AN: Yay! A quick update!

Disclaimer: Nope. I still don't own Harry Potter.

Sirius Black woke up in the morning with an erection and a saliva-covered thumb. I had such a good dream last night, he thought. He looked down. Apparantly, I had a really good dream. I don't remember it though. Something about Remus...

Sirius got up from bed and walked over to Remus's. He looked at the sleeping form and wished everything could go back to the way it was before. I have to talk to him. Even just being friends is enough. We don't have to be more in order for me to be happy. Just friends...

Sirius started blinking quickly to stop a tear that was threatning to fall.

It will never happen. I'm going to live the rest of my life not talking to him, or we'll just be friends. Well, friends is better than nothing. I'd choose friends anytime. As long as I get to talk to him without hatred involved, I'll be content.

Sirius continued to gaze at Remus until he started to stir. Sirius walked away from his bed and started changing quickly. He dashed out of the dormitory before Remus could take in his surroundings and notice Sirius.

I have to appologize again. I don't care what it takes, if i have to get down on my knees and beg, I have to be friends with him again, Sirius thought. And James and Peter, too, he added as an after thought.

Unrequited love sucks.


Sirius was staring at his full plate at dinner. Time goes by really quickly when you're nervous or frightened of something.

It was now nearing the time he would have to apologize to Remus. He still had no idea what to say, but writing a speech that sounded memorized would be even worse in winning back Remus's friendship and trust.

It was after dinner and Sirius was pacing in the empty dormitory. Remus should be back any minute.

Sirius heard footsteps coming closer. The door knob turned and Remus entered the room, staring at his feet.

"Remus..." Sirius started to say, looking at Remus's reaction. Remus looked up and stared straight into Sirius's eyes. Sirius felt elated as he gazed into the werewolf's eyes, and forgot what he was going to say.

"What, Sirius?" Remus replied softly. Sirius realized that Remus was talking to him. He must not hate me too much.

"I know that nothing I ever do or say will ever be enough after what I did to you. I deserve everything. I shouldn't have told Snape, and I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to. I really didn't. But you know how I never think things through. That's no excuse though. But this silence and sadness between us is killing me. Can we please be friends again? I'm not asking you to forgive me, I don't deserve it. But can we just be friends again? Please, Remus?" By the end of his speech, a couple tears slid down his cheeks and glistened in the dim light.

Remus stared at Sirius. He did not believe that Sirius could not hate him for ignoring him. And now he thinks he deserves everything. That he doesn't deserve me forgiving him.

"Of course, Sirius. I can't stay mad at you. It's killing me also," Remus whispered back to his friend.

Sirius felt elated.

"Sirius?"

"Yes, Remus?" Sirius responded, still dumbfounded at Remus's acceptance.

"Can you try to think things through before you say anything from now on?"

Sirius laughed in relief as a response.

AN: Aww... So, they're finally friends again. Remus just isn't the kind to hold a grudge for too long. Especially not a grudge against Sirius...