Chapter 10:
I woke up the next morning. I realized that it was Christmas Day. I was still wearing my clothes from last night and I looked like a mess. I decided to take a quick shower and freshen myself up. While in the shower memories from the other night started to come to mind.
"Oh crap. I forgot I left him last night,"
I didn't want to run into him today but I knew it was unavoidable considering the fact that we live together.
I got out of the shower put my undergarments on and a robe. My hair was still wet when I decided to go into the common room. Under the tree I saw some presents. I walked towards it and I immediately noticed that a bunch of them were for Draco. I figured they were either from his mother or from a bunch of his fan girls. I grabbed all the presents that were to me which was only a few. I got some from Harry and Ginny and them. I even got a nice black sweater with a silver outline of a raven on the front from Mrs. Weasley. The one present that caught my eyes the most was a green box with a silver bow on top. I opened it and inside was a beautiful silver butterfly comb that I could use to hold back my hair.
I was shocked to have gotten such a gift. On a small card that came with the present said, "To: Lydia, Love: Draco." I was confused as to why he would get me such an extravagant gift!
I stood up and went to Draco's room. I opened his door and saw that he was still sleeping. I walked towards him, sat on his bed, leaned close enough to where I was hovering over him, and began to shake him.
"Draco! Draco, wake up!" I said.
"Uh, what?" said Draco who was looking at me with delight. "Did we have sex?" he asked in a drowsy tone.
Once again I was appalled and disgusted by him being his perverted self.
"Okay that just answered my question!" I said in a disgusted voice and I began to walk towards the door.
"What are you talking about?" asked Draco as he got out of bed. I couldn't help but take notice that he was shirtless and only wearing jean pants. His body was amazing I had to admit and it made me blush but still he was nothing but a horny bastard.
"What are you playing at? Why are you trying to be so nice to me? That's what I'm talking about!" I yelled. "If it is to just get in my pants you can forget it!"
"I told you before that I wanted to start over!" said Draco.
"Really or was that your plan? You'd be nice to me, I'd fall for you and you would get me to sleep with you? Was that your plan? To play with my emotions!"
He just stood there looking all serious. He stared at me while I was here feeling like I was about to scream my lungs out.
"I'll admit, when you got your little makeover I was going to try and seduce you but things changed."
"You haven't changed one bit!" I said and I began to walk for the door again but Draco grabbed my arm and flung me to the wall. He pulled out his wand, shut and locked the door. Before I could try and make a run for it he pinned me to the wall with his hands.
"Don't tell me I haven't changed! The one who hasn't changed at all is you! Sure you look different and you try to act different but you're still the quiet little girl who keeps everything bottled up!" yelled Draco.
"What do you mean?" I said.
"You know damn well what I mean! I know you feel something for me! Every time I've kissed you I know you feel it!" said Draco.
"I don't feel a damn thing!"
"Don't deny it! Whatever it is I know you are attracted to me!"
"Just shut up and let me go!"
"No! I'm not letting you go until you admit it! I won't release you until you let whatever it is in you out!"
"WHY WOULD YOU CARE?! You don't care about me!" I said and I started to feel tears running down my face. "Why should I express my feelings to you when you don't even care? It hurts to feel something strong for someone you've considered your enemy since you were 11 years old!
Without any hesitation Draco pressed his warm lips to Lydia's. Trying to put more force into it Lydia turned her face away. Her face was wet with tears and the robe she was wearing was slowly falling off her shoulders.
Draco moved slowly towards her ear.
"You say I don't care Lydia, but I do. Out of all the girls I've been with you are the only one to have made me want more of you. The only one to have made feel pain when you're not around. The only one to make me tremble when we kiss. I know you feel the same way. Why do you deny it?"
"Because I don't want to give in."
"Give into what?"
"My feelings."
"Why?"
We stood quiet for a few moments. I knew I knew the answer to this question but I blocked it out of my head so long it was hard to find it. That and the fact that I was afraid to answer him. I felt as if I was a child afraid to answer their parents.
"Because I'm afraid that you'll hurt me."
I could tell that Draco was feeling sympathy towards me. He put his hand to my face to wipe my tears away.
"I'm afraid of letting myself give in just to have you hurt me. I don't want to have to give in to my desires; wake up the next morning to find out that you never really cared. I don't want to make love to you."
"Then we won't," said Draco.
For that I turned my face to him. I was shocked that Draco Malfoy would say that so I decided to see if what he said was true.
"What? What did you say?"
"I said we won't make love. If this is a way to prove to you that I'm not in this for the sex than so be it," said Draco sounding serious.
"I know this sounds corny but I just want you to be with me. Nothing more."
I couldn't take my eyes off of his. For the first time I saw Draco not as a little boy but a grown man. I once again felt the same mysterious feeling that I felt when I first looked into his eyes when we were eleven.
"So," asked Draco, "what do you say?"
I waited a few more seconds and then kissed him. It was the first time I ever kissed a boy myself and truly enjoy it. After I broke the kiss Draco let go of my arms and backed up. I once again began walking towards the door until Draco spoke.
"So, what does this mean?" he asked.
I turned around and gave him a stern look.
"It means if you tell anyone about us I'm going to be pissed, got it?" I said and began to give him a smile.
He simply smiled back at me and said, "Got it."
"Oh, and thank you for the comb. It's beautiful," and I left the room.
Sooo how was it? Another chapter that I'm unsure about. Plz read and review! And Merry Christmas to u peoplez out there!
