Today I actually feel better. After what seem's like a year of having this cold. Well heres another chpt for you guys!!! It's been awesome getting reviews from you guys. So please keep them coming. Thx again!!! xD
Speechless
Spencer POV
Did that just happen?
Ashleys dad comes back home to only make things worse for her and now I'm stuck outside stunned at the fact that Ashley didn't want me to be near her as shes going through all of this alone.
I hate when she pushes me away it just makes me feel like there is nothing I can do or say that will make her feel better about what is going on.
It's been a hour since she stormed out of the house and I'm in her room listening to music just trying to get a hold of Ashley on the phone but shes not picking up her phone. I wish she would just talk to me. I hate feeling like this.
"Spencer come on let's go inside." My mom was standing next to me as I was just waiting there in the driveway hoping that she would come back soon but it's been thirty minutes since she's left the house.
"Mom I don't know what to do." She warpped her arms around me and hugged me as I stood there stiff and almost paralized at everything.
"You have to let her come to you. You know Ashley she has a mind of her own and when she get's upset she doesn't really know how to deal with it so she runs. Just give her some time." I let mom walk me back into the house and everyone was sitting in the living room.
I looked over at Kyla and Raife not really grasping on the fact that Ashley actually has a sister and her dad has been hiding her. Who does something like that?
I didn't want to deal with all of the questions so I went straight up to Ashleys room and I locked it.
There was a knock on the door. I really didn't want to answer it but I decided to anyways.
Jaimie stood there as I opened up the door.
"Can I come in?" I moved out of the way and opened up the door for her to walk through.
"How are you doing?" I sat down on the floor against the bed and she sat down right next to me.
"Honestly I don't really know. I would feel better if Ashley was here talking to me about this, but the fact that she's pushing me away really hurts."
I laid my head on Jaimies shoulder as she sat there with me.
"Spence we all know that Ashley can't take drama and when it comes around she just bails. I wish she was different but that's Ashley and we just have to be there for her when she does come around."
The whole time Jaimie was talking to me I was playing with the ring that Ashley gave me on my finger. This was big and I knew that I was going to have to be there for her when she's ready to talk.
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Jaimie stayed and talked to me for about an hour and then she decided that she would let me get some sleep. Of course I was already convinced that I probably wouldn't get any real sleep until Ashley got home.
Time went by really slow as I laid there in the room. I glanced over at the clock and it was 11:37 p.m. Just as my eyes were going to close my phone goes off and it's Ashleys ring tone.
"Ash?" I laid there waiting for her to respond to me but she hasn't said anything yet.
"Ashley please come home. Please I need you to be here with me." I was starting to choke on my tears as it was still silent on the other line.
The next minute I hear nothing but sobs come from her side and it broke my heart in two. I need to be with her. I need to be holding her right now letting her know that I'm always going to be there for her.
"Baby please tell me where you are so I can come and get you." Still nothing but crying over the phone.
"Your scaring me Ash and I don't know what to do if you don't talk to me. Please talk to me. I love you." My tears came as I now sat up on the bed getting ready to go and look for her.
"I-I don't k-know what t-to do S-Spencer." The next thing I know Ashley clicks off of the phone.
"Ashley. ASHLEY!" I looked at the phone and she wasn't on the phone anymore.
"Damn it!" I yelled out in frustration. I didn't know where she was or where she would be. I couldn't just go and drive around LA when I had no clue.
I kept on caller her over and over but I still got nothing from her. This was killing me knowing that she was out there alone and hurt.
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I cried myself to sleep.
I was cold that whole night. It wasn't that it was cold in general but just the fact that Ashley wasn't next to me holding me made me feel that way.
10:25 a.m.
When I woke up I glanced at the clock. The bed was still unslept in and that only meant Ashley still wasn't back. I turned over to the other side of the bed when I heard someone come out of the bathroom.
I looked up and there she stood. Ashley.
"Ash!" I got off the bed quickly and ran into her arms. Oh my god it felt so good to have her here.
She squeezed me tight and that just made me know that she had missed me as much as I had missed her.
So many emotions were racing through me right now but I kept them back because I didn't want to get upset over everything that had happened yesterday. She needs me to be there for her and that's exactly what I'm going to do.
Be there.
"You don't know how good it feels to hold you." Yeah I did because I was missing her just as much last night. It really hurt when she shuved me away from her like she did yesterday.
I let go of her and I quickly wipped the tears that were coming down her cheeks.
"Yeah I do. I was so scared last night Ashley. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know where to look for you." Ashley dropped her head from our eye contact and slowly backed away.
"I needed to be by myself Spence, and to be truthful with you I'd rather be alone right now but I knew that I had to come home and make sure that you were ok. I'm sorry for yesterday. I'm sorry that I pushed you away like I did, but I had to leave. I couldn't stay here anymore."
I was looking directly at her and I could see the bags under her eyes and I knew that she hadn't gotten any sleep last night.
"Why don't you go to sleep and we'll talk when you get up. Ok?" Ashley looked a little hesitant to wanting to sleep.
"Please." I had my hand out so she would take it and I would direct her to the bed.
"Will you stay with me?" Just hearing those words come from her mouth made me sad but also happy. I don't know what was going on with my emotions but I know that they were working in overtime.
"Always and Forever." I said as she took my hand and laced our fingers.
Within no time Ashley was sleeping curled up to me as I placed my arm around her waiste holding her close.
I laid there watching her sleep. I was so happy that she came home because I don't know what I would of done if she didn't come back to me.
Oh that's right. Go out of my mind.
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After a while I removed my arm from around Ashley and decided to head downstairs and see what's been going on.
I kissed Ashleys forehead and made my way down there.
"Spencer." I looked over towards the living room where my brothers were sitting watching TV along with the new member of the Davies Clan. Well I guess she ain't really new but she is to Ashley.
No this isn't going to be awkward at all.
"Where's mom and dad Glen?" I asked as I took a seat next to Clay. I glanced over at Kyla and she was paying attention to the TV. Glen had his eyes on the screen and didn't budge. I turned to Clay.
"Do you know where they are?"
"Nah they were gone when I got up this morning." Ahhhh did nobody know.
"My dad took them out." Everyones eyes shot over to Kyla. That was the first thing that I've heard her say. But then again last night I didn't give her an apportunity to say anything either.
"He said that they would be gone for most of the day."
"Um. Thanks Ky-"
"Kyla."
"Thanks Kyla."
The room got really quiet and I swear I could cut the tension with a butter knife. What the hell was I suppose to say to her? I didn't not want to talk to her because of Ashley. But if I did talk to her then I felt like I was betraying Ash or something.
Gees. Can things get anymore complicated?
You know what screw this. I wanted to know what ype of person she is. Where she's from? Things like that.
"Do you mind if I ask you a question Kyla?" Kyla turned to me and gave me a half a smile. Oh My Gosh she has the Davies smile.
"Sure go a head."
"Shhhhh! Go and talk somewhere else I'm watching this movie." Glen shouted out and I was already annoyed with him. I grabbed the remote by me and I threw it at him.
"HEY!" He yelled out.
"Stop being an ass Glen. Come on Kyla let's go talk in the kitchen." Kyla got off the couch the same time I did and we walked over to the Island in the middle of the kitched and sat down.
"So what do you want to know?" Wow she sure knows how to get to the point. Wait. I forgot she's a Davies. Hahaha.
"Did you know that you had a sister?" I thought I would start from that considering I was curious about everything.
"My mom told me that my dad had another family but I didn't know who they were. So I kind of stayed out of it until my mom passed away two months ago."
Oh man that was sad. She lost her mom and now she was kind of forced to be here. That was really terrible.
"Yeah I always wanted to know who my sister was but my mom told me that I was a secret. Try growing up your whole life knowing that you have a sibling and not being able to see her or talk to her. Ashley is pretty much the only family I have. My mom was an only child so I didn't have any aunts or uncles growing up. My grandparents passed away when I was real young so I didn't have them in my life anymore. So when my mom passed away-" Kyla had to stop and I could tell that she was about to cry. The tears were just building up inside her.
After a second of calming herself down she kept on going.
"After she died, my dad came to the funeral and stayed with me as everything was taken cared of for the burial. He told me that he wanted me to stay with him and that we could finally get a chance to know eachother." Her tears came and I sat there on the verge of letting my own tears come out. It was really sad to hear all of this that she had gone through.
"Your dad is an awesome man, but right now Ashley is not seeing it that way." She looked up at me as I finished saying Ashleys name.
Then just right at the moment Ashley walked into the kitchen.
"What am I not seeing Spencer?" I shot my head over to her and I knew that this was going to be one interesting conversation.
Please don't hate me for talking to her. I could see her face expression and it wasn't pretty.
Ahh man I hate being in the middle.
(A/N: Alright you guys I'm not really sure how I feel about this chpt. I'm really picky about my writing. I might change it I might not...I havent made up my mind. So leave the hate or leave the love...it would not phase me anyway. Considering I dont know how I feel. Thx again for the comments!!!)
