As promised to Not N2 Labels here's another chpt!!! LOL...I hope everyone is enjoying this. I have some interesting things coming up and some might like it but some might not. Hahaha but thats the way I write. It has to be interesting, right? Otherwise its just this big bore of a story and thats not me. So thx for reading!!!
Speechless 15
Ashleys POV
Who would of guessed that Spencer would of gotten me a Promise Ring? Because I was sure shocked as hell when I opened that music box that she gave me. It was like everything changed for me and I was now promised to her forever. Trust me I was on cloud nine and there was no bringing me down from this place.
We were all getting Christmas dinner ready in the kitchen.
Hahaha.
I lied.
Paula, Arthur, and Spencer were in the kitchen cooking dinner. The rest of us were in the living room playing Glens Wii and let me tell you I was killing him.
Spencer tried to get me to come and help out, because for some reason I had promised a few days ago to help cook but I don't remember that at all.
It wasn't me she was talking to, because I can't recall that moment.
Spencer says that I have selective memory. Which is where I can remember the things that I want to but the ones that I don't enjoy then they are the ones that I forget. Hahaha I have no clue what she is talking about. Man I love her.
So instead I'm in here with the guys and Jaimie playing Guitar Hero III.
I can sure smell the food in the kitchen though and playing this game about a million times is making me hungry.
After I kicked Glens ass again I let Jaimie play him and I went walking into the kitchen to see how everything was looking. Of course that meant that I was going to try to sneek some food before dinner. I can't help it I'm starving now.
"Everything smells so good in here." I said as I placed my arms around Spencers waiste and looked at all the food that was cookng on the stove. Hmmm I should probably use this thing more often, because it sure can make some good things on here that's for sure.
"Are you hungry?" Spencer asked me as she leaned back on me as I nibbled on her neck loving the feeling being next to her.
"Baby I'm starving." I said as I pulled away from her.
Spencer broke away from my grip and then turned to me.
"Good. Because it's probably going to be another thirty minutes." She smiled and I was shocked.
Please don't tell me that it was literally going to take that long to finish with the rest of the food. I don't think that I can stand to be without food for that long.
Spencer was reading my face expressions as I stood there about to complain that I was REALLY hungry. Maybe she'll get the hint and give me some.
"You won't die Ashley. You can live for another thirty minutes." I put on my pouty face to see if that would work but it didn't.
So much for getting my own way. Just as I was leaving Spencer hit me on the ass and I jumped.
I turned around to see her smiling from ear to ear. Damn she knows how to turn me on.
I was no longer hungry for food. I was hungry for Spencer.
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"You guys dinners ready." I heard Paula yell from the kitchen. I swear I think I was the first one to jump out of my seat and run towards the dining room. I couldn't help it I needed food, and then afterwards I'm going to have to convince Spencer for dessert.
We were all seated around the table and I knew exactly what was coming next.
The Prayer.
Don't get me wrong I don't mind it, but I don't really do it.
My family is never really around me so I don't have an excuse to do all of that. But then again even if they were around I doubt they would do it anyways.
"Who would like to say grace?" I quickly put my head down and grabbed a hold of Spencers and Clays hand. Please don't pick me. Please don't pick me.
"I'll do it Paula." Yess! What a great dad. Taking one for the team I can see.
"Lord-." Arthur was cut off by my father yelling through the house.
Wait...DAD!
I jumped out of my seat and ran to the front door with a big smile on my face.
He was home. He was actually home.
I ran into his arms and he hugged me so tight and I returned the greeting. I was so happy to see him here. I didn't think that he was going to come home over the holidays. He had told me a few weeks ago that he would be gone all the way up until the end of January.
Yeah I know long huh.
But he was really here in front of me with his best smile on that just made my year.
"Dad I didn't think that you were going to be here this christmas."
Not that I'm questioning him being here I'm just shocked that's all.
"I couldn't be away from my baby girl on christmas no matter what tour I was on." I hugged him again not wanting to ever let him go. I know me and him never really get to spend that much time together but the time that we did spend we spent it having as much fun as possible.
When it came to Raife Davies there was nothing that we didn't do that didn't involve fun in it.
I finally looked back and the whole family was standing there.
"Dad this is Arthur and Paula Carlin. They are Spencers parents and this is her brothers Glen and Clay. Of course you can't forget Jaimie, Spencers and my bestfriend back in Ohio."
Everyone shook hands and said their hellos. I was just beaming with so much happiness and I still couldn't believe that my daddy was actually home to spend time with me. His daughter.
Spencer came over to me while everyone was talking and she wrapped her arms around my neck as I pulled her in.
"Your really happy aren't you?" Spencer asked me with a gleam in her eye.
"I have everyone I want here Spencer and I couldn't be anymore happier." I stared down at her lips wanting to come into a kiss but she read my mind first and brought her lips to me.
It was a really great moment, and no one can take that away from me.
"Ughh huh." I heard my dad and I looked towards everyone as they stood there viewing out public display of affection. I can't help it she's hot. How can you not want to kiss her.
"Do I get a hug Spencer?" Dad said as I let her go and she went into his arms as I loved to see my dad and my girlfriend be so close. But that was my dad he loved everyone and anyone. Didn't matter who you were he could get along with you.
That's what I loved about him. When I came out it didn't phase him at all. He looked at me and then smiled as he gave me a hug.
Then he said to me, 'your my daughter right.' Of course I shook my head yes. 'Well then I love you and no matter who you love doesn't make a difference to me.'
He's always been there for me when I needed him the most. I mean yeah he was gone most of my life but if I needed him then he would make some way to get to me.
So I stood there and smiled at the sight of my father talking with Spencer as he turned around and smiled at me.
"Ash I kind of have a surprise for you in the car." He got me a surprise! That is so awesome.
"Really can I go and get it." I was about to walk towards the door when he stopped me.
"No. No I'll go and get it. I'll be right back ok." He gave me another smile and then left to go to the car. Spencer grabbed my hand and laced our fingers as we all stood by the door waiting to see what my father had brought me for christmas.
Man this has got to be something good, because the last gift he gave me was my Porsche and that thing is my baby. Next to Spencer of course. Hehe.
Everyone looked towards the door as it opened including me and there he stood with a girl with dark brown hair and looked like she could be my age or something.
I didn't know who she was. Should I know?
Spencer leaned over to me and whispered in my ear.
"Who is that Ash?" I wish I knew.
I shrugged my shoulders not having a clue.
"Ashley. Baby. I would like you to meet your sister Kyla."
My hand dropped from Spencers hand and my mouth did the same. You have got to be kidding me.
If she was my sister then that means that he was having an affair with someone else when he was still with my mother. Don't get me wrong I can careless but still the thought made me mad.
I couldn't grasp any of this that was thrown at me just now. You have got to be kidding me. I've had a sister all of this time and now he decides to make her known to me.
The tears came and I didn't even know they were falling. I could hear someone saying my name but I couldn't respond. I didn't want to respond. I didn't want to be here. All my life he lied to me and now he expects to come around and spring this on me.
Hell no.
With out so much of a word to anyone. I walked away from everyone grabbed my purse and walked out the house.
Spencer was following me the whole time trying to get me to talk to her but I didn't want to talk to her. I didn't want to talk to anyone.
Everything was perfect until he had to come and ruin everything. How did he expect me to take this news? Jump up and down overly joyed that I had a sister or something. I don't think so.
"Ashley!" She was standing in front of my car not letting me get in and I was getting upset. I didn't want to get upset at her but she wasn't letting me leave.
"Spencer get out of my way. Spencer!" More and more tears poured as she stood there not letting me budge.
"I'm not letting you leave. Please just talk to me." I had to leave. I had to get away.
Spencer went to put her arms around me to try and hug me but I pushed her off of me and I quickly got into my car as I pulled out of the driveway stairing at her stand there with her arms across her chest and tears streaming down her red cheeks. It hurt to see that but I had to get away.
How can you trust someone who was lied to you most of your life?
How do you just look past it and go on with things?
He was suppose to be my dad. The one person that I could actually trust because we all know I can't trust my mom with anything.
This was so frustrating and I couldn't do anything about it.
What was going to happen now?
(A/N: So theres the drama that I had said was coming. Of course thats not all of it. Please tell me what you thought of the chpt! Thx again for the reviews!!! I love them!!!)
