I don't own the Forger/Shades of gray, Shannon Neprily does.
I don't own Trinity Blood, Sunao Yoshida and Kiyo Kyujo own it. :)

This fanfic is rated M for language, MxM relationships, and sexuality.

Once forgotten Twice the problem

Chapter 5

"Are you sure you want to do this?" Devi asked, walking alongside Abel, slipping through all sorts of alleys.

"I don't mind chaperoning you," Abel said, smiling as he wrapped an arm around Devi's shoulders. The demon was quaking, but whether from cold or nervousness Abel couldn't tell. What did catch him as strange was the fact that Devi's hands were behaving themselves. The demon hadn't tried to grope him once since they'd started walking two hours ago.

"You know, if you have something on your mind I'm a good listener," Abel offered.

"I didn't mean about walking with me, I meant are you sure you really want to be near me when I feed. Most people can't handle it," Devi's hungry eyes scanned the darkness for worthy food, still coming up short.

"Well, I mean I don't know exactly...how do you feed then?" Abel asked, suddenly feeling nervous.

"They didn't tell you!" Devi turned toward him in shock, staring stupidly at him.

"Tell me?" Abel's arm hurt from the force of Devi's turn.

"Abel, you should stay here. I don't think I want you to see me that way," Devi hugged himself, looking anywhere but at Abel.

"No matter what form you take I know your heart. You can't scare me. I've seen Torian feed and I'm not afraid of him," Abel shrugged.

"Then you're a fool. But that's not how I feed. I don't eat meat or blood, not if I can help it. I need someone to... I...I need someone to force themselves on me," he looked up at Abel, eyes glassy with tears as he waited to be judged. Would Abel think he was disgusting?

"Okay. Why by force though? Why can't you feed by sleeping with a prostitute or anyone else who won't hurt you?" Abel wanted to understand. He didn't like the idea of allowing someone to attack Devi and just sitting there while his friend screams.

"When I feed I have a hard time controlling myself. When Sevi's here its okay because he can give me what I need. But when it's with a human or any other species I might lose control and kill them. So I have to make sure it's someone that I want to die. I could never forgive myself if I killed someone who meant me no harm. That's the only way to ensure that I don't kill anyone worth saving."

"I respect that. I don't have to like it, and if he hurts you more than he has to I'll kill him myself," Abel offered him a smile.

"Thank you," Devi smiled as he and Abel started walking together again. With a smirk, he reached over, slapping a hand onto Abel's backside.

"oops, I slipped!" Devi giggled. He paused, a dangerous predatory scent filling his nostrils.

"Here's my appointment!" Devi held a hand up to Abel, asking him to stay back a ways before running off to great the monster he would feed off tonight.

Author's notes: Okay, So Devi's feeding now. LOL I won't write about him getting raped, because I don't know if this site would allow it (Even if I wouldn't go into any real description anyways. I save my lemons for the good stuff, not for some sweaty scumbag in a back alley. :) )