SHACKLE IN MY WINGS

By: almakarma18

Rated M

Warning: Spoilers, Violence, Illegal Stuff, Mafia related, Tragedy

Disclaimer: I don't own anything but my OC.

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Chapter 2

"Yawn"

With one hand over her right cheek, Byakuran squint her large lilac eyes as she let out a loud yawn again as she stared outside the large window in their living room.

A laptop, and many large and thick books was currently laying all around her, as she keep staring out in the window before glancing at the front door of her home from time to time.

A fond sigh echoed out loud causing Byakuran to glance toward the kitchen as a man in mid thirties walk toward on where she was currently sitting, while carrying a plate of cookies on his hand.

"Come now, you always act like that whenever your dad is not around." the man said with a roll of his eyes with fondness in his mature voice as he place the cookies on her table.

Hearing the man words, Byakuran couldn't help but feel ashamed on how she was acting while at the same time still showing on a daze look toward the man.

She knew in her mind that she was acting so childish despite how mentally mature she was, despite how young her current body is, but she couldn't help it.

Ciel has been staying by her side after she was born again, and at almost 6 months she was still not use of her father going out from time to time while leaving her alone with one of his friends, well the man was her mother friend first before befriending his father.

And from what she has observed so far, he was someone that Ciel trusted enough to leave for the man to take care of his daughter.

"When will my father take a break from going out lately Uncle Ol?" Byakuran childishly said with a small but adorable pout on her still fat baby face.

The man, Ol, couldn't help but let out another sigh again before making a mess on Byakuran short and silky black hair, "Ciel is very busy and currently doing a very important thing... and I know very well that your very mature despite your young age little white and could understand why your father doesn't have enough time to stay with you at the moment."

What is he busy with? What are you two hiding?

Was something she has always wanted to say and ask about but she knew that she shouldn't ask, so all Byakuran just said was, "When will my father come back home, Uncle Ol?"

"Don't worry, Ciel will be home soon." Ol gently said before frowning when he saw a bright light at the corner on his eyes, before suddenly standing up as he begin to help Byakuran move a little bit further away from her spot when he saw that the sunlight was close enough to where the child was sitting.

"Come lets move you a little bit far, can't let you stay under the sun for too long after all better safe than sorry."

Byakuran just smiled brightly as she obediently let Ol move her farther away from her spot "I know Uncle Ol."

Seeing the child bright smile, Ol couldn't help but feel happy and sad at the same time, as he saw the mixture of Ciel and Himawari just on that smile she just showed.

Kind, gentle, very understanding and accepting.

A very good child but life is full of tragedy the moment of her birth.

Mother died at the same day she was born.

Trying to survive when her life just started.

So physically weak body and health problems.

But most of all, unable to go out on day time as she can't stay far too long under the sun because of a rare skin disease she was born with.

Still young age but already many complication happening on her life but was still able to smile that brightly.

Ol couldn't help but sigh in his heart, she is a very good child, before his eyes darkening slightly as he think about their way of life, the child is a person with a very good potential too.

Glancing at the pouting Byakuran as she started reading her books again, but hope that the child could still smile that brightly, no matter what happen, to be able to retain that kind of innocent because no one can't escape for too long from the world that they were born at, no matter how much a person tried to stay away from it, there will all still be pulled in sooner or later into that world.

Nothing can truly escape it, once in, no one can no longer get out.

He knew that Ciel knew about it too with the way he was moving around even though he doesn't know what Ciel was doing but he knew that it was important.

Because he knew what kind of person Ciel was, a person who could ignore his own self but was able to do anything for the people he loves.

A glimpse of a figure standing with a very straight back, eyes burning with determination as he faces those overwhelming of people before him, unafraid as he face everything with resolution, refusing to surrender, refusing to admit defeat despite how much injuries his body was cover was, just because he has something to fight for, just because there are peoples he was trying to protect behind him.

That was the day that Ciel got his admiration and loyalty, he just hope that everything will be alright in the end.

"Alright, I'm going to cook the Japanese hamburger steak for dinner tonight before Ciel got home. Call me if you need something little white, I'll go in the kitchen to prepare it now."

Byakuran large Lilac eyes light up, "Yay, Hamburger steak!"

Ol smile at the child excited voice before leaving her alone after making sure that everything was alright and safe for the child.

And as he walked back toward the kitchen to prepare the food for dinner, Byakuran watch the man go away at the corner of her eyes before removing her gaze.

After making sure that the man was busy preparing their food for dinner and doesn't have time to bother her.

She sat in front of her computer while making sure that the man was only able to see her back if he ever tried to look to where she was at and hiding what she was doing. Byakuran couldn't help but smile slyly as numbers keep rising up, many zeroes keep adding up in a fast way that it was frightening on her secret account for her money.

In her new life, thanks to her freakish high IQ, making money was so very easy.

If she have her freakish high IQ in her past life, Byakuran could live her life by her own without her family help.

Because money could solve the problems most of the time.

It was something she saw and learned in her past life.

It can buy most of all the things, even someone love which was something she has seen.

Money is a kind of power too.

It could be use in a good and a bad way, it depends on a person.

Besides, there was nothing wrong for having too much money anyway, well nothing wrong will happen toward herself since she uses fake identity just to keep safe and hide her real identity.

She doesn't want getting into trouble since she was currently content in her life and well, it was troublesome thing to fix even if its interesting in some ways.

Byakuran past life wouldn't be able to do what she was able to do now in her current new life, it was all thanks to her high IQ that she was born with.

Everything was so very easy that it gets boring sometimes.

She sometimes lost motivation, which was frankly scary as she started not caring and thinking doing dangerous stuff.

Thankfully, she still can sober up and knew the abnormal things that she shouldn't be doing thanks to her average and normal past life known as common sense among the normal peoples. (She think she was normal in her past life though)

Now she knew why most of the people was unable to understand those freaking smart peoples, or how they see them as a weird persons, it just that their mind work so different from a normal people, and there are also those who has something missing that make them so different in other people eyes.

For example, Common sense where those normal people think about what a normal thing was supposed to, but those geniuses or prodigies wasn't able to understand why it was normal thing since their mind work wonders as they understand more thing that other can't and try to do it.

It was like an enlighten monk.

Anyway, Byakuran love her high IQ, she basically can do anything she wanted.

She then close her account after making sure to check the stocks market, for buying and reselling most of her stuff in order to give her more money.

Before a new thing appear on her screen, as she move her hand and started clicking around while rooming her eyes on the item lists with diagram that keep popping up, sometimes flashing red and sometimes flashing yellow or green, before typing another list after erasing the other result of what just happen.

It was a list of herbs and other type of items that was able to use to make a medicine.

The technology was high tech enough that she can create her own real life laboratory or testing site on her own computer since she was unable to do the experiment on real life.

Placing input of information, which a lots, with the help of computation of her computer as it would be able to tell her the process of her experiments faster and easier as she doesn't to overwork her mind no matter how great it was.

Red flash meaning for failure, yellow for missing items it needs to add or needs to remove a certain items and green for neutral, possibility, or complete.

Really it was impossible to do what she does now in her past life, but now she was able to do it because of her mind and her current world that has a higher level of technology and medical technology, which also has familiar herbs of medicine and unfamiliar new herbs that just belong into this world only.

What she was experimenting at the moment was a long lasting medicine or lotion for helping her able to stay under the sun.

Yes, somehow she has the rare disease of her skin that could easily able to burn her skin if she stay far too long under the sun in day time, she doesn't know if that kind of disease also has in her past world.

Fortunately, thanks to the high medical skill in this world, there was a kind of lotion that was able to let her stay under the sun without her skin burning and also has a type of medicine, but unfortunately, it will only give her a short amount of time to be able to stay under the sun.

She was also unable to use it every time since it might cause her to have other skin problems which was something that she doesn't want to get, she already have enough of problems on her body, she doesn't need another new health problem to be added, than you very much.

That is why, she was experimenting at the moment, as her mind goes over drive just to be able to live her life normally under the day time.

As for her physical weakness, the medicine that the world has was enough for her to be able to have her live her life normally as it let her have an average physic, like some physical boost stuff like those in some online game that she played once before, though that medicine taste really bitter so she has long already thought about on how to change the taste for something sweeter and softer, just like a marshmallow.

Byakuran love marshmallow, she's addicted to it, so fluffy, so soft and sweet... her lip couldn't help but lower down as she remember that she can't eat too much sweet stuff because of her body problem.

So she has to make medicines for the greater good of her body... not because she wanted to eat lots of sweet stuff, especially marshmallows.

Nah uh..

Anyway, yeah, she have to study a lots of regarding medical skills especially for making medicines.

The good thing was, thanks from learning from all those medicinal herbs, she was able to think and create delicious and healthy recipes of foods, which was something she will have write down for her father to cook since she also has to also take care of her adorable and lovable father health.

Byakuran couldn't help but smile brightly as she thought about her father...

In a bright afternoon, the sound of chopping ingredients and the nonstop typing sound echoed around the room while the delicious aroma of the foods started spreading around the room.

It was another peaceful afternoon on Byakuran daily life.

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"Really, thank you for looking after Byakuran all this time Ol." Ciel said with a smile as he follow Ol toward the front door of his home while carrying Byakuran on his arms.

"Yeah, thank you Uncle Ol! I'll miss you, come visit sometimes ok? Don't forget the delicious foods!" a happy Byakuran reply as she lean on her father warm chest.

Ol couldn't help but snort and roll his eyes as he make a mess on Byakuran short black hair, "Yeah brat, you only miss me because of my cooking."

Ciel chuckled and Byakuran squeals and giggle childishly as her hair was mess up by Ol.

"Really thank you and take care on your way home." Ciel reminded as the man walked away from them.

"Take care Uncle Ol." Byakuran also reminded with her childish voice with a wave of her right hand.

Ol turned his head sideways to look at the father and daughter smiling brightly toward him, causing a warmth on his heart as he watch the scene before him before turning around while raising his right hand to wave back as he walk away.

"You guys take care too." and he meant it.

Watching as Ol figure disappear before them, Ciel looked down at his silent daughter on his arms, dark blue eyes flashing with a worried and complex emotion on his eyes before covering it immediately as his daughter turn to look up on him.

Smiling with a soft and gentle dark blue eyes while seeing his reflection on his daughter bright large lilac eyes, "Little White, lets go take a bath and I'll read you a bed time story ok?"

"Un, I want the Angel in the tower for bed time story later father." reply a very happy Byakuran as her bright lilac eyes upturn in a crescent moon shape, showing how happy she was feeling at the moment.

Ciel nod his head with a smile on his face, he wrapped his arm around his daughter tightly but in a comforting way as he begin to walked to the bathroom, while a thought suddenly flash of on his mind as he remember the bright lilac eyes of his child just now,

a young child with black hair, blood oozing out on her tiny, tiny body, red blood unable to stop, but still the dull lilac eyes was showing relief to someone before her, she was dying... dying no no no...

then another flash with different scenery...

a young child with white hair raising her head as she stare desolately at a bright blue sky with a very dull lilac eyes covered with bloods along with a very resign smile on her quivering lip...

Suddenly Ciel dark blue eyes darkened while pulling Byakuran body a little more closer toward his chest, like comforting himself that the child is safe and happy with a very bright light still remain on her large lilac eyes on his arms.

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"... and even if the angel wings won't work anymore and knowing that it will break after using her wings just one more time, the angel was still determined, so she flew high, away from the tower that she stayed most of her entire life even if it mean losing her wings."

"Father, why would the angel still use her wings knowing that she'll lose it? After all she was still able to be happy in the tower right? She has everything in there." a confuse voice of a child ask her father.

"Well... I believe since the angel doesn't want to regret not fighting for her freedom. She wanted to be free and be happy that is why she flew even if she lost her wings."

"Isn't an angel wings important? Since that was the symbol on what make them an angel after all right?"

Ciel look down toward his sleepy child and smile, "Well, she could still walk with her own two feet without the help of her wings after all. She could still see other choices on her life other than being an angel and not only staying in the tower most of her entire life."

"Well... I don't get it..." Byakuran mumble, since being obedient sometimes work well too and can be happy.

Ciel just chuckle, "Well the angel fought for something she believes, no one can tell if what she did is right or wrong, after all it was something she decided to do. It was something that she chooses and it was the right thing for her to do, so she did what she does."

"Uhmm..."

"Well the angel just chooses to break free that's all, but lets stop about that topic now, its time for your bed time."

Byakuran blinks her half lidded lilac eyes before sleepily raising her face to kiss her father cheek, "Well, good night father have a sweet dream."

Ciel smile and lower his own face as he too, place a kiss on top of Byakuran forehead, "Goodnight my little white have a sweet dream too."

And even after Byakuran large lilac eyes close and even after her breathing even out, telling that she was truly sleep, Ciel couldn't help but stay at his spot sitting on the edge on his daughter bed as he stare at his child with complex emotions on his eyes.

Before sighing softly as he covered his eyes with his trembling hands before letting out a hopeless chuckle on his lip.

"... ah... I wanted to... be able... to watch her... grow up..."

A few minutes later, Ciel took a deep breath and stood up, slowly and gently closing the door of Byakuran bedroom before entering the bedroom next to his daughter room.

Walking toward a painting of a tree with a swing on it, Ciel took the painting away from the wall, before removing a small piece of wood, showing a metal scanner with a finger print on it.

As he raised his right hand toward the scanner glass plate, then a small bright orange flame appear on his index finger.

"Confirmation Complete" a mechanical voice echoed before the sound of a click resound the room.

A small medium box covered in chains appear before Ciel, causing him to suck a deep breath as he stare at the item that has been hidden for far too long and the causes of his family tragedy.

The family heirloom, given from them a very long time ago.

Item that has given them fame and power but was also the cause of their family destruction.

He doesn't want to take the item out, he doesn't want to even touch it or even look at it, and prefer for it to disappear and never appear again in his life time but he has to face it.

It concern his daughter after all.

He has to face it even if he doesn't want to.

Taking a deep breath as he took a hold of the item with a trembling hand, the item on his hand felt so heavy despite how light it weight.

As he walk toward his bed and sat on it, he couldn't help but stare deeply at the box covered on his hand,

A flash of image appear on his mind, a young girl with black hair but sometimes white hair child just sitting there silently while covered with blood, but what Ciel attention the most was on the item on the girl right hand, despite how disturb, unease and worried he was with the child situation.

His entire being was very very cold as he desperately tried to see what was happening because that child was none other than Byakuran, his precious child.

However, a sudden dizziness hit him hard, causing a blackness to appear on his sight, the last image he saw was the box falling out his hand into the floor before he lose consciousness.

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On a bed, a young child with black hair open her eyes slowly, showing a dull and unfocused lilac eyes, as she slowly turned her head around toward the wall next to her room.

"... something... calling me... who... what...?" mumble Byakuran unconsciously, before getting down on her bed and slowly walking toward the place where she was being pulled at toward something.

It was calling her.

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A familiar slim figure was floating as he watched the scene in front of him.

A vision... something that was passed down in their family, where the ability could appear in one of their family descendants but also sometimes skip over the generations.

Foresight, a possible vision of a future, something with great possibility that will happen in the future only as there are always variable that could change the future they could glimpse at.

However, the vision they see was something that has a much more higher possibility of becoming true.

And Ciel was born with the foresight to glimpse in a possible future, although it randomly appear sometimes and it was also something he cannot control.

As he look at the vision before him, Ciel couldn't help but tremble because that familiar but unfamiliar face was someone he knew.

It was his daughter,and it was a slightly grown up Byakuran than the current one.

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A door open slowly before a small figure walked in toward the room before stopping at the medium box on the floor, eyes unable to see and register over a fact that a familiar figure was currently lying down on a bed unconscious in a very awkward position.

Ignoring everything around her, Byakuran lowered her head, as a dull lilac eyes stare at the item on the ground, unable to see anything other than the item right before her eyes.

"... is it you...? who was... the one.. calling me?"

Byakuran slowly knelt on the ground floor, before reaching her hands on the item, eyes flashing a bit, before a small white hands unconsciously slowly removing the chains wrapped around it.

Thud, the sound of a chain dropping at the ground echoed around the room.

Before opening the lid of the medium box slowly, and something colorful flash before her eyes before the color disappear on the item and turned dull.

"...so pretty... and beautiful..." murmur Byakuran as she slowly took a hold of the item on her right hand.

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Ciel stare at the familiar but unfamiliar girl before him,

It was a young girl with an appearance between 7-9 years old was walking by herself on a white sands of a bright blue beach somewhere.

A different place to where they were currently living, he was sure that it was not in France.

She was walking without problem under the bright sun, which causes Ciel to be relief at least her skin problem will have a possibility of being cured in the future or something that will make his little white walk under the sun without any problem.

However, Ciel was very worried over the darkness and pain hidden deep in his daughter eyes, those mature but tired eyes.

He watched as a,

Tired tired figure continue to walk forward under the blazing sun as a slightly white hair sway in the air.

Ciel couldn't help but bit his lip as worry worm into his heart, why why are you sad? why are your very being feel so tired? Still so young but why is it like your carrying something so heavy?

So many different things, so much changes, what happened in the end?

Especially, Ciel really wanted to know the reason why his child hair wasn't black anymore.

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Young Byakuran , eyes still dulled and smiled brightly with hidden darkness deep in her dull lilac eyes as she slowly place the dull item on her middle finger.

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"Byakuran-sama! There you are! I was loo- Byakuran-sama! Why aren't you wearing any hat at all? The sun so bright right now Byakuran-sama! What if you get hurt by the sun? No, we have to go to the doctor for check up!"

Ciel blinked his eyes as he turned his head toward where the voice came from and watched as a panic and worried grown up man rushed toward his daughter.

And he watch the interaction between the strange grown up man with his daughter.

"You worry too much... I know what my body limits are..." the young girl reply with a fond but resign voice before revealing a small but still bright smile on her face as the grown up man somehow got a blue straw hat on his hand before anyone know it as he put it on Byakuran head, "Besides, I'm a doctor remember? I can take care of myself."

Seeing as the man still has that worried expression on his face despite what she just said, Byakuran couldn't help but chuckle while her expression softening a little bit, the tired and sad emotion hidden deep on her eyes lessening a bit as she stared at the man with a fond expression on her face.

"Don't worry, I'll take care of my self because I treasure my life." Lilac eyes brightening as it bent in a crescent moon like she was thinking about something, "This life just doesn't belong to me anymore after all." before looking gently at the grown up man,

"Besides... I can't just leave you guys all alone ok? I'll be really worried that I can't even rest in peace, you know?"

" Nothing bad will happen to you Byakuran-sama! We will protect you even at the cost of our life!" the man spoke in a determined eyes and resolute voice as he made his vow toward the white hair girl before him before taking a hold of her small right hand gently and bowing his head as he place a gentle kiss on it.

"Byakuran-sama you are our sky, our world, we are nothing without you by our side."

Ciel eyes widened at the scene happening in his vision, specially when he heard the resolute vow of the young man and the words he has spoken, before his eyes move and focus to where the guy has place his kiss at.

Dark blue eyes shrinking as a very familiar item was on the middle finger on his daughter hand.

It was a ring... a very familiar ring...

"... it was the family heirloom.."

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"Huh?" Byakuran mumble in confusion as voices sound on her mind, "... what I want the most...?"

"I.. just want to be free and stay happy with the people I loves..."

... ... ... ... determine to do?

"... to have the power and strength to protect the people I care and love about."

Then the colorless gemstone in the middle of the item suddenly brighten as a color started revealing itself before a flash of bright light lit up on the item, as a burst of flame so large and oh so very warm appeared, brightening the large room.

Young Byakuran eyes blinks, lilac eye starting to regains its focused before staring dazedly with confusion at the ring with wings on each side of the orange gemstone on the middle of the ring that she was wearing on her middle finger which was currently covered with blazing orange flames.

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"It was... the Sky Mare Ring..."

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I really want to write more but you know, the chapters already 4.2k already hahah

Besides, stopping here is pretty good, making the reader unable to wait for the next chapter right? hahah lol

And yeah you should probably guess some about Ciel background, and well there will be more other thing related to Ciel soo :)

and probably guess about the other scene or event that will happen in the future right? since you know it practically written some event in this chapter... xD

Anyway have to think what to write in the next chapter... have idea for the start of the chapter but the rest doesn't have yet so might be a while for the next update XD

Anyway, any scene, any event, any POV *well still 3 person for POV that I can do for now lol* Anyway I will always ask this in the next chapters since it might give me good idea hehe