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Speechless
Ashleys POV
Uh oh. I totally forgot that I had invited Madison and Aiden over to meet Spencer. Why did Madison have to bring Jen along?I swear all she wanted was more drama for her and her "crew" to talk about. I knew for a fact that Spence would not like the fact that Madison brought over the girl who she wanted me to hook up with last night.
Ughhh dont let this go horrible tonight?
Right when Spence walked over to the front door I looked at her as if I was trying to tell her that I was sorry that they were here.
I grabbed Spences hand and intertwined our fingers while I gave her a smile trying to get on her good side.
She gave me her beautiful and I melted right there and then.
"Babe I want you to meet some of my friends from school." Wow did that sound weird or what. I mean I guess we are friends. I dont know I'm not going to analyze it right now.
"This is Madison, Aiden and I barely met Jen last night. Shes Madisons cousin." Jen smiled at me and I smiled back and then I looked over at Spence and that was definietly a bad move for me. Spence dropped my hand but kept on her smile as if she was trying to play off the situation that just confronted her.
"Well its nice to you meet you Spencer. Are you in LA for awhile?" Aiden asked her while just looking at Spence up and down. He did not just do that in front of her girlfriend and ME? Gosh what is up with guys and Lesbians? I swear they had problems thats for sure.
"Im actually only here for the Winter Break and then we will see what happens after that." I watched Spence the whole time she was talking with Aiden and just the thought that Spence would be leaving in a few weeks totally got to me, but I quickly pushed it out of my head.
"So what are you guys doing tonight?" I asked them hopeing that would say that they had to leave so Spencer and I can go on with our evening.
"Actually we are going to Jareds party and we wanted to see if you guys would like to go." Madison asked.
"Nah its ok-"
"Sure."
I looked over at Spencer and she wasn't looking at me. But still had her smile planted on her face. I didn't think that she wanted to go out and especially since Madisons cousin was with them.
"I think that sounds fun to me." Spencer finally looked over towards me and she had a fake smile on and it was really bugging me. What was she doing?
"Sweet well then heres the directions and we will see you in a few." Aiden handed the directions towards me and I still couldn't believe that Spencer was trying to act like this in front of them. This was not her.
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"Spence can you tell me whats going with you?" I asked her as soon as they all left.
"Nothing Ash. I figured that you would want to go to the party." I was trying to study her face but she wasn't letting me in.
"Spencer I don't want to go to this party. I want to stay in with you." I was playing with her fingers as we were standing in my room hopeing that she would change her mind and not want to go tonight.
"Ashley we already said that we would go."
"No Spence you said that you would go. Not me." I was aggrevated now and I new that I had to cool off.
"You know what. Whatever lets go to this party." I grabbed my keys and my purse and started to walk down the stairs. If she wanted to go to the party then fine.
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The whole way to the party Spencer and I didn't talk in the car. In fact it was dead silent that it was really starting to bug me.
When we finally arrived at the party I parked the car and noticed the house filled with people. This was going to be one hell of a night.
"So are you just going to not talk to me all night or something?" I asked her as she just continued to look out of the window trying to ignore me.
"Spencer." She finally looked over to me and just seeing her eyes made me want to forget everything and not be mad at the way that she was treating me right now.
"Since we are here can we just have some fun?" I grabbed her hand and kissed it never letting our eyes leave one another. I finally got a true Spencer smile and that just made my night right there.
"Lets go have some fun." Spencer said as she opened up her door and I followed right behind her grabbing ahold of her hand as we walked into the crowded house with nothing but drunken people all around.
Oh yeah definietly an interesting night ahead of us.
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"Spencer! Ashley!" I hear our names from some direction of the crowded living room and its Aiden calling us over to the kitchen.
Spencer and I squeezed through the massive group of people having a fat orgy on the dance floor and walked over to where Aiden and Madison were. Aiden had about four shots lined up in front of him and a devious smile saying that he wanted us all to take the shots.
"Nah i'm cool Aiden. Beside Im driving." I told him and then Spencer jumped in.
"Im not." She grabbed a hold of the shot and down right in front of me. She has never been one to get drunk back home due to the fact that Spencer Carlin could not hold her liquor. This I knew to well.
Memory
"Come take a shot with me." Spencer was trying to get me to take shots with Daniel and Luke from the basketball team. They were friends of Glens and we had all been invited. Spencer loved to flirt with the guys even though she knew that I had a thing for her.
"No Spence you know I don't like the guys all that much." Of course I didn't like them because the whole night they were groping Spencer and it was really getting to me.
She knew exactly how I felt about her but yet she kept this up because she didn't want to come out. I understood where she was coming from but she didn't have to do this in front of me face.
"Im just going to go." I tried yelling over the music but she looked at me with a cheesy drunk smile and I knew she didn't hear a thing I just said. So I leaned into her and told her to her ear.
"Im going to leave Spence." My lips grazed her ear and as I slowly pulled away from her face I wanted to kiss her right there. I bit my lip looking at her lips and she read my mind.
Spencer grabbed my face and kissed me so hard. Even though I loved kissing her I could taste the liquor which made me pull away from her. Just as I did that Spencer bends down and throws up all over my shoes.
Yeah lets just say that I watched her from then on when we went out to parties.
"Spence dont you think that you should cool with the drinks?" She had already taking three shots and she was lucky that I had let her down that much. But then again I figured that I was driving so I would let her have some fun since she was her. I was just hating the fact that she wasn't stopping even after I told her to slow down.
"Babe." Spencer looked over at me and I could tell her eyes were glossy and they couldn't stay focused with mine. Spencer leaned into me and I wrapped my arms around her wanting her not to be like this right now.
"Please don't leave me again." Those words hit me and I didn't get why she was saying that for. I wasn't going to leave her. The look on her face made me want to cry. Just then Aiden came walking up to us handing Spencer another drink.
"Damn it Aiden dont give her anymore drinks. Shes already waisted." Spencer took the drink and downed it. I was so mad at him and her.
I walked away from both of them shuving people out of my way when I bump into Jen. I swear I think I nearly made her fall to the ground and she would have if I didn't grab onto her arm before she hit the floor.
"Im so sorry." I told her as she was fixing her shirt standing there in front of me.
"What?" She yelled out which made me realize that she didn't hear me.
"I SAID IM SORRY!" I yelled out coming closer to her so she could hear me.
"Oh! It's ok...do you want to go outside and talk? It's to loud in here." She smiled at me and I couldn't help not wanting to take her on her offer. I turned around to look towards Spencer and she was dancing with Aiden. Just seeing them close together really got to me. Why was she doing this to me? I mean I know that shes drunk but still thats no excuse at all.
"Yeah lets go outside." Jen grabbed ahold of me hand and I wanted to take it back but I just let her lead me to the backyard. Hmm apparently she knew this house or something.
We both sat down on the chairs that they had on the patio and I looked up at the sky wishing that I could see the stars like I could in Ohio.
Sometimes I just wish that I wasn't so stupid to let some girl get to me that I would get into anther fight and have to leave her.
If I could have I would of taken Spencer with me when I left, but because of the whole fight we didn't even get a chance to say goodbye.
"What are you thinking about?" I was snapped out of my thoughts and I looked over at this really pretty girl and right then I couldn't believe that I was with her instead of inside with my girlfriend.
"Im sorry Jen but I really need to get back inside and see if my girlfriend is ok." I started to get up when she grabbed ahold of my hand to stop me from leaving.
"Aiden is watching her. She'll be fine." I took my hand back from her and I looked directly at her.
"Shes my girlfriend and my responcibilities no one elses." I left her with those words and I walked right back into the chaos that was swarming around me. In the corner some guys doing a keg stand, a table of strip poker going on in the kitchen, people making out on the staircase, and about 40 people smashed up against eachother dancing with the music. Just like I said before one big fat orgy and my girlfriend was in it.
I finally get to Spence and Aiden. Aiden was holding onto her as if he was dating her which really made me sick.
"Aiden get your hands off my girlfriend." I grabbed Spencer and she hardly even looked like she could stand still.
"Ash it wasn't even like that." If he was trying to convince me that he wasn't trying to grope my girlfriend then he has another thing coming because I saw where his hands were placed on her ass.
"Save it Aiden I don't want to hear your bullshit." I pushed our way through the corwd and right when we stepped out the door Spencer right into the bushes.
Great!
I knew we shouldn't have come to the party.
Everything just got messed up and now im standing here holding my girlfriends hair.
Talk about tons of fun.
(A/N: Hahaha dont hate me guys but I like drama. Well I know that I like to write it. LOL. Plus I think that drama makes people get more interested in a story well actually I know that it makes me interested! It gets me involved with the story, but anyways I hope u guys liked the chpt and if not thats ok as well. LOL. Well review and tell me what you think. Thx again for reading!)
