Here is the songfic part! I would strongly advise listening to The Beatle "For No One" while you read. Peace while reading. This is in Jimmy's POV. Here is the first and only chapter of:

-For No One-

The day breaks

Your mind aches

I wake up, barely moving, with a minor (more like massive…) hangover. I actually decide to move, after 2 weeks of lying in bed. I let my mind wander off thinking of what Cindy used to say to me-

You find that all her words of kindness linger on

When she no longer needs you

I remember when…

Cindy and I would sit on our bed holding hands and staring at the ceiling. Cindy would always turn to me.

"Jimmy, I wish we could live forever" she would say

"Why do you say that, Cindy?" I'd ask turning back to her.

"So I wouldn't miss a day of staring into your deep blue eyes" She'd say, almost as cheesy as the 'are you an angel' line.

But those days are over, and I guess I have to get up.

I get up and look out my window, Cindy is to waking up too, but she has more- life- to her.

She wakes up

She goes to her vanity and puts on her make up for a new day.

She makes up

She takes her time and doesn't feel she has to hurry

She no longer needs you

After watching her for more than an hour she suddenly bursts into tears and starts crying. I watch her as she sobs, really trying to hold it in. A few minutes later she slows down and wipes the tears away, looking up from her lap to the window on almost an instinct.

She sees me staring at her and gets up and walks to the window. With a glimpse of hope shimmering in my eye I try to smile at her, but her cold face stares back.

And in her eyes you see nothing

I look the best I can, into her now grey eyes. All the life I thought I saw this morning gone, drained away. Her bright green eyes used to light up her face, but now her face is grey with grey eyes, and dry mascara that streamed down her cheeks.

No sign of love behind the tears

Crying for no one

She looks at me one, last, angry time and closes her curtains with much haste.

A love that should have lasted years

I, as depressed as I am, move slowly to my closet for I must also get dressed and ready for another lifeless day in my lifeless life.

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Later that day…

I walk down the street, hands in my pockets and head hung low, as the world around me moves in slow motion. I can't get my mind off of her.

You want her

How could she just leave me like that, even though I had so much to give her? I don't understand… I guess I had taken to long to tell her my feelings. But then how could we have lasted ten years?

You need her

I guess I miss her too much. Like a guided missile my mind was set on one target, her. And, to my despair, much like a guided missile's target she tricked my mind to think she would turn left and she turned right (more like wrong).

And yet you don't believe her

When she says her love is dead

You think she needs you

I walk to my door and open it with the key and a turn of the knob. I sigh walking into the living room. My mind wanders back to Cindy's face this morning

And in her eyes you see nothing

No sign of love behind the tears

Crying for no one

A love that should have lasted years

Her face so pale and she looked weak, but she still was so strong. I wish I could be as strong as her. I walk up to my room and sit down at my desk, staring out the window. Cindy is just now leaving home.

You stay home

She goes out

I smile at her, but when she sees me she returns to a frown from her cheery old self. But try as she may, she can't suppress a smile. A sweet smile tugs lightly at her cheeks as she stops dead in her tracks. But the smile doesn't last as she turns the corner.

I watch her walk down the street and grow sadder with each step she takes. A few hours later a ring comes to my phone. I pick it up and hold it to my ear "Hello?" I ask.

She says that long ago

She knew some one

But now he's gone

She doesn't need him

"Jimmy." An oh-so familiar voice replies. "Jimmy, I can't stand this distance between us. I guess I used to think I knew you better than I did, and shot my expectations of you through the roof. Then in failure lost everything"

"I think that what I am trying to say is, I miss you and I'm sorry." She finishes.

I hang up the phone and run out my bedroom door grabbing my coat. I know exactly where she is, I get into my hover car and at turbo speed rush through the air.

I land at the park and jump back out and run up to Cindy yelling her name. She looks back at me and jumps up "Jimmy!?" She says, but still decides to run up to me. When we finally come close, I wrap my arms around her.

"Cindy, I forgive you, I had missed you too but now I know that with all the love in my heart I will thrive to stay with you." I say hugging her tightly.

I finally release her and look back at her face, her eyes are back to green, but still crying, and a smile reappeared on her face. I smile back at her knowing that this time we might last.

And in her eyes you see nothing

No sign of love behind the tears

Crying for no one

A love that should have lasted years

And in her eyes I see something

The love is back no sign of tears

Crying for nothing

And now our love will last for years

L7L7L7L7L7L7

I know I mixed it up at the end. I wrote a new chorus because, even though I love (almost) every Beatles song, the last chorus had to be happier for the two to get together, and I didn't italicize it so it wouldn't be confusing or disrespectful. Well hope you liked it!

PEACE

lauren