I did not Lydia did not write any of these lyrics. Christina Aguilera did. The whole song is not here. It is called "Oh Mother."

Chapter 7:

Ok, this is even weirder than before. Draco still stares at me in class but I don't see a lust in his eyes the way I used to. He seems to stare at me with sadness. Not only that, if we ever pass by and he bumps into me he apologizes and just walks away! What was going on? Was I being punked? Who knows? Maybe he was changing. Or maybe he was just acting that way so he could get me into his bed. As hard as it was to believe, I seriously hoped it was the first one. I don't think Draco is completely evil, but after all that he has done to me in the past it was kind of hard not to think he was evil. Plus his father was a Deatheater! Who's to say that Draco won't follow in his footsteps? What if he already is? Still, just because Lucius was a Deatheater, doesn't mean Draco has to follow in his footsteps.

Today was October 31st. It was Halloween night. It was also the anniversary of my birth. My birthday. I'm now 17 years old, but I do not celebrate my birthday. Today was the day my mother gave birth to a monster. What was to celebrate? Whenever it was my birthday, I thought of my mother. I was in my room at the time when I started writing a song. I wrote for the longest time and then I went to my black piano to go see how it sounded.

As I sat down, I felt peaceful. Playing the piano and singing was one of my methods to help clear my mind. I put my fingers on keys and began to play.

Draco's POV

I don't know what to think of Lydia anymore. At first, I saw her as a peasant, then a good shag, now I can't say what I see. The attraction for Lydia was still there but my pity for her was often in my head more than the image of her in my bed.

While I was in my room, I heard music. I figured it was the piano that Lydia had brought in the common room. The music being played was beautiful. I quietly opened my door and I saw Lydia's back facing me and she was playing the piano. All of a sudden, I heard her sing.

She was so young with such innocent eyes

She always dreamt of a fairytale life

And all the things that your money can't buy

She thought daddy was a wonderful guy

Then suddenly things seemed to change

It was the moment she took on his name

He took his anger out on her face

She kept all of her pain locked away

Oh mother, we're stronger

From all the tears you have shed

Oh mother, don't look back

Cause he'll never hurt us again

So mother, I thank you

For all that you've done and still do

Together we always pull through

We always pull through

We always pull through

Oh mother, oh mother, oh mother

Hearing her sing was like her telling me my life. The song of course was about her mother but I felt like she was singing about mine. In a way, I guess we were similar. Our fathers hurt both our mothers. After the thoughts left my mind, I tried to listen to the rest of her song.

All of your life you have spent
Burying hurt and regret
But mama, he'll never touch us again

For every time he tried to break you down
Just remember who's still around
It's over, and we're stronger
And we'll never have to go back again

Oh mother, we're stronger
From all of the tears you have shed
Oh mother, don't look back
Cause he'll never hurt us again

So mother, I thank you
For all that you've done and still do
You got me, I got you,
Together we always pull through
We always pull through
We always pull through

I love you mom

I was about to cry. I couldn't help but think about my own mother and wonder how she was doing. I looked up to Lydia and I noticed that she already began to cry. I stepped out of my room and went to her.

Lydia's POV

I couldn't help myself. I had to cry. I had to let it out. All of a sudden, I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up and saw that it was Draco. He had a sympathetic look on his face. He bent down to where we were eye level and he began to wipe my tears away. All the bad memories and experiences that Draco and I shared together drifted away and I was happy. I felt happy that Draco was with me right now. He embraced me and slowly the sadness went away. I looked up at him and I realized how close we were.

Draco's POV

We were so close. I couldn't hold back from her anymore. I gently pressed my lips to hers. She seemed shocked at first but she slowly closed her eyes she began to drift off into a dream. She had such soft lips. I have kissed many women before but it never felt as good as she did when I kissed her. I suppose it was because with them I never felt anything for them. With Lydia, I felt my heart pounding. I felt all of my feelings at once.

Lydia's POV

He kissed me. It was my first kiss. I never thought he would be it. I still wasn't sure if this was a plot to get me to sleep with him but at that moment, I didn't care. My mind was completely cleared. Nothing was in my mind except Draco. When I opened my eyes, I stopped the kiss. I looked down and then back at Draco. I didn't know what to do so I slowly got up and just walked to my room. I went in, lay down on my bed, and began to drift off into sleep. Right before I fell asleep, I began to have impure thoughts about Draco. I began to wonder if Draco really did change.

Draco's POV

When Lydia left, I went back into my room. I couldn't take my mind off her. I couldn't stop thinking about her violet eyes, her smile, and the way she walked. I knew at that moment, that I had fallen for Lydia Fayth Avalon.

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