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Chapter 20: My Life Isn't Worth Living...

"Sh-She's…", began Sango, "g-going to be ok!"

The stress and tension was suddenly lifted from the air around everyone. Kagome finally took her hands from her face, and she was crying, but for joy.

"Koga", Kagome whispered quietly, her face beaming, "Y-You got to her just in time. You saved her life. Th-Thank you." And then, Kagome sobbed happily again, and ran over to Inuyasha and buried her face in his kimono. Sango smiled at Koga, before going over to Miroku and hugging him quietly. Shippo and Kirara, were now doing a little jig, celebrating the great news.

Just then, Kaede exited the hut, and said contently, "Mycia is now ready for visitors, if anyone is interested." And faster than light, Koga sped into the hut.

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Mycia was on a soft bed, wearing a white dress-like thing. Her wounds had been cleaned and bandaged up. Her golden brown hair was down freely, out of the ponytail. Mycia's hazel eyes were open gently and were staring up at the wood panel ceiling.

"Mycia?", Koga said quietly, taking a step forward. Mycia turned her head gently towards Koga, and once she saw him, she smiled.

"Hey, Koga.", she whispered. Koga smiled warmly back, and walked quietly over to her side and knelt down beside her.

"So, a-are you feeling ok?", Koga asked her. Mycia nodded slowly, and replied, "Yes, thanks to you."

Koga blushed gently and smiled. But his smile faded, and he shook his head from side to side.

"No.", he said. Mycia gave him a puzzled look, and then Koga continued, "It was my fault that you got into that situation in the first place. I'm, so sorry Mycia." And he looked away. Mycia stayed quiet for a while, trying to think of what to say back.

"Well, just remember Koga,", sighed Mycia, "that you saved me, you saved my life, and well…something else. So, I don't want you to stress out too much over this. Alright?" Upon that word, Mycia lifted her right hand and rested it on Koga's hand. Koga looked at Mycia. His eyes were shimmering, he was about to cry.

Mycia's eyes widened, and she tried to sit up. But with a cringe of pain from one of her wounds, Mycia was forced to stay laying down. She was about to speak, when Koga started again,

"But Mycia, that's not the only thing that I'm sorry about. I also need, want to apologize, for calling you…Kagome. Mycia, I-I swear I didn't mean that I loved her. I love you. Please, please forgive me." And Koga hung his head, as his voice cracked slightly.

Mycia felt tears swelling up in her eyes, as she looked at Koga. He looked so miserable, and sorry. But, she just couldn't help, to still feel betrayed by him.

"Koga, I-I know that your sorry…but..", Mycia dragged off. Koga's eyes widened, and he looked up at Mycia with terrified eyes, "I-I still feel the pain from what you said Koga, and I'm sorry, but those words you said, hurt me ten times more, then anything Naraku did to me." Mycia's eyes fixed onto Koga's, threatening to cry at any moment.

"M-Mycia, please. M-My life isn't worth living without you.", Koga said barely above a whisper, a single tear running down his cheek. Mycia pinched her eyes shut and gulped, she would not let herself cry.

"Koga, p-p-please, d-don't cry." Mycia pleaded, her voice quivering dangerously, "I-I love you. And I want to be with you, but…I just don't know if I can trust you again!"

Mycia couldn't hold it in, she cried. But how could she help it? The one man she loved, had said that he loved another woman, and even though he had apologized with all of his heart to her, she just couldn't bring herself to let go of all of that pain, and betrayal.

"No, Mycia, please! I swear! I swear with my life, I will never hurt you like this again, ever! Please, Mycia, please.", Koga begged, taking her hands into his own, his heart ached so badly that his whole upper body felt numb, and a few more tears had fought their ways down his cheeks.

Mycia wanted nothing more then to just hug Koga right now. She just wanted to hug, kiss, and forgive him. She wanted to forgive him, and she wanted to trust him. But, for some reason, half of her brain told her, "No! He'll just stab you in the back again! Do NOT forgive this lying bastard!"

Normally, Mycia would have automatically sided with the side that told her to, "Love him! Embrace him! FORGIVE him! Accidents happen! He loves you, he loves YOU!" But, ever since she had been rescued from Naraku's clutches, something inside of her seemed to change, she didn't seem much like herself…

"Mycia?", Koga's deep voice interrupted her thoughts.

"Oh, um..", Mycia began quietly, looking up at Koga with watery eyes, "Koga…"

"Yes!", Koga replied eagerly.

"I'm, gonna have to think about, whether I'll forgive you, or not…ok? I'm sorry, but can you please, er-leave the hut for a little while?" Koga's face, hope, and heart dropped at that moment. Koga was just so shocked, that he didn't reply, he just stood up quietly, and exited the hut, where he would wait, for Mycia's decision.

I know I know I know! I'm sorry that it's short! Lol! But anyways, I will update as soon as I have time ok! I PROMISE! LOL! PLEASE REVIEW! AND ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU TO EVERYONE I SHOUTED OUT TO, YOU ALL ROCK! XD Lol! Hugs&kisses!