Clarke just couldn't resist him and suddenly turned in his arms. When they were facing each other, she started to kiss him. It was so intense, Bellamy softly moaned while kissing her back, this woman could do anything with him right now. But it was also so confusing, like she almost forced him to kiss her back.
But these two, attracted to each other like a magnet, kissing like crazy. Their kiss quickly developed into a faster kiss. Sparks, sexual tension; all included. Butterflies filled their stomachs and when Bellamy was about to take the lead, she pulled away, again.
He carefully took her hand, to let her know he didn't want her to leave.
Clarke responded to what he'd said before the kiss "Yes, you will. We will meet again later, I'll find you. I promise." Bellamy slowly let her hand slip away from his...
He felt all weak after that kiss, because of what she did to him, to his heart. Like she was playing with him. Now he had to watch her leave, in the dark, not looking back once.
He begged her to stay. "Clarke, please. I really want to help you find her!"
They've missed so many things of each other, the biggest part of that must be Madi. But Bellamy didn't understand their bond yet.
Clarke slowed down to listen, deep down she didn't want to leave him.
Bellamy continued "Look, we set up camp in a cave, not far from here. We'll be safe there. Let's reunite with our friends first...and then at first light, we'll start searching."
Clarke knew he was right, it was the best thing to do right now. She turned to look at him and shook her head. "I can't believe how much you've changed."
He shrugged "I grew up. We all did."
Bellamy started to feel weak again, when she suddenly walked straight up to him. He wanted to grab her, hold her and kiss her so badly...
"Okay. You're right." she said, standing before him, kind of cool.
Then she smiled and grabbed one of his arms, to hold on to. "What?"
She'd never seen him so confused and insecure, it was kind of cute and funny, it made her laugh. Bellamy was amazed about how fast she switched from one thing to another, he shook his head.
"No comment, it might change your mind again." he teased and pulled back his arm.
They started walking and she just stared at him, wondering why he pulled his arm back. But Bellamy looked back to her and opened his arm, inviting her to walk beside him.
"That's better." he said when she accepted.
… … …
"Guys?" he said when they walked inside the cave. "I've got a surprise for you!" he was exited and nervous at the same time.
When they were almost there, he let go of her. The surprise of Clarke being here already, was enough for now...and he was a bit worried about Echo's reaction.
Murphy suddenly appeared "Food?" he asked...but then he saw Clarke.
"You needed some air huh?" he dryly pointed out to Bellamy and then widely smiled at Clarke, before he could say or do anything further, Monty jumped in front of him and wrapped his arms around Clarke.
"I can't believe it's really you." he cried.
She greeted almost all of her friends, the last one was Raven. Her cheeks were all wet, she cried like a baby. Clarke opened her arms so her friend could walk right in.
"I'm so glad to have you back..."
Bellamy all watched it from the sidelines, also very emotional. To see what he thought would never happen; the team finally back together.
… … …
When they went further inside to the camping spot, to sit by the fire, Clarke saw Echo and Bellamy hug each other. It was obvious that they had something going on. There wasn't any time to think about it, every one was curious about what happened to her when the death-wave arrived and how she survived on her own.
For a moment there, everything seemed almost normal, Clarke told a lot about what happened to her...But when she started to talk about Madi, Bellamy noticed she got restless again.
After to many questions she stood up, it was to much for her.
"Maybe we should all get some rest." Bellamy pointed out. "In a few hours the sun will rise, that's when we're going to search for Madi."
Murphy laughed quietly, he just knew Clarke had lost her mind and walked to his friend to meet up with him.
"What the hell is going on man?" He asked Bellamy. "Don't tell me you actually think this kid she's talking about is real."
Bellamy laughed. "Maybe not. But we have to take her seriously."
Murphy, as sarcastic as he could be, responded "Sure. You're kidding me right? Wait. No of course you're not, because you're to blind to see." Murphy knew how much he'd always loved Clarke. He continued "Yeah, lets put ourselves in danger in order to find this imaginary friend of hers."
"That's enough Murphy. What if she is real? Have you considered that?" then he walked away from him to sit with the fire.
Murphy shook his head and said while Bellamy walked away "Welcome home hey?"
It wasn't easy to choose where to sit, now the King had three women that wanted his attention. But Echo and Raven would understand if he focused on Clarke now, wouldn't they? While he thought of it, he noticed that Clarke left.
… … …
"Hey, where are you going?'
"You know where I'm going! I can't wait any longer."
Bellamy had to think of something to buy some time and to connect with her again. "Do you know how I felt six years ago, when I had to shut down that door? That we had to leave without you?"
Clarke hit the nail right on the head, saying. "We both felt the same."
His heartbeat fastened. "I didn't forget our precious moments together, right before that, Clarke."
"Bellamy..."
He moved his hand up and placed it on his heart, blinking his eyes. Clarke felt all warm inside when he did that.
Bellamy added. "I've learned to use my head more, because of you. Shutting the door, was the first -major- step, it broke my heart but I knew it was the right thing to do."
Clarke first looked at him, but when she heard him say it broke his heart she looked at the ground.
He smiled and waited until she looked at him again, before he said. "So the 'heart and the head' are back together?"
She nodded. "The heart and the head, that's beautifully said. I guess you are both now." tears were welling up as she realized how much he'd grown up as a person. And because he was just so charming, sweet and calm.
Now that he knew for sure that she still fully trusted him, he pleaded, soft and calm "Come back inside Clarke..." he sighed "I promise, I'll get her back to you. But we're going to do this together."
Bellamy wanted to close the distance between them and walked towards her. "Remember 'together'? How important it always was for us...?" he carefully smiled and lay his hands on her shoulders.
Bringing up that time made her feel better...She nodded and felt tears coming up. The memories of Mount Weather were still painful, but it was also the time that she'd realized how much Bellamy meant to her. Those memories warmed her heart. And the thoughts of what he went through for her, risking his life by going into that hell-hole to safe every one. Tears poured down her cheek..Because of all the emotions and because she felt so hopeless without her best mate by her side, uncompleted.
"Come here" he invited her in his strong arms. And as she embraced him, she pushed her body against his. It had been six years since they'd seen each other, or felt each other. Six years, since she'd been close to any one other then Madi.
"I'm so proud of you." she sobbed.
"And I am so proud of you, it's a miracle that you're still here. And I'm so glad to have you back."
And ever since they've found each other again, every moment of contact brought back old feelings, stirred up some new and made the love between them grow. They both knew, they both felt it.
He caressed her hair, his other hand was supporting her back "I'm starting to get the picture Clarke. She's like a daughter to you and ever since you've found her, she's your responsibility." Clarke nodded, while her face was resting on his chest, he calmed her.
"Bellamy?" She asked with a sweet voice.
He responded "What princess?"
"Can we stay here for a while?"
While looking down at her he smelled her hair and then he said "Sure."
Clarke smiled and held on even tighter.
So, they stayed outside, at the entrance of the cave, hugging and chatting. To start over and to share. But also to find- get used to- and -to get to know -each other again.
After a silence he said "Talk to me Clarke, tell me about her."
We deserve lot's of Bellarke scenes right!? And at least more then one kiss! Hope you enjoyed...I have just seen the first episode of season 5...And I'm sooo exited, woowww! Now I have to make sure that I stick to my own story here. I've got an amazing new story-line for Echo! You'll find out in the new chapter. (We don't want her with Bellamy! Lol. But I have to admit, they are kind of cute. For a small kiss, hopefully not more.) ...And what about Octavia, the red queen (!) she will never accept her! I already wrote a fight between the two siblings, so you just have to wait a little longer for the next chapter, but it will be great, I promise.
Every one who gets to see episode 2 today/tonight; enjoy! We're (Netflix=) one week behind, here in the Netherlands.
