Once she had finished cleaning up in the bathroom, she walked back into her bedroom towards the bed where Gibbs was still sprawled out naked on her black silk comforter. She slowly crawled back into bed with him and moved to snuggle up against him. They just lay silently together absorbing one another's body heat for a few minutes before she spoke.
"What are we going to do about work Gibbs?" She asked.
He thought for a moment… "We're going to go about things as we always do Abs. Nothin' at work should change. We're just going to be discrete. I'm not going to say that we should hide it because I don't know about you, but I'm in this for the long haul. I want this to work…I want it so much… I haven't been in love like this since Shannon and that scares the hell out of me to be honest…. So we won't be able to hide it forever… and frankly, I don't want to. I want everyone to know just how lucky I am to have you Abby." He finished.
She propped herself up one elbow, leaned over and placed a soft kiss on his lips. "I love you Gibbs… and I don't think I could hide it for very long anyways, even if I wanted to." She said before plopping her head down on his chest.
Gibbs was silent for a few moments. "Why were you cutting yourself Abby?"
Abby sighed as she started to speak. "It's hard to explain Gibbs…. It just helps me cope… with everything. Whenever I get too stressed or upset it just relieves the tension. Whenever I feel guilty over something it makes me feel like I'm bleeding the sins away. A kind of penance for whatever I've done… Sometimes I start feeling numb, when everything gets to be too much and the slight pain just snaps me back into reality. Things just seemed to be building up lately, with the way I felt for you…I wanted you so bad and it tore me apart knowing I could never have you. I guess I was wrong…" she said slowly.
"Yes, you were Abby… I've always been yours." He said sweetly.
"How long have you been cutting for Abby?" He asked cautiously.
"Since I was thirteen…" She answered.
He sucked in a breath. "Jesus Abby… I should have noticed…." He said guiltily.
"Don't you do that Gibbs! Don't make it about you. Don't blame yourself. I'm good at hiding it… no one else knows." She stated firmly.
"I love you so much Abs… please don't hurt yourself anymore…not while you have me… and you'll always have me Abby. Always. I promise." He finished as he propped himself up and looked down at her, into her green eyes that were now shining with tears.
He leaned down and pressed his lips to hers firmly, swiping his tongue across her bottom lip, begging for entrance. She acquiesced and opened her mouth wider, drawing his tongue in to play with her, moaning softly at the spark it ignited. He nipped at her bottom lip before soothing the spot with his tongue, all the while running his hand up and down her side before grabbing her hip and pulling her even closer to him. He kissed down her neck languidly before sucking hard on her pulse point for a few seconds. They knew it would leave a mark, but neither cared. He wanted to mark her, let everyone know that she was his… and she was completely ok with that.
God she loved how he touched her. She loved how he looked at her. There were days that she would get so wet just from him looking at her that she would be forced to sit down in her lab with soaked panties between her legs for the remainder of the day. No one else had ever made her feel this way. No one else had ever made her this fucking wet…. And she reveled in it.
She groaned as he suckled one of her hard nipples between his lips and she grasped his hair and pushed him harder against her chest urging him to take more of her breast into his mouth.
God, he was so hard. Again. He ground his now throbbing erection into her thigh and moaned at the friction.
"I need you again Abby…please… I need to be inside you." He husked.
"Yes, fuck me… stretch me again… I want to feel you inside me… please Gibbs…" She moaned.
He didn't need anymore encouragement than that. He reached between them and rubbed his fingers along her seam, groaning at how wet she was. She jerked when he swiped his thumb across her clit. He parted her slippery folds with his fingers and pressing the head of his penis inside of her before slowly pressing forward. She stiffened slightly and when she felt him pull back she wrapped her legs tightly around his back. "Just a little sore… please don't stop, it feels so good, and you feel so good inside me… so big…" she panted. His breath hitched and he thrusts forward into her, causing her to cry out as he hit her cervix.
"Ungh! Yes! Again… please…" she cried.
He picked up the pace as he watched her face contort in pleasure… thrusting into her harder, loving the way her breasts bounced as he humped into her.
"God Abby, I'll never get tired of this… I love you so much…"
"Oh God, yes! Faster! Almost there Gibbs…" she moaned again.
He reached between there bodies and rubbed her clit as he thrust faster and harder into her depths. He pulled her clit at the same time as one particularly hard thrust and she screamed and he felt her muscles convulse around his cock. That was all it took to. He grunted her name as he spurted his release inside her.
They stayed connected for a few more minutes before she felt him grow soft again and slip out of her body. She nuzzled into his side and placed a soft kiss on his neck.
"I love you…" She mumbled sleepily.
"I love you too Abby." She heard him say before they both fell into a peaceful slumber.
