Chapter 34
Rosalie's POV
"Emmett!?" Alice yelled loudly, and again I shushed her.
"At least TRY to keep it down!" I said.
"Out of all people, you choose Emmett!" She repeats.
"I didn't choose him!" I defended myself. "He was just – there! I was sitting alone at a booth when he came over to me. I didn't just pick him up! He came to me first!"
I knew this was a lame excuse, but it was the only one I had.
"So since when does someone walking over to you suggest that you should sleep together?" Alice sarcastically asked me.
I was at a loss for words so I just sat there quietly.
Alice took a deep breath and sighed. She sat in an armchair in the corner of the room, and put her hands to her face.
"What now?" She asked me.
"I could check."
"Check what?"
I reluctantly answered, "To see if I am - pregnant."
She pulled her hands from her face and looked at me hard.
"Then what? If you are, are we going to keep it a secret?"
This was the part that I got the most confused about too, so I answered with a simple, "I don't know." Because it was the truth. I loved Edward, but lately I had been experiencing feelings for Emmett. I guess the same way Bella was having feelings for my husband, I was having feelings for hers. And I didn't have control over it. It was just - happening.
"Well," Alice said, "I guess you should go check to see if you are."
Which is why five minutes later I was stumbling out of the bathroom with a plastic stick test in my hand, staring down at the tiny pink plus that would change my entire life.
When I showed it to Alice, she just screamed, "Ah! This is great!"
And when I looked at her skeptically, she tried, "No really!"
I looked back down at the pink, and said, "Should I tell him?"
Alice redeemed her seriousness and said, "You should do what you think is best. I'm not going to tell you to lie, but I'm not going to tell you to tell the truth and then be at blame for the outcome."
I understood her feelings, and tried to decide on my own as she walked from the room and left me alone.
I sat on the edge of Edward and I's bed, after throwing the pregnancy test in the bathroom trashcan, and sat there and thought about what I should do.
If I told Edward, he would most definitely be mad at me. He got mad at me for staying out a night, even when I told him I was alone at a hotel. So telling him I WASN'T alone, actually quite the opposite, might not run over well with him. Plus, I already lied to him, and he wasn't very fond of lying. So for now, telling him was a definite NO.
But what if I told Emmett? Well, he wouldn't be happy either. His relationship with Bella is already on the rocks, and if I revealed my pregnancy, they were sure to be over. Plus – he would probably tell Bella, and she would most definitely tell Edward. And if it's bad enough that he finds out at all, its even worse that it would be even worse if it were from Bella.
Of course, I always had the option of lying and not telling anyone (besides Alice.) I could get an abortion and wear clothes that made me look really fat until then. Or I could say I was visiting my parents and leave town for a bit so no one would know. But I don't know if I could do that morally, keeping the pregnancy from Edward and Emmett is bad enough.
But do I even WANT an abortion? If it's Edwards's baby, I most certainly would want to keep it. But you don't find out until the baby is born who's DNA it has. And I haven't slept with Edward in…..well a while. So there's a 99 percent chance it isn't his. And a 99 percent chance it IS Emmett's. So if it were Emmett's, what would I do with it? Raise it with Edward anyways, if he can somehow forgive me? Give it up to an orphanage? Or maybe, and like I said I have a pretty strong feeling it is Emmett's, would I want to raise it with him? Could I really leave Edward?
The whole idea of a pregnancy was a complete and upmost disastrous thought.
I left the bed side with my head full of worries, and went downstairs to find Edward and Jasper exactly where I had left them, with the exception of Alice's head on Jaspers shoulder while she watched the Shopping Network.
She looked worried as I came in, probably wandering if I was going to reveal my news. I shook my head no slightly to her, and I must have been right, because she suddenly looked more calm.
She turned her head away but then right back again as Jasper said, "Edward and I have been talking," He started, throwing a glance at Edward who was staring at the floor.
"And we have decided that we forgive you. You didn't do anything wrong, except maybe punch Dan."
He laughed as he changed his mind. "Actually, you didn't do anything wrong."
Everyone laughed; even Edward and I went over to him and sat beside him.
"I'm sorry." I said.
Edward looked at me and said, "It's okay."
Jasper cleared his throat and continued talking, except this time to Alice. "Edward and I are going out golfing for a while."
Alice just stared at him. "Aren't you going to ask Rose and me if we want to go?" She asked sarcastically.
Jasper narrowed his eyes. "Would you two lovely ladies care to join us?" He said.
I gave Alice a look that said no, but I already knew she was just asking him to say this for laughs anyways.
Alice looked back at Jasper and shrugged her shoulders. "Not really." She said, and we all laughed again.
A/N: Hey you guys! Review!
And by the way, Amber is a Jaspers Girl is my new Beta!
The next chapter is going to be MAJOR so tell me what you think will happen!
