RE- DONE /RE- DONE

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Xigbar walked down the glistening stairs in the pale moonlight, realizing what was happening as he made his walk of fate, and knew what he had to do. He blindly found himself at his room, barely acknowledging the rest of the world's existence in his numbness. He walked into the dark room, and could barely stand.

He went to the bedside and gathered all his things in a violent silence as tears rolled down his pale cheeks. He felt his heart beat in his chest. It was hidden under fear, pain, and loss, and one just had to overcome that to reach it.

He had, but his heart was breaking. He had all his things together, but he had one more thing to do, before...

He never continued the terrible thought as his hands trembled with agony as he walked down to his desk, removing what he needed, and prayed to never remember again.

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Xigbar rushed downstairs, hoping to bypass everyone. He found himself nearing the main hall, the shadows delving everything in darkness. However, someone had gone looking for him. They came from behind and grabbed his shoulder, a familiar voice whispered behind him.

"Braig, don't do this, what if-" Vexen had started as he removed his hood, but he was met with a face that wouldn't listen.

"Even", Xigbar said quietly, his yellow eyes facing the window showing the moon of kingdom hearts shining, "Im no longer what he wants." He said, looking back at his old friend.

"The only reason he is doing it is because-"

"His heart wants power, its what it always wanted, control."

Vexen was silent, trying to understand what was happening, he could only remember the past, and how they had fallen into darkness.

"Do you remember when Xehanort let master do the experiments?

It was because of me, he thought I was playing with him, that morning, he was nervous and... Ansem said things, that made him mad, that I didn't really love him, so if it worked, he could...leave."

"To...where?" Vexen asked eyes staring at the marble floor, following its streaks of black as Xigbar's voice quavered.

"Wherever he came from, and it worked so...he found a way to leave."

Xigbar could only look down as the pain in him swelled.

"But he never found it, the darkness took him, before he could ever walk out the door." And Xigbar turned to look at Vexen, tears in his eyes.

Even took a long look at that face.

Aged. Xigbar was only a few years older then Vexen, but he looked like he was old enough for the gray in his hair. Lines caressing across his face, pain in his cloudy dark eyes. He remembered how young Xigbar had been.

"Will you, give this to Xem- Xehanort..."he said quietly, facing the large doors in front of him. He eyed them carefully, wondering if he would see them again or not.

Then he decided.

In his hand was a letter, a simple seal of the heartless on the back in red wax. On the front, in thick red ink it read, "To Xehanort' and that was all.

"Xigbar really I don-," however, Vexen found himself alone, as the large marble doors closed in front of him, and the letter drifting in the air .

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Vexen knocked slowly on the large black doors in front of him, the rest of the members behind him, their heads down, silent. Surely, the doors opened and Xemnas gazed up from his desk and saw the crowd in front of him.

"Wait here," Vexen instructed to them as he stepped inside the dark office.

"Should I be told what is going on?" Xemnas asked coldly and rose, the doors closing behind Vexen as he walked in. Vexen walked up to Xemnas, getting close enough to see the emptiness in his eyes. He saw the dark circles under them, and the lines from rubbing his forehead, and laying his head on the desk. Vexen just pulled the letter out of his pocket, and presented it to Xemnas, wordlessly.

"It is for you." He said, looking down at the floor, then he turned and let go of the letter, letting it float to the ground, and walked out the door.

And as he left, he peered back; to see Xemnas catch the letter before it hit the ground. He eyed the letter and Vexen saw it, in his eyes.

He saw sadness.

Only one person ever called him Xehanort anymore.

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My Dear Xehanort,

All I ask is that you read this letter, nothing else. All I ask is for you for just a moment to forget everything, that emptiness in you.

Will you just remember, remember the promise I made. Remember our love, our nights together under the stars at our cliff. Will you remember the way we used to act around each other; you were my angel, and I your savior. We used to walk side by side, facing everything together. We used to be one; we used to be the light. I never stopped loving you Xehanort, I never did. I never lost my heart; it was locked away inside me, waiting. Waiting for you to open it, but you never did. Finally, I did, only to have it break. Im not sure anymore, you were the only reason I kept going, kept moving. You were my light in dark nights, my heart when I did not think I could go on. And then, we fell apart, at our peak, when we felt like nothing before.

You broke me.

Im sorry, I promised Id never leave, and this is wrong of me to do, even if you do not care. However, Ill always be with you, in your heart, I know its there. That is why we exist, because we are connected. I know that is not what you wanted...But im not sure you ever knew what you wanted before we met. My Xehanort, please, do not forget our love.

But im afraid we wont see each other again.

I love you my Xehanort, but I just cannot keep doing this, its breaking my heart, staying, and leaving. Please, do not forget me, or my promise, my Angel.

All my love,

Braig

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And they waited, outside in the front hall. It was silent as the moon caressed them with an eerie light, the hour's hand twirled and twirled, and no one ever came in.

Or out.

So they calmly went back to bed, sadness over ridding them. Stalking up the stairs, slipping into their rooms.

However, Vexen was worried; they had no news from Xemnas. He decided to creep up to Xemnas wing, in the dark. He soon found himself outside his office, and the lights off. So he opened the door, only to find an empty room.

But in that empty room, there was a solem chair, facing a large window, and the letter was sitting on the floor in front of it.

And the large ornate window was open.

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Braig found himself sitting, quietly over his ledge. He could see the dark waters lapping up against the pitted rocky ledge. They matched his eyes.

It was then, that he remembered when he had bright eyes.

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"Xehanort, what are you doing here, the party isn't over?"

Xehanort was sitting silently in the soft sandy beach, the waves of clear blue slowly creeping up and down the glistening white shores. The sun was bathing in the waters, a yellow glow fading over Xehanort's pale, fair skin

"I just... needed some silence."

Xehanort was staring off into the distance. He kept searching for something, it seemed, farther than he could gaze, but he wanted to find it.

Braig silently slipped down next to him, keeping a tolerable distance.

"What are you looking for?"

Braig turned to the young boy next to him. He had turned 22 today, a nice restless age. He had happily gone past that age a few years ago, becoming a little more settled. He gazed at the lithe figure before him, and wondered how he could find solitude in chaos.

"I don't know." He said, his graceful gaze looked down, passing his hand over the soft white sand.

"Something is missing, and it's not my past, its strange..." he said quietly, gazing off.

His voice came clear and calm, as a soft wind passing by.

"Then what is it?" Xigbar asked gazing at the young face next to him and he saw the face sadden.

"I just...don't know." The boy said, watching the sky flare in the sunset.

"Something is just missing, something-"he suddenly stopped, his gaze falling upon Braig.

Braig for the first time took a long look at Xenahort. He had flawless skin, gorgeous skin. His hair was flowing beautifully, rolling down his shoulders in the moist air. His lips were plush, parted just slightly. The pink in them made Braig hunger for them, their taste, feel. His thoughts grew darker, until he met the boy's eyes.

They were astoundingly dark, pools of black, but they were clear, like water. His eyes cut through him like bright jewels, and bore into his sole. The storm had long left those eyes. And Braig realized he was starting at an angel, glowing in the sunset.

"You have the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen." Xigbar said, hushed, as he brushed his finger against Xenahort's face, pulling back a silver strand of hair.

"Your eyes..." the angel managed to get out as a blush crept up his face to the intimate touch.

The sky was bright in reds and golds, the ocean glowing, and something changed that day as the sunset.

"There so bright..." and a single tear fell down his angelic face.

"There what I've been looking for."

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It had not been very long until a sudden noise sent chills up his spine.

It was a rustling that was almost impossible to catch, but something only caused by someone who was trying to hide. Xigbar readied himself, and silently approached the sound. He then swiftly took aim to the bush, the clicking of his guns ringing through the forest and open air.

He was about to fire...

"Wait! Xiggy it's me!" the voice was young and unmistakably belonging to the youngest member of the organization.

"Roxas? Why are you out here, shouldn't you be heading to the castle? Geez, you finished your mission that fast?" he asked, angry with the boy stepping out of the bushes.

They were standing on a cliff, looking over the rocky edge, heaving against the dark ocean.

"I was going to ask you the same thing." He said eyeing Xigbar.

"Why are you out here, I made a portal to you and..." he started to stay.

"I just...well..." Xigbar paused, sitting down trying to think of what he was going to say.

"Roxas lets just say it's now Organization 12." He said gazing down at the murky waters.

"What, they...kicked you out?" Roxas said shocked. He stood a few feet behind the figure that seemed to barely be there.

"No," Xigbar replied loudly, rather annoyed, before sighing and sitting down over the ledge, and replying quietly.

"I left, Roxas, that's why."

Roxas stood for a moment longer observing the figure before him, before sitting down next to him over the rocky-black ledge.

"But why did you leave?" he asked gazing over to Xigbar.

Xigbar just stared out to where that beautiful sun should have been. There sun.

"Because, it was breaking my heart." He said quietly, looking for the brightness.

Roxas sat and considered what Xigbar had said. He gazed over and looked at him, and realized something had changed when he left. The Xigbar he saw standing at the castle doors when he first came was fierce and righteous, fun loving and a little pushy. The man he left at the castle a few hours before was tired and sad, and seemed, gone, at least in his mind. The one by him now, was indeed heartbroken, and he could not imagine how all of this could take place.

"How?" he asked finally, after ages of silence had settled. He was quiet though, trying not to startle the lost figure by him.

"I lost...someone I loved very much, a very long time ago." He managed to get out before he started to get a burning feeling in his throat and eyes.

"And it's started to become unbearable living near them." He whispered quietly, a croak

in his voice. And silently Xigbar slipped over the edge to the rocks below.

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He heard Roxas having a fuss; he was just in the right spot so Roxas could not see him. He heard Roxas yell his name, and then leave for help, unable to jump down safely. Roxas could never see well in the dark.

He understood it was a cruel joke. But he needed to be alone, and eventually, one of them would find him.

The beach to his right seemed almost barren, rock itself, it was not quite inviting, but the tide would get to Xigbar here in the rocky spits of harsh terrain.

He silently hopped from rock to rock, wandering over to the beach and lazily layed over the sand, finding it surprisingly soft.

The sand was dark, volcanic, and crystalline, it puzzled Xigbar, there was no volcano around here...

He sat straight up at the sound he just heard.

And realized it was just a memory...

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It had been days after there first "encounter".

Xigbar found himself for once in blissful happiness, and over a person he barely knew.

They had gone to the old Villa on the seashore and spent all the rest of the day talking by the roaring fire, and the night ended spread out on the floor in front of the dying fire, in a deep slumber of entangled limbs. Xehanort woke in the early hours to find a raven haired figure, watching him sleep, calling him angel. Tender kisses were exchanged, and something wonderful happened again that day.

"Wow"

They were out on the beach, late at night, the sun had just blazed, and left Xenahort and Braig to watch the sun slowly dip down into the great blue-green waters.

It was breathtaking, those few seconds; Xenahort was gazing off at the scene before him, entwined into Braig's arms. The sun stood in a sky on fire, bright colors brushing over one another, licking the deep ocean, the clouds drifting easily in the bright light. As the sun descended, the sky became a rainbow, reds, and yellows to blues and indigos. The fiery mass finally dipped down low into the murky waters, and left the sky fiery for a moment, before blackness swept over the sky

Suddenly, Xenahort turned to Braig, his eyes seemed to pour back love and adoration, and Xigbar realized that he must have been doing the same for the smile that spread on his lovers face.

"What are you staring at," Xigbar asked just above a whisper, moments from Xenahort's lips. And Braig realized then that he would not want to be anywhere else, with anyone else, anymore... "Nothing...just..."

"...your eyes".

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