Thx for the feed back you guys!!! It gives me more ideas as to what should come. Heres Spencers POV.

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Spencers POV

You know when I found out that her mom was sending her to live with her dad I was so mad.

How could Ashley jepordize our relationship like that? She knew exactly what would happen if she had gotten into another fight. So when she told me that she was sorry I didn't believe one thing that come from her.

Let me guess your thinking that im acting really mean for doing that but if you were dating Ashley then you would know exactly what im talking about.

Don't get me wrong I love her with all of my heart but she has had one to many chances, but when this happened then it changed everything.

It changed her life along with mine.

How did she expect me to act towards her?

One thing that I do regret is not saying goodbye to her, but I knew if I had done that then I would just be angry all over again. I didn't want her to leave me here all by myself. I needed her here with me.

School has been nothing but miserable. I would sit in the lunch yard with our friend Jaimie and I wouldn't touch my food at all. Jaimie of course would get mad at me for not calling Ashley back for all of the times that she has called me, but I didn't want to hear her voice. It would only make me realize that Ashley really wasn't coming back.

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"Just call her Spencer. Your being really stupid for not calling your girlfriend after she just moved clear across the country." Jaimie told me as I sat there not wanting to hear her because I knew she was right about everything.

"You don't understand Jaimie." I tried to get her to understand my side but she was not having it.

"Thats bullshit Spence and you know it. Yes she screwed up, but your suppose to be there and help your girlfriend through this. Not just walk away from her when she really needs you."

I stood up from the table and grabbed my things because I did not want to hear this anymore. I walked away hearing her yell out, 'you know im right Spencer.'

So now I've only been keeping to myelf wishing to see Ashley walk through my bedroom door telling me that she was back and things were going to be fine.

I was really glad that Winter break was coming up because I did not want to be in school anymore. All I kept on seeing was Ashley everywhere I walked.

Memory

"Ashley where are you taking me?" Ashley had her hands over my eyes and was directing me somewhere. She apparently wanted it to be a surprise.

It was our one year anniversary and she said that she went all out for me, even though I had told her that I didn't want her to do all of that for me. Of course Ashley always did what she wanted to do.

"Can I open my eyes now please." I asked Ashley as I had felt us stop and I wanted to know what was going on now. I could feel Ashleys grine pressed on the back of my head I wanted to know so bad.

"Ash!" Thats when she removed her hands and I stood there with my mouth wide open.

Ashley had took me out to the lake by my house and it was at the right time of the day because of the sun that was setting was jumping off the lake making it look beautiful. There was a blanket spread on the ground with a dozen roses laying there, with chocolate covered strawberries and some apple cider.

I looked over at her and I threw my hands around her neck pulling her into me for a deep kiss. I felt her hands go around my waist and she deepened the kiss as we stood there enjoying the view around us. She definietly knew how to make me so happy. Personally I didn't care if she had did anything for the one year as long as I had her with me then there was no worries at all.

"I love you Ashley Davies." I stared right into her eyes loving this moment of ours.

"I love you more Spencer Calin." My smile grew and I kissed her again.

That was only about a half a year ago when we had our anniversary and it still feels like it was just yesterday that I was in her arms hearing her tell me that she loved me more.

Gawd how could I be so stupid as to let her go like that?

I should of fought for her or least tried to do something about the situation. Instead im here in my room laying on my bed holding onto a teddy bear that Ash had given me.

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Everything was pushed out of my head as soon as Glen & Clay come barging into my room. My two brothers and let me tell you Clay was a sweet heart but when it came to Glen then we all knew that he was just a big pain in the ass.

I guess you just have to know him to love him.

"Get up and get ready Spencer." What the hell was Glen talking about?

"Glen whats your problem?" I really had no clue what his problem was.

"Your packing your stuff and your going to catch the next flight to LA." Right when I heard LA I knew this kid had lost it.

"Glen you know I can't go to LA. I have school until break." What were they trying to do to me?

"Already been taken cared of." Clay finally spoke up and I was still stunned by the news.

"Spencer look at me. You've been mopping around this house ever since Ashley left for California and we hate seeing you like this. I know that you guys didn't get to say goodbye to eachother so I figured that you can go over there and get you girlfriend back." Was he really serious right now?

Thats when he finally hands me the ticket for the plane and I knew that this was all really happening.

I gave Glen a big hug and couldn't stop smiling. I went up to Clay and gave him a big hug as well.

"I love you guys so much. Thank you!"

Glen and Clay had helped me pack up and they told me that they were going to break the news to mom and dad when I got onto the flight so they couldn't stop me from going. I swear I loved them both so much and I don't know where I would be without the both of them.

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"Welcome to Los Angeles everyone and I hope you enjoyed your flight. Exit to your nearest exit and thank you for flying SouthWest Airlines." The flight attendant said through the monitor as I grabbed my bag and I headed towards the exit. I was actually here and I was actually going to be able to see my beautiful girlfriends face and hold her in my arms.

I flagged myself a cab when I got out the airport and gave him the directions as to where Ashleys house was at. The guy didn't really say much to me which was fine with me because this was the first time that I've been in a cab before and I was a little nervous. Hell I was really nervous. It was already dark here and all I saw around me were big lights.

Well you are in LA Spence. What did you expect it to look like?

I sat in the cab taking in the whole scene going on around me and I wondered what Ashley was doing at this exact moment. I was so excited to see her and I really hope that shes happy to see me as well. I missed her so much and I was really hoping that she will forgive me for being the ass that I was before she left.

About 20 minutes in traffic and a few red lights we pulled up to a big manison and my mouth dropped. This was The Davies residence. The man helped me grab my bags and I paid him what I owed him.

Gees remind me never to take the cab in LA again.

I swear I think I just got robbed there.

I grabbed my bags and as I was about to walk up to the door I hear someone in the car in the driveway. Hmm I wonder who they are?. They looked pretty young to me. Like around Ashleys and my age. Where they here for Ashley? Thats when I hear the girl talk on the phone.

"Hey Ashley its Madison." Who the hell was Madison and why did she want my girlfriend? I continued to listen to the conversation.

"Girl we know every inch of LA. So when you told us where you moved to we knew exactly where it was. So get your ass out here and lets go have some fun." Wow she was one strange girl thats for sure. What did Ash see in being that girls friend? Just as I was moving I hear a guys voice speak and this is what made me cry.

"Jen don't even worry. Ashley is totally hott and I think you guys are going to hit it off." Thats when I noticed he was talking to a girl in the back seat and I knew thats the seat that Ashley would be sitting at. With some random girl that she had barely met. Was she already replacing me? Tears had came as all those thoughts started flooding my head and I didn't even know if I wanted to knock on her door anymore. There I stood with my eyes blood shot on her front pourch trying to decide what to do when she swings the door open. There we stood silent not saying a word and me wanting to leave at the very moment and go back home.

She didn't need me.

She clearly had someone else to take my spot.

(A/N: Theres Spencers POV what do you guys think? Thx again for the reviews u guys are awesome!!!)