TRIGGER/WARNINGS(overall): Rape/non-con, abduction, physical and emotional abuse.
TRIGGER/WARNINGS (THIS CHAPTER): Rape/Non-Con
A/N: Thanks go to lillybean queen of the i ocean and Holly-Anne Rivers for reviewing the last chapter.
Chains Made of Love
Part 5
Despite its size, Kurt couldn't think of the palace as anything other than a prison. His movements were shadowed by a human in metal, eyes hidden in darkness, even when Blaine was with him. He doesn't have much time to explore, even if he wanted to, because his room is occupied with humans talking at him about the wedding.
The day of the wedding is beautiful, and everyone tells Kurt he is too. They have him dressed in all white, assuring him he looks like an angel. He doesn't know what an angel is, but he doesn't want to so he lets them talk at him and dress him until it's time for him to be led outside.
Blaine is waiting under an arch of gold and silver metal that gleams in the sun. The walk down the aisle is long, and all the humans gathered are looking at Kurt. He shrinks from their gazes, but is propelled forward by the people behind him.
His feet feel heavy, dragging him down with each step. The look on Blaine's face is too much, so Kurt adjusts his gaze to rest on the arch. He watches how the shifting sun changes the pattern of reflection, dancing across his vision and giving the impression of being under water. It's soothing, calming his racing heart and giving him the will to put one foot in front of the other.
The ceremony is quick. Kurt repeats words spoken by a man dressed in green and white. He lets Blaine take his hand, willing himself the strength to not run as he wants to do. Every ounce of his being is urging him to run, even as he ties himself to the man before him. When the words are said, Blaine leans over and presses their lips together, an act that Kurt has come to accept.
"I love you." Blaine says the words like they're special. Kurt doesn't say them back, but over the clapping no one knows that except Blaine. The human's eyes darken as he wraps an arm around Kurt and draws him close, making the applause renew.
Kurt doesn't know what he expects to happen, but being led to Blaine's room isn't it. He shuts down when Blaine starts undressing him, peeling off layers until Kurt is wearing nothing at all, and then taking off his own clothes. And then the touching starts and Kurt withdraws even further.
Blaine's fingers are like white hot irons on his skin, tracing patterns down his chest. When his lips follow, leaving a trail of saliva, Kurt tries to fight. He pulls away, using all his strength to get Blaine off him, but the human is stronger and Kurt doesn't stand a chance. One of Blaine's hands grab both of Kurt's and holds them above his head while continuing his ministrations.
Kurt gives up his struggle when it becomes clear that Blaine isn't going to stop. He stops resisting and let his body respond while shutting his mind off. It's an odd feeling of disconnect, something he has never done before, but it works.
When he comes back, aching and sticky and hurting so badly that he wants to curl up and cry, he has no memory of what happened except in the echoes of his human body. Blaine is lying beside him, one arm tossed over Kurt's stomach, holding him in place. Kurt takes a deep breath and tries to disconnect again as the human wakes and presses their lips together.
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