Three Days Ago
"I can't believe you forgot your book at school. You came over so I could help you study for your exams and you forgot the book," Yuichi said, teasing his younger boyfriend as they walked toward the school.
"Yeah well, you should be studying for your college finals, not worrying about my college entrance exams. Yours are a lot tougher. Besides I never asked you for you help, did I," Wataru asked.
"True, you didn't. But I just thought you might like a bit of an advantage."
"Advantage?"
Yuichi sighed. "Yeah, I took the exams last year, so I know basically the things there going to cover. Hence an advantage." By this time they had reached the school and were headed for Wataru's class. The school was a bit creepy at night with no one there. They grabbed the book and started for the exit.
"Kinda creepy, isn't it," Wataru asked, a slight nervous tone in his voice that no one would catch unless they knew him well. Unfortunately, Yuichi was one of those people.
"What Wataru, you scared," he said, with a mischievous glint in his eye.
"Of course not. I'm just saying it's weird to be here so late at night without other people around," Wataru said trying to ward off this feeling he was getting in the pit of his stomach.
Smiling slightly Yuichi grabbed Wataru's hand and continued walking.
What's he doing, Wataru thought. Is he actually trying to make me feel better? Smiling to himself, Wataru squeezed Yuichi's hand confidently.
"You know what could make this even better," Yuichi asked, stopping suddenly and pulling his boyfriend to a stop too.
"What? Running outta here," Wataru said, somewhat sarcastically.
With that look that always confused Wataru, Yuichi said, "No, this."
Without hesitation, he pulled Wataru to him and firmly but gently put his lips against his. Yuichi had dipped slightly to catch those sweet lips but now that he had them, he stood up and in the process deepened their kiss. Kissing Yuichi always made Wataru oblivious to the world, but with one little piece of reality still intact he pulled away, much to both guys disappointment.
"What are you doing," he asked. "We're in school and we should really get going." He turned to leave, but was once again stopped by Yuichi pulling him toward him again. This time though into an embrace, instead of a kiss.
"What," Yuichi asked," you don't love me anymore?"
"Wha- that's not it and you know it. This is neither the right time nor place to do this. What if someone saw us?"
"Who cares? I only care about what you think of me, Wataru." Yuichi was gazing into those beautiful eyes really wanting to kiss him. But knowing if he did, he would just upset his love again.
Wataru blushed deeply. What am I suppose to do? he thought. I don't want him to think I don't like him anymore. I love him.
Wataru quickly looked around, making sure they really were alone. "Kazuki…"
Yuichi look down again and was surprised by the lips that meet his own. His eyes flittering closed, he was completely oblivious to everything except Wataru. Slowly, he started to move his lips against his loves. Wataru matched pace for pace. The kiss was deep but Yuichi wanted more. With his arms already around Wataru's waist, he pulled him closer, arms traveling up Wataru's back to hold him more comfortably. At the same time Wataru's arms came up to grip the front of Yuichi's shirt. They kissed until they had to part due to the lack of air. They stood there panting, trying to catch their breath, while still holding the other.
"We really should get going," Wataru said, reluctantly releasing Yuichi.
"I suppose your right," Yuichi replied, just as reluctant to let go and trying to quench the burning desire that the kiss had inflamed in him. He thought walking out into the cool night air would help somewhat, but he still wanted more. Knowing he would anger Wataru, Yuichi couldn't help but satisfy his want. Pulling a surprised Wataru to the shadows next to the school gate, he knew that he'd be yelled at for what he was about to do.
"Kazuki, what's wrong? What are you doing," a worried and surprised Wataru asked.
In answer, Yuichi only pushed him up against the wall that circled the campus and put his arms on either side of his boyfriend as to prevent escape.
Even more startled Wataru started to ask again what was wrong but wasn't able to get it out as Yuichi's mouth came down on his with passion and longing. Because he was about to talk, Watari's open mouth was instantly ravaged by Yuichi's tongue trying to seek every sweet place. When he tried to push him away, Yuichi just grabbed his wrists and held his arms above his head. Still plundering Wataru's mouth, Yuichi used his whole body to completely pin him to the wall.
A little scared of what he was doing, Wataru tried to at least turn his head so he could yell at Yuichi. But when he tried, it seemed to make Yuichi mad. Yuichi kept Wataru's arms trapped with one hand and brought the other to his chin to hold his face where it was.
What is he doing, Wataru thought, still trying to struggle against both his boyfriend and the feelings he was stirring in him. We're in public, anyone could see us if they walked by right now. They…they would… Wataru's thoughts trailed off as he was completely consumed with Yuichi's kiss.
Yuichi noticed his boyfriend relaxing to the surprise kiss and he loosened his grip on Wataru's arms just a bit to relieve some pressure but not enough to escape from yet. The hand that was holding his chin moved slowly down Wataru's chest and then up under his shirt to feel the soft skin under it.
After a few minutes of endlessly kissing his boyfriend, Yuichi pulled his lips away and rested his forehead against Wataru's. His eyes were filled with passion but his face looked apologetic.
"What the Hell was that," Wataru demanded, trying to hide the excitement Yuichi had filled him with.
"I'm sorry," Yuichi said in between gasps of breath. "I… I just wanted to kiss you."
"And obviously a bit more," Wataru said, looking down at the hand still under his shirt. Yuichi hesitated but then slowly removed his hand, running his fingers along Wataru's stomach as he did. Wataru suppressed a shudder and looked at Yuichi as sternly as possible. "You can let go of my hands now, too."
"Oh, sorry," Yuichi said, avoiding looking at his boyfriend for fear of doing something else he wouldn't like. "Really I am sorry, but…well, sorry."
Wataru looked at the man he loved, understanding in his eyes. "It's okay, Kazuki. True I am a bit upset right now, but I still love you with all my heart. I always will, no matter what you do."
Yuichi looked at Wataru, smiling. Gently taking his hand, Yuichi led his boyfriend down the street. "I'll let go when we see someone, okay?"
"Yeah," Wataru said, smiling the smile he saved especially for Yuichi.
