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Speechless

Pretty much most the day I had kept to myself even though every now and then Madison would spot me out and expect me to hang out with her and her click. I didn't want to be a total bitch to them so I sat there listening to all of their gossip and not once did I come into the picture. Can you say concieted much? It's like they had their own little world and I was their community service project or something.

Ashley Davies is no community service project!

I should be the center of attention. I should be the center of Spencers attention.

Gosh stop it Ashley!

She doesn't even want to talk to you right now.

xxxx

I let out a big sigh as I layed in my room not wanting to do anything, but then I sat up fast.

What was I doing at home when I could be out right now? I mean I know that I don't know much about LA but hey there has to be something that I can do here.

I grabbed a thin black hooded sweat jacket and I walked out my room grabbing my purse on the way out.

It was time for me to check out this city even if that meant that I had to do it on my own. Before I had Spence in my life I had did most things by myself so there was no difference now. I just had to start over here and hopefully be able to move on like Spencer clearly has.

xxxx

I drove and I drove with my stereo blaring and as my brown curls were flowing threw the breeze.

I thought that LA was suppose to be warm. Instead im kinda cold which makes me very glad that I had brought my hooded jacket with me.

Everything seemed so overwhelming to me. Here I was this small town girl who didn't really know must of a mall then the little ones that we have back home, but now things were ten times bigger. It's weird but I think that im going to fit in here just right.

After about a hour drive around LA i made my way over to the beach because my father told me that it would take my breathe away.

Memory

Spencer and I have been friends since we were little so when I started to notice that I had feelings for her then things had totally changed. I didn't know if I should tell her how I was feeling but I knew that she would want to know what I was going through.

She always wanted to know what was running through my head. She was my bestfriend and she knew me inside and out. I just hope that she won't hate me after hearing what I have to say.

"Ashley will you please just tell me what you are thinking about?" We were in Spencers room laying down on her bed watching a movie. Well she was laying down and I was sitting up because I felt so uncomfortable laying next to her when I knew that I had real feelings for the girl.

"Spence I don't know if I can." I was messing with my fingers sitting there wanting her to stop stairing at me because I know thats exactly what shes doing.

Spencer grabbed a hold of my hands and just the meer touch of her made my heart pound a mile a minute. I just wanted to take her in my hands and kiss her so bad right now. I shook that feeling out of my head and I stood to my feet getting out of Spencers grip.

"Ash please just tell me whats wrong. Your really starting to scare me." I didn't want her to feel any pain of any kind I just wanted things to be ok with us but I didn't exactly know if that was going to be the case with us.

"ASHLEY!" Spencer yelled me out of my thoughts and I blurted out what was on my mind.

"I love you." My eyes closed shut and I wanted to take it back as soon as I let it slip out of my mouth.

Thats when it all changed.

I felt two soft lips on mine and my eyes shot open and couldn't believe what was happening right at this moment. Was she really kissing me? Was I really kissing her back?

I took her face into my hands and kissed her like she was the only thing that mattered in my life and it was true. She really was the only thing that actually mattered to me.

I was now sitting on the beach digging my feet into the sand as I had replayed that memory in my head wishing that she was here with me to see this beautiful sunset in front of me. The waves were crashing against the rocks to the side of me and I loved the noise that they made. It brought a peace to me when I sat there enjoying every moment of it.

Just as the sun was almost set a tall, tanned, and built guy came running out of the water with his Surf board under his arm. I swear if I was straight I would so do him.

I turned my view away from him when he came towards me and I really hoped that he didn't catch me stairing at him like I was.

Nope he saw me.

"Hey your Ashley right?" I looked up at him and I didn't have a clue who he was but apparently he knew who I was.

"Umm yeah, but how do you know me?" I tried to recall the days events but I didn't remember meeting him today.

"I saw you sitting with my girlfriend Madison at lunch, and she told me who you were when we met up later after lunch.

Oh wow he was dating Madison. Ok that only means one thing. This guy was stuck on himself as well. That would explain why he was built and looked to good to be true. Damn I really have to stop thinking of him like that. As if I was straight or something.

"Well I have to get going so I can go pick up Madison in a little bit. We're suppose to be heading to Ego tonight. Some club that Madison wanted to check out. Hey why don't you come out with us tonight?" Did he just ask me to hang out with him and his concieted girlfriend? Well I guess I should be greatful that I actually made some kind of contact with people around here. Even though this was the last place that I wanted to be. I wanted to be home with Spencer in my arms and enjoying every moment with her.

I sat there thinking whether or not I should agree to the invitation to go out. Screw that im going out.

"Yeah actually I think that sounds good to me. Umm why don't you give me a call tonight and tell me when you guys are heading out." I grabbed a piece of paper out of my purse and wrote my number on the paper. Gawd I hope he doesn't think im hitting on him or something. That would make things really awkward between all of us.

"Alright, that sounds good to me. Well I better get going." Just as he was walking away from me he turned around again and had a big corny smile on his face. Like he forgot to tell me something.

"Im Aiden by the way." He walked away from me and I just started laughing because he looked like such a nerd when he said that.

xxxx

Dressed and ready to hit the streets of LA I hear my phone ringing next to me. I knew that it wasn't Spencer because it wasn't her ringtone. Spencers ringtone was Speechless by The Veronicas. I swear when I heard that song I knew that I had to have it for Spencer, because seriously whenever we were together she definietly left me speechless.

"Hey Ashley its Madison." Oh joy.

"Hey are you guys here already?" I asked her as I looked outside my window at my driveway.

"Girl we know every inch of LA. So when you told us where you moved to we knew exactly where it was. So get your ass out here and lets go have some fun." Wow she was seriously way to much for me thats for sure.

I hung up my phone took a glance in mirror and wished that I had gone shopping this afternoon instead of driving. I needed some new clothes if I was going to be living here now. At least try to look like I fit in.

I grabbed my purse ran down my stairs and opened the door to head out over to the car. My heart stopped and there she stood in front of me tear stained cheeks and the most deep blue eyes I have seen in my life. It was my Spencer.

(A/N: Hey you guys heres Spencer! I've been thinking of making Spencer POV now in the story since she finally came in but Im still not sure. What do you guys think? Thx again for reviews!!!)