We drove home from the meadow after me telling Edward about my nightmares and him having a mini melt down, it was a very quite and awkward drive back to the house as Edward was still tense from the conversation. I moved my hand to the center console where his was and gently took it into me, this slightly lifted the tension that was in the air.
"I love you Bella" He looked over to me with a weak smile, I could tell he was still beating himself up for my bad dreams and will till they have completely gone, I looked up at him "I love you too Edward, more than you will ever know" a small crooked smile played on his lips "I know love, and that's what keeps me going knowing your by my side even though I left your side for six months"
We pulled up outside of his house "What do you want to do for the rest of the day?, I could take you out for dinner, or we could watch a movie and order you some pizza for a chilled out afternoon?" I thought about it for a moment, I was starving as I hadn't eaten in a few days which Edward was not going to find out, however i didn't want to be around strangers "Can we watch a film and order pizza?"
My gaze caught his and it completely dazzled me taking me to a completely different world, I was brought back to reality by his cold lips pressing against mine "of course we can, but the main thing i want you do to is eat, I am no fool my beautiful wife to be, I know you haven't eaten in more than 24 hours" oh great how does he know...Alice, she always steps in the way, I sighed and got out of the car and walked into the house. Before I could put a foot on the bottom step Edward swiftly picked me up and carried me up stairs to his room softly putting me onto the golden comforter of his bed. I giggled a little as he hovered over me pressing light kisses to my jaw and lips.
"What would you like to watch today my wonderful fiance" I blushed and looked up into his eyes " can we watch home alone?" he rolled his eyes and smirked "Of course we can love" He kissed me once more and went to put the film on and grab the pizza menu where I ordered mushroom and sweetcorn.
Half an hour later we were cuddled up watching the film and eating pizza...well I was eating the pizza and Edward was pulling faces of disgust. " I really don't get why you like that stuff Bella it smells vile" I giggled and went to kiss him to tease him more but he was the other side of the bed in a flash, I liked he was being playful after what happened this morning. I could tell in his eyes he was still conflicted and will now not let me sleep alone ever again, however I was glad he could let that go for now so we could enjoy our time together.
Edward tossed the now empty pizza box aside and kissed my forehead down to my jaw and neck line, then finally my lips, "Are we going to watch this film Edward or just spend the day kissing!" I am not complaining about his lips on mine but I wanted to tease him, but as usual his draw on me was overpowering so when he pulled away smirking I felt a small ace grow for him to kiss me again. He saw the pout that was playing on my lips and threw his crooked smile at me "What's that face for love, I thought you wanted to watch the film, not have me kiss you"
I can never tease him as he will always dazzle me one way or another and turn the tables making me crave for his closeness, " I changed my mind...please kiss me..please" gently but quickly he pressed his lips to mine and kissed me for a good 5 minutes, which for us was a record as normally I would come near to passing out or his blood lust for me or even just his general lust for my body would overpower his senses. However today he was in control and it was the most mind blowing moment of my life so far.
but as usual our good moments are always interrupted by someone..and that someone was Alice "Bella can I dress you up please!, I want to practice your hair for the wedding" I sighed really not in the mood as all I wanted was the afternoon and evening before I fell asleep cuddling and talking to Edward, He sensed my frustration and looked up at Alice with an apologetic but frustrated smile " Look Alice Bella will be here tomorrow as she is sleeping over remember so let us have our time today and I am sure she will be up for it then, Okay?"
She sighed and nodded sadly walking out, I instantly felt guilty and looked down at the golden duvet, "Bella you don't need to be upset, I could sense you only wanted time with me and she has to understand that" He kissed my forehead pulling me into his chest, his sent calming me in an instant.
The rest of the afternoon was spent watching movies and Edward playing my lullaby on the piano, as my bedtime neared I could sense Edward was getting tense, he was worried about what was going to happen with my dreams. I was normally calm about it but as of lately they have been overpowering and I was nervous to fall asleep. Carlisle suggested that Edward kissed and hummed me to sleep to assure me of his presence, which normally worked so hopefully tonight was the same.
I got dressed into my pjs and snuggled up into Edward's chest as he kissed me slowly, I soon fell into a peaceful sleep. For once our day ended on a fairly peaceful and calm note, but tomorrow is another day which will sling a whole new set of challenges at us.
