Chapter 18:

I ran around the school looking for Ginny and the rest of them. I could feel the darkness even more and it was getting all over the school. When I finally found Ginny she was panting.

"Lydia! Oh there you are! It's the Deatheaters! They got into the school somehow!" said Ginny.

"We'll be alright. We just need to stick together and we'll be fine. Where are the others?"

"Here I'll take you to them!" said Ginny.

When we found them a bunch of Deatheaters ran towards us.

Author's Note: Ok I suck at fight scenes so I'll just skip over that.

We held off some of the Deatheaters for awhile but they weren't my main interest. I needed to find Dumbledore. I saw someone at the corner of my eye. I turned to see Draco running towards another hall. I looked at my friends who seemed to be doing alright and ran to go after Draco. I took another hall so that way I could cut him off.

When I found him I pulled my wand out and pointed it at him. He kept staring at me with those beautiful grey eyes of his. Looking at him brought tears to my eyes.

"Lydia I-

"Shut up! Don't say a damn word! I read the letters Draco. You've been lying to me this whole time."

"Wait just please-

"NO!" I said with my hand slowly going down but my wand was still pointing at him. "What was I to you?! Was I just a good fuck?! Was I just part of your plan?!"

He had a look of regret in his eyes and began to walk towards me. I quickly shot my wand back up to his face as more tears began to fall down.

"Don't you dare touch me!" I screamed. "I should just get rid of you. That or I should just turn you in," I said now looking at the ground. I lowered my wand completely this time while still staring at the ground and moved to the side.

"Go now," I said.

Draco was still staring at me with sad regretful eyes and tried to come to me again.

"I said go! Go now before I kill you!" I said, still looking at the ground.

He took one last look at me and ran. He didn't look back. I fell to the ground and realized that the dream I had earlier was showing me what was going to happen. I turned to see Harry running towards me.

"Why'd you let him get away?!" he screamed and then ran off after him.

I'm such a fool. I can't believe that after all that has happened I let him go. Looking back on everything that has happened between us I realized that it was because that I still loved him, and I don't think anything can change that. Not event my friends feelings and concerns towards him could change that. Still I have to let him go.


Oh God this is getting sooo freakin hard! i feel that the closer i get towards the end of this story the harder it is to write it. i mean personally this is starting to sound pretty crappy! oh well plz update and give info on how to improve for the SEQUEL!