Ok im at work working on this chpt so it will be ready when I get off of work. Hahaha that hilarious that im using my time over here. I swear Im working hard, or hardly working!!! LOL Enjoy!
Speechless
Ashleys POV
We're both sitting in my room not saying a word. I mean I want to say so much to her but right now I know that we are content on not saying anything. It's weird but just being here with her makes me breathe just a little more easier.
When she told me that she needed some time to think that made my heart drop. I felt like at that moment that things were never going to be the same again and if you really think about it I guess they aren't.
Im sitting on the floor in front of her looking at her blonde hair fall in front of her face still wet from the rain. She has her knees up to her chest and she has her eyes to the floor. As if she doesn't want to look at me or something.
"I'm sorry if I made you think that I don't need you in my life Spencer because that's not even true. You mean the world to me and I don't know what I would do without you in my life. I know I screwed up with us back in Ohio that got me here. I want things to be ok with us no matter where we are living now. I wont let you think that I don't need you in my life because that's far from the truth. You make me so happy Spencer. Please don't think anything else. I love you."
Spencer looked up at me as I sat there waiting to hear something from her and then I see her blue eyes look at me with so much want and need in them. I made my way over to her and sat down next to her taking her in my arms and pressing my lips to her head.
We sat there for what seemed like forever but then Spence sat up and took my hand into hers playing with my fingers. It made my stomach do some flip flops with just the touch of her.
"Im sorry that I've been acting weird or thinking that you don't need me. I know you love me. I can see it in your eyes whenever I'm around you. Just knowing that I have you in my life makes me so happy Ash. As for last night that was stupid of me and Im sorry that I made you be in that position last night. I should of listened to you about not going to the party, because we all know I can't hold my liquor."
I laughed at the image of Spencer last night and how she threw up all over herself. Spencer looked over at me and gave me a funny look.
"What's so funny?" I continued to laugh at the picture in my head.
"You were so plastered last night. I swear right when I was taking you outside the front door you threw up in the bush. You literally had to many to drink." Spencers face dropped and I brought it back up to me.
"It's ok Spence. You know I love taking care of you and I wouldn't have it any other way." I leaned towards her and gave her a kiss on the cheek.
"So what happened with my shirt?" Hahaha. I totally forgot about that.
"Right before I got you to my car you threw up again but this time there was no bush and you kind of got it all on your shirt. So I made sure that you were done throwing up before I even let you take a step into my car. So when we got home I took the shirt off and put you in the bed. You were out in no time."
It was apparently time for Spencer to laugh, and did she look so beautiful doing it.
"Now whats so funny?" I asked her wondering what was going through that pretty little head of hers.
"I think you found your new love in LA." I cracked a smile and thought it was hilarious how I was treating my new car. Hey its a Porsche, how do you expect me to treat it.
"I may have but nothing will every be as beautiful as you." Spencer smiled big and so did I.
"I'm sorry but do you think those lines work or something." She was so cute I couldn't help myself. I placed my hands on her face and broughter her into a kiss.
Spencer broke the kiss and I looked at her as if wanting to know why she moved away.
"Ok I guess they work." My smile grew big and I grabbed her face again.
"Shut up and kiss me." Our lips connected and things were good.
I was really glad that we talked about everything that was on our minds. It was like we needed it but we were both afraid to bring up the subjects that were sitting right in front of our faces. I was not going to make that mistake again.
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A few days had passed and all we had did was hang out at the house enjoying eachothers company.
I've gotten a few phone calls from Madison and Aiden asking how things were going. I told them that things were great. So when they asked us if we wanted to go to Ego with them we looked at eachother and denied. It was actually funny because we both did not want to get into anymore interesting positions.
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It was Sunday morning and Spencer was already out of bed when I woke up and I could not believe that girl. She acted like we had school or something. Your suppose to sleep in on Winter Vacations and not get up at the butt crack of dawn.
"SPENCER!" I yelled out her name while I layed face flat on my sheets. It was within seconds I hear her walking into the room.
"You rang." I laughed out loud into the bed and I looked up at her.
"Please tell me why you are out of bed so early." Spencer leaned her head to the side and gave me a smile.
Gawd I loved her.
"Well I was trying to make you breakfast but I guess you want anything to eat."
Mmmm. I am hungry. But I don't want to get out of bed. I looked at Spencer with a smile and she knew exactly what I was thinking.
"Don't worry I'll bring it up here." Spencer turned around and started walking out the door.
"I love you." I yelled out and she gave me her responce.
"Ya, ya." She loved me.
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Less then a hour later Spencer and I were in the room eating our breakfast.
"We need to make this house look festive." I looked over at her as I was shuving a piece of bacon in my mouth.
"Thats cute Ash. Real sexy." The sarcasm just rolled off her tongue.
"What! I can't help it im hungry." I finished the piece of bacon and then went on with the topic she brought up.
"So what do you want to do?" I shouldn't of said that, because that just brought up so much.
"Well I was thinking that we can go and buy a christmas tree. Then we could go to a few stores and get some decorations and put them all over the house. I want to have a festive Christmas Ash." Hahaha she looks to cute when she pouts.
"Babe whatever you want to do then we can do it." Her smile spread across her face and it definitely brighten up my day.
"Thank you. Kiss. Thank you. Kiss. Thank you." Yep I can definitely get use to this.
(A/N: OK the following chpts will have alil more. I'm still trying to think how everything is going to go. So please try to stick with me on this cause I want it to be good and I don't want to disappoint anyone. Well feel free to leave your reviews and tell me what you think. Thx for the reviews!!! They mean alot!!!)
