of you dating this lady." She remembered how it hurt to see him touching another woman and decided to keep her distance from watching over Castiel.
Castiel sighed with relief.
Kuryiel quizzically asked "What it is like to Passionately kiss someone?"
Castiel quickly turned his startled face towards her. "You never been intimate with anyone since you been here on Earth?"
She gazed at him. "No. There was no human that I felt any attraction to. I am only attracted to one angel that is still around and if I had the chance I would make my move on him."
"Who would that person be?" Castiel asked mentally going through the list of male angel vessels that are currently on earth.
She stared at him for a minute and decided to provide an answer. Kuryiel moved quickly straddling on Castiel's lap.
He gasped from the feel of Kuryiel's thighs pressed on each side of his. Castiel was leaning back surprised that she sat on him. He asked gruffly "What are you doing?"
She looked down at him. "You had to know by now that I am attracted to you and I wanted to know what it's like to feel you against me." She slid her body up that her belly touched his and put her arms loosely around his neck. Castiel gasped from her bold action. He grabbed her by the hips and gently pushed her pelvis away from his. During the movement she felt something twitch beneath her in his pants. She inhaled in surprise of feeling Castiel's growing arousal and realized he felt the same attraction for her. His thighs were slightly trembling as she was moved to sit toward his knees. Kuryiel instinctively moved toward him again and the sensations she felt was getting stronger.
Castiel looked up at her blinking in astonishment that she moved against him again and felt the heat of her body through the juncture of her pajama pants. The pressure of her moving against him made his body start to throb. He opened his mouth to say something she moved back again and he felt a wave of pleasure attacking his senses. He said in a strangled voice "Please stop."
She looked down at him and feeling was consuming her. Each slow movement of her hips was agony and pleasurable for both of them.
Castiel tried to stifle a groan. "Kuryiel you must stop." Every moment she was pressing her body down on him. Castiel pleaded "Don't." He moaned a little as he tried to suppress his arousal.
She looked down at him again and his head was tilted back resting on the back of the sofa. Castiel's face was taut and his eyes were closed tight determined to keep control of his senses. Kuryiel bent her head down to brush her lips against his. He moved his head away looking at her stunned. She lightly brushed her lips against his hairline, his forehead, tip of his nose, each cheek and finally his mouth. Her dark silky hair moved to fan around Castiel's face as her soft lips were on his. He grasped her hips and hung on for dear life. She kissed him fully on the mouth and deeply plunged her tongue to stroke his. He could not help himself and responded earnestly by kissing her back passionately. He moaned deeply and instinctively moved his hips a little as he held her tightly to him. They kissed slowly for a while until she tore her mouth from his. She unbuttoned her flannel shirt. He took one look at her smooth flesh and finally lost the last strand of his control. Castiel slowly kissed her neck down to the collarbone. Kuryiel gently grabbed his hands and moved them to her breasts.
Castiel looked at her in astonishment and fear of feeling these new sensations of touching her. He moved his head towards her chest and laid his cheek against the soft skin. It felt velvet soft and warm against his face. He brushed his lips against her velvet soft skin and placed tiny kisses on sensitive areas. She quietly moaned and pressed her body against him harder.
Sam woke up to go to the bathroom. When he stepped out of his room he saw Kuryiel straddled Castiel kissing him passionately. Both locked in an embrace with their clothes on. Sam tipped toed towards Dean's bedroom while looking at the steamy scene in wonder. He quietly opened the door silently walked inside and woke up Dean. He whispered. "Hey, Castiel and Kuryiel are making out on our couch."
Dean mumbled. "Yeah right" He snuggled down in his covers started to turn his body away from Sam.
Sam shook Dean's shoulder and whispered. "Come on you have to see this!"
Dean growled. "Dammit! It better be true." He rubbed his sleepy grubby eyes and popped his head out of his bedroom door to take a look. He backed away to crack his door shut. He looked at Sam with his eyes opened wide in surprise. "Man. They are going at it like a couple of teenagers".
Sam smiled and said "Yeah, Castiel is lucky because she's really a hot woman"
Dean yawned. "Hell, I am going back to sleep let those love birds finish so we all can get some rest."
Sam chuckled. "Fine night bro." He tipped toed back to his room.
Castiel was loving Kuryiel soft skin with fervor and he started to feel sexual tension building up to the point of no return. He knew he was going to have an orgasm soon. Their clothes made rustling sounds as they moved together in unison along with the quiet moans blending into the TV background noise.
Kuryiel was also about to explode. She ran her fingers through Castiel's tousled hair and moved his head away from her throat. She started kissing him again.
He continued to press against her until he felt the spasm of his climax. Kuryiel felt her body erupting experiencing her first orgasm. She threw her head back to stifle the moan that came from her throat. Castiel held her tight and buried his head in the front of her opened shirt groaning.
Time stood still for them as they savored the moment. She looked down at Castiel moving his face away from the valley of her breasts. She blushed a little from her bold actions and kissed him softly on the lips. He responded by kissing her softly back. Feeling a growing sense of alarm he gently lifted her off of him.
Castiel stood up and quickly pulled his shirt to cover the front of his pants. He looked embarrassed and gruffly said. "I need to go to the bathroom." Quickly, he walked away before she can say anything. Castiel stood in front of the sink looking at the mirror wondering what came over him. He felt ashamed that he did a sexual act with a supreme angel. He zapped himself outside to get some fresh air. Castiel willed his clothes clean thinking what possessed him earlier. He looked at the ground and sighed.
"Castiel?" He turned around and saw Kuryiel standing behind him with a look of concern on her face. "Is there something wrong?"
Castiel had a haunted expression on his face. "We should not have done that. Metatron should be the primary thought in our minds right now. We need to be focusing on the mission."
She walked up to him. "Cas I wanted to touch you like this for a very long time. I do not regret what we did."
"We need to back inside." he shakily told her, his eyes looking everywhere but at her.
Kuryiel walked up to him, lifted her hand and gently turned his head toward hers. He had no choice but to look into her eyes. She said softly. "You know I have deep feelings for you. I have for several millennia and dreamed of being able to express it to you. When I was hidden away, I watched over you and patiently waited until I can be with you. I pleaded with God to be with you and was promised when the time has come it will happen."
She caressed his cheek softly declaring her feelings to him. "Castiel, I will not do anything that will make you feel uncomfortable so I will keep my distance. It will be up to you Castiel if you want to touch me again. I don't want you to feel like you were forced or coerced against your will." She dropped her hand and took one step away from him. Kuryiel looked at him with wistful eyes and zapped back to the bunker.
Castiel silently cursed himself for being so harsh with her because he felt guilty of wanting her. He wanted to touch her ever since he laid eyes on her at the pier. For weeks he has been fighting with himself not to stare at her or get invade her personal space. He managed to hurt Kuryiel's feelings by giving her the impression he regrets desiring her and reserved his feelings about her. He will have to prove to Kuryiel that he wants her once the mission is completed. Castiel zapped back in the cabin and Kuryiel was in her bedroom. He sat back on the couch and stared at the TV reflecting on what happened with them and not even paying attention what was on the channel.
The next day Castiel watched Kuryiel eat her breakfast at the kitchen table. She barely looked at him while was trying to have a conversation with Dean and Sam. Castiel felt awkward from what happened last night.
Dean was looking at Castile and Kuryiel trying to figure out what happened. From what he saw last night it seemed like they were going to be a cute couple but now they act like strangers to each other. He planned to have a little talk with angel man later. Dean figured Castiel must have screwed up something to make Kuryiel distant. Dean announced. "Later today I'm going out to run errands." He was about to ask Castiel if he would come along but got interrupted.
Kuryiel spoke up quickly. "I would like to pick up a few things too."
Dean glanced at her. "Ok with me. Anyone else?" No one else answered.
On the way to the grocery store, Dean tentatively mentioned. "I saw you and Cas making out on the couch."
Kuryiel sighed. Her shoulders sagged a little looking crestfallen.
Dean gave her a sideways glance to see that she was blushing and looking dejected. "Alright, what's wrong?"
She solemnly answered. "I do not know where to begin."
Dean glanced briefly at her. "Why don't you take it from the top so I can get a full scope of the problem."
"Ok" Kuryiel took a deep breath. "I have been around since the universe and all the angels were created."
Dean quickly asked in humor. "You are going that far back huh? Ok, was Castiel a cute little cherub angel?"
She chuckled. "He was not that type of angel. Castiel was created like he is now. His essence is the light he has in his vessel and I know his true form. His vessels were all similar of appearance what he is today. Majority of the time on earth he selected a male vessel.
Her facts surprised Dean. "It's interesting to know about Castiel's bio history being here on earth."
Kuryiel interjected. "I fell in love with him the first moment I saw him when he was created. God had plans for me so I was removed from Heaven and the knowledge of me was kept secret."
Dean asked "Were you were alone all that time?"
Kuryiel answered "For several millenniums I was alone until God gave me permission to be on earth. I was cloaked from the angels and the demons so I will not be a tool for them."
When Dean arrived at the grocery store he parked the car at the far side of the parking lot. He turned toward her after he shut his car ignition off. "How long have you existed?"
She simply answered. "Over thirteen billion years give and take."
Dean's mouth was gaped open in surprise. "Does Castiel know this?"
Kuryiel smiled "Yes he does now since he received my memories from getting a part of my grace." She added "Castiel was just as surprised as you are."
Dean chuckled. "Cas is attracted to an older chic."
Kuryiel gave him a sad smile. "Very funny. He regrets touching me."
Dean stammered "What!"
"Yeah he backed away after…." Kuryiel's face flushed. She continued "After we were done making out." wringing her hands in frustration.
Dean got the picture of what happened after he saw them on the sofa. He patted her hand "Don't worry about it. I was a teenager once doing the same thing you guys were doing. Cas will come around so just give him some time to get used to the idea of intimacy with an angel."
"I wish I had the time to wait on him but the mission is almost complete and I will be out of time for anything." Kuryiel's shoulders slumped in despair.
Dean eyebrows rose. "What do you mean by that?"
Kuryiel sighed. "To be bluntly honest, I will not survive after this mission."
Dean leaned back in his looking bugged eyed. "The Hell! You're kidding me!"
Kuryiel said "No it's true." giving deadpan expression. "It's complicated to explain."
Dean looked somber. "Try me."
Kuryiel looked directly at him. "You know I am part angel and the other part is God essence. I am the only one that can open up heaven's gates. It gives me the power to override the gates to get in. In the process of crashing into heaven, I will have to take down Metatron. I mentioned before in order me do that I will have to use all my internal essence to blast him and protect the souls in heaven at the same time. Plus, I will also need to restore the fallen angels that Metatron kicked out of heaven. It will wipe out my entire life force. It will be a suicide mission for me to save Heaven and the angels.
Dean was stunned by hearing all this. "Isn't there another way around it?"
"I thought this over millions of times. The conclusion will have the same result." She fingered her button on the bottom of her shirt.
Dean bent his head and brushed his hands over his face in frustration. "Does Castiel know this?"
Kuryiel answered. "No. I intentionally blocked this information from Castiel when he received my memories. If Castiel knew about this he would get in the way of my mission out of guilt of summoning me at the pier."
Dean shook his head in disbelief and said in a soft voice. "This is not fair to you because you are putting yourself on the line and all you get out of it is death."
Kuryiel glanced out of the window watching a woman putting a baby in a car seat. "That may be true but I finally have the chance be with Castiel for this short time and it's worth facing death. What I had last night with him is better than nothing at all."
Dean looked down and shook his head again. He sighed. "Well if you don't have much time then you better jump Cas's bones real soon."
Kuryiel exclaimed in frustration. "I tried and he rejected me after we …"
Dean lifted his head up and cut her verbally off. "Don't worry about that. Things will itself out. One thing I can say." Dean held up a finger. "You're one hot lady so he can't stay away from you too long."
Kuryiel chuckled "Thanks for the vote of confidence. He's a very stubborn angel with an iron will."
Dean slapped his hand on his steering wheel. "So what. He can be persuaded if you put on some seduction on him."
Kuryiel sighed. "It will not work since he's in soldier mode and I watched him far too long and know how stubborn he is."
Dean nodded his head in agreement. "Yeah you're right. He can be one stubborn bastard and will do things his way." Dean patted her on the shoulder. "I have a feeling he will come around. I guarantee it."
"Whatever you say Dean" said Kuryiel not feeling confident.
When they returned from their errands, Kuryiel grabbed groceries from the truck of Dean's car.
Castiel walked to Dean's car to help. "Hello Kuryiel."
She walked by him and briefly said "Hi."
He looked down and walked by feeling dejected.
Dean saw Castiel's expression on his face. "Hey Cas, come take a walk with me. There is something I need to talk to you about for a minute."
Castiel looked at him with a questionable expression on his face. Dean walked up to him and put his arm around Castiel's shoulders. "Come on we need to talk bro" He directed Castiel away from the bunker.
Castiel curiously asked. "What's going on?"
Dean did not say anything for five minutes until they were far enough from the bunker. He finally slowed down his stride. "Hey man I saw you and Kuryiel last night."
Castiel's face started to redden. "I apologize for seeing us being umm... Intimate."
Dean said. "Hell buddy, you're with a beautiful woman that wants you and I don't blame you for getting it on with her."
Castiel face flushed a deeper shade of red. "Don't worry it will not happen again around you guys."
Dean glared at him feeling frustrated and snarled. "Dammit I don't care if you both were stripped naked, covered in whip cream and humping each other silly. It would not bother me since I was out cold sleeping in my room. What I don't understand is why did you reject her? She wanted you jackass and you pushed her away." Castiel opened his mouth to say something. Dean lifted his finger and pointed at him. "Don't say you didn't because I saw the look on both of your faces."
Castiel try to keep calm and took a quick breath. "Dean I did what I did for a good reason. The mission is primary and physical desires can wait till later."
Dean grabbed Castiel's coat sleeve. "You idiot! Cas you will not have a chance to make love to her later. After the mission is over she will be gone."
Castiel looked at Dean in surprise. "I don't understand. What do you mean gone?"
Dean looked woeful at Castiel. "Kuryiel will die by draining all her grace. She has to use her God energy to destroy Metatron, protect the souls up there and restore all the angels that were thrown down here. How did you think she will be able to pull all this crap off? She is more than a regular angel. Kuryiel told me that she will have to use all her life force to fix everything. This is an extremely high price she's paying. The sad thing is that she has feelings for you and wants to be with you in every sense but knowing she can't. If you are not attracted to her then tell her so she can deal with it. If you have feelings for her, man up and give her a wonderful memory she can take with her when she dies."
Castiel stepped back horrified by Dean's words. He gasped "This can't be true!"
Dean sighed. "It's true because she told me today on the way to the store. Kuryiel admitted she blocked it from you when she gave you part of her grace."
Castiel took another step back and covered his face with his hands. He was so stunned that the mission will be this costly for Kuryiel. In his mind and heart he can't bear the thought she will die from all this. He would never see her smile or feel him next to her ever again. Emotional pain ripped through Castiel as he processed what Dean revealed to him.
Dean stood there feeling bad for his friend. He felt in his heart they did not deserve this fate but it's nothing he can do to change it.
Castiel lifted up his head to look at Dean. He brokenly said "Thank you Dean for telling me this. Yes, I do have feelings for Kuryiel." Dean gave Castiel a fixed stare to hear the rest of it. Castiel face flushed and finally admitted. "Yes, I do want to make love to her." Feeling a bit embarrassed. "I was going to wait until the mission is over so I can openly express my feelings to her. Since our time is very limited I will go to her. I hope she will give me another chance to show her how I truly feel."
Dean answered "It's not too late for you buddy so fix this soon."
Castiel walked up to Dean feeling bashful. "This is embarrassing but I need your help with some advice."
Dean crossed his arms wondering what Cas will ask. "Sure what is it?"
"Kuryiel has never been with a man before. I don't want to hurt her if we..." He stammered. "What can I do to make it gentle and passionate for her?"
Dean's face flushed a little by Castiel's bold question. He cleared his throat. "Man, this is awkward." He thought for a second and exhaled. "Ok... there some things you need to do." He ran down a few ideas in his head. "First, no pizza man scenes so I will have you watch a couple of videos to learn some things." He gave Castiel an icy glare to make things clear. "YOU IT WATCH AlONE... so study hard."
Castiel nodded his head. "Ok."
Dean sighed and said "Second, as for seducing a woman you will need to…"
To Be Continued... on Chapter 8
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