I was thinking about this FF yesterday and I have a really big thing that will happen soon that will change alot of the story and stuff. I'm not quite sure how long this is going to last for but I guess we will see. Well heres the chpt!!
Speechless
Spencers POV
I'm standing here in the airport watching everyone I love get all of their luggage put on a cart to be put on the plane. Then it hit me I was going to have to be doing the same thing within the next week here and that meant that I was going to leave Ashley behind in California.
Ok I can't think of that right now. I just have to enjoy the time that I have here and try not to get into anymore arguements with Ashley.
Yeah that's going to be a challenge that's for sure.
"Spencer take care and we will see you in a week ok." Mom gave me a hug and hearing her say that to me was really starting to sink in that time was running out here in California.
"Ya I'll see you in a week." I gave her a weak smile and hugged her back.
"Ashley please take care of your self and don't forget to come and visit us during the summer." I looked at Ashley and she gave me a look knowing that things are starting to end for the winter break.
"Trust me Mrs. C I'll be out there for most of the time over the summer."
I gave everyone else a hug telling them that I would see them soon.
"So I guess I'll see you when I get back home right?" I looked at Jaimie as we stood there and she looked sad that she was leaving so soon. I knew exactly how she felt.
"You better believe it." I gave her a hug and then she went over to Ashley and I started to laugh so hard when I saw Jaimie hit Ashley on the arm.
"You better take care of Spencer bitch other wise I'm going to come back down here just to kick your ass. Do you hear me?" Oh my gosh Jaimie was definietly Classic. She was very protective of both of us and I loved her for it.
"Yes I will Jaimie." Ashley gave me a big smile as she hugged Jaimie goodbye.
Ashley and I said goodbye to my brothers and then we stood there watching them going up the escalators to go to their turminal.
Ashley grabbed a hold of my hand and laced our fingers together as I watched everyone leave to go back to Ohio.
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We've been sitting on the beach for the last hour not saying anything to eachother and it's not like we don't want to talk to eachother but just the silence is letting us think about everything.
That could be a good thing but that can also be a bad thing.
I leaned over placed my head on Ashleys shoulder and linked our arms together as I looked out at the water just loving the feeling that I felt when I sat out there with her next to me.
"Where you thinking about what your mom said as she was saying goodbye to us?" I knew what she was talking about.
"Yeah. Time's almost over with here. I seriously don't know what I'm going to do without seeing you every morning for school. It's going to be really hard."
"If it was my choice I would have you stay with me and never go home but we all know that Paula would flip her lid if you even decided that. Besides I'll be back for college. We're still going to Ohio state together right?" A big smile spread across my face and I was so happy.
Ashley has not brought up college since we were back in Ohio. Now she's saying that we are going to be together for college. I'm so happy to know that.
"You better believe it. I wouldn't have it any other way."
Ashley smiled at me and crinkled her nose for me. She knows I love that. I lunged at her into the sand and I laid there on her giggling like a little school girl.
I brushed Ashley's bangs out her face and looked right into her dark brown eyes as they stared right back at me.
I don't think she can look any more gorgeous then she does right now laying in the sand beneath me.
"I love you Spencer."
My smile had never left my face. It just grew bigger to match the huge smile Ash had on her face.
"That's good to know because I think I kind of love you to." We both let out a cute little laugh and I didn't want this moment to end. It was way to perfect to end.
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"Talk to her." We were back at the house and I was trying to convince her to talk to Kyla.
"Spencer I don't want to talk to her. If she really wanted to know about me all those years then she would of made some attempt to come and talk to me, but since she didn't I don't think that there is no point for us to talk now."
"She's your sister Ash and yes I do think that is a good excuse to talk to someone. Now get over your stupid ass pride and talk to her."
"You know I think you learned way to much from me."
I looked at Ash confused.
"What are you talking about?" I asked her.
"You swear way to much." My mood totally changed and I knew she did it so I would not get mad at her for not going to talk to her sister.
"I'll stop when you stop."
Ashley shook her head at me and smiled.
"Never going to happen babe." And I knew that was going to be her answer.
"Go now." I grabbed a hold of Ashleys arm and dragged her out of the room and down the hall to Kylas room.
"Spencer come on let go of me please. Spencer this is not funny. Spencer I don't w-" Raife had walked out of Kylas room and we both froze.
Ashley hasn't talked with her dad since christmas and it's the night before new years eve.
"Hey Mr. Davies." I spoke up because I knew Ash wasn't going to say anything to him.
"Spencer I thought I told you to call me Raife." I smiled and I shook my head ok. He then turned and looked at Ash.
"Hey Kiddo can we talk please?" Ash looked at him and then looked back over to me.
I squeezed her hand and she said ok. She gave me a a quick kiss and then followed her dad into the lounging area upstairs.
I knocked onto Kylas door.
"Come in." I walked into the room and Kyla was sitting on her bed listen to the radio. It's still so weird for me to grasp that Ashley has a sister and they are going to be living together now. I mean come on Raife is always on tour and never really home so the girls were going to be together alot. Which also meant that Kyla was going to go to school with Ash as well.
"What's up Spencer?" I sat down on the end of the bed and looked over at her.
"Ash is talking with your guys dad."
Kylas head shot up and was probably thinking the same thing that I was.
"Uh oh. How do you think that's going to go?"
"I don't even know."
Kyla and I were talking about how things were back home with her when I hear a door slam shut. Then came Ashleys screaming.
Oh crap.
We both quickly got up from the bed and I went out the door.
"I HATE YOU!" Ashleys face was red from crying so hard and Raife stood there not really knowing what to say to her because I could see it on his face.
"Ashley you don't mean that." I hear Raife say towards her.
"The hell I don't. Your just like mom. You've lied to me my whole life and I thought I could trust you. What a joke that was." Ashley turned back around and walked to her room and I followed right after her.
I shut the door as she paced back and fourth furious.
"How could he say that he didn't mean to lie to me? He could of helped it Spencer but he chose not to tell me. He had a choice!" Ashley's face stopped and looked up at me and it sucked seeing her look like that. She walked over to me and wrapped her arms around me holding onto me tight.
"Shhh Ash it's going to be ok. Everything will be ok." I stood there holding onto her as if for dear life.
I finally convinced her to take a shower and just calm down before going to bed.
I didn't want Ashley to regret anything that she says, and hearing her say that to her dad tonight totally counted for something she could regret.
Man this has been one hell of a year that's for sure.
I really hope next year is better, because I don't know how much more I can take.
My head hit the pillow and it felt so good. As soon as I was comfortable I was out like a light.
I guess I was more tired then I thought.
Sleep is good. Sleep is really good.
(A/N: Ok I kno the chpt was kinda boring and short. So please dont hate me for it...but the next one is NEW YEARS EVE lol hahaha...bound to be some interesting stuff!!! Hopefully I'll have it up tomorrow but if not then Sunday the latest!!! Thx for the reviews u guys!!!)
