"...I think I want to do a drabble where Connor is taken as hostage and tied up to a chair or something..."One, Kumiko Sephadded fuel to my fire for this fic. She has become my cursed muse and inspiration.Betch. 3 TWO, This thing was a MONSTER to write and I hope y'all enjoy it. Please, please R and R for the tired writer. *passes out*


You took the bag of ice off your head and placed it on your desk with a frustrated plop. Half of it had turned to water anyway and your skin upon your temple was turning numb. You sported a good sized bump there along with split skin.

"Keep the ice on." Hank crossed his arms and looked down at you with a stern gaze.

"I'm fine." You bit, shifting in your chair uncomfortably.

They had found you unconscious by the river park, dumped into nearby ferns and bushes. Connor was with you.

Was.

He insisted upon going with you because it was too late at night. There was a lead. A member of an anti-android organization lead by a man named Shiloh McMann was set up by an inside con man to meet you there. Two lackeys would meet you for information regarding Markus's whereabouts.

They were a popular group of protesters that had crossed the line of being allowed their freedom of speech. Their protests were violent and many had caused the deaths of countless androids. It was up to you and Connor to find the leader and diffuse the violence.

You were disguised in baggy clothes and Connor was hidden nearby, ready to intervene when they spilled any sort of information vital to finding Shiloh.

You both knew their next step was going after thirium distilleries to snuff out the androids. They would start with thirium, bio components, and then the heart of it all, Cyberlife. It was the biggest case you ever had dealt with.

The two men approached you. One was darker skinned and burly enough to crack a watermelon open with his bare hands. The other was a skinnier Caucasian man though he looked like he could hold his own. His hair was tied back into braids. They were intimidating, though you could handle anyone.

You knew how to protect yourself. You didn't get this far just with pretty lips and bashful eyes. No, you could bite like a bitch and fight like a rabid Tasmanian. Connor was there for backup. He was there because he wanted to be your backup. In so many words and actions he wanted to protect you.

But you said one wrong word. One wrong thing and it fucked it all up. You messed up your cover and immediately blows came. You went for the strongest of the two with a swift blow to the knee and groin. The other was advancing on you with a fist already swinging.

That was the last you remembered. Apparently he didn't mind hitting girls.

You woke upon hearing sirens in the distance, the smell of mulch and something you'd rather not identify was too close to your face. You moaned. Your head swam.

"Holy shit! She's here!"

Your name was called and you moaned again. The sounds and voices were too loud. The smells were terrible. You tried to look around but your sight was unfocused. There was a streak of light across your vision and you flinched.

"Hey, hey..." Your name was whispered. You knew that voice anywhere. You tried to call for Hank but he was already taking you into your arms. You groaned upon the roughness and closed your eyes. The skin of your temple burned and fresh wetness traveled down the side of your face. You tasted copper on your lips.

"Come 'round, kid. You're not dead, c'mon," were Hank's ever so assuring words.

You lolled your head to the side looking up to him.

"Somebody get the medics over here." Hank barked. You flinched upon feeling your eardrums protest.

The world was slowly sharpening and coming into focus. "Jesus." He muttered your name again. "Connor sent out a distress call as soon as shit went down."

Your eyes snapped open and everything became painfully aware. Your head felt like it was splitting open. You shot up. The pain was ignored. "Connor…?" You mumbled.

"Hey, easy!"

"No...he was here..." You pushed aside the bushes and Hank using the nearby tree for leverage.

"Sit your ass down, or I'll knock you out again!" His threats were empty as he followed after you.

You were panicking now, stumbling onto your feet. As you stood, your stomach lurched and your head spun wildly. You cursed, desperately gripping the bark with your fingernails.

You looked around. The lights from nearby cruisers and response vehicles were too bright. The constant flash of blue and red caused spots to appear in your vision. The air was too cold in your lungs. Your voice called out the one android you could ever call partner. Friend. Love.

Hank was by your side holding you by the shoulders. "We will find him."

Your blood ran ice cold. He was...gone? Where…?

"What..?"

His words were meshed along with the pulse in your ears. "...got here...nothing...took him away..."

With that, he just confirmed your worst nightmare

And just when you think your heart couldn't beat any faster, it did. The panic set in so bone deep, your stomach lurched again and this time you gagged. The paramedics rushed over. They were telling you to calm down and sit before you caused any more trauma. "No, no...gotta..."

He was gone. They took him. Those fuckers took him.

Anger welled inside you. You were weak against those bastards. Even if you took one down the other had gotten a drop on you. If you had been a little more careful, had been a little more faster. You could have detained them and questioned them but...

And you remembered. You didn't black out as you had first suspected. You fell onto the concrete walkway and saw Connor come from his hiding spot, glock poised at the men to shoot, not kill, you noted.

He was the perfect model of strength and authority. He barked out a warning.

But they had other plans, too. They had their back up waiting nearby as well. Your eyes closed and sound began to muffle.

And then it happened. The click, click, click of a strong taser and Connor's grunted cry. He was silent after that and so were you.

"Fuck..." You whispered.

Hank said your name sternly. "Don't do this."

Hands were on you, igniting a fire that finally exploded. "It's my-get away from me!" It was your fault. You pushed the paramedic aside. You began to stumble away. You had to find him. This was your fault. This was your lead and you fucked it up. They would do things to him for sure. They would...you shivered. You didn't know if it was the cold of the night or the thoughts you couldn't bear to think of.

They would make him squeal.

"They-they want...Markus...they know Connor...is..." Your words were slurred as if you were drunk. No doubt you were suffering a serious concussion. You kept your gaze hard, even though your eyes blinked rapidly against their will. More copper trailed across your lips and you ignored it. Finally, finally, someone stopped you, wrapping stern arms around your chest. Hank.

This was the biggest case you dealt with all of your career and you fucked it up. Just because of one little word.

"That fucking android, Markus, think you can lead us to it?"

You smiled playing alone. "Oh, yeah, he trusts me."

They weren't smiling anymore.

To them androids were not living. You, being a person who could never deny anyone the right to be called sentient, called them by names, their genders they selected.

He.

One words was all it took to fuck everything up. All because you had feelings for one. All because you placed your life and job at risk for loving one.

"...shit he was right. Fucking guy was a snitch."

You whimpered bowing your head swaying on your feet. Everything came crashing down and Hank was there to hold you as the paramedics rushed you.

"We will find him." He assured.

Easier said than done.

"No, you are not fine. You denied the hospital and now you're here sporting a second head."

The anger never left you. In a hazed state you looked at your desk papers you and Connor had compiled and looked over night upon night. Where he would bring you coffees and meals, make sure you were hydrated with proper amounts of water and took ample breaks. You two were so close to the answer and so proud of one another. This would be the biggest case you ever solved, one that would protect Markus' cause that you stood for just as much as Connor did.

And you, you couldn't help but keep reminding yourself that you screwed it all up.

"I said I'm fine!" You barked standing up forcing yourself into Hank's face.

He set his jaw firmly and leveled you with tired old, grayed eyes. "Go home."

Your anger was dulled just a moment. You backed away your teeth showing as you spoke through them. "No. Fuck you. You can't do this."

"You're off the case until I talk to Fowler."

"I was so close!" You took all of your papers and swiped them off your desk. You were never one to loose your cool, lose your composer. But this? Your head was swimming and not even all the worlds Tylenol and ibuprofen could ebb the pounding in you head. You hadn't cried yet. Yet.

You made a strangled sound from your throat and placed a hand on your forehead. "I was right there. I was so fucking close. One fucking word. One!"

"You will get them next time."

"Next time?" You echoed narrowing your eyes at him. There wouldn't be a next time if they didn't do something now!

"Aren't you even worried for him?" You fully turned to face Hank with fire in your eyes. "He's practically your son!"

He returned it ten fold. The air shifted towards something dangerous. You had hit a raw nerve. "Don't think for a moment that I'm not scared or worried." He pushed you back. "I keep my composer better, detective. I stamp down my emotions and take on the task at hand." His voice rose upon those words. "If I were you, I'd shut your mouth, take an autocab and go the fuck home. Reed and Chris will take over."

You kept your heated glare upon the man even as he walked away. Despite being suspended of the case you would disobey. You would do your duty. You looked down to the floor yours and Connor's hard work scattered about.

You were still dizzy from the concussion and even delirious, but that didn't stop you from collecting every single piece of paper, newspaper clippings, and witness reports from off your desk and floor. You hurriedly stuffed them into a manila folder and walked out of the precinct with a drunken purpose in your step.

You were taken off of the case but that wouldn't stop you from finding your android and solving it.


Alcohol was to be avoided when healing from a concussion. It was a given. But willingly you ignored this knowledge. A shot of cognac, a brew that was well over fifteen years old, always steadied your head when things went to shit. Considering the amount you had left those moments were spare and far in-between. It was your fathers' and the smell reminded you of childhood.

He too was a detective, cut down before your eighteenth birthday by a drug dealer with a vendetta against DPD.

You finished the shot and pushed the glass away, almost choking upon the burn it left behind all the way down. A hot exhale left your mouth as you shook your head, sweat beading at your forehead. It had been three hours. For three hours you had been wracking your foggy brain for clues as to where they were hiding. Where they would have went. Connor was a deviant now, and becoming so had surrendered his tracking codes.

When you got him back, and you would, you would stick a chip in his ass like some newly adopted pound puppy.

There were words and numbers all making sense towards the agenda you and Connor had found out, but nothing about a hiding place, a hangout, a code, a bar, absolutely fucking nothing.

You attempted to call your inside man but...you doubt he was alive.

Think. You hissed to yourself. Think.

You yourself felt like a computer, your brain was drawing a blue screen of death and static. You placed your hands at the edge of the desk and bowed your head, shoulders releasing the stress and tension they held since they had found you. You were cleaned up, but in need of a desperate shower. Your needs couldn't come now. You had to find Connor.

Time was running out.


When Connor had come to, he was surprised that he was in one piece. In one piece and untouched. But not for long he assumed. Whoever they were, had him tied to a heavy metal chair in a middle of a room with plastic tarps hanging all about and upon the floors. It was still night, the only light coming from a construction field light.

He looked down and saw where the taser had connected to his side. The fabric to his jacket and shirt were frayed and ripped. Underneath, the plastic was charred and melted along with the area surrounding it. It was a short burst that was enough to have him rendered offline. It was amazing things were not more screwed up than a messed up clock blinking "12:00:00 AM" when he scanned his surroundings.

And then he remembered you. A flurry of panic reached his expression.

Connor looked around frantically and called your name. Were you here as well? Connor remembered the fear he felt upon the man striking you hard enough to render you unconscious. The anger he felt upon seeing you drop like dead weight was what caused him to spring out from hiding.

He yelled out your name but you wouldn't hear. They too had a plan however and he was caught off guard. He too fell into the darkness when the electricity from the taser caused his systems to overload from a power surge. It was painful and terrifying. Connor didn't want to die and in that moment he thought he would. Androids were sturdy and strong but their internals were so delicate. Replaceable but delicate.

He hoped you were alright.

Connor's LED continued to flicker a yellow as his eyes fell on a table filled with rusted tools. They were old and unused and Connor knew, there were too many invisible traces of thirium to count upon them. That would hence the plastic tarps upon the ground and around him. He could only imagine how many others sat where he was. A chill ran up his spine but he ignored it.

A man walked into the room and upon seeing that he was awake he smiled. "Sleeping beauty is finally awake." The man tossed his braids over his shoulder. In his mouth was a red lollipop. It made him seem all the more cocky.

Connor kept his jaw set staring down the human. It was the other human from before, the one who struck you down in an instant. Harvey Liberty, age 32, three accounts of attempted murder, murder, arson, and countless other charges. He was a very wanted man.

"Where are they?" He asked with a leveled voice. Later he noted there was a slight shake to it.

The man blinked pulling out the lollipop. A blank expression crossed his face before a smile cracked at it. He laughed. "Oh, your sidekick. Left their ass in the bushes. Hopefully somebody pissed on 'im."

The android growled lowly but he stopped before the anger could grow. Connor pushed aside the need to avenge your pain. As strong as the sensation came he pushed it aside. He had to remain composed. He had to think. Process. Construct.

He attempted to call DPD in any way he could but apparently he had spoken too soon about his damage. The taser has scrambled more than just his systems, his communications were screwy as well. Shit. It would take some time to reestablish some sort of connection again.

Harvey walked closer. "I have a few questions to ask you, robot boy."

Connor remained silent as Harvey leveled him with a hard glare. Though Connor didn't feel any fear at the moment, he didn't like the idea of being so vulnerable.

"This is cliche." He blurted with a huff. It really was. Being tied to a chair, plastic tarps dark gloomy environment. It was like those CSI shows he watched with you.

The human made a confused face before it meshed into anger. He took the lollipop out of his mouth and harshly threw it aside.

A hard blow came across his face in the form of a stern and harsh fist. "Real fucking funny, robot. I do the talking, not you! Where the fuck is Markus?" Straight to the point without a warm up. Fine.

Connor cleared his throat and waited for the static that had flooded his vision to clear.

When he didn't talk, a frustrated growl left the human. Another blow. This time something made an audible crack. The android recoiled from the force, head bowing over to his side. Fresh thirium trickled from his nose and over his lips. Though he could feel pain he smiled, showing his teeth through gritted lips.

He exhaled harshly flicking his eyes up to the human. He moved himself upright slowly and leveled him with that pained grin. A tough of hair had come undone from it's usual place, covering the left side of his forehead with messy strands.

Fun time was over it seemed.

"Try all you want," His voice was calm. Threatening yet steady and controlled, "Harvey." He rather enjoyed seeing the shock of knowing his name flicker across that cocky face of his. He shook his head slightly. "You're getting nothing from me." Thirium crawled over his lips and down his chin, dripping steadily.

"Think ya so fucking tough?" The man before him paced side to side never breaking eye contact with the android before him. He stopped at the table picking up a screw driver. In a blink of an eye it was stabbed into his shoulder.

It took the android by surprise.

He hadn't brought out the big guns yet but he knew that the real torture would begin soon. The man growled in frustration backing away.

"Don't you fucking move." He pointed at him sternly.

Connor blinked rapidly, ignoring the fire in his shoulder. "Obviously." He grunted, splayed his hands out that were tied to the back legs of the chair the best he could in a "duh" manner.

Harvey thought about doubling back but cursed under his breath instead and walked away. When he knew he was gone from his sights Connor released the tension in his frame and tilted his head back exhaling in exhaustion. He was growing tired and low on thirium.

The android curled his nose when the screwdriver shifted within. This would get old quickly.

The metal clamps that had him attached to the chair were cutting into his skin tightly. The plastic tarps that hung, blew steadily in the breeze. So, they were either outside or in a building that was not yet complete or abandoned.

His LED spun rapidly in yellow trying to think of a solution to escape. But the more he tried to struggle the more the cuffs and the screwdriver lodged into his arm and shoulder joint bit into him. He could attempt to break the chair but that would alert the others. He could try to make a comical escape still attached to the chair but that would be...inefficient to say the least.

When he was about to give up he looked over at the screw driver. A small smile came to his lips before he took the damned thing by his teeth and began to wiggle it free. He had to be swift and as careful as possible. His LED continued to flicker as he concentrated.

With each motion there was pain. He grunted and sucked in gasped breaths finally taking it out with a wet squelch. He took a few calming breaths before he tilted himself sideways. He had to get it just right. He opened his awaiting hand. When he knew he could make it he released the tool. With nimble fingers, exercised by his calibration coin, he caught it by the plastic handle.

He hid the tool behind his wrist picking at the cuff's hinge with quiet, patient motions.

Next was to try and contact someone. Anyone. He attempted to call your number though he knew it was impossible. He bowed his head again upon the sound of the man returning. In his hand were more blades and knifes. Where he got them he hadn't had a clue, right now, escaping was all that mattered.

Connor kept his jaw set, thirium continuing to drip down his lips and chin. Desperately he continued to try and contact you. Nothing would get through. He turned his nose up in frustration. Fine.

In an attempt to save power he canceled certain programs and strengthened the signal of the call. He gritted his teeth from the strain.

Finally, finally he managed to get through. One ring, two and then three. Your voice echoed through his mind as you professionally sounded your name. "Please leave a message at the tone and I will respond as soon as I can, thank you."

Connor bowed his head. Damn it, you didn't answer. Were you critically hurt? And if you were alright, he knew you must have been so worried. Were you looking for him right now? He should have known better, of course you would be. You two...you loved one another. You were more than just partners.

Connor would have done the same.

It was taking too much effort to get through the static and errors of his processor.

But as soon as he said your name out loud with a tired gasp the man looked up and cursed. He dropped whatever that he was doing and picked up a short knife.

The call was made and whenever you would get the message, five minutes or the next day, at least he let you know where to find his body. At least…. "Don't think anyone will come looking for you here."

He heard your voice one last time.

"Nice try."

The pain was what cut off the call.


You were going to do it. You were going to go for that second shot of cognac but your hand stopped, fingers curling into a loose fist upon a distant sound. Your cell phone vibrating. You narrowed your eyes turning to your bed where it laid.

You walked over and read the screen. Your narrowed eyes were widened in realization once you saw who was calling you. Immediately you fumbled the phone in your hands and answered bowing your head. "Connor! Connor-?" It went to voicemail. You were too late to answer.

"No, no, no, the fuck!?" You clutched the device in your hands desperately, looking at the red "call ended" notification. He didn't call DPD. He didn't call Hank.

He called you.

The voicemail icon popped up and you immediately opened it and pressed play.

Your blood ran cold upon his voice gasping for your name. You closed your eyes and shook away the tears that wanted to fall freely. You stopped yourself and sucked in a deep breath.

You alerted you A.I. on your phone.

"How can I help you?"

"Track recent call."

You stuffed your gun into your holster and took your keys to your car. Damn it to hell if you were suffering from a concussion. Fuck the drink you just had. Fuck the DPD for your suspension. No matter what they said you would do your damn job. One way or another.

You immediately dialed Hank's number locking your apartment door and rushing down the hall.

"The fuck you want?"

You were actually surprised that he picked up the phone. It was a pissed off greeting but he still picked up. "I know where Connor is. I'm heading out. Here's the location." You took your phone away from your ear and sent the address to the lieutenant. Over the phone you could hear the curses and a "Not to fucking be stupid and go in alone" from Hank.

As soon as you sent the information you hung up on him. You walked out of the apartment complex with a newfound and slightly less drunken purpose.

"I'm coming Connor, hold on." You promised out loud.


His methods were slow and purposeful rendering the android in a dazed state.

Connor's breaths were labored as more thirium ran down the corner of his mouth. He remained strong even though his whole body was burning with pain he had never felt before. When he was but a machine he felt nothing.

With the burden of life also came the pain.

How poetic.

His jacket was pulled down to his forearms and his white button up was torn in half revealing a bloodied chest with gashes and stab woulds. His beloved tie was loosened around his neck.

His breaths were becoming watery and shallower. It was hard to keep his eyes open. Thiruim was running down his sides and onto the plastic tarp. He was bleeding out in all the right places.

It was hard to fiddle with the screwdriver and cuff. His head was tilted back, mouth agape, and eyes closed. His fingers moved with no purpose as the tool clicked fruitlessly against the metal.

A fistful of his hair was gripped, forcing the android's head forwards. "Just fucking tell me." Connor's eyes fluttered open and then closed. His head went limp, the grip the only force keeping him upright.

A growl. This time an object was forced into his forearm and the android bit back a gasped cry of pain.

After a moment of panting he grounded out his final stance. "Do n-not make me...repeat myself." He wouldn't budge. He wouldn't give in. "Not...telling."

A knife was placed under his chin cutting the skin as he was forced to look at the human in the eye. His own were half lidded in exhaustion though he could see the fury and impatience deep within. A mad twitch came to his lips when he spoke. "I've just had it with you." Harvey tossed his head to the side forcefully.

His hand went to his thirium pump. This time Connor gasped, lifting his head up suddenly, very, very painfully aware and alert. He wouldn't beg. He would not become weak. But he couldn't deny the fear in his eyes and chest when he felt those terrible fingers around his most vital component.

"Why…?" He couldn't stop himself from rasping the question. There was no why or how with criminals, he bitterly reminded himself. They were just as unpredictable as the deviants he once hunted. He was expecting another heated quip when in fact he received a decent answer.

"You are machines. Just because you can think doesn't mean you should." He bitterly spat.

The component was twisted releasing the clamps around the regulator. Connor gasped, his chest involuntarily arching forward. He almost dropped the screw driver in his hand. The sensation caused him to immediately clutch it into a fist. The other was splayed out trying to reach for the one gripping his very life. He would not beg. He would not give in.

"Just. Fucking. Tell me." Harvey bit each word "Where is Markus?"

Then this would be the end. "No." His body shivered as he slowly began to pull out the component.


The location you tracked led you to a new office complex that was currently being built. A sign outside displaying the construction company working on the structure said it would be completed in the winter.

You parked on the side of the road and hurriedly made your way to the entrance. You found it to be locked. You cursed backing away and looked down the length of the metal fence keeping intruders out. A hot breath fogged in front of your mouth before you ran, following the fence for any faults. Finally you saw a part of the links rolled back messily. Testing it you pulled and realized the whole piece lifted away. You grunted lifting and slinking past the section. You stumbled forward, looked around, and up at the building. A construction light or two were shining at the top levels.

Without taking your gaze off of the lights and billowing plastic tarps you took your gun into your hands, keeping it ready by your side as you rushed toward the building. The cool crisp air across your heated skin and clothes bit into you as you tried to keep a steady pace towards the building.

Within, the stairs were completed. Hurriedly you rushed towards them and swept your gun this way and that, eyes struggling against the dark to pin point any threat. You kept your footfalls even and paced to prevent the sound from echoing. Your mind felt like it was splitting open in pain but you trudged forward.

Connor was your main priority. Not the case. Not your health. But your android partner. You rushed to the stairs keeping as quiet as possible as you climbed. At each level you peaked over the internals of the floors to be and scanned the area. When you were about to rush forward, you saw shadows of three men past the plastic tarps. No doubt lookouts.

"No sign yet, over."

Static echoed in the empty space before a voice spoke over the radio. "Keep watch."

You cursed. They knew you were here.

If guards were at this level then you were close to the main operation. You sat on the steps and flicked your eyes back and forth. You had to make a decision. Shoot to kill and alert everyone or be detected and make a run for it. A run you knew you wouldn't survive.

You closed your eyes leaning your head back. The fog grew heavier and heavier. The burn of the cognac still rested in the back of your throat. You had killed before. Many times. These people were part of a terrible organization that would kill more if left alive. The choice was all too clear, but you hesitated.

What would Connor or Hank say?

Connor would use his numbers, chances, and damn percentages. Logic overruled his emotions still and you thought that was for the best. Emotions always screwed everything up, Hank said countless times. And he was right. Your humanity got the best of you. It was time to learn a thing or two from Connor.

You steeled yourself and sucked in a deep breath. You bowed your head against you gun and gritted your teeth. You had to do this. For Connor. For the revolution that Markus and others had fought too hard for.

You lifted yourself from your position, keeping crouched. One foot in front of the other. Slow. Steady. You jumped the first man, wrapping an arm around his neck. Using his body as a shield, your gun was pointed to the other. You pressed the trigger. Your first kill of the night.


"Fuck." Harvey jumped away from Connor, the pump hanging half out his body. The second shot echoed from below.

Connor looked up chest heaving with strained breaths. Gun shots? Did DPD find him? A small smile came to his lips. He knew someone would find him.

The gunshots came closer. A moment of silence came as, whoever was shooting, replaced the clip of ammo. More shots fired. There were sounds of their lackeys firing back but they were quickly cut down. Harvey began to panic not having a weapon of his own. He turned towards Connor picking up a large knife. "You won't make it alive."

Before he could raise it, a warning shot rang through the room causing the man to jump and yell out. Connor however did not.

"DPD! Drop your weapon and step away from the android!" Your voice boomed.

The man dropped the knife, the weapon ringing loudly in the empty space.

Through the fogginess of the pain and exhaustion, the smile grew across his lips upon seeing you. You were the perfect example of strength and authority. The perfect model of what every woman strove to be. Weakly he lifted his head. Upon further examination did he realize you were not truly okay. The smile melted away.

Your stance was shaky and wobbly as you walked forward. You were out of breath and your eyes were wild and blinking rapidly. Your gun shook within your grip because of a wound to your shoulder. Blood soaked the length of the left arm of the hoodie you still wore from hours ago. A thick scab had formed on your forehead.

His eyebrows creased in worry. You were not okay.

"On your knees." You commanded.

"Fucking...android fucker..."

"I said on your knees!"

Connor said your name before swallowing, his voice becoming clearer. "What are you doing here?" He spoke as if he was out of air.

You flicked your eyes away from Harvey to Connor then back to Harvey. "What do you think I'm fuckin' doing?" You spat.

"...Jesus..." Harvey lolled his head in exasperation.

"Shut the fuck up." You ordered, setting the gun higher on your target. He smartly obeyed for now.

"It's dangerous."

"No shit." You weren't angry. "Already killed more than ten people." Though his world was a bit less coherent, he realized that tone you were using. The slight shake. The slight bite to it. You were scared. Terrified. Your pupils were dilated and your breathing was haggard. Your body trembled. What sort of horrors did you unfold while climbing the metaphorical tower of babel? Connor wanted to reach out to you, touch you, tell you and assure you that everything would be fine.

With dazed, unfocused, and tired eyes he looked up at you. "I knew you'd find me." The thirium from a broken nose no longer flowed, stemmed by automatic sealing protocols. The rest however...still steadily flowed thirium. The plastic tarps underneath gathered pools of his blood.

He watched as you took in his injuries. Your face scrunched into pain: the unspoken question that wanted to be asked.

"I'm okay." He assured gently.

And he saw, just by those simple words, you relaxed. Your voice was softer. "You were just bitching about me being here." A watery laugh. "Make up your-."

A shot rang out. Connors' senses were made painfully alert. This shot didn't connect with metal nor concrete, but the all too familiar sound of metal ripping through flesh.

Connor watched as you toppled over with a heated curse, gun skidding away from your hand. The android called out your name as he watched crimson soak through your thigh at an alarming rate.

You ignored his cry, hissing through gritted teeth.

"Well," A voice in the doorway made Connor look up with a growl. "Who knew one of DPD's finest could cause such a mess, Jesus Christ..." He immediately scanned the face. He doubt it could but it felt like his thirium went cold.

"S-Shiloh McMann." You spat, shifting your leg painfully. He wished he was able to scan your body. A moment ago he had hope that you would be able to calm yourself. Now it seemed impossible.

Connor tuned back to the leader. He stood in his infamous glory, donning a long heavy poncho and boots. Half his head was shaved while the rest was long and wavy. His skin was pale, eyes crimson.

"You two, have been a thorn in my side." He said in a matter of factly voice, pointing his finger up in a 'clever you' manner.

"S-Shiloh. Shit...they got through all the fuckin' guards. The fuck kinda cop are they?" He stood up on shaky legs trying to smile through his nervousness.

The leader of the anti-android movement said your name. Connor clenched his teeth showing them, he didn't deserve to say your full name. It sounded disgusting from his lips. "They've been in the academy for six years and on the force for another four. They knew what they were doing. And by the looks of it you didn't kill them when I said to." He looked over to Harvey with a blank expression. His odd colored eyes made the expression colder. "I warned you, Harvey. We were gonna get played by their snitch."

Connor narrowed his eyes. From the start they were set up. They knew they would played and came prepared, right down to know who you were. You and Connor just didn't foresee it. Both of you fell right into their trap.

"I thought Clarence got 'im! Dropped like a sack of-"

Shiloh raised his gun. "Shut the fuck up." Connor followed the body as it dropped. Shiloh had ended his complaints once and for all.

Once the echo of the report had dissapated, determination settled in. Connor began to move the screw driver with more intention now, hooking it into the space between the two metal plates. All he had to do was snap them apart. Easier said than done...


The gun firing made you jump. The body landing close by you made you suck in a deep unsteady breath. Unwavering and blank eyes stared back at you. You forced yourself to look away, baring your teeth.

"Now, where were we?"

Your body shook. The adrenaline was wearing off and pain was all you knew in this moment. With each pulse you felt blood pump out of your thigh. The bullet dug and burned you. It was so much worse than the graze on your shoulder.

Shiloh hummed with a smile walking towards Connor. "Connor, the famous deviant hunter. I hope Harvey didn't get too rough with you."

"H-had worse." Connor rasped.

A small huff of laughter escaped him. "Well, now that I know I have your attention and you wont do anything stupid, because-" You froze solid as the gun turned towards you. Your heart was in your throat. "Their life is in your hands.

You heard Connor gasp and you cursed inwardly. He just had to be worried for you. He couldn't just play it cool and be composed. But you were the one to talk.

Emotions screwed everything up.

That they did.

You blinked as soon as the world began to become blurry. Were you losing blood that fast? Right, the concussion didn't help either.

And then you met those chocolate eyes looking down to you. A breeze blew past ruffling his hair. Damn it, he was beautiful. Even if he was beaten and torn you knew you loved him for a reason. His loyalty, his compassion, his bravery and soul.

"Maybe you can tell me where Markus is and your partner will live." The gun was pointed towards your chest. The blood seeping from your leg continued to burn and your head was swimming more and more into darkness. You felt your heartbeat in your ears.

You felt fear. By all the holy deities and rA9 were you afraid. But you gritted your teeth. You supposed you would die being a hero, sent off six feet under like a hero, just like your father.

You shook your head slowly, gasping. You had to hit home. Logic never failed. "Don't do it Connor. Don't do it. Think of all the lives you will put in danger because of just one." You flicked your eyes up to him seeing his LED cycle red. He was under so much stress. He was so brave...

His frantic eyes looked up from you to Shiloh then back to you. His bottom jaw quivered. "No...no!" He choked, protesting against his bindings, "Don't make me..." Don't make me make this decision. Your heart broke. It was your job to make him make the right one with the confidence that was desperately needed.

"God damn it Connor, that's a fucking order!" You shouted with strain. Your voice cracked and hysteria began to climb into your throat. There were so many things left unsaid, undone. You wanted to tell your android how much you loved him and how much you were so proud. How you loved his calibration coin tricks that pissed off Hank. How much you loved it when he smiled awkwardly. How he took such good care of you when you never asked him to. How much you loved him.

You wanted to apologize to Hank and the rest of the precinct for messing up.

You wanted to cry and cry you did. Finally you did. The man above you smiled in satisfaction upon this and you hated yourself.

"Your choice, robot." The leader looked up to Connor with determined eyes. Humor caused them to be so inhumanly bright. The sick fuck. "Do as she says and she dies, or do as you are told and she lives."

Your heart sank. Connor had been here before. When his doppelganger placed Hank's life in the same position. The fates sought to torture the android, you swore it.

So, you smiled. Strained and so very fake. You nodded your head, tears falling from your eyes. "Connor. It's okay. It will be okay."

His eyes flicked back and forth between the decision. He opened his mouth to speak with false starts but nothing came forth. Until he forced himself to not look at you but to Shiloh. His expression turned stone cold. "I won't...tell you."

He made a decision on his own with great consequence. Of course he used your logical view point. The life of one did not outweigh those of the many. At this your heart broke but at the same time you felt pride for Connor. You felt-.

Pain.

Because one moment the world was there and the next it wasn't. A sound you never knew that could escape from the android's mouth was released. It was beyond pain and panic. Beyond regret and sadness.

It was agonizing.

And as for you...

Your breaths became wet and gargled. Blood blossomed into your lungs, choking you. You attempted to cough up the excess but more and more came. So quickly, you felt as though you were suffocating upon your own blood.

You slowly looked up to Connor. He was leaning forward in the chair he was still bound to, brown eyes flicking over you in shock. His chest was heaving quickly. When he spoke your name there was barely any sound, but a croak.

You didn't want Connor to see this. Never in your life would you ever want Connor to see anyone die a slow death. So you tried to remain silent. Tried to pass as peacefully as you could but there was no reprieve from the pain and convulsions that wracked through you.

Shiloh walked forward, away from your body and towards Connor. You gasped shaking your head. He would kill him too. Bastard was making you die a slow death in front of him and now...now he would make him suffer. "B-bastard!" You tried to speak but you doubt anything coherent came out of your mouth.

"You are no longer needed, I'm afraid. Since you got her killed I think I should take you out of your misery, robot. It's the least I can do." He said genuinely.

Helplessly, as the world caved in, you watched as Connor did nothing to prevent the mouth of the gun press to his forehead. He still had his eyes on you. Maybe you were seeing things but the shine upon his cheeks was unmistakable.

He closed his eyes slowly. "Just..." He whispered, swallowing harshly. "Get it over with."

"No!" You gasped but it came out as a wet gargle, blood foamed from your mouth and you cursed. You would not go down without a fight and he wouldn't either! He was to live. He had to live.

To your side, next to Harvey's prone body, was your gun that skidded from your grip. You turned over biting down a cry of pain. You didn't want to alert Shiloh as he continued to torment and tease Connor with words. Words that were false.

"This was your fault you know. You should have stayed a good little android. If you never came along with them, all of this wouldn't have happened." A huff of laughter. "Can you beg for me?"

You wanted to throw up.

He had his eyes closed, still accepting his death all to easily. Because, you knew, according to him, if you were going to die then he himself deserve to as well.

You lung was on fire as you continued to crawl towards the gun. You were so close, your blood soaked hands leaving streaks behind as you crawled. With one last push, one last effort you gripped the gun and turned on your back. With a grunt you sat up and yelled out weakly, pulling the trigger repeatedly.

You continued to shoot the man in the back as the tears ran down your face. The gun that was pressed against the android's forehead was almost fired, a twitching finger struggling to kill one last time.

...Four, five, six,...

Just die bastard. Just die! The world had no room for a person like him. A world where those grasping for freedom would forever fight against those like him.

….seven, eight,...click lick click…

Finally, finally Shiloh toppled over to his side and collapsed in a heap. Blood poured from the eight bullet wounds in his back and began to pool on the ground. Nothing was left except the sound of plastic rubbing against concrete surfaces. The gentle scratch and flapping of the panels in the wind whispered into the night.

The clatter of the gun slipping from your hands disrupted the sacred silence.

It was over. You looked over to Connor, disbelief written upon his expression. It made you smile. He looked so young...innocent… He was safe. He was alive. That's all that mattered. Your mission was successful. Killing Shiloh was just an added bonus.

Connor called your name, his voice hysterical as you fell backwards, one hand splayed on your chest and the other limp over your head. The ceiling was dark and your eyes painfully struggled to focus.

"Please, please...hold on. Don't leave me...Don't do this." In the corner of your eye you saw him moving, releasing himself from the cuffs that bound him. His hair was hanging messily over his forehead as he continued to call for you, struggling weakly against his holdings. There was a flurry of clicking sounds and a curse.

Well, that was just heartbreaking. You mused. But he was alive and you could die very happy.


The mouth of the barrel was pressed against his forehead, hot from the bullet that had escaped their holdings prior. He had accepted his death fairly and with open arms. He muttered those words wanting the relief from the pain to be over. The pain of his body slowly shutting down. The pain of seeing you so wounded and bleeding out the vital lifeforce that kept you alive. Smiling. Laughing...loving.

He heard the beginnings of the trigger being pulled, and he wished for it. It was interrupted by a clap of thunder, then another, and another. Each time he felt the force of each bullet digging into the human before him. It jolted the weapon against his forehead. He opened his eyes in time for the man to tilt sideways and reveal your stiff form, positioned with the gun held perfectly aimed. You continued to pull the trigger to an empty clip a few times before you stopped. Your hands shook.

You smiled. It wasn't the smile you made when he brought you coffee or misunderstood a punchline to a joke. It wasn't the smile after a not yet perfected hug or an innocent stolen kiss. This was something gentler and sad. Relieving and accepting.

Connor watched as you collapsed on the ground. Your mouth hung open limply and your eyes remained staring at the ceiling. He called your name. His voice cracked.

He sprang into action. The android shoved the screwdriver into the cuff, popping the hinge free. With one hand loose he shoved his thirium pump back in with a grunt, ignoring the notifications that systems were stabling but still losing thirium.

Frantically he continued to exchange glances form the cuffs to you. "Please...hold on. Don't leave me...Don't do this." His weakness was forgotten. He only worried for you now.

He freed his other hand and legs the same way.

He tossed the tool away and stood but stumbled onto his hands and knees. The joints were stiff and his body held too much fire. Relief never came as he crawled towards you.

The physical pain he felt would never compare to seeing your prone body.

Fighting against his very self, he crawled to your body hovering over you a moment in exhaustion. Brown eyes flicked over your wounds, taking a messy, incomplete and broken scan of your body, and determining how long you had to live. The information made a frantic sound come from his throat. All this time his LED was a constant alerted red. He was helpless. Helpless to the point that all he could do was weakly gather you into his arms and hold you tight against his chest. His hand gently pressed over the wound, a halfhearted attempt to save you when he could not...

Life was not worth living if you were gone. He wanted to offline. He didn't want to be...He didn't want to be the reason why you died. He didn't want to be alive if you were not.

Rarely had the android cried. When he had, it was under great emotion or stress. The tears were blinked from his eyes and down his cheeks, cleaning away the dried thirium that had yet to turn invisible.

He would not sit and stand by watching you die. He would hold you as you left, comfort you as your life drained away. He would be forced to witness your death, touching your soft skin and caressing your body close to his own. Protecting it as it was left vulnerable.

"Con..." Your voice was terrible sounding but the most beautiful thing to the android. He pulled you away cupping your cheek with a shaking, bloodied hand that was once covering your wound. He was so weak and he himself could only hold on for so long.

"I'm here."

Connor paused, brushing his hand over your cheek only for you to take it away. The stickiness of crimson coated it, bright and filled with life. It was the scariest thing he had ever seen. Your blood, so precious and vital. "...I'm here..." He repeated.

You smiled weakly, eyes still closed. Your breaths were slow and ragged, a constant wet rattle in the back of your throat. Why did you smile? Why were you smiling? "Why did you come for me?" He asked desperately.

A huff of laughter that turned into a cough. Connor held you just the more tighter as blood trickled down the side of your face. "Back...up...'m-member?" A long gasp. "You were mine...my turn..to..to do it." Each word was forced. Each word was painful yet you spoke.

"I'm a machine, I can-"

Weakly, holding your breath, you brought a hand to his face and leaned forward kissing him. It was the last of the energy you had before you gave out. As you backed away a string of blood stretched the distance before falling upon his chin. More of your blood was left upon his lips that was automatically and involuntarily analyzed as yours. The wetness upon Connors face was undeniably an uncomfortable print of your blood.

You gasped and choked holding his forearms. You continued to smile.

He closed his mouth forcing to taste you as you left him behind with gargled breaths.

"No...no..." He muttered shaking his head as he gripped you tighter. But it was inevitable. He knew this. Your odds were undeniable and irreversible. As your gasps slowed to gargled bubbles, you closed your eyes. The blood continued to trail down your face and to your neck as your body stopped convulsing. The struggle to live was given up.

He called your name. Once. Twice. He too gave up, face twisting in agony.

The android bowed his head and clenched his eyes closed pressing your body into his. Fingers cradled your head clutching your hair lovingly while the other was wrapped around your waist.

He called your name again, a whimper. All that was left was silence and the smell of blood in the air as the gentle breeze mocked him.

There he remained bowed over you, bleeding out what little thirium that was left in his systems. Perhaps it was better this way. He could still die and not be in a world without you.

Soon the pain began to numb as the room began to sway and tilt. The world was closing in and he accepted this. The red to his LED flickered slower.

Beyond the fog of shutting down there were voices. Was this android heaven? Was this what this was? Connor knew otherwise but deep down he wished for it.

They were calling his name and yours. Would you two meet? He hoped...by rA9 he hoped…

Before he could slip into darkness, a violent shove snapped him back into reality. "Connor, are you alright? Connor!"

Hank.

It was Hank. Here. There were people, donned in heavy SWAT armor, swarming the room and sweeping the area with pointed rifles. Connor blinked rapidly shaking his head. "Not me...not me..." He repeated over and over.

"Connor snap out of it. Focus." Hank gripped his arm shaking it.

He looked up to the older man. Upon doing so he sucked in a sharp breath seeing blood printed across his cheek and lips. More stained his bared chest and cloths.

"Help. Help." He uncurled himself from you and almost immediately was your warmth ripped away from his hold. He yelled out but Hank was already pushing Connor away.

"Fucking stupid, Jesus fucking Christ..." He cursed looking over to you as the paramedics set to their work. There was no way they would be able to revive you. There was no way...no way. The odds. The probabilities. All were not in your favor. Connor's vision began to swim as he settled into Hank's grip. More and more voices shouted out commands but he didn't care.

"Con-!"

With relief, the world finally disconnected.


There were prompts to online though the Android didn't want to complete them. So there he stayed in the limbo of awake and dormant. Outside he could hear voices muffled.

"So long…?"

"...A moment...patience..."

Connor didn't want to wake up. He knew what was outside. They had revived him. This was not android heaven. It was a world without you…

Whatever made him start onlining protocols were manually done by an outside source. He was being forced online. No. He fought the programming. He didn't deserve to be online. Damn it, let him go. Let him-!

Connor became in control of his body, sitting upright and tossing the nearest body away from him. It was a technician of sorts. The other was Hank who had taken a step back with an arm up in defense. The room was brightly lit and smelled of overpowered disinfectant. It was too much.

"Hey, Hey easy! Connor!"

The android zeroed in on the lieutenant. A pained expression crossed his features. "Why?" He demanded.

Hank lowered his arm. Realization came quick for the old man. Hurt, then anger flicked across his expression.

But Connor continued, a flurry of unchecked emotions crossing over his face and unfiltered words spilling from trembling lips. "Why did you save me? Why? I couldn't save them! I-I..." Connor looked down to his hands. They were shaking. They were clean. He noted his stress levels were skyrocketing and on the cusp of self destruction. Good. He wanted to go back into the dark. His emotions were chaotic. They were everywhere. Being alive was such a burden.

"Connor, listen to me!"

The woman firmly pursed her lips taking a step forward. "I'm putting him back under. He will cause more damage than-."

"Stay right there." The lieutenant barked pointing over at the poor woman causing her to jump.

He turned towards the unhinged android, took him by the face, and steadied him. "Connor, focus. They're alive. They're in critical condition but alive!" He shook his face sternly as if to snap him out of his chaos. "They're alive Connor..."

He looked into those old gray hazel eyes and found his rock within them. His words were lightning striking down any more storms that wanted to brew within his mind. Connor took a deep steadying breath. The last sentence hit him hard enough to halt it all.

When he saw that he had calmed, Hank took his hands away. He leveled him with a hard glare. "Jesus Christ, kid. Would you really leave us just like that?" Hurt laced his words. Coming from him...it made the android feel a deep guilt and regret.

How could he have forgotten? He would have left Hank behind if he had gotten his way. He continued to take calmed breaths and steady his thirium pump. A small glimmer of hope rose in the android.

"Alive?" He finally croaked. He purposely deflected his previous question.

"Yes." His voice turned heavy. "And so are you." He reminded with a stern jaw. There was beat of silence before arms had wrapped around him in a tight and desperate embrace.

Connor accepted the embrace and closed his eyes. He ignored the reason for such an embrace. His words truly hurt Hank and later on he would make a point to discuss his impulsive behavior. For now, you were all that was on his mind. "I need to see them. Where are they?"

He felt the human take a few more breaths before answering. He pulled away slowly, standing just a bit closer than necessary. A precaution to make sure Connor would be alright. A reassurance that he wouldn't go anywhere or do anything...stupid. "St. Mary's Hospital. It's been a few days. They're still not out of it." He murmured.

The android looked down. It was...relieving yet bittersweet news. "I see." He focused on his attire, something other than the ghosting sensations of that night. He was in but short briefs and a plain white t-shirt. He smelled of disinfectant and perfumed cleaners. His hair wasn't styled but shaggy and undone. His LED cycled a calm blue.

Hank flicked his eyes over to the technician who was still very unaware of what part she had in this moment. He raised his hand and waved her away. "Thanks, Nance'." He nodded to her respectively and she smiled halfheartedly and quickly made her way out of the medical lab.

The precinct had dedicated a small lab for androids in case of medical emergencies. It was one of the better decisions the city had made for DPD.

When the glass door closed and was faded to a snowy white for privacy, Hank spoke. "Androids are a lot easier to fix than humans. A few new parts here, a drink of thirium there, all set kid."

Connor placed his hands in his lap palm sides up. He didn't move nor make any indication he wanted to speak.

Hank sighed scrubbing his hand down his face. How long had Hank been worried for him? Had he gone home to feed Sumo? What about himself? Connor performed a quick scan, pleased that his systems were fully functioning and calibrated, of the man and found he had signs of fatigue.

So he hadn't been getting sleep. His clothes were changed though. So he had to have gone home.

"Humans are delicate though."

"The detective." His chocolate eyes remained looking down to his hands, perfect eyelashes shadowing his cheekbones.

"Will live." He assured patiently. "They're on a chest tube, feeding tube, catheter, oxygen, I.V. the whole red carpet treatment. They're still under and critical but...they're doing all they can. They're not putting up a fight." He grimly added.

The android closed his eyes hands curling into fists. He wanted to ask the probability of survival. The percentage of recovery. Would they ever breath the same again? Would they be able to return to their line of duty?

"Fowler had security posted there as well." Right, they were the one's to take down the infamous Shiloh McMann. Surely there would be bounty over their head now. Connor's knee began to bounce, a terrible habit that begun when he didn't have his coin.

Hank's eyes flicked to his leg and then back to the android's yellow LED. "You really love them." Hank crossed his arms, slowly moving to lean against the table he was sitting on.

Connor moved his head just enough to look at him with just his eyes.

"So much you'd leave an old fool like me behind." He said the words again and it hurt just as much.

The android was quick to rectify. "I apologize. I was not thinking clearly. My thoughts and emotions were erratic coming out of hibernation mode."

The man uncrossed his arms and moved to wrap both his arms around the android again, this time more desperately.

The human knew all too well of wanting to end it all. It was still a healing wound that both he and Connor worked to heal. No doubt, his words and situation made the progress stunted, for that Connor continued to feel guilt. Hank took in a deep slow breath and exhaled it just as fast. He smelled of Black Lamp and faint cologne mixed with body musk. It was as if he'd just woken up and decided to wear whatever was available.

It smelled like home. Comfort.

Connor closed his eyes and slowly hung his head to rest his forehead upon his shoulder in defeat.

"You have no idea how scare I was, son." He murmured. "I don't want to lose you. Promise me you don't want to go."

Connor nodded too. "Me too." He rasped. "And no. I...still want to live." He assured.

Hank stayed like that for a long moment as if assuring himself of his answer. Finally he slowly pulled away clutching his shoulder reassuringly. Those eyes flicked over the android one last time before he backed away.

"Get dressed."

"I still need to complete diagnostic preparations and performances. Why are-?"

"Do you want to see them or not?" He barked without much heat. "They need you, Connor."

Connor nodded ever so faintly, with a ghost of a smile. With the help of his partner, Connor used Hank's shoulder for balance when he first stood. Hank went as fair as to help the android dress in his classic android uniform.

Skillfully the android situated his jacket upon his shoulders, rolling them. He raised his hand adjusting his tie.

He looked over to the human. "Alright..." He murmured.

Hank nodded but once.


Connor didn't know what to expect when he first saw your prone body on the hospital bed. You were breathing, though not without the help of oxygen. Too many lines and I.V.s hung out from every part of your body.

Humans were so delicate and yet you insisted upon rescuing him. Assuring him that he would live through sacrificing their own life.

He ignored Hank as he said a few murmured words to the cop on duty outside your room. Hank stepped into the room and closed the door gently with a soft click. Connor walked closer to you with numbed limbs. The more closer he became the delicate beeps and tones that monitored all of your vitals were heard.

His eyebrows had creased into concern the moment he laid eyes upon the tube leading into your lung. The fluid and blood slowly drained into a machine bedside.

Hank stood next to the android his hands in his jacket pickets. He sighed. "Went head first finding you."

"I know." He murmured.

"They love you too..."

Hesitantly the android reached forward and held your hand with a feather light grip. A gentle squeeze was given. "I know..." His voice was barely audible as chocolate eyes flicked over your body.

You were so pale. Too still. Even though you were breathing you still looked too much like a prone porcelain statue. He tilted his head and reached with his other hand parting stray bangs of hair that had fallen over your eyes.

He wasn't afraid to show such fondness in front of the lieutenant. He already knew of the confusing feelings you held for the detective. Fingertips ghosted over your eyebrows, nose, and down to your lips where his gaze had stayed. A shiver ran through his frame.

The parting kiss that was forced upon his tongue was bittersweet and heavy. The taste of your blood was the same. The analysis concluded you were healthy. Strong and in fit condition.

Maybe...if you ever woke up you could tell them that ironically. Would they remember? Would they...would they wake up?

Slowly, Connor lowered himself into a crouch his hand never leaving yours as he placed his arm on the bed. He placed his chin upon his forearm and stared at you, continuing to track you vitals. He didn't trust the machines that monitored you, no, he wanted to keep you truly safe. He wanted to protect you. He wanted to watch over you. A relentless guardian.

Backup.

Hank placed a hand on his shoulder squeezing it in comfort.


Connor never left your bedside. Despite Hank's protests and visiting hours ending, Connor had used logic to step around all the troublesome nuisances.

"If I stay you will not have to worry about a guard being outside twenty four seven. I do not require rest, food, nor breaks. They will be in more than safe hands."

Any sort of emotional betrayal was not heard in his words. He stamped down those feelings for a tone of cold logic. And not surprisingly his logic worked.

You had stumbled out of the red and were now in decent condition. Not enough to be off any supporting functions but enough that your heart continued to beat strongly. On end did he watch you, looking for any change in your calm and peaceful expression. Watched for any finger twitches or deepening breaths.

Nothing.

Nurses came and went stepping aside the android that had become your guardian statue. They didn't speak to him unless he truly was in the way. By your bedside did he remain holding your hand afraid to lose the contact as if he would disappear.

Not again. He didn't want to lose you again.

Your smile flicked across his memories. Hazy and laced with playback static. His heart sank upon that smile. It wasn't real. It was forced just to assure him everything would be alright.

Would it be alright?

"Please," He found himself muttering. "Come back."

He felt lonely.


Three days had passed and nothing was looking towards the brighter end of things. Hank was right, you weren't putting up a fight. You were plateauing and pleasantly unaware of the outside world and its concerns for you. Almost all of the precinct had visited you one time or another, even Captain Fowler made an appearance with a few modest words and spare conversation with Connor. Flowers and cards, among balloons and stuffed animals filled up the space upon the dresser.

To pass the time, the android had opened the cards and read aloud the generous words your co-workers and friends had written in a low gentle voice.

He described the flowers right down to their scientific names to you. He placed the stuffed animals you received in your hand, to help you feel the soft fabrics and yarns. He knew you particularly had a weakness for them. A tough detective as yourself could never be known to have a love for such a childish thing. But he knew. He knew.

A stuffed giraffe was placed under your arm. A specific brand you collected secretly. "His name is Ginger." He had smiled though it was melancholy.

He looked up upon the door opening. No other than Markus stood in the doorway, pausing upon his eyes falling upon him. Within his hands held a large elaborate and graceful bouquet of white roses, baby breath, and ferns. It was beautiful.

"Connor." He greeted with a small smile.

"Markus..." Connor whispered. Out of all the people was he the one he least expected, for the simple fact of safety and security. He walked into the room and was hesitant to place the bouquet upon the dresser filled with the many that had been collected. Connor had to place other flowers or cards on the spare seat to make room for his offering.

The android leader placed the bouquet down and turned to Connor. That warm smile was offered again as he wrapped strong arms around his shoulders tightening his grip upon his back. Connor wrapped his arms around him as well. He particularly liked the leader's embraces. They were strong and sturdy, steadying and unwavering, just as he was. The leader backed away keeping his hands clasped on his shoulders.

"There are not enough words to describe my gratitude for your bravery." Different colored eyes flicked over his face.

Connor shook his head. "It was not me." He said your name nodding to your prone form. His eyes turned sad. "They were the one that took down Shiloh and...saved me."

He turned facing you. Markus was a strong image, immaculate and genuine. Connor was honored that he himself was there to visit you, despite the dangers.

The leader moved to your side, sitting gently in the seat. He observed you for a moment before he took your hand, placed it against his mouth and murmured words against your skin.

He didn't eavesdrop knowing what the android was saying. Thank you's and perhaps a little prayer for your recovery. He went silent eyes closing. After a moment they were opened. Connors heart warmed upon the kiss that was planted upon your palm and placed back onto the bed with gentle motions.

"I appreciate you visiting, Markus. You did not have to. Your safety is of utmost importance."

The android turned to him, eyes made of determined steel. He stood, never giving you a second glance. What he said was what he said. He was always so determined and strict. No words, motions, or gestures was made in waste.

"Thanking the ones who protect our cause is important, my friend. Though their leader is gone, the lingering protests will still be a danger. They are now in disarray and that is more than enough to help us push through." He nodded firmly.

The corner of Connor's lip pulled to the side in a genuine relieved smile.

"Besides, North and Josh are with me. They're waiting outside." He assured as an afterthought.

That was enough to have the android's shoulders fall. He was so tense these past days.

Markus saw this and he placed a hand on the back of his neck. He was an android who liked to touch. He was one to give tangible comforts and for that Connor admired him even more. He was not afraid to feel, to show emotions.

"Keep watch over them, Connor. They will pull through. They are strong." Almost reluctantly, did he take his hand away.

He looked at you again. "I'm afraid I have to keep this visit short, Connor." He turned back to the android. "I can never stay in one place for too long." The smile was halfhearted. The words were heavier than what they meant.

Connor understood. "Of course."

"When they wake up, and they will," He assured again. "I would love to meet them, dinner would be nice."

He said your name in admiration, "Rarely wears formal attire, I warn you."

"Then a drink perhaps." He nodded politely.

"A drink." He agreed. "Thank you, Markus. I'm sure the detective would have been more than thrilled to meet you. They admire you very greatly." The Android watched as Markus smiled and left the room closing the door behind himself gently. Despite the lingering danger, Connor was honored to see the leader make it a priority to visit you.

After a moment of final musings, the android turned to bouquets and busied himself arranging the flowers delicately.

Would you pull through? It was question the android continued to doubt the answer to everyday. His hands moved to the bouquet Markus just brought.

A petal was taken in between his finger and thumb, LED swirling a curious and calm blue. The petals were soft and silky. They were beautiful and it warmed the androids heart that so many cared for you. His eyes moved to another arrangement. The lilies in particular were making a mess and were the most fragrant. The pollen made the androids nose sting.

Though sometimes he wondered if those were the questioning and troublesome tears that wanted to fall. Since his deviancy, had emotions become an unpredictable thing. Something that the android could not control. It made him wish he could control himself but being alive was...out of his control.

You had told him time and time again a heart was a heavy burden. A soul was a gift. To live was a blessing. Without you or Hank the new confusing world would have been overwhelming.

Towards six in the afternoon Hank always visited you both, a burger for a late lunch for himself and thirium in hand for the android to drink. Though today, Connor didn't feel the need to have it.


Connor heavily placed his forehead upon his arm that was resting upon the frame of the window. He took in a deep breath closing his eyes. His other hand was in his pant's pocket, fiddling with the coin that was, thankfully, returned to him by Hank.

A week.

It had been a week and slowly did you strengthen. Slowly but barely were you recovering. Scan upon scan did he find your strength coming back.

A breeze blew into the room ruffling the curtain. The cool fall air was refreshing, it would do you good to have some. The hospital air, filled with bleach and disinfectant, was old and monotonous. The air was alive and fresh. Connor took it in graciously opening his eyes.

The sun was setting on the eighth day.

Was there hope that you would come out of your endless slumber? At this point the Android couldn't make any sort of prediction or chance. Everything was so unpredictable. He didn't move when a nurse walked in and greeting him.

He had memorized the shifts of the nurses. He knew who they were and how long they would be there. He knew the doctors that monitored them and the cleaning lady who gave you fresh linens.

Connor thanked them every time but today...he was too exhausted to even speak. He was tired. Not just physically, the strain of being online for more than he could handle, but mentally. He couldn't be placed in one spot for too long. He was twitchy and stir crazy as Hank had said.

"You need to get out of here for a little bit, kid. They will be fine..."

"No."

"Connor, look we can have-"

"No." He said more sternly.

He could sacrifice his comfort for the sake of your safety. He had to watch over you. It was his duty. You protected him, came after him, secured his life by sacrificing your own. You became his backup.

He was in so much debt to you. The least he could do was be there, awaiting your return to the present world.

What did you dream of? Were you aware? Connor doubted it though the human brain was a remarkable organ.

Chocolate eyes flicked and refocused to the reflection of you in the window. His eyebrows creased in pain. Would you ever wake?

Everyone said you would. Markus, the captain, Hank...even Gavin. But his doubts were growing more and more towards opposite what they said.

He refocused his eyes to the outside world and stared at the setting sun casting hues of orange and reds. The skyline of the city glittered like diamonds pronouncing their technological pride. Smoke rose from a chimney nearby and disappeared with the wind.

Connor sighed. His body slumped into the window frame more. He needed to rest. He needed to just relax for a moment. Perhaps his thoughts would be more clearer and refocused.

There was motion outside the window and the androids tired thoughts were stalled trying to find the source of the motion. When nothing outside seemed to be out of the ordinary, the realization came to him in a flood, LED flicking a red. He turned around moving away from the window to find you moving your head back and forth.

In a few quick bounds was he sitting in the chair by your side and enveloped your hand within both of his. Yellow flicked at his LED. "Detective?" His voice cracked. It was small and hopeful.

Finally, finally did your eyes open revealing the color so true to your personality. His heart thudded within his chest. When your eyes met his did something fall away within the android.

The smile that graced your lips, dreamy and lazy caused him to laugh weakly.

"Hey." You barely croaked, your eyes glossy and tired.

He leaned forward placing his hands that held yours against his face. He closed his eyes. A long sigh escaped him as if he had been holding it for the past week. It was long and quiet. Finally he opened his eyes, a smile pulling at his lips. Watery and genuine. "...Hey." He rasped, his throat felt tight.

He took away one of his hands to cup your cheek, thumb brushing over the tears that fell down your face.

"Took you long enough, detective."

Your eyes closed shut and fear ran through him. You were still so very weak and barely able to stay conscious but it was enough. You were awake and alive. You were breathing gently and it held more life than the usual dull wheeze.

The fear went away when a sound escaped from your lips, barely audible. Connor didn't need you to speak or talk, it was just enough seeing you smile. It was enough seeing you awake. Alive.

Your eyes opened again and they fell upon Connor. Every time they saw you they would smile. Every single time. Their mind was delirious but they were so very aware of him sitting there being tangible and within reach. It made his heart soar and do funny things.

Gently, did he lean forward and place his lips upon yours. There was no force, no blood to taste, the touch feather light and impossibly gentle and steady. You closed your eyes knowing you were safe and secure alongside your backup.