Chapter 5:
It was now October 2nd. I've been a lot happier than I was before but something just isn't right. I think it is because of the way Draco has been acting towards me. In class and in the Great Hall, I noticed he's been staring at me constantly! Not only that, he hasn't really argued with me at all either! I wonder if he is finally starting to learn to keep his mouth shut, but I'm not satisfied! I know I'm starting to sound selfish, but it just isn't enough! It's not right! He acts like he likes the new me! What if that is it? Does he like the new me? If he finds me attractive in anyway I guess I could understand why. I'm not trying to be self-absorbed but who at the moment wouldn't find me attractive? I was smart, hot, and I was in good shape for someone who didn't play sports their whole entire life! Still I shouldn't let that get into my mind right now. I had to study for a Potions exam for Professor Slughorn. I went on my way to go meet Hermione in the Library.
Draco's POV
These past few weeks have been hilarious! Starring at Lydia in class and in the Great Hall! Every time she notices that I'm starring at her, she gives this wide-eyed shocked stare and turns away blushing! God it was funny, but at the same time, it was kinda cute. Yah I found it cute, she looked innocent. Though I loved power and strength in a woman, I also loved the innocence of one as well. After these thoughts left my mind, I thought about my mission. The mission the Dark Lord had bestowed upon me. I was grateful and excited. I began to think of all of the ways of how to succeed. How to succeed and how it would please the Dark Lord. Snape would no longer be his favorite. I would.
While I was sitting in my room, an owl flew up to my window. I noticed it was my mother's owl and it held a letter for me:
Dear Draco,
My beloved son, how is your mission going? The Dark Lord is growing restless. We do not know of your plan as to how you are going to get rid of Dumbledore. At the beginning of this past summer, I asked Professor Snape to help you in this most desperate time. Please son, be safe, and please don't fail. I love and miss you.
Love your mother, Narcissa
I love my mother, but how could she do this to me? How could she have gotten help from Snape?! Did she not believe in me? Did she not believe that I could succeed? Why must she treat me like a child? I'm 17 years old! I'm able to take care of myself! Still I could not be angry with my own mother. She has been my provider since my father was sent to Azkaban. She was the one who took the beatings from my father whenever he was angry. She has stuck it out through almost everything and yet she still loved him. Every time we went out into public, she was able to pull it off that she was just like my father. Yes, she was of high class but she didn't always act the way my father wished she would. When he was taken to Azkaban, my mother and I felt like a weight had been taken off our shoulders. I loved my father too but he was one of the things in life that I feared the most. I feared getting exactly what he gave to my mother every time she upset him. I would like to believe he loved my mother, but the way he treated her when eyes were not upon them made me think otherwise.
Angered by all these thoughts that filled my mind I through the letter aside and looked out from my bedroom window. I only looked at the sky. I used to do it when I was little. I would play outside, run around, and just let myself fall onto the soft grass. I'd stare at the sky and just watch the clouds pass me by. Sometimes I wish I could just go back to that before all this drama began to happen between my parents. Still I couldn't. I had to think about now. I had a mission. I must kill Dumbledore. I must succeed. I must do it on my own! I was not going to get help from my teacher. He only agreed with my mother to help me so he could get all the glory for himself!
I heard a noise come from the common room and figured Lydia probably just came back. I decided to let the bad thoughts slide away and go have some fun. When I walked out to the common room, I saw her sitting in the chair by the fireplace writing in some book. I also noticed that a large black piano, which I had never seen before, was in the common room by the window. I had no idea how it got in here but I just let that slide by as well. The piano was playing by itself. She probably bewitched it into playing soft sweet music.
I walked up behind the chair as quietly as possible. I looked down at Lydia. She was still quiet, but only when she wanted to be.
"What are you doing?" I asked. She immediately jumped up out of her seat shocked. Right when she got out of her seat, I sat down in it.
"It's none of your business Ferret!" yelled Lydia. I always disliked it when I was called Ferret but I decided to make this a little fun.
"Well if you wanted to call me by my pet name you could have asked dear. If you are upset I can make you feel better," I said in a sweet talk voice.
"WHAT?!" said Lydia who was now blushing. "What the Hell are you talking about?"
Awe this was fun.
Lydia's POV
What the Hell! What the fuck was he talking about? PET NAME?! Why the Hell is he acting like this? Does he actually find me attractive or is he just messing with me?
"Look, whatever is going through that perverted mind of yours should just disappear right now! I don't know where you got the idea that I would ever want to be with you! After what you did to me since I started at this school! Hell no! You perverted bastard!"
"Well there's no need to get excited. If you are like that we can go to my bed now if you want."
Why the Hell was he saying this? I simply stared at him and turned towards my room. Still I wasn't going to let him have the last laugh.
"I would never lay in bed with you Malfoy! Besides, you would never be able to satisfy my needs. You don't have what it takes!"
After saying that I walked off into my room with a grin on my face.
Draco's POV
I don't have what it takes! ME?! The Slytherin Sex God! I'm the definition of SEX SYMBOL for Christ's sake! I've satisfied all the women I've been with and she says I wouldn't have what it takes! That I wouldn't have what it takes to satisfy her needs! As I watched her go off to her room I watched as her hips and her straight Raven-black hair swayed from side to side as she walked away. I must have her! She was something that everyone wanted right now! I wanted her but she refuses me! Only her refusing to be with me makes me want her even more, but according to her, I wouldn't satisfy her needs. What exactly were her needs? What was it that she wanted? I must know so that I may have her! I figured it was time that I go and find out why she doesn't let people enter her room, and what she secretly wants when no one is around.
Ok I'm not so sure about this chapter being great. I had a really hard time with it so plz review and tell me what u guys thought.
