Luckily I caught her in time and laid her down gently, not wanting her body to receive any injuries. I started to panic, tears were rolling down my cheeks. The music stopped and I could hear staff running towards us. I was crying at this point and my head was spinning, I didn't know what to do. Her head was on my lap and I could feel her boiling hot body temperature. I took off her blazer to try keep her cooler, it helped a little bit but then her temperature raised more. I noticed the spotlights had turned off and the lights in seating area had turned on. I could hear more sounds of footstep running towards me, so I looked up and saw couple of staff members along with Emitsun, Pile, Sora, Mimorin and Aya. The staff started moving the audience out of the area while we started to place ice packs on her forehead and body. I gently stroked her head, my fingers slipping through her hair. She started to stir a little bit and blinked her eyes open slowly.

Me: Ai Are you alright!?

She looked at me with half-lidded eyes and gently lifted her arms up towards me, draping them around me before she went limp and fainted again, her body heating up more. I started to freak out even more and I wouldn't know what to do if I lost her.

Me: Aina! Aina! Wake up please!

I started screaming for someone to get a doctor, knowing we couldn't just stay there and do nothing. Our costume designer came and picked up Aina from my lap and carried her to the couch backstage. I ran off stage and cried on the floor until Emitsun and Pile came over to comfort me, letting me cry into their shoulders. I couldn't hear much but I could hear they had decided to change Aina's clothing so I quickly jumped up and offered to change her. I quickly ran to the changing room and grabbed my track suit pants and t-shirt and got her dressed, gently manoeuvring her limbs so as not to accidentally hurt her and placing gentle kisses around her body. Her temperature had gone down thankfully as we had tended to her. I made it my mission to stay with her and refused to leave her side no matter what.

Suddenly Aina started stirring again, her eyes opening and a dazed and confused expression painting itself on her face. She was still weak and wasn't able to talk as she was no doubt attempting to gather her bearings. I held her hand all the while, letting her know I was there for her.

Me: I'm here aina...I'm right here…

The director came and asked us for a plan about the performance. I didn't want to leave Aina's side as I could feel her grip getting weaker and her hand becoming hotter again as the seconds passed. Her face was all red and sweating like crazy and she was in a lot of pain. This set me off and I started tearing up again, feeling helpless despite wanting to help Aina feel better and the manager was certainly not helping. Emitsun was trying to drag me away so I could calm down but I refused to leave Aina's side. Pile joined her pulling me away from her and they succeeded in dragging me away into another room and shut the door. The second my hand lost grip on Aina's, I felt my heart sink.

As I cried into Emitsun's shoulders, I could hear the doctors from the hospital arriving to check on Aina. They were all shouting as they panicked which caused my nerves to flare even more. I wanted to be there. The staff refused to let anyone in the room, so we stayed where we were, all anxious messes.

We were still half way through the concert so Rippi, Kubo, Emitsun, Mimorin, Aya and Sora decided they were going to continue and sing Pile's, Aina's and my parts, while we sat out. We kept hearing shouting and Aina screaming from the room,. After an hour we were allowed back to the room. I quickly opened the door and was shocked to find that Aina wasn't there!

The staff told me she was rushed to the hospital. Why didn't they tell me!? I didn't even have my drivers license! But I had to get there, I just had to so I called a taxi and went straight to the hospital. When I arrived I rushed in to see what room she was put in but the doctors refused to let me in until they had finished checking her over. I sat in the waiting room waiting to hear news, anxiously tapping my toes and trying to distract myself while constantly attempting to convince myself that she would be okay. She was a strong woman after all. She had come this far. I was so proud of my strong Kussun. After an hour the doctor came out and pulled me into his office.

Doctor: Kusuda-san is most likely not going make it. Her body is attacking her insides, trying fight off a virus. This is very harmful for her and the baby.

Me: what...no….

She's not pregnant, she had a miscarriage

Doctor: we just done a ultrasound and saw a baby. a choice needs to be made. You need to choose to take the baby out and the baby will have a chance to live or keep the baby and pray the baby and Kusuda-san will both make it. We usually ask the parents but they aren't present and this is your child's life...

Me: what are the chances of her living out of 10?

Doctor:3/10 at best, depending on how quickly we can operate.

Me: what about the baby, will it survive if it's taken out now?

Doctor: from what I can see it's not doing well at all. So it's probably a low chance of survival if you decide to keep it inside or take it out.

Me: Can I call my parents to get their advice?

Doctor: of course, you just need to make a choice quickly.

I got up from the room to call my parents, I could barely gather my composure as I explained what was happening. After the lengthy emotional discussion I knew what they suggested was the right choice.

hello everyone, I hoped you enjoyed the chapter, it's a short one.

since there is two options for nanjou the book will spilt into two seperate ones.

So this is the last chapter of this fanfic

option 1 book will be called another jolks February

option 2 book will be called another jolks April

you will know why those months when you read the book.

option 1 book will be uploaded first and the option 2 book would be uploaded in a couple weeks

thank you