A/n: Hey Everyone, sorry it has been taking me so long to update. I am trying to pack to go back to school so the only times I have to write are at night when I am sick of packing. After I get moved back the chapters should come up more quickly. Anyways, I know was totally pointless to tell all of you but I thought you should know that I am still trying to finish the story, which should hopefully happen somewhat soon. Until then, here is the next chapter…hope you enjoy!
Bpov
I woke up Monday morning to the sound of my alarm. To my surprise Edward wasn't there, I assumed he must have gone home to change before school. Oh…school. I just remembered what I was going to have to deal with today. Pushing the thought from my mind I got out of bed and got ready. After I was done with breakfast I went outside to drive to school. Edward, however, was already there with his Volvo. He opened the door and patiently waited for me to get inside. He closed my door and was in the driver's seat in about a second.
"Good morning Bella." He said lovingly.
"Good morning Edward." I said back.
We didn't talk much on the way to school. I was glad because I was sure if I talked too much I would have gotten sick. When we parked in front of the school Edward turned off the car and turned to face me.
"Bella, there isn't anything to be worried about. I know it will be difficult but try not to let what people say bother you. They are only trying to be nice, and I will be there with you." I looked at him nervously as he said this.
"Yeah, okay." was the only thing I could manage to say.
We got out of the car and walked into the school where Jessica was at my side in a second.
"Oh Bella, I am so sorry to hear about you being so sick. If there is anything I can do let me know okay!" Jessica said nicely.
I couldn't help but think that Jessica, being who she is, was just trying to get more attention. Of course, being friends with a dieing person was bound to get you some attention.
"Oh thanks Jess." I said back.
If Jessica knew already what was going on, there was no doubt in my mind that just about everyone else knew. Jessica wasn't really well known for keeping things private. By first period my fears were confirmed. I walked into the class room and eyes were instantly locked on me. Once people decided they had been staring at me for too long they looked away. My teachers all afford to cut down on my homework load so that I wouldn't get too far behind. On other terms less homework would be nice. This, however, just seemed to remind me of everything bad that was happening in my life.
Lunch couldn't have come sooner. I got my food and walked directly to Edwards's table to join him and his family. Once I was seated, though, a voice from behind me caught me off guard.
"Hey Bella, would it be alright if I talked to you for a second." Mike asked rather nervously.
I gave a quick glance towards Edward and noticed that he didn't seem at all pleased. "Umm…sure Mike." I said curious as to why Edward looked upset.
I stood next to Mike for a few seconds and was getting frustrated as to why he wouldn't just say what was on his mind.
"Mike, I would like to be able to eat before I have to go to my next class." I said wanting him to say whatever it is he thought I should hear.
"Huh? Oh right. Well Bella, I know about what's going on and everything and I am really sorry to hear about it. I was wondering if under the circumstance's you may have possibly changed your mind on some certain things." Mike said hurriedly.
"Changed my mind on what things Mike?" I asked taken aback.
"Well changed your mind about you and me! I realize that you may have liked Edward, but he did leave after all. I just thought that maybe you would like to try something new while you still had a chance. You know I have always liked you, and I am sure you like me too. So I can't see why we shouldn't give it a shot.' He said seeming confidant now.
"And what could possibly make you think that I would want to be with you instead of him?" I glanced over and saw Edward was absolutely livid; of course he had been listening. I was surprised he hadn't attempted to kill Mike yet.
"Well, Edward just seems like such a controlling guy. He is by your side all of the time and it seems like you never have a chance to do anything without his approval. It's like he thinks he needs to be your parent and monitor what you do. I would be there for you Bella, and still give you freedom. You could do whatever pleases you, and I wouldn't hold you back like he does." Mike said cocking his head in Edward's direction and making a motion to put is arm around me.
"Mike, the idea of being with you instead of Edward absolutely repulses me, it makes me sick just thinking about it. I don't know how many times I need to tell you this, but all you are ever going to be to me is just a friend. Now if you will excuse me, I have to finish lunch. I would also appreciate it if you would kindly grow a brain and some manors before the next time I decide to talk to you." I turned away and couldn't help but notice that Mike looked rather hurt, but he deserved everything I had just said. I made my way back to the Cullen's table and took my place next to Edward, whom was still sending death glares to Mike.
"If you want to kill him, I won't stop you." I said to him.
"As much as I would like to Bella, I think the humiliation he is feeling right now is a much better punishment. Besides, in the morning you would probably regret it if I did." He said still mad.
"Ha, I doubt it." I said even though there was probably some truth to his words.
As the day went on things didn't get much better. When I got to gym my teacher made me sit out thinking that the activity would wear me down to much. I couldn't stand any of this anymore. I got up and left. Was this seriously going to be how the rest of my life was going to be? Just the thought appalled me.
Once I got outside I wasn't surprised to be met by Edward and Alice. They were both by my side in an instant.
"We can go home if you would like Bella. I am sure everyone will understand." Edward said pulling me to his side.
"Anywhere but here is just fine by me." I said.
"Hey Bella, do you want to go shopping with me. We haven't gone in a while and it could be fun." Alice said excitedly.
"Oh, I can't. I have to go to the doctor in a couple of hours otherwise I would." I said relieved I had a legitimate excuse to not shop.
"Oh that's okay…we can go to tomorrow." She said smiling.
Not knowing how to get out of this one I simply agreed, "Yea Alice that sounds great."
Alice squealed not able to hold in her excitement anymore, and Edward just rolled his eyes. We were in the Volvo and in front of the Cullen's house in a matter of minutes.
We all made our way inside, and were immediately greeted by Emse.
"Hello my dears. Bella how is everything?" Esme asked pulling me into a hug.
"Much better now that I am away from school." I said hugging her back.
"Oh yes, I can understand that my dear. I am sure that couldn't have been very easy. Hopefully your day gets a little better." She said walking back into the kitchen.
Edward sat on the couch and pulled me onto his lap. I sat there for what only seemed like a few short minutes when his voice pulled me out of my day dreams.
"Bella, we should get to the hospital so you don't miss your appointment." Edward said ushering me off of the couch.
"Oh yea, I almost forgot." I said shocked I had forgotten.
When we got to the hospital we both sat in the waiting room. After about fifteen minutes my name was finally called and I was ushered back into small room to wait for the doctor. Edward took a seat right next to me while we waited. After a few short minutes the nurse came back in looked rather flustered.
"Excuse me Miss Swan?" the nurse asked.
"Yes." I replied.
"Well it says here on your chart that a different doctor will be finishing out your treatments. I am not sure why the change was made, but I assure you that you will be in wonderful care. If, however, you do have a problem with the change I can find someone who will speak to you about your concerns." She said looking apprehensive.
"Well, no it should be fine." I said not knowing what to do.
She left the room and I realized I forgot to ask the name of my new doctor. I looked over at Edward and he just shrugged and continued to wait patiently. A few minutes later the door was swung open and I was greeted by the smiling face of my new mystery doctor.
A/n: I would just like to address a concern that most people seem to have when they read my story, which is Edward changing Bella. I know it probably is frustrating knowing that he could change her and everything would be fine, but then I wouldn't really have a story to write. I am not finished with the story yet; therefore I can not allow Bella to be changed. I do apologize for this.
Please review. I judge how well people like the story by how many people review, and either you don't like the story, or some of my chapters just suck : ) . Which is fine…but either way I would like to know so I can either continue to write, to improve if you have suggestions, or if you really hate it I can just stop. Let me know and I will try to keep you happy. Thanks to everyone who read this absurdly long authors note. Once again…Please Review.
