A/N: Once again thanks for all the reviews! I can't believe I'm updating so soon. This is a two part chapter so its on the short side. You guys can expect the next chapter up tomorrow. Enjoy!

Meredith, its me, Addie. I haven't heard from you in almost a week. I'm starting to get worried. I don't know if I'm being a paranoid pregnant person, but something tells me that you're avoiding me. Anyway, I hope to talk to you soon and I hope all is well with you, the babies, and Finn. Bye.

Meredith mentally kicked herself as she stood over the answering machine. Ever since she had told Derek that the babies were his, over a week ago, she had been avoiding Addison. She knew that she was avoiding Addison, Izzie and George knew that she was avoiding Addison, Derek knew that she was avoiding Addison, and now Addison knew it as well. She called Meredith everyday, some days more than once. Anyone could guess that she was avoiding her. It didn't take a genius to figure that out.

How can I be so cruel? Meredith thought as she plopped herself down on the sofa. Just as she got comfy, the phone rang again. She looked at the caller Id. It read unavailable. She didn't want to answer it but it just incase it was about her mother, she did.

"Hello."

"Meredith, hi, its me."

Meredith mentally kicked herself again, this time for answering the phone. "Hi Doc…Addison."

"You were about to call me Doctor Shepherd again."

"No…no I wasn't."

"You were."

"No, I really wasn't. So, is there something you need?"

"Actually yeah, I wanted to talk to you. I've been trying to call you for almost a week now. You never answer. You never call back."

"I'm sorry, I've been…busy."

"Did you just get in?"

"No, why?"

"I just called. No one answered."

"I…um…I couldn't find the phone. I always leave it where its not supposed to be."

"Mer, what's going on? Why are you avoiding me? Did I do something to offend you?"

"No. I…I'm not avoiding you Doc…ADDISON, I'm just busy. That's all."

"Of course you are. I'll just take the hint. You don't want to be friends with me any more."

"No, I never said that. It's complicated."

"You keep saying that but you refuse to tell me why its complicated."

"That's because I can't. I can't tell you. You are my best friend but…but you're the one person I can't tell. It's hard. I've been avoiding you so I wouldn't have to face you and so it wouldn't slip."

"So what wouldn't slip?"

"I…I can't say. I'm sorry."

"Meredith…" Addison pleaded.

"I'm sorry Addison."

"Whatever it is you can tell me. I'm here for you and NOTHING will change that."

Meredith was silent for a few seconds. All she wanted was to come clean and tell Addison everything but she knew that she couldn't. "I…" Just as she was about to speak, her doorbell rang.

"I have to go. There's someone at the door."

With that Meredith hung up the phone and got up to answer the door. Once again, Meredith mentally kicked herself. This time for answering the door, because none then thee Derek Shepherd was standing in the doorway.

"Derek, what are you doing here?"

"I need to talk to you."

"Than talk."

"Can I come in?"

"No." Meredith simply stated.

"Aren't we kind?" Derek chuckled.

"I just got off the phone with you wife. With my former best friend. With my former best friend who I can't even talk to anymore with out feeling like I'm betraying her. But what do I know? I've been betraying her since day one."

"Meredith, I'm going to tell her tonight."

"No!" Meredith practically yelled.

"I have to. I need to tell her."

"Derek, please."

"I have to. I'm sorry."

Meredith folded her arms and began to cry. "Do what you want Derek. This is your mess. Not mine. I just happen to be carrying the products of your mistake."

"It's just something that I have to do. You need to understand that."

"I do, I do. I understand completely. But I would like to understand what you plan to do about this!" Meredith pointed to her stomach. "Huh? If you're such a perfect person. Always doing the right thing, what are you going to do about this?"

"Derek, what are you doing here?" Addison snuck up behind Derek, placing a hand on this shoulder.

"I just came to talk to Meredith. I'm going to go now. You ladies have fun." Derek said as he turned to leave.

"Derek, you can't just walk away like this!" Meredith shouted.

"Yes, I can." He said as he got into his car and drove off.

"What do you want Addison?" Meredith snapped.

"Our conversation was cut short. I wanted to finish what we started."

"We did finish. I can't be around you. I'm sorry."

Meredith turned around to go back inside, but Addison grabbed her arm and stopped her.

"Meredith, whatever it is, you CAN tell me. I'm here for you."

"No, no you're not. At least not after tonight."

"Have you been crying again? Mer, what's wrong? Please talk to me."

"Nothing is wrong. I'm just tired and moody and I just…I can't do this alone. You have it all, and I have nothing."

"What are you talking about? You have Finn."

" Me and Finn." Meredith softly laughed. "Finn and I. We…we're not what you think we are. Sure he helps me out. He's been really great but…I don't expect much from him after the babies are born. I don't expect much from him now. You don't know the whole story."

"Than tell me."

Meredith shook here head. "I'm hungry. I'll see you around Addison."

"I'm coming inside with you."

"No you're not."

"Yes, I am."

"You have no right to come into my house, Addison."

"I'm your best friend and you need me more than ever. Obviously something is not right! You can not keep this inside. I'll make you something to eat and we'll talk, okay?"

"Addison, the babies are Derek's."

Before Addison had a chance to respond, Meredith had already gone into the house, and locked the door behind her.

A/N: So, did it really happen? Did she really tell Addison? Was it just a dream? What is Addison's reaction going to be? Is she going to be understanding? Is she going to become Satan again? Hmmm? I wonder…