This is another one of those No-Caleb-How-Dare-You-Pick-Meridian-Over-Me ones except a little after the Big Shock. It's really hard for me to write happy…stuff. It seems forced or something. And these aren't in any particular chronological or anything order. They just come out when I'm really bored in Math class or something. :D
I Guess I Did Forgive You
I hated you with burning anguish
No one could make tranquil
You should know I could never forgive you
And I know I never will
I hated you with a fierce aching agony
I dismissed all rational deeds until
I vowed I would never forgive you
And to this day I never will
I destroyed times of rapture in my mind's memory
I refused to remain broken and tearful
I know I can never forgive you
And 'til my death I never will
I reject you and your accursed ways
Bringing me to my knees and still
I stubbornly declared I won't ever forgive you
And no matter what, I never will
I don't want to admit what you did that day
I felt so terribly abandoned, so wounded
I bitterly cried I would never forgive you
But now, after all you've done, I guess I finally did
