AN: Okay, so this is going to be Sirius's POV of what happened. Hopefully you won't hate me anymore after you read it. I'm sorry though. It was necessary.

Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter.

Sirius did not know what was happening. He barely registered a knock on the door. As he went to open the offending piece of wood, he saw a figure outside licking her lips nervously. She walked past him and sat on a bed next to a bed with closed hangings. He followed her, not comprehending who she was or what she was doing.

"May I help you?" he asked, trying to understand.

Suddenly, he felt weight pinning him to a soft mattress. He felt something touch his lips. Sirius heard a girly moan inside his mouth.

He opened his eyes and realized that the person doing this to him, was definately not Remus. And no one other than Remus would ever be allowed to kiss him if he had something to say about it. He tried to gain control of his body and moved his hands so he was in a better position to push her off.

He heard a door slam shut, but dismissed it as he was working on the task at hand. As she finally released her grip on him, he noticed the hangings on a bed that were closed before, now open. Also, he realized the bed was Remus's. Oh, shit.

Sirius needed to get to Remus fast, but first, he needed to get rid of the girl.


"Lily?" Remus asked quietly to a girl in the common room with her homework spread out in front of her.

Lily glanced up and saw Remus looking at her, his eyes trying to fight tears. "What's wrong? What happened?"

"It's a long story. I need help. I don't know who to turn to."

"Okay. Come on, let's take a walk. You can tell me what happened. I promise not to tell anyone."

"Okay, let's go," Remus said. He grabbed her hand and almost ran out of the common room.

"Why are you trying to get out so quickly?"

"I need to get away before someone finds me," he replied.

"Okay, spill. What happened?" Lily asked again.

"You know about what happens once a month, right?"

Lily winced. "Yes."

"Well, Sirius told Snape how to get past the whomping willow a month ago on the full moon."

"Why? And why are you upset now if it happened a month ago?"

"One second. I'm getting there. So, what happened was James found out Sirius told Snape, so he went down the whomping willow to pull Snape back. Unfortunately, Snape saw me so he knows what I am. I...I didn't exactly forgive him. We're not really friends anymore and I'm really upset. So now Sirius is all alone, and I haven't talked to him in a month, not counting today. Well, earlier today, when I got into the dormitory, I noticed a book on Sirius's bed. And...I was curious. It turned out it was his diary. And it also turns out he's completely in love with me."

"Really? I kind of guessed. But I always thought you two were together. You would be so perfect together!"

"Lily! Let me finish, please."

"Sorry," Lily replied, sheepishly.

"Anyways, Sirius came back into the dormitory and I didn't exactly have time to put the diary exactly where it was so I just set it back down on the bed. But it was on a different page. And I picked up a book and pretended I was reading. But Sirius commented that the book was upside down and he was staring at his diary. So now he knows I read his diary. It gets worse. I left the room, and when I got back, Sirius didn't notice me. He was just lying on his bed. But then this girl came in and they were basically lip-locked. Then, I saw him grope her and I got really mad and jealous. I didn't know why at first, but then I realized I'm in love with him! What am I supposed to do now? He's basically just proved he's gotten over me and is now into girls again, and we're still not friends. Could my life be anymore messed up?"

"Okay. Take it easy. Let's work through this step-by-step. Who started it?"

"Who started what?" Remus asked.

"You know. Who started the kissing?"

"Why does it matter? Besides, I don't know. My curtains were pulled. I just heard someone come in, Sirius asking, 'May I help you?', a thud, and a moan. Then I looked and saw Sirius's hands slide to the front of her shirt, and...You know what happens next,"

"Well, it matters because maybe the girl started everything and Sirius tried to distangle himself from her but wasn't trying as hard as he should, not knowing you were there."

"Well, that definately doesn't make me feel better. Great, so the person I'm in love with is the kind who would cheat on me if I wasn't there," Remus replied, sarcastically.

"That's not what I meant, Remus."

"Then what did you mean, Lily?"

"Well, maybe he couldn't try as hard because he was too occupied with thoughts about you?"

"You seem to have a lot of experience in these matters, Lily. Personal experience?" Lily blushed and mumbled something about none of your buisness.

"Okay, so what do I do?"

"You miss Sirius, right?" Remus nodded. "Well, wait a couple of days and apologize for not getting over what happened with the willow quicker and that you want to be friends again."

"What if he asks about the girl and why I got out of the room? I'm sure he would have noticed that."

"Say it was something you'd rather not have to witness, because you're not a pervert who spends their time looking at other people-"

"Lily!" Remus cut her off quickly. "I get it. Please don't finish that sentence."

"Fine. So, will you apologize?"

"He has to apologize first," Remus said.

"Why? He doesn't know he hurt you and why would he apologize to someone he thinks hates him for kissing a girl?"

"You have a point. I'll apologize to Sirius tomorrow, then."

"Good. See you later, Remus," Lily said before running inside the common room to finish her abandoned homework.

Great. That's one conversation I'm going to look forward to tomorrow. Apologizing to Sirius for something he did. Well, it was partially my fault.

Remus sat outside the common room, sitting down and leaning against a wall, for a few hours. Then he went inside when he was sure Sirius would be asleep.

AN: Does everyone forgive me now? Please say yes! If you don't forgive me, at least please tell me why.