Ok everyone, I plan on having a sex scene in the chapter so I just wanted to tell ya. That and the fact that this is the 1st sex scene I've ever done so plz don't hate! i decided to change the rating because even if the sex scene isn't as detailed as some that i've read before i don't want to get in trouble.
Chapter 13:
It is now ten at night...
I didn't trust him. I didn't trust him and now he's pissed off with me. I doubted him. He is innocent. He really isn't a Deatheater. I know the truth but what shall I do now? I never worried about something like this before. Again that same feeling came to me. This feeling has been torturing me for sometime now. I feel it everyday when I'm with Draco but now I was feeling it when he isn't even near me.
Could this be a feeling that I have long forgotten? I remember my mother once mentioned the word before. She said she once had strong feelings for the man known as Sirius Black, Harry's godfather. She said she still felt this feeling for him even though she had to give him up.
The name started to come to me. I've heard this word plenty times but I never cared for it. I guess it was because I didn't feel this feeling till I saw Draco. The feeling that I've felt for Draco since the first moment I saw him was love. That feeling I felt every time I looked into his eyes was love. I had fallen in love with Draco Malfoy.
"I'm in love with him," I silently said to myself.
I finally realized it. Actually, I think I always knew I loved him. Me, being so stubborn just didn't want to admit to it. Finally admitting to it released something inside of me that made me want to rejoice! I wanted his love! I wanted to be with him! I wanted him, body, mind, and soul.
I heard a door close and I figured Draco must be back. I looked towards my closed door and then at the floor. After that I stood up and went to his door and knocked. My heart was pounding and I was nervous with what I was about to do but I had decided. He may not believe me because of what I had asked him earlier but I wanted to show Draco that I love him. I wanted to tell him that I was sorry.
When the door finally opened I looked up into his stormy grey eyes. He had a shocked face but that quickly changed to a stern one.
Draco's POV
"What do you want?" I asked.
I had no right to answer her that way considering the fact that I'm lying to her.
"Um…I just wanted to say…I'm sorry about earlier. It's just…that these little incidents that have been happening this year like with Katie Bell and Ron. Harry keeps talking about them and pinning everything on you," said Lydia who was now looking at the floor.
Figures, Potter has to be so suspicious of me. Damn him! No wonder Lydia was asking me that question earlier.
"It's alright."
"No it's not alright! I didn't trust you especially when having these kinds of relationships is all about trust. Plus, it isn't any of my business and I shouldn't ask those kinds of questions," said Lydia. "That's all I wanted to say."
"Look everything is fine," I said and I began to walk back into my room but I felt her hand tug on the sleeve of my shirt. I turned to look back and her eyes finally met mine.
"And I also just wanted to say that I love you."
Lydia's POV
I said it. I told him that I loved him.
"What?!" he asked.
He was staring at me with those eyes of his. I looked into them and they instantly connected like they did when we were first years.
"I love you," I said again.
He was shocked so I began to back up.
"I see you're upset so I'll just get going now."
Before I could walk away Draco grabbed my arm and pulled me into his room. He shut the door, turned towards me and began to kiss me passionately. I was lost for a moment or two in my own fantasies till I felt him begin to try and remove my shirt. I stopped the kiss and looked at him.
"Sorry," he said panting. "It's hard for me to control myself. I'll stop."
He began to pull his hands away but I pulled them back. He turned and gave me this bewildered look.
"Go on," I said.
"I thought you said I didn't have what I takes to satisfy your needs," he said half laughing.
"Well I never gave you a chance," I said trying to sound seductive.
Without hesitation he picked me up and led me to his bed. He gently laid me down and began to leave a trail of soft wet kiss down my neck. Since I was a virgin I really had no idea of what I was doing, so Draco slowly began to remove both our clothes. Me, being embarrassed of my naked body tried to cover myself up with the blankets. He removed the blanket, took hold of my wrists, and smiled down at my face.
"Don't hide from me," he said in a husky voice. "I need to treasure every moment looking at you like this."
He began to kiss my chest and went lower till he reached my abdomen. I began to moan with pleasure and I kept hoping he would just get on with it. He was torturing me just letting me lay there yearning for him.
I opened to him like a flower to the sun. I could tell he felt my unspoken invitation because he began to fit himself to me in love's perfect union. When he breached my innocence I began to give out a slight cry. I held him with all my might. He began to move within me. He was careful to be gentle, caressing me and kissing me until I myself, too, was caught up in the perfection of what was happening between us.
Later, in the aftermath, we lay in silence. He had collapsed on me and then rolled on my side. I gave it to him. I gave him the one thing that I truly believe made me pure in this world. He began to pull me towards him and he held me tight. I fell asleep in his arms to the beat of is heart. Once again they were both in unison and I felt safe to just lay there with him.
Draco's POV
We made love. She wasn't my first but it felt like she was. I've had sex with plenty of girls before but this was the only one that mattered. As I held her in my arms I felt warm. She had already fallen asleep but I decided to say it anyway.
"I love you too," I whispered into her ear and I fell asleep not ever wanting to leave her side.
Ok so how was it? I hope it was alright. Plz don't hate! This was my first sex scene!
