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Speechless

Spencers POV

Graduation. Yep that's right it's graduation and I'm here in my room getting ready to walk that stage. It's been close to five months and I'm so glad that the day is here.

Ashley was suppose to come to graduation but she said that she couldn't make it because she had to get ready for her graduation. I was sad to hear that she wouldn't be able to make it because I wanted her to be here. Well I know that I'll be able to see her in a week so I guess I shouldn't be all that offended that she couldn't make it here.

She loves me and I know that's all I need to know right now.

This has been the hardest five months of my life without her being here in Ohio. We both kept our promises and called eachother every night. For Spring break she came here and everything was good. Well besides the fact that she came out and told me that she wasn't sure about marring me. Yeah that was the hardest thing in my life.

Memory

"What do you mean that you don't know about marring me Ashley? How can you say something like that after being engaged for three months?"

The tears were pouring down my face as we stood by the lake by my house. We had decided to go out there and talk. Ashley apparently had something to tell me. Of course when you hear the one person you love say that 'we need to talk' then things get a little scary.

"I don't know if I'm going to be coming back to Ohio for school." Hearing that from her made everything else just breakdown inside of me.

Where was all of this coming from?

I was literally confused about it all and I didn't really know what to think anymore. This was suppose to be our spring break and we are suppose to have fun.

Where was the fun at?

"Why wouldn't you come back to Ohio for school for? Why are you telling me this now? Why would you purpose to me and then take it back in a few months? Why would you tell me that you want to be with me forever if we aren't going to be together? WHY!"

Ashley was stepping towards me but I moved away.

"Don't touch me. Just don't touch me." My heart was hurting so bad that I didn't know what to think about this.

"Spencer I just don't want to say that we should get married if I don't come back to Ohio. I don't want you to wait for me."

"I love you damn it! Why wouldn't I wait for you?" My knees gave out and I went down to the ground with my hands in my face cring my heart out. I couldn't breathe. I felt her right beside me and she wrapped her arms around me. God I wanted to protest so bad but I had missed her touch. I missed everything about her and she sat there holding me in her arms and I didn't know what was going to happen with us. Was she just going to break up with me?

So the next few days of our Spring Break Ashley and I didn't talk at all. Everyone in the family could tell that there was something going on with us but I didn't say a word about it. Jaimie of course came to me and made me tell her what was going on with us.

"She doesn't want to marry me. She told me that she doesn't think that she was going to come back here for college. She told me that she doesn't want me to wait for her."

Jaimie stood there with her mouth open and I could see the anger in her eyes. Uh oh.

"Jaimie please just keep this between us. I don't want to argue about anything else."

"No Spencer. You need to tell her that that is bullshit. She can't do that to you. Yes she's my bestfriend to but that just pisses me off. There has to be something else that is keeping Ashley there."

Apparently after Jaimie and I had talked she went to Ashley. Damn her. I should of just kept everything to myself but I had to talk to someone and I didn't want to tell my family about everything that was happening with us.

On her last day in Ohio we talked and let me tell you it was a long ass talk. We locked our selves in the room and didn't come out until we knew that everything was situated with us. Whether we say our goodbye now and just move on or we stay engage and see where everything takes us.

There was yelling. Crying. Anger. There was even silence. But with everything that needed to be said all of those emotions were needed.

Well it turns out that there was nothing keeping Ashley from coming back here, but the main cause for everything was that she was scared.

Scared.

Ashley Davies was scared.

Yeah I couldn't believe it either. She's expressed things with me before but fear wasn't really a issue she would bring up. It was as if she didn't want to look weak in front of me or something. I have never made her feel like she had to be this certain way for me. I loved her through everything and with this it made it clear that I could love through all of it.

Yeah I was scared to but I was also excited to know that I was going to spend my life with the one person that I truely love. There was no denying that at all. I made her see everything good between us and how everything was going to work out because we had eachother.

We will always have eachother.

So let's just say that the spring break was a disaster but I think was needed because if not then I don't think that I would be seeing her in a week.

Ashley had asked Kyla if she wanted to come back to Ohio and live in our apartment but apparently her and Aiden. Yes Aiden Madisons boyfriend, well ex-boyfriend now are going out. So she didn't want to leave him so soon. Go figure. Who would of thought that Aiden would give up Madison? Shit I was glad when I found out because she was so mean. Yeah she had her good moments where she was actually likeable but other then that she had a bad streak to her. So now Kyla and him have been dating for the last three months. Kyla sends me pictures all the time so I see this happy couple with Ashley right next to them trying to mess up the picture. Man I love that girl.

I looked at myself one last time and then I head downstairs with the whole family and Clays new girlfriend Chelsey. She's so cute I totally love her. She's been such a good friend to me and I can tell that Clay really loves her and the same for her. They love eachother so much. It's good to see my brother happy.

Glen on the other hand has just finished his first year at Ohio state and has just been dating around. Of course it's with these random ass girls who are pretty but that's all. Everything else about them says EASY. Well that's Glen for ya I guess. If that makes him happy then so be it. Who am I to stand in his way of being easy like all of those girls he is with.

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"About time you get here Carlin. Talk about taking forever why don't you." I looked towards Jaimie and I smile. We were finally getting out of this place and that made us both so very happy. Sure we had our good times here and some very very bad times but we got through it like any other teen here.

"Come on you know my mom she takes forever. Besides I'm not late so calm down."

We walked over to the group with everyone stand in their lines and we were getting ready to walk out there with all of our family and friends.

I really wish that Ashley was here with me right now. How much I would love to share this moment with her. But I understand that she was getting ready for her own graduation as well. It's just that I'm a very needy girlfriend that's all.

"Ladies and Gentlemen please get into your lines." Mr. Frost yelled out to all of us.

Jaimie and I got into our line. Let's get this started.

The music started up and I could feel a sharp pain in my chest. Was I going to cry? Wow. I didn't think that I would get this emotional about graduating.

I looked up into the stands and my whole family waved towards me. They were so funny but I loved them nonetheless. I knew that I had them there for me whenever I needed them.

"Are you ready?" Jaimie asked me when we sat down on the chairs.

"You better believe it." We both smiled and sat there while we heard this very boring speech from our principle. Man this women really knew how to bore me to death. Please just get on with it already why don't you.

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"Kristina Burden. Spencer Carlin." There's my name. I started walking up the stage and I could hear whistles and yelling from my family section. They were so happy for me and I was really happy myself. I did it and here I am standing in front of everyone I know.

I walked back to my seat and I continue to hear Mr. Swanger saying the names as he then said a name that I would not think that would be on the list.

"Ashley Davies-" My heart stopped and didn't understand why he would say her name for just then I see someone walking towards the stage. It was her. It was my Ashley. She had her cap and gown on and looked so beautiful. How did she? When did she?

My chest was about to burst with all of things that were going on inside of me.

I hear my family yelling out her name and a big smile spread across my face and she was really here. Why didn't she tell me that she was graduating with us for?

I waited on the side of the stage and when she saw me she quickly walked down in her heels no less and jumped into my arms.

We stood there holding eachother not saying a word but just loving the moment so much. I could not believe this at all. But then again it's Ashley Davies and she knows how to work things out to the way she wants them.

"Oh my god I have missed you so much. Why didn't you tell me?" I asked her as I took her face into my hands as I was standing in front of her. Seeing that crinkle in her nose sent shivers down my body and I was so happy.

"Duh I wanted it to be a surpirse Spence." I shook me head back and fourth knowing that she was impossible sometimes.

"So do I get a kiss or what?" Ashley said as I didn't answer her but instead kissed her long and hard. Then of course we had to get interrupted.

"Hey you guys we still have to sit down. The ceremony aint done yet." We both pulled apart and laughed at her comment.

"Gees Jaimie your so bossy." Ashley directed towards Jaimie and then they both gave eachother a hug with a big smile on their faces.

I love those girls so much.

We went to go sit in our seats, but Ashley didn't have a seat so I made her sit on my lap. Oh yeah baby. For the rest of the ceremony I held onto her waiste and she leaned back on me and every few minutes Ash would kiss me on my neck.

"I missed you so much." She whispered into my ear and her lips grazed my neck.

She sure knew how to make me shiver all the way down my body.

"Yeah I've had the same exact feeling. I'm so glad you're here with me."

"I wouldn't be anywhere else but here." I tilted my head towards her and she lightly kissed me on my lips. And what a sweet kiss it was.

"I would like to introduce the class of 2008. Congratulations ladies and gentle on a your success." Everyone stood to their feet and cheered and clapped.

While Ashley and I sat there in eachothers arms loving our moment and remaining Speehless.

(A/N: There it is! The last chpt and I really hope that you guys liked it. I wrote it super fast but it was like it came to me and the I just typed it. I would like to know if anyone wants me to write the second to this so please let me know if that is something you guys would like!!! Thx to everyone for staying by the story and making it easy for me to write my first ff!!! Much love ur way!!!)